5 More Days, One Dance ♥

It's a mere 5 more days to Modern SYF, I really wish we can do it well, I want
the gold with honors so badly !! ♥ Please ! Today was satisfying ! :D School
wasn't really pleasant but the slack lessons made things pretty okay ? O.o Half the
class was sleeping during Social Studies but Ms Kee didn't really care -.-

Math was hilarious but Weijian & Eunseong kept bullying me >:( Childish & Immature.
Well, Mr Chia is really nice (; Enrichment was pretty boring ... But it passed very
fast ~ Dismissed soon, Changed & went for Dance ♥ Laoshi let us sleep first, and
all of us were so tired we really slept through it ! ^^

The girls got our costumes & tried to Dance with it :P It isn't easy due to the
material and it's really hard to walk around with it ! ): But we'll try hard, ♥
Danced a few times then changed out of it. Laoshi continued working out the little
problems in Modern and we finally completed everything well :D

The last full up was amazing ... ♥ I felt all of us doing it with our efforts, and
I could feel all the girls' panting during our dying part O.o It was wonderful ^^
Ended & Had debriefing. Yanting said: "You have nothing else to fight for except
your GOLD WITH HONORS" ♥ C'mon Dancers, let's do it well !!

Walked to Clementi with '96 and Came home soon. Tired Tired Tired, and my neck is
going to break off soon -.- I wish SYF will come faster but I also don't want it to end.
4 Months of our efforts ... ♥

I don't want COP, Bronze, Silver or Gold. I want Gold with Honors !!
It's the last dance with '95 ... ):

'96, It's our first, our last and our only SYF ! We have to do it well (:
Modern, Keep fighting on ! ♥

Etched into our dance, our passions, our spirits.
NHDS Modern SYF ♥

Someday - IU (And Wooyoung) ! ♥ It's a really sweet song from Dream High !! :D The
lyrics are pretty sad but it's wonderfully sung ^^ I love Wooyoung & IU ttmzxczx !

Today was nice (: I had a nice morning, watching Dream High ♥ I think Sam Dong &
Hye Mi makes a wonderful couple but not as good as Wooyoung & I.U ^^
Watched until afternoon, then Yongjian came over :D We went to Vivo City for lunch
then rushed over to Tiong to meet the rest of 206 O.o

Watched "Alien Invasion: Battle at Los Angelos" with Clarice/Yuanting/Darren/Joel/
Eunseong/Weiren/Xianwang/Shanyou/Yongjian/Guanlin/Weiquan/Tianyi ! ♥ Didn't
understand the front part but it got much clearer in the middle :P Darren sat with
Clarice while I sat with Yongjian. Poor Yuanting was alone with Joel, Hahahah !

Yuanting, Xianwang, Weiquan & Guanlin left, while the rest of us had dinner ! (;
They ate while Me/Clarice chatted then Me/Clarice went to eat Mcdonalds' while they
went to play arcade ♥ It was hilarious chatting together ! :D We watched them
play arcade and Poor Tianyi got whacked in the face by a ball Shanyou threw >:(

Went off, and Yongjian sent me home :D Thanks, ♥ Came home soon. I'll do homework
tomorrow then maybe go eat some yoghurt & grow fat or something ^^ But now,
Dream High all the way ! ♥ That's all I'll be doing tonight, apart from chatting !!

Jin Gukkkkkkkkkkkk !! ♥

Yeah I'll be stronger, because that's the only way I can ever protect myself,
protect everyone around me and hopefully protect you (:

I'll grow stronger and more matured ...
Hopefully one day you'll notice it and look at me differently !
Yes, I'll do all these ... With the hope that things will be fine someday.

That's the only way, I guess ... :/
To ever learn how to be happy again ... to smile again.

No, you're not really important anymore. But yes, you still mean something much to me ...

Dreaming - Kim Soo Hyun ! ♥ It's a scene from the show: He couldn't hear because
his illness was acting up and therefore couldn't get the pitch right, but Hye Mi
told him before that she won't let him screw up and helped him from upstairs by
telling him what pitch to get, and how to get correct ^^ It was super sweet, ^^

Hellooooooooo people !! Tomorrow marks the start of my HOLIDAYS, yes holidays !
Been going back to school for the past 3 days so it isn't really a holiday yet :P
Dance 2/3 days & Had a financial trail today, ♥ I think it was pretty alright ? ^^
Really fought everything we had for Dance, and the outcome is AWESOME !

Intensive Practice was really good ! (: Laoshi focused on Modern on Monday Morning
all the way until 2.30PM :D That gave us a lot of time to practice ♥ It turned
out really great & we could even fight with NYGS then ! Lunch was pretty
much slack, Rested with '96 Girls and practiced on our own ... ♥

The second day wasn't much of practicing, but Laoshi ended our Dance, FINALLY ! ♥
Practiced a bit and had lunch already ... Did not feel much about it, Sad ... ):
Our showcase was lousy, we did much better during practice ~ Dismissed, and had
Batch dinner with '96 ♥ 22/30 people was fabulous ! :D I love my batch ttm !!

Had a financial trail thing today O.o I was in the same group as Xuejing, Sihwee,
Chanhong & Natalie ! ♥ And Bing Ming, Yokekee, Kenzi, Junzheng & Jasper were in
a group too ! ^^ It was pretty boring but playing around with the girls made it
not so bad :P The name game and the naming alphabet thing was fun (;

Slept a bit on the bus then Rotted in school O.o Watched Black Swan (a bit) with
Shilei ! ^^ Thanks, Awesome ♥ Waited until ... 4PM ? >:( Went to watch a movie
with Yongjian then had dinner :D Thanks for sending me home ^^ Came home soon.
I shall go watch my Dream High ... ♥ I keep replaying IU & Wooyoung scenes ~

Tired out, and having a bit of Mood Swings now -.-
Keep thinking about stupid stuffs ...

If I didn't love you, I wouldn't do everything I ever could for you :/
If I didn't love you, you wouldn't always be on my mind ...
If I didn't love you, I wouldn't be looking at you each and every time.

Basically, if I didn't love you, none of these would have happened.
Maybe ... I would have had a simpler life ... ♥

But the truth is, I love you :/

"No, It's really not that easy. It's really pretty tough and it hurts quite bad."

The reason behind my decision was you, and honestly ... It has always been you, isn't it ?

Maybe - Sunye (Dream High OST) ! ♥ I've been really addicted to this song, keep
listening to it and going crazy over it :P I love it, the melody & lyrics all !! :D

Annual Roadrun & Games 2011; ♥

Today was crazy !! Met Clique for an early breakfast @ Mcdonalds' this morning, and
met many sec3s too (: The morning was pretty messy, and '96 girls didn't run.
Me, Chanhong, Natalie, Huiping & Xuejing walked together ! ♥ Oh, Jasper joined us
halfway too ! :D Laughed a lot and had quite some fun ~

302's Class Picnic was very boring, but spammed photos with the girls and '96, ♥
Spastic shots, Pretty shots & Jump shots ! ^^ It's all so cool. Sec3s then had our
Inter-Class Modified Handball Game O.o I wanted to play ! But apparently some
people's attitude totally sucked and turned me off immediately -.-

Cheered for our class too, and spammed photos ♥ Played around & Kept screaming !!
302 got 2nd place, but we were glad (; Had prize giving ceremony & dismissal ^^
Met with 206 people, then went to Yuanting's house O.o Changed & Took a bus to
Vivo City :D The rain made everyone feel damn lethargic ... ♥

Had our lunch separately, then bought tickets for "I am Number Four" ♥ Went up
to the rooftop and played in the rain ! ^^ Apparently we were scolded after we
were totally drenched so it was okay :P Dried off, took photos & went for our
movie (: Sitting between Darren & Yuanting was a complete contradiction !!

Darren was -.- & Yuanting was OMG! type, LOL. The show was still nice a 2nd time
though ? :D Left and Came home soon. Tired out, Sunburnt & Happy ! ♥ I'm glad
today turned out pretty fine ^^ Few hundred photos to upload, Let's start !!
Tomorrow's School. I wish I didn't fail all my papers ):

I'm trying to be happy ...

But some stuffs still make me feel damn depressed, Sighhhh.
I wish I knew what you were thinking about ...
That way, I won't have to spent the whole time thinking about it.

Never Say Never - Nigahiga ! ♥ His parody & movie of this whole thing was hilarious.
I always enjoy watching his videos because they let me relax for a moment more (:

Hi ! I had a wonderful day and it's a great way to start the end of Common Tests !
I'm feeling happy today because I had loads of sugar rush times, ♥ Pretty Awesome.
Woke up really late, rushed to meet Clarice but she was later :P Had lunch, &
Met Huiping ^^ Bought some stuffs then went over to Clarke Quay (:

We met Yuqi there & bought Stickies together ! :D Rushed to Vivo City, and Met Gavin/
Darren/Eunseong/Xianwang/Shanyou/Gordon/Tianyi ! ♥ Watched "The Adjustment
Bureau" and had a wonderful time ! (; Yuqi left, then Xuejing joined us. We went
for dinner @ some steamboat restaurant which was very expensive ~

Went outside to sit down and played Truth or Dare ! :P All of us had to go one
round but I completed Clarice's Dare for her -.- I think Xuejing's one was epic !
"Are you a virgin ?", "What is a virgin ?" !! ^^ Played around & spammed loads
of photos ♥ Left at around 10pm and Came home soon.

Going to Cynthia's house tomorrow with 302 Girls to prepare things for Roadrun :D
I think we'll have loads of fun ... ♥ Love 206'10, I miss all of you so much ):
Uploading the photos now, Wish me luck !!

Hate that I love you.
Missing you within minutes, Sometimes I just want to silently watch you.
Thanks for letting me love you ...

Hello - SHINee ! ♥ Jonghyun was absent for this performance so they subbed him :P
I like the Taemin + Onew part ! ^^ It was so adorable, especially Taemin's action !

Enough.

I typed everything, every single detail & tear.
Then I erased it ... Because I know there is totally no outcome whatsoever ...
Enough is Enough; ♥

Please ... Enough.

Oh, and ... Thanks for encouraging me when I feel like giving up :)
Yeah it means a lot to me, much more than you think it does ... ♥

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