Hi :/ I feel very tired now so don't expect too much from me, I'm just posting
because I have nothing better to do and I don't really want to mug !! :P Well you
see, I don't want to let my imagination run wild as usual so I'm here ! ♥ My week
has been wonderful :D Filled with many random things but not too bad (;

Monday, I stayed back for Speech Day Rehearsal O.o The sec4s did pretty well, ♥
Had remedial on Tuesday then went home with Yongjian ! ^^ History remedial
on Wednesday, stayed awhile for Dance then Yongjian sent me home ~ Today, I had
Math remedial, then stayed back & studied with Xuejing/Gavin/Yongjian ! :D

Well, they studied while Me/Yongjian waited -.- Went home with Xuejing/Yongjian.
I'm pretty tired today and Tomorrow's Speech Day ♥ I'm really nervous for sec4s,
it's their last dance ... ): No, I don't want them to leave !! It's like ... really sad ...
makes us feel really empty without them around anymore ... Our Sec2s !! ♥

Oh well, I hope tomorrow goes well anyway ^^

People are getting injured/ill here & there so take care please ... ♥
Especially Dancers (: Please rest well and take loads and loads of care !!
ASEAN is coming, we must be on full form right ? :D

Alright, that's probably it.
It took my mind off things for ... 15minutes ? Probably around there :P
I hate thinking and thinking about things ... -.-

It makes me worry, it makes me doubt.
Shit I should stop thinking and just go sleep, because this headache is killing me.
But oh well, I don't think you really care anyway ... Right ? ^^

You probably won't even see this but I'm feeling really lousy now, and you're probably
happily somewhere else doing god-knows-what :D Nope, it's alright.
I'm fine on my own.

I LOVE LIFE ♥

Dreaming - Kim Soo Hyun ! ♥ I'm really tired but I'm listening to this song because
it makes me feel empty yet ... not empty ? I don't know, I just like this song (:

Hello !! It's 11:11 now :) I wish that I will stop feeling the emptiness.
Don't know why but I have been feeling really empty these few days ... WEIRD !!
However, I've lived well in the past 1 week and I'm really glad ♥

Cultural had their SYF yesterday. It was a combination of sweat, tears, shoutings,
unhappiness, motivation and hope ! ♥ My mind was on them the whole day & I
rushed to studio right after school ^^ Helped cultural with their things then
went around with Huiyi & Janessa to relief their stress ! :D

Laoshi was really unhappy and scolded them like mad but everything turned out to
be fine after that ! (; We rushed over to UCC as they left and managed to watch
around 3-4 performances before theirs !! :P Tampines was good O.o Cheered really
loud for NH, ♥ And we were so touched by their dance we cried (:

Hugged them and talked to them, did dance cheer and spammed photos !! ^^ Today,
Me/Bingming/Sihwee/Natalie went to UCC to get the results ... GOLD WITH HONORS ♥
I called Kelly and immediately she screamed (; Everyone knew by the time we
got back to NH and everyone were congratulating us from everywhere ~

Studied and had batch dinner with '96 !! ♥ Ate Ichiban Sushi: Huiping, Shilei,
Gindelin, Yuqi, Natalie, Tenghwee, Tianyi & DarrenLee sat at one table, then
Me, Bingming, Bryan, Junzheng, Lucheng & Jasper sat at one :D Had loads
of fun laughing around and crapping around with these idiots ! ♥

Bought things with Huiping & Shilei then Cabbed home with Huiping ^^ Came home
soon. Tomorrow's Yongjian's birthday ^^ Hahahah STEAD ! xD NOT. Let's hope you
have a lousy 15th year :D Yay I'm so awesome right ♥

BYE I'M SO TIRED I'M GNA SLEEP ^^

Hello (: I had a wonderful week and I'm happy with everything that happened ! ♥
We had our E-Learning on Monday which was spent rotting but it was relaxing ~
Had Napfa + Clique Dinner on Tuesday ^^ I got my Gold and helped Jolene with hers.
Xuejing didn't join us for dinner though ... ):

Had Dance on Wednesday ♥ Although it was slacked, we packed studio and had quite
a bit of fun ! :P Didn't have time to do any other things though O.o Stayed back
for Math Clinic + Sec1 Practice yesterday ! :D I like Math Clinic, EFFECTIVE !!
Oh and pumped Sec2s for Sec1's attire + attitude etcetc -.-

Today was satisfying ! (; Lessons were pretty slack and most were interesting !
Had Dance after school, ♥ Didn't really stay in ISH for more than 10minutes
each time I went in >:( Kept running around doing things & we helped Cultural
with their props !! ♥ Hahahahahah, we had loads of fun playing around ! ^^

Played around after that, Danced + Learned Bamboo :D Kept things for cultural
soon and Dismissed. Did a bit of the Cultural's Gifts before we left (: Walked
to Clementi with '96 and it was the most hilarious day ever ! ♥ Yuqi went crazy
while Darren kept making her laugh even more & Xuejing was mad !! :O

Took MRT with Tianyi and Came home soon ... ♥ Talking to Huiyi Ling on MSN now ^^
Jiayous Cultural, Modern will be behind you all always !! (: Must do your best
and strive for the GWH that you all want to achieve ! :P

I'm so tired and I'm falling ill again ... ):
So gonna rest rest rest during this period & PIA for my life ♥

I realized that if you really learn to put things down,
Life is so much more relaxing ! ^^

I'm happier already, letting everything go and being happy (:

不倒翁 - Tumbler ! ♥ This is for Cultural !! See no matter what, he just doesn't fall
down ! Like you guys, you cannot fall down (: Always persevere on. But in the end,
he got to sleep ~ So like him, you guys must know when to rest too okay ! JIAYOUS !

Happy YUREN Day ! ♥
Poor Yuren was bullied by us today when we sang birthday song for him, 愚人节快乐 !!

It's been so long and Modern SYF is OVER !! Can you imagine ? A mere 4 months and
now I'm left with emptiness ): Really miss SYF & love Modern so much, ♥ Yesterday
we went to UCC to get our results :/ The Modern People held hands as we waited
for Serial #35 !! :D And finally, we got the result ... ~

Gold ♥ Yes, Golden Modern (: We left feeling ... Empty O.o Honestly, nobody really
knew how or what to feel for it. Were we supposed to be contented with a Gold or
disappointed that we didn't get our honors ... :P But with dancers around ... Gold
or Silver doesn't matter anymore ^^ It's about the whole dance being together ♥

I thank Modern for the tedious and wonderful hell of a journey these 4 months !!
Those tears and sweat, It was worth it ! ^^ I remember when I injured my leg just
1month before SYF and I was so afraid ... >:( Luckily I recovered ! ♥ And when
all of us were ill but we still came for each practice without fail !!

Miss Modern, Love you all :D

Oh and Dance was fun today ! ♥ I like playing the Scissors Paper Stone Relay !!
It's so funny and poor Yokekay ran god-knows-how-many-times ! :O Dismissed, then
Huiping & Me went for dinner ! (; It's always wonderful to gossip & chat ! :P
We talk about everything and anything and that's just amazing ... ♥ Yay.

Came home feeling empty and choked up :/
Honestly I really don't know why ... It just feels so weird, so weird ... !!
Oh well, not going to think so much about it anyway (:

Chatting with my stead & uploading photos on Facebook ^^

Oh, so tired so tired !! I need a break ):
No ... I need a break down.

Fifteen - Taylor Swift ! ♥ Oh and I forgot to mention that my birthday was awesome !!
Love everything that happened :D I'm officially fifteen & I still can't believe it.