Maybe, just Perhaps.

Heyyyy people (: I'm back after another two days !! 'Cause the next few days will be filled with Dancers and I want to focus my next post on dancers ♥ So I'll blog about these 2 days first alright !! And I want to talk about some personal matters as well.

Anyway, firstly .. Wednesday was a great day :D

I had morning lessons but it didn't really matter 'cause Mr Siew gave us this ridiculous assignment of taking photos of 25 strangers in 30 minutes !! O.O And we couldn't ask anybody from FMS or have the same photos as our classmates. I went around with Joelle so basically .. We had to find 50 people who would allow us to take their photos in 30 minutes ): It was tedious .. But we made it ! ♥ Most of our photos were of guys though ~

Really thankful to the Engineer guys from Poolside 'cause they were so friendly and willing to help !! ♥ And they are cute as well (: I melted for the smile of the Beanie Engineer.

Joelle/Me: Are you all from FMS??
Beanie Guy: No.. We're Engineers ^^
Me: *Melt* ♥♥

I swear he's more than just adorable !

Anyway, had lunch with usuals at Block34, with a new Kambing spot ! ^^ It's cozy and small but we made do with it ~ Love the laughters we share each week, ♥ Had Writ Comm and it was the most boring ever but I kept listening to music :D Like, I just listened to music and did my work hahahah !! #badass96 #lazygirl96

 Lessons ended early and I met Pris & IsaacNg at Our Space !! ♥ Met the rest before we went to sign up for Challengers together :D If any of you NP kids out there who do not know, it's a camp organized by SU during the June Holidays from 20-22 June ♥♥ It's going to be really fun and the sign up ends tomorrow at 6PM hahahahah :P

Had dinner with Jaslyn, Pris, Darren, IsaacNg & Elson @ KAP Mcdonalds ♥
Laughed over the stupidest stuffs and went around Cold Storage playing as well !! It's always fun with Zodall and we do the most ridiculous and childish stuffs together ^^

Walked back to school then Me and Pris went to find ZN and Joel !! ♥ Accompanied them through their dinner and had a nice talk (:

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Went home and studied for MEDSOC, feeling like a failure. Yeah, it's true. But you were like my motivation to go on and I'm thankful for that ♥ And now you're reading this so it's awkward. Please forget this. Thanks.

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Today I had lessons at 2PM so I had a really good sleeeeeeeeeeep ♥♥ Met my debate darlings at 2PM and we had consultation with Ms Tess ^^ She's so funny and I love all these lessons with her !! She should totally be our advisor sigh ):

WEBGRA was cool 'cause we learnt Dream Weaver today ! ♥ I've been dying to learn it and I really enjoyed the lessons today :D Thanks Mr Aung, for being the hottest & most adorable teacher in FMS #hotteacher #ilovewebgra ♥ We had a 15minutes break and Joelle accompanied me to Library (': Y'know, I'm so thankful for her ♥♥ Like, which idiot will do that just for a friend who wants to go to the library, hoping to see someone ??

Joelle would, and she did ♥ And I love her for every bit of it ^^

Lessons ended early and I met Pris @ FMS Block. Had dinner with Pris, Noelle, Eloise, Darren, Elson, IsaacTwins, Joel, ZN, Aniq ! ♥ It was like a last minute Zodall thing, but so many of them turned up and it made me feel real warm :D Had a great talk with Eloise as well and eventually went home with Darren !! Love our comfortable silence on the bus hahahahah. I guess he knew that I wasn't exactly in a good mood also. #brotherforlife

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Ok so that pretty much sums up my 2 days at school !! I have LOCVDP tomorrow and I'm going to kill Mr Craig alongside Rong and Nicholas ^^ Like, really. We going to bring Saw, Hammer, and what-have-you. Then I have a movie date with Huiyi, Jingkai and Jianhao in Town ♥♥ Waaaaaaah, I really miss them and I'm going to enjoy tomorrow evening a lot ^^

Saturday I'll be studying with '96 before going to watch our juniors dazzle on Cultural Pot ! ♥ Juniors, if you're reading this, PLEASE REST WELL TOMORROW AND DO WELL FOR CULTURAL POT !! ^^ We'll scream our loudest for you all ok :D

Sunday I'll be at Dance for NDP so yeah. Boring. Hahahahah. And I need to study. I swear.

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Ok, so today was like a mixed up day. In fact, these whole month over had been. Filled with happiness sometimes, tears sometimes .. And really just complicated. My life hasn't been so complicated in awhile, and I just don't know how to react to these. I'm sorry but I really need a place to vent and I'm sorry if readers are getting annoyed by my tweets/posts ):

You do the smallest things and make me the happiest girl, yet you can also do the smallest thing and make me cry the whole night. Honestly, I don't know how to feel. I have controversial views from all my friends about you, but I know you're better than that ♥

I get so flustered whenever you're around. Like, I just do things without thinking and at the end of the day .. I forget whatever happened in those few hours that you're around. I will keep pretending that I'm fine but honestly .. I'm dying inside all the time. And now, I feel worse than horrible.

I wish you knew, that it's the first time I feel this way.

Maybe, just perhaps .. 'Cause I didn't want to ruin whatever we shared. Our friendship.
Maybe, just perhaps .. I'm sorry for liking you.

You asked me why I like you.

I like everything about you. Even the flaws you've grown to hate. 'Enough said.

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Don't wanna be torn - Hannah Montana ♥
I know I always post Hannah Montana's songs but they are real nice (: