JoannaTeo♥

2011-10-16T20:24:00.003+08:00

Hello people, I'm back :) This evening's so boring I can't believe it's only 8pm.
I FEEL SO BORED :(

Somebody please bring me out now please, or soon :( Or I'll rot to death :O
Hahahahah I think I'm going mad from watching shows O.o Excessive drama whee, ♥
I'm still watching my 终极三国, although it's boring but I'm spending time ~

I can't believe I have so much time after exams :P
I thought I'd be enjoying myself most of the time, doing things I wanted to do
during exams but turns out that the things-to-do ain't that many after all -.-
AND THAT'S WHY I'M BORED OMG >:(

Shit.

Hahahah I feel hungry now and I wanna eat but I don't wanna make my mom cook or
she'll probably nag at me rawr :( Okay nevermind, I shall go ask her whee !! :D
I think I'm a pretty mad kid omg :P I WANNA DO SOMETHING !! ARGH !!

Lalalala, tomorrow's the 17th already ♥

Been spending these 2 days with my dear :)
Yesterday was amazing !! ^^ Walking down the river and holding me tight :D
Today was fun too, walking around and sleeping in your arms :)

Thanks baby, I love you so much ! ♥

I still don't know if I wanna go school to find him tomorrow hmmmmm,
shall see my mood :D Heheheh :P But I think I'll go Clementi find him lah ~
I so nice right HAHAHAHAHAH !!

ANYWAY HI CHARMIAN I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS AGAIN ^^

I've been updating my blog because you constantly tell me that you wanna read it
and ask me to update :P But my blog is so boring you must be even more bored ~~

Whee I don't think I'm making any sense in this post and anyway I don't think
this post has any meaning anyway :D I'm just happy typing but later I'm gonna
suffer when I have to make the color and html codes :( Sad kidzxc :(

Okay I shall go find something else to do :P
ANYBODY GOT ANYTHING TO DO PLEASE TELL ME PLEASE PLEASE !! :(
I'm boredddddddddddddd !! :(

And I miss my dear, ♥

Sparks Fly - Taylor Swift ! ♥ I love this song so much whee :D Heheheh, and this
song is again dedicated to my dear :) I hope you like this song, I love you !!

2011-10-12T18:41:00.002+08:00

Break down. Break out.
Sometimes I wish I can do just that, but life doesn't allow one to easily.

Things are changing, people are.
That's life, and that's how it's gonna always be :/
Sad but true :(

Anyway my life has been AWESOME with a capital A ! ^^
Of course because of my dear ♥

(^) Baby, without you I'm always gonna be empty :(
Thanks for appearing into my life since the day you did and making me feel
happy like never before :D

I will always love you ! ^^

Forever and Always - Parachute ! ♥ This song is dedicated to you :) Although we may at
times be apart, our hearts will always be linked together okay ^^ We'll make it through !!

2011-08-09T21:02:00.002+08:00

Hello people, Happy National Day ! :D

I love Singapore so much, it's such a safe/beautiful place :)
Although the people are pretty much disgusting and weird, I still love Singapore !
I'll never want to migrate away, not even for my cutest baby boy ♥

I haven't been updating and OMG July was a crazy month (Y)
Started with ASG Performance, which turned out superb ! ^^ Everything was so
wonderful and all of us had loads of fun, ♥ I love '96 even more from then on !!
And those memories we created will forever be etched in my heart ... :)

School for July was boring and every lesson seemed like lullaby, Teachers -.-
And I've been pretty much tired everyday even when I sleep at like 10PM sharp :(
My body's screwing up big time and I don't know why ! ♥ Amazing much yeah ? ^^
Let's hope I don't die soon :O

Oh and yesterday I watched Captain America :D
It's a really good show but wasn't as amazing as I had expected it to be ? O.o
Maybe I have too high expectations oops ~

Today I went to Gin's house with Yuqi & Sihwee and it was a lazy day ~
EVERY TIME I GO GIN'S HOUSE, IT TURNS OUT TO BE A LAZY DAY ♥
But we decided on the songs/timings for Mass Dance, SRW and all that thing :)
And I finished studying climate so I'm pretty awesome too !! (Y)

There's like, a holiday tomorrow and OMG I feel so great :D
Because holidays = sleep ! ♥ Sleep has become the most important thing to me now.
No I really don't know why I'm always so tired now :(

I wanna go run, I feel slow and sluggish now ~
But I don't wanna run this month because it's scary in the forest (7th Month).
RAWRRRRRRR ANGRY ME !

Anyway I'm like pretty depressed these few days, ESPECIALLY TODAY :(
I just feel so screwed up inside out but I can't find a proper reason for it ~
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME :'(
And I don't wanna tell people either or they'd be worried.

Okay I'm like saying it on my blog now but it's so dead that I don't think
anybody bothers to read it anymore :O Hello Charmian I know you stalk it ^^

Emokidzxc123 here now.

Never mind, I'll survive HAHAHAHAH :D I always do, because I'm awesome ♥
(Y) Oh, and I'm recently addicted to Who Says by Selena Gomez ! ;)
I don't know why either ! It just seems so nice and her voice is so pretty :P
I wouldn't say a voice is pretty but that just seems to describe her voice so ~

A side note to my monkey, Thanks for everything ♥
When you told me that the note on your phone was about me, I almost cried :')
You're so sweet and thoughtful :D

Ending off with an amazing song !! ♥ BYE :D

Louder - Charice ! ♥ It's an amazing song and the lyrics are so beautiful ^^
"I'm just gonna run right through the rain, I'm just gonna dance right through
the pain" :D (Run and Dance, my two most favorite thing to do!!)

2011-06-27T21:47:00.002+08:00

Life has been going well, loads of changes and ups/downs ♥ But I think I'm coping
with this speed well although it's zooming by me everyday :O I'm doing something
related to Dance everyday and I'm too busy/tired to think about other stuffs ~
Bing Ming says I have no life >:( Is that a bad thing ? :P

Well, I think I've been keeping myself to occupied that I won't have the time
to sit down and think about life ! ^^ That's good, ♥ But Post-ASG period is going
to be really empty and I'm going to dislike it loads :( I better find something
to do during then (; Then hopefully I'll be busy again (Y)

Practices have been going well and things are running smoothly for Friday's show !
Every step is done right, just not nice O.o Well, you can't expect too much !
Our first practice at Expo went alright ? ♥ But it can be much better of course ^^
I hope tomorrow will be a better day, but honestly I doubt so -.-

Bus3 is wonderful with 17 '96 Dancers ... ♥ Bing Ming was a joke throughout, and
'96 went home together today :D Usuals, I mean :) It was hilarious because we
were all so tired that we kept singing songs ! :O

Marry you, The lazy song, What are words, L.F.N, WTH, Taylor's classics, etc ! ♥
We were crazy and Darren was annoyed by it but we're awesome anyway :D

Went home soon and now I'm missing '96 :(

Can't we just have dance everyday without lessons ?
I love '96, they are really so real and they are all amazing in every way ^^
Because of '96, I smile today ♥

Alright. I've lost the motivation to blog on, BYE ! :D

Honestly, I really do miss you and everything about us.
But now, it's much too late for you to turn back. Everything's too late now.

泪了 - 曾沛慈 & 東城衛 ! ♥ I love this song, the lyrics are very nice and the emotions
sung within the song fits it's meaning perfectly. I honestly miss everything ..

2011-06-03T22:07:00.002+08:00

2/11 days of Dance, COMPLETED ! ♥

Hahahah I feel so relieved now that I've finally gotten started, so at least
the rest of the 9 days will be easy :) These two days at dance was wonderful ! ^^
Yesterday was the official day that the Sec3s and new ex-co started leading, ♥
I love '96, how we always work together for everything !!

Laoshi started on the first item for ASG and it turns out pretty easy :P
The diet group !! :O
Sounds funny but oh well ~ Practice was not as tedious as I thought it'd be :(

Today sec3s were all gone during the morning due to remedial, I hate it -.-
We couldn't concentrate in class and it was pointless not going dance then !!
Our hearts were at dance ♥ We should have just stayed at dance ! :D

Geography was bad, because Eun Seong stink-ed and I had to endure it for ... !
He thought he smelled nice anyway, Eeww ! >:(

Practiced a lot for dance, and it ended pretty soon too ... ! :(
Huang Laoshi talked to Sec3s about results ... Which was super depressing.
Then Tianyi talked to ex-co :)

Had dinner @ Mcdonalds' with Huiping, Tenghwee, Junzheng, Darren & Tianyi ! ♥
It was hilarious and fun at the same time :P We accompanied Darren until 9PM
because he didn't want to go home :/ Weird guy HAHAHAHAHAH ! ^^

Anyway came home soon and I'm aching all over :(
But I feel glad because this is how dance should be like !! :D

I still have U.N.I Practice tomorrow and probably joining Clarice & Co
after the practice :O I don't know yet though ~

Heh, I miss somebody ... ♥

I love NHDS '96 !! ♥

2011-05-26T19:56:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday, Jianbin ! :D Have a happy 17th !!

Hi, I'm very mixed up today so pardon me if I sound really weird :X

'96 had our Elections today, and Terence says it's the "19th Dance Council ♥"
with regards to the Student Council :)

It felt shockingly relaxed before the elections but tension rose soon anyway.
Well, it's true that we were all nervous in one way or another, you can't
deny that fact ! :P Anyhow, I still love '96 ! ♥ It was then that I felt that '96 was really
together :D That we'll always be there for one another !!

Anyway, Congrats to Tianyi for being the Chairman & Jiamin as the Vice !! ^^
It was really expected and you two look so adorable together :O
They were taking a photo with ties on and we couldn't stop laughing at it ~

Ms Kee talked to the Ex-co after that and '96 waited, ♥

Clementi-ed with Xuejing, Huiping, Yuqi, Sihwee, Jiamin, Natalie, Chanhong,
Tenghwee, Bing Ming, Jasper, Zhenyang & Darren Lee !! ♥
Awesome people (Y)

Bought bubble tea, then ate @ Mcdonalds' :)
Thanks to the awesome boys who walked back and waited for us while we eat !!
No thanks to Bing Ming who kept taking our food :(

Anyway we left soon and I went home with Huiping ^^
Chatted loads and we saw Clarice @ Tiong omg :O Hahahah she's so cute ♥

Came home soon.

My parents are so considerate, NOT. -.- Nevermind, long story ~

I'm having Sports Carnival tomorrow and I'm dreading it.
I don't wanna do Yoga because I think it's gonna be super stupid much !!

Oh well.

Okay I'm damn blur today, I blank out at everything & I kept forgetting to
take my things :( You can't believe how many times Bing Ming & Yuqi told
me to take my things !! I'm totally blur ... ♥

Let's hope things start to go well from now on, :)

2011-05-23T17:11:00.005+08:00

Hello ! My day is half over but I may not have time to post tonight so I shall post
NOW ! ♥

Going back to school today was bad, I'm still in the slack mood much :P
Anyway Lessons turned out pretty relaxed too, ♥ Did not do much & rotted loads !

The dentist was freaky :(
I don't like it that I have to redo my fillings because it came out previously >:(
And she is so inexperienced which made this time really painful and bad.
My gum still hurts now, HOW MUCH WORSE CAN IT GET !!

Chatted with Tianyi during recess for awhile ^^ Haven't catch up on loads of stuffs
in a long while :O I'm glad we found the time to talk anyway :)
I love you ! Just kidding, I hate you :D

Rotted for the rest of the day and wasn't listening during Geography anyway -.-
We were dismissed for Oral soon ♥

Chatting and waiting with the girls was totally (Y)
But oral itself was a ... I don't know :P Just weird I guess ??
I hate my examiner much anyway ! ^^

Left soon, Went to Clementi with Sihwee !! ♥
I love you so much pill, you're super super nice + adorable ! :D

Rushed home, Bathed and now I'm here (;

I can like rot much before I slowly stroll to Vivo to meet the rest ~
Ain't I awesome, Hahahahahahah (Y)

Okay I have Dance later, Let's hope it goes well :)

Btw. Sweetard, Nothing will happen to '96, we'll always be together right ? ♥
The strength of the batch is strong enough to withstand anything !!

I love '96 so much so much ... ♥

2011-05-22T22:25:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday, Daryl ! ♥ Thanks for always looking after me like an
older brother and taking care of me, giving me advices and cheering me up ^^

I had a pretty satisfying day today :)

Woke up and rushed out to meet Huiyi for lunch, SHE WOKE UP SO EARLY ! :O
Ate at Seoul Garden for really long ... But the food is really worth it man.
Then we went to P.A for Practice ♥

Had some briefing for tomorrow's practice at RWS before the sec4s left :D

Lukhei edited some moves today, and Welcome Yanting to the dance !! ♥

You will love this dance, because it's so totally your style ~
Anyway your solo part will be so cool (Y)

The starting of practice was funny because we played a prank on Lukhei and
she was so innocent that she didn't know !! Me/Agnes/Huiyi laughed like mad, ♥
Anyway, we continued with practice successfully after that !! ^^ Awesome max !
I like the circle part, it's so cool and special :P

Me and Agnes then started playing around with the freestyle part ! O.o
Laughed non-stop, especially Huiyi Ling ♥

Anyway we ended soon, Had dinner with Huiyi @ HarbourFront before going home.
Came home soon.

Finished up my English Weekend homework and printed out the script for PD, ♥
Yuanting, ain't I the most awesome please ? ~

Anyway I have dance practice @ RWS tomorrow with awesomes (Y)
Having dinner with Yanting & Janessa first ! Both my girlfriends ... ♥
Then we meeting Huiyi for shopping before going over (;

But I have Chinese oral tomorrow and I'm totally like this now:

Oh well, I hope I don't die from it. Cross fingers and go pick my 4-leaf clover !
I suck at Chinese like some shit please -.-

Pray oh pray oh pray !!

Btw. I'm so sorry, darling :(
I always have no time for you and keep breaking the promises/plans :O
Sorry Sorry !! Shit I still feel so guilty now );

... :(

Okay, I'm so tired so let's go sleep ! Nights ^^

btw. I love Yong Yoke Kay !! ♥

2011-05-21T22:42:00.003+08:00

Hello ! I had an awesome day with Huiyi Ling at USS today ♥ Let's go there together
someday, Janessa ^^ Had an awesome lunch with Sabrina + Ben&Jerry(s) :D
Met Huiyi after some shopping then went over to Resorts World :P Random ttmzxc !!

The ticket is freaking expensive but totally worth it :)

Went straight to the Roller Coaster :O I was freaking out but I decided to try
it anyway ! :D Totally worth it, ♥ The first one was shocking but kinda fun ??
The second one was trilling and scary ttm !! ♥ I enjoyed it more though ~

We went around then, taking random rides and buying random things too x)
Then sat down for late tea break @ some Pizza place !! Can't believe the size
of a slice of pizza in America is this huge !

You can't believe it either can you !?
How can an average girl actually finish it, and a guy, a whole pizza !?

Hahahah anyway we shared it so oh well ~~

Went on for more roller coaster rides, I was still freaking out then :(
But the little girls beside us was so adorable and they made me feel better !! ♥
They were like experienced people on that ride and I felt so "..." ! :P
But we still had loads of fun together ^^

Played a bit more before we left :)

Then had dinner at Vivo City and went home !
I'm a tired but happy kid ... ♥ Today Huiyi kept saying "Imma happy kid" O.o

There's rehearsal for RWS Practice @ P.A tomorrow, or was that a briefing ?
Hey, Let's go watch movie before/after that !! ♥

I love my super on boyfriend :D

Oh btw, Results sucked :( I failed like, 3 ... But improved for the rest (Y)

2011-05-19T20:36:00.003+08:00

Hi blog, I'm back :) And I think I'll be back for awhile so (Y) for me !
I've found passion in typing again because life is pretty much boring without it.
Hmm I kinda miss blogging and typing random things about my life ! ♥ It's nice :D
No I don't tweet or tumblr much so yeah ~ I'm an anti-social kid much ^^

Anyway, Mid Years have been horrible.

I think I screwed up quite a bit of it and I pretty much reap what I sowed .. ):
Got B4 for both of languages and I'm damn proud of it, especially Chinese, ♥
But I screwed up Math big time so too bad for me :( Physics was amazing (Y)
Hmm Chemistry was badly done too but I tried my best already (:

My humanities are still pending but I'm really anxious about it ... O.o
I think I'll fail my SS or something, and probably Geog too. Hopefully I don't do
too bad for my History !! ♥ I kinda fell in love with it now, Hahahahah !! ^^

Oh well, MYEs are over so (Y) for me :P
I really hope Ms Goh will say good things during PTC, but I doubt 黄老师 will be
anything beneficial to me ): I can kiss my holidays goodbye ~~

Haven't had dance for God-knows-how-long and I'm dying from it ... :(
Laoshi's not back yet and practice will probably resume around 25th ?? ♥
Heh anyway nomination results will be out tomorrow :O I'm nervous !

I wanna see how my batch faired, hopefully the nominees I nominated will be in !

Elections' on 26th, I don't want that day to come -.-

On a lighter note, went for the half-price frappucino thing @ Starbucks with

Clarice Xuejing Yeewai today ! ♥

The drink's really good but it gets pretty boring after awhile ):

Shopped at Paper Market then went to Tiong and chatted with Stead

before I walked her home, ♥ I love you so much dear :D

Have been watching my secret garden and honestly I'm crazy over it ^^
It's really nice and Hyun Bin's cute plus ♥

Oh well, I hope my life continues to be happy and not sad anymore :)
Talked out a lot of things with somebody today, really glad ...

I'm glad that things are solved and now we're alright :D Really glad !!

I've been crapping but having so much fun at it (Y)
I shall do this soon again :P

I shall end off with a side note: Twinnie, Thanks for everything !!

2011-05-02T14:07:00.002+08:00

Hello people ! Mid Years are in less than a week and I'm really nervous about it !
I must win the bet, Stupid Jasper :P I will win you this time !! Oh well, I have
revised on Social Studies, History, Chemistry & Geography so far, ♥ Proud of myself
but I can't study too much or nothing will get into my head -.-

Have been staying home to study these days and really deprived of Dance badly ):
Somebody please take me out to PA to Dance !! I need Dance !! ♥ I think I'm
becoming a fat and lazy person by not dancing ~ Have been sleeping late but it's
worth it because I talk to you a lot because of that ! :D I like that.

Indulging in the voice of IU ! ♥ I love her so much, she's so adorable & her voice
always makes me feel calm & happy (; I told Darling that I might consider being
a lesbian to love her, he was so anxious :O Oh well, too bad for him right !? ^^
IU's songs are on Replay on my Playlist now ... ♥ She's so cute !!

School starts tomorrow but I'm really too lazy to go for school >:( Have been
slacking for the past 3 ++ days and I'm really too tired to study anymore ... ):
How does Yitern find the energy to spam mug really amaze me -.- I need breaks, ♥
I'm sorry I'm just randomly talking because I'm really pretty bored (;

And my stupid darling's studying with Waikin now so he doesn't reply me at all -.-
Later I ignore you then you know !! >:( Rawrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I shall go find something to do !! ♥ Somebody ask me out please ):
I need a break from studying before I go insane O.O

From one to ten, they're all words to make you better.
But since you don't listen to me, it'll only sound like a nag to you.
The nagging is said from my heart, not randomly !
I can't help but nagging even if you hate it ~

Nagging - IU & Seulong ♥

It's a super adorable song which shows that the girl nags at this boy because she
loves him so much :D Don't you find both of them so compatible and cute together !?

2011-04-28T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hi :/ I feel very tired now so don't expect too much from me, I'm just posting
because I have nothing better to do and I don't really want to mug !! :P Well you
see, I don't want to let my imagination run wild as usual so I'm here ! ♥ My week
has been wonderful :D Filled with many random things but not too bad (;

Monday, I stayed back for Speech Day Rehearsal O.o The sec4s did pretty well, ♥
Had remedial on Tuesday then went home with Yongjian ! ^^ History remedial
on Wednesday, stayed awhile for Dance then Yongjian sent me home ~ Today, I had
Math remedial, then stayed back & studied with Xuejing/Gavin/Yongjian ! :D

Well, they studied while Me/Yongjian waited -.- Went home with Xuejing/Yongjian.
I'm pretty tired today and Tomorrow's Speech Day ♥ I'm really nervous for sec4s,
it's their last dance ... ): No, I don't want them to leave !! It's like ... really sad ...
makes us feel really empty without them around anymore ... Our Sec2s !! ♥

Oh well, I hope tomorrow goes well anyway ^^

People are getting injured/ill here & there so take care please ... ♥
Especially Dancers (: Please rest well and take loads and loads of care !!
ASEAN is coming, we must be on full form right ? :D

Alright, that's probably it.
It took my mind off things for ... 15minutes ? Probably around there :P
I hate thinking and thinking about things ... -.-

It makes me worry, it makes me doubt.
Shit I should stop thinking and just go sleep, because this headache is killing me.
But oh well, I don't think you really care anyway ... Right ? ^^

You probably won't even see this but I'm feeling really lousy now, and you're probably
happily somewhere else doing god-knows-what :D Nope, it's alright.
I'm fine on my own.

I ~~LOVE~~ LIFE ♥

Dreaming - Kim Soo Hyun ! ♥ I'm really tired but I'm listening to this song because
it makes me feel empty yet ... not empty ? I don't know, I just like this song (:

2011-04-21T23:11:00.002+08:00

Hello !! It's 11:11 now :) I wish that I will stop feeling the emptiness.
Don't know why but I have been feeling really empty these few days ... WEIRD !!
However, I've lived well in the past 1 week and I'm really glad ♥

Cultural had their SYF yesterday. It was a combination of sweat, tears, shoutings,
unhappiness, motivation and hope ! ♥ My mind was on them the whole day & I
rushed to studio right after school ^^ Helped cultural with their things then
went around with Huiyi & Janessa to relief their stress ! :D

Laoshi was really unhappy and scolded them like mad but everything turned out to
be fine after that ! (; We rushed over to UCC as they left and managed to watch
around 3-4 performances before theirs !! :P Tampines was good O.o Cheered really
loud for NH, ♥ And we were so touched by their dance we cried (:

Hugged them and talked to them, did dance cheer and spammed photos !! ^^ Today,
Me/Bingming/Sihwee/Natalie went to UCC to get the results ... GOLD WITH HONORS ♥
I called Kelly and immediately she screamed (; Everyone knew by the time we
got back to NH and everyone were congratulating us from everywhere ~

Studied and had batch dinner with '96 !! ♥ Ate Ichiban Sushi: Huiping, Shilei,
Gindelin, Yuqi, Natalie, Tenghwee, Tianyi & DarrenLee sat at one table, then
Me, Bingming, Bryan, Junzheng, Lucheng & Jasper sat at one :D Had loads
of fun laughing around and crapping around with these idiots ! ♥

Bought things with Huiping & Shilei then Cabbed home with Huiping ^^ Came home
soon. Tomorrow's Yongjian's birthday ^^ Hahahah STEAD ! xD NOT. Let's hope you
have a lousy 15th year :D Yay I'm so awesome right ♥

BYE I'M SO TIRED I'M GNA SLEEP ^^

2011-04-08T21:02:00.002+08:00

Hello (: I had a wonderful week and I'm happy with everything that happened ! ♥
We had our E-Learning on Monday which was spent rotting but it was relaxing ~
Had Napfa + Clique Dinner on Tuesday ^^ I got my Gold and helped Jolene with hers.
Xuejing didn't join us for dinner though ... ):

Had Dance on Wednesday ♥ Although it was slacked, we packed studio and had quite
a bit of fun ! :P Didn't have time to do any other things though O.o Stayed back
for Math Clinic + Sec1 Practice yesterday ! :D I like Math Clinic, EFFECTIVE !!
Oh and pumped Sec2s for Sec1's attire + attitude etcetc -.-

Today was satisfying ! (; Lessons were pretty slack and most were interesting !
Had Dance after school, ♥ Didn't really stay in ISH for more than 10minutes
each time I went in >:( Kept running around doing things & we helped Cultural
with their props !! ♥ Hahahahahah, we had loads of fun playing around ! ^^

Played around after that, Danced + Learned Bamboo :D Kept things for cultural
soon and Dismissed. Did a bit of the Cultural's Gifts before we left (: Walked
to Clementi with '96 and it was the most hilarious day ever ! ♥ Yuqi went crazy
while Darren kept making her laugh even more & Xuejing was mad !! :O

Took MRT with Tianyi and Came home soon ... ♥ Talking to Huiyi Ling on MSN now ^^
Jiayous Cultural, Modern will be behind you all always !! (: Must do your best
and strive for the GWH that you all want to achieve ! :P

I'm so tired and I'm falling ill again ... ):
So gonna rest rest rest during this period & PIA for my life ♥

I realized that if you really learn to put things down,
Life is so much more relaxing ! ^^

I'm happier already, letting everything go and being happy (:

不倒翁 - Tumbler ! ♥ This is for Cultural !! See no matter what, he just doesn't fall
down ! Like you guys, you cannot fall down (: Always persevere on. But in the end,
he got to sleep ~ So like him, you guys must know when to rest too okay ! JIAYOUS !

2011-04-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

Happy YUREN Day ! ♥
Poor Yuren was bullied by us today when we sang birthday song for him, 愚人节快乐 !!

It's been so long and Modern SYF is OVER !! Can you imagine ? A mere 4 months and
now I'm left with emptiness ): Really miss SYF & love Modern so much, ♥ Yesterday
we went to UCC to get our results :/ The Modern People held hands as we waited
for Serial #35 !! :D And finally, we got the result ... ~

Gold ♥ Yes, Golden Modern (: We left feeling ... Empty O.o Honestly, nobody really
knew how or what to feel for it. Were we supposed to be contented with a Gold or
disappointed that we didn't get our honors ... :P But with dancers around ... Gold
or Silver doesn't matter anymore ^^ It's about the whole dance being together ♥

I thank Modern for the tedious and wonderful hell of a journey these 4 months !!
Those tears and sweat, It was worth it ! ^^ I remember when I injured my leg just
1month before SYF and I was so afraid ... >:( Luckily I recovered ! ♥ And when
all of us were ill but we still came for each practice without fail !!

Miss Modern, Love you all :D

Oh and Dance was fun today ! ♥ I like playing the Scissors Paper Stone Relay !!
It's so funny and poor Yokekay ran god-knows-how-many-times ! :O Dismissed, then
Huiping & Me went for dinner ! (; It's always wonderful to gossip & chat ! :P
We talk about everything and anything and that's just amazing ... ♥ Yay.

Came home feeling empty and choked up :/
Honestly I really don't know why ... It just feels so weird, so weird ... !!
Oh well, not going to think so much about it anyway (:

Chatting with my stead & uploading photos on Facebook ^^

Oh, so tired so tired !! I need a break ):
No ... I need a break down.

Fifteen - Taylor Swift ! ♥ Oh and I forgot to mention that my birthday was awesome !!
Love everything that happened :D I'm officially fifteen & I still can't believe it.

2011-03-23T20:45:00.004+08:00

5 More Days, One Dance ♥

It's a mere 5 more days to Modern SYF, I really wish we can do it well, I want
the gold with honors so badly !! ♥ Please ! Today was satisfying ! :D School
wasn't really pleasant but the slack lessons made things pretty okay ? O.o Half the
class was sleeping during Social Studies but Ms Kee didn't really care -.-

Math was hilarious but Weijian & Eunseong kept bullying me >:( Childish & Immature.
Well, Mr Chia is really nice (; Enrichment was pretty boring ... But it passed very
fast ~ Dismissed soon, Changed & went for Dance ♥ Laoshi let us sleep first, and
all of us were so tired we really slept through it ! ^^

The girls got our costumes & tried to Dance with it :P It isn't easy due to the
material and it's really hard to walk around with it ! ): But we'll try hard, ♥
Danced a few times then changed out of it. Laoshi continued working out the little
problems in Modern and we finally completed everything well :D

The last full up was amazing ... ♥ I felt all of us doing it with our efforts, and
I could feel all the girls' panting during our dying part O.o It was wonderful ^^
Ended & Had debriefing. Yanting said: "You have nothing else to fight for except
your GOLD WITH HONORS" ♥ C'mon Dancers, let's do it well !!

Walked to Clementi with '96 and Came home soon. Tired Tired Tired, and my neck is
going to break off soon -.- I wish SYF will come faster but I also don't want it to end.
4 Months of our efforts ... ♥

I don't want COP, Bronze, Silver or Gold. I want Gold with Honors !!
It's the last dance with '95 ... ):

'96, It's our first, our last and our only SYF ! We have to do it well (:
Modern, Keep fighting on ! ♥

Etched into our dance, our passions, our spirits.
NHDS Modern SYF ♥

Someday - IU (And Wooyoung) ! ♥ It's a really sweet song from Dream High !! :D The
lyrics are pretty sad but it's wonderfully sung ^^ I love Wooyoung & IU ttmzxczx !

2011-03-18T22:33:00.002+08:00

Today was nice (: I had a nice morning, watching Dream High ♥ I think Sam Dong &
Hye Mi makes a wonderful couple but not as good as Wooyoung & I.U ^^
Watched until afternoon, then Yongjian came over :D We went to Vivo City for lunch
then rushed over to Tiong to meet the rest of 206 O.o

Watched "Alien Invasion: Battle at Los Angelos" with Clarice/Yuanting/Darren/Joel/
Eunseong/Weiren/Xianwang/Shanyou/Yongjian/Guanlin/Weiquan/Tianyi ! ♥ Didn't
understand the front part but it got much clearer in the middle :P Darren sat with
Clarice while I sat with Yongjian. Poor Yuanting was alone with Joel, Hahahah !

Yuanting, Xianwang, Weiquan & Guanlin left, while the rest of us had dinner ! (;
They ate while Me/Clarice chatted then Me/Clarice went to eat Mcdonalds' while they
went to play arcade ♥ It was hilarious chatting together ! :D We watched them
play arcade and Poor Tianyi got whacked in the face by a ball Shanyou threw >:(

Went off, and Yongjian sent me home :D Thanks, ♥ Came home soon. I'll do homework
tomorrow then maybe go eat some yoghurt & grow fat or something ^^ But now,
Dream High all the way ! ♥ That's all I'll be doing tonight, apart from chatting !!

Jin Gukkkkkkkkkkkk !! ♥

Yeah I'll be stronger, because that's the only way I can ever protect myself,
protect everyone around me and hopefully protect you (:

I'll grow stronger and more matured ...
Hopefully one day you'll notice it and look at me differently !
Yes, I'll do all these ... With the hope that things will be fine someday.

That's the only way, I guess ... :/
To ever learn how to be happy again ... to smile again.

No, you're not really important anymore. But yes, you still mean something much to me ...

Dreaming - Kim Soo Hyun ! ♥ It's a scene from the show: He couldn't hear because
his illness was acting up and therefore couldn't get the pitch right, but Hye Mi
told him before that she won't let him screw up and helped him from upstairs by
telling him what pitch to get, and how to get correct ^^ It was super sweet, ^^

2011-03-16T21:18:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooooo people !! Tomorrow marks the start of my HOLIDAYS, yes holidays !
Been going back to school for the past 3 days so it isn't really a holiday yet :P
Dance 2/3 days & Had a financial trail today, ♥ I think it was pretty alright ? ^^
Really fought everything we had for Dance, and the outcome is AWESOME !

Intensive Practice was really good ! (: Laoshi focused on Modern on Monday Morning
all the way until 2.30PM :D That gave us a lot of time to practice ♥ It turned
out really great & we could even fight with NYGS then ! Lunch was pretty
much slack, Rested with '96 Girls and practiced on our own ... ♥

The second day wasn't much of practicing, but Laoshi ended our Dance, FINALLY ! ♥
Practiced a bit and had lunch already ... Did not feel much about it, Sad ... ):
Our showcase was lousy, we did much better during practice ~ Dismissed, and had
Batch dinner with '96 ♥ 22/30 people was fabulous ! :D I love my batch ttm !!

Had a financial trail thing today O.o I was in the same group as Xuejing, Sihwee,
Chanhong & Natalie ! ♥ And Bing Ming, Yokekee, Kenzi, Junzheng & Jasper were in
a group too ! ^^ It was pretty boring but playing around with the girls made it
not so bad :P The name game and the naming alphabet thing was fun (;

Slept a bit on the bus then Rotted in school O.o Watched Black Swan (a bit) with
Shilei ! ^^ Thanks, Awesome ♥ Waited until ... 4PM ? >:( Went to watch a movie
with Yongjian then had dinner :D Thanks for sending me home ^^ Came home soon.
I shall go watch my Dream High ... ♥ I keep replaying IU & Wooyoung scenes ~

Tired out, and having a bit of Mood Swings now -.-
Keep thinking about stupid stuffs ...

If I didn't love you, I wouldn't do everything I ever could for you :/
If I didn't love you, you wouldn't always be on my mind ...
If I didn't love you, I wouldn't be looking at you each and every time.

Basically, if I didn't love you, none of these would have happened.
Maybe ... I would have had a simpler life ... ♥

But the truth is, I love you :/

"No, It's really not that easy. It's really pretty tough and it hurts quite bad."

The reason behind my decision was you, and honestly ... It has always been you, isn't it ?

Maybe - Sunye (Dream High OST) ! ♥ I've been really addicted to this song, keep
listening to it and going crazy over it :P I love it, the melody & lyrics all !! :D

2011-03-09T19:43:00.002+08:00

Annual Roadrun & Games 2011; ♥

Today was crazy !! Met Clique for an early breakfast @ Mcdonalds' this morning, and
met many sec3s too (: The morning was pretty messy, and '96 girls didn't run.
Me, Chanhong, Natalie, Huiping & Xuejing walked together ! ♥ Oh, Jasper joined us
halfway too ! :D Laughed a lot and had quite some fun ~

302's Class Picnic was very boring, but spammed photos with the girls and '96, ♥
Spastic shots, Pretty shots & Jump shots ! ^^ It's all so cool. Sec3s then had our
Inter-Class Modified Handball Game O.o I wanted to play ! But apparently some
people's attitude totally sucked and turned me off immediately -.-

Cheered for our class too, and spammed photos ♥ Played around & Kept screaming !!
302 got 2nd place, but we were glad (; Had prize giving ceremony & dismissal ^^
Met with 206 people, then went to Yuanting's house O.o Changed & Took a bus to
Vivo City :D The rain made everyone feel damn lethargic ... ♥

Had our lunch separately, then bought tickets for "I am Number Four" ♥ Went up
to the rooftop and played in the rain ! ^^ Apparently we were scolded after we
were totally drenched so it was okay :P Dried off, took photos & went for our
movie (: Sitting between Darren & Yuanting was a complete contradiction !!

Darren was -.- & Yuanting was OMG! type, LOL. The show was still nice a 2nd time
though ? :D Left and Came home soon. Tired out, Sunburnt & Happy ! ♥ I'm glad
today turned out pretty fine ^^ Few hundred photos to upload, Let's start !!
Tomorrow's School. I wish I didn't fail all my papers ):

I'm trying to be happy ...

But some stuffs still make me feel damn depressed, Sighhhh.
I wish I knew what you were thinking about ...
That way, I won't have to spent the whole time thinking about it.

Never Say Never - Nigahiga ! ♥ His parody & movie of this whole thing was hilarious.
I always enjoy watching his videos because they let me relax for a moment more (:

2011-03-05T22:36:00.003+08:00

Hi ! I had a wonderful day and it's a great way to start the end of Common Tests !
I'm feeling happy today because I had loads of sugar rush times, ♥ Pretty Awesome.
Woke up really late, rushed to meet Clarice but she was later :P Had lunch, &
Met Huiping ^^ Bought some stuffs then went over to Clarke Quay (:

We met Yuqi there & bought Stickies together ! :D Rushed to Vivo City, and Met Gavin/
Darren/Eunseong/Xianwang/Shanyou/Gordon/Tianyi ! ♥ Watched "The Adjustment
Bureau" and had a wonderful time ! (; Yuqi left, then Xuejing joined us. We went
for dinner @ some steamboat restaurant which was very expensive ~

Went outside to sit down and played Truth or Dare ! :P All of us had to go one
round but I completed Clarice's Dare for her -.- I think Xuejing's one was epic !
"Are you a virgin ?", "What is a virgin ?" !! ^^ Played around & spammed loads
of photos ♥ Left at around 10pm and Came home soon.

Going to Cynthia's house tomorrow with 302 Girls to prepare things for Roadrun :D
I think we'll have loads of fun ... ♥ Love 206'10, I miss all of you so much ):
Uploading the photos now, Wish me luck !!

Hate that I love you.
Missing you within minutes, Sometimes I just want to silently watch you.
Thanks for letting me love you ...

Hello - SHINee ! ♥ Jonghyun was absent for this performance so they subbed him :P
I like the Taemin + Onew part ! ^^ It was so adorable, especially Taemin's action !

2011-03-03T18:33:00.002+08:00

Enough.

I typed everything, every single detail & tear.
Then I erased it ... Because I know there is totally no outcome whatsoever ...
Enough is Enough; ♥

Please ... Enough.

Oh, and ... Thanks for encouraging me when I feel like giving up :)
Yeah it means a lot to me, much more than you think it does ... ♥

Back to Physics, Back to Reality.

2011-02-25T21:07:00.002+08:00

These few days have been really hell, and life hasn't been anything smooth too ...
Studies, Dance, Drama, and all that -.- Seriously ... Life ... !! I remember Dance
practice on Wednesday ! ^^ We were practicing like mad, after that '96 Girls went
crazy in the toilet after Dance, ♥ And that's the best thing about being tired :D

Stayed back in class on Thursday to have remedial but played with Yuzhen/Heather/
Bingming/Yokekee/Yongjian/Harry in the end ! ♥ We video-ed down things & laughed
over all the teachers :P Things ended on a lousy note though ): Oh, and I have
no memory about Monday & Tuesday so don't ask me about it, O.o

Today was pretty tedious ... ): School was very tiring but I'm glad I listened to
most of the lessons ! (: Well, you can't expect anything for Math right ? ...
Dance was really tiring ... ♥ Laoshi scolded a lot, and all of us felt very down ~
But the idea of raising your hand saying: "I did my best today" feels real good ♥

'96 was pretty moody because of Dance practice today ... But I'm glad all of you
are always there when I wanted to collapse already (; I love my batch ♥ Walked to
Clementi with them ! ♥ Came home soon. Worn out already, my week has been tiring.
I'll start mugging tomorrow, I'll be a nerd like Yuanting ! ^^

Coughing like shit, All dancers are falling ill ): Get well soon, people ! :D
For SYF, especially Modern ♥ Modern, C'mon we can do it. Put our heart into it,
It's just one chance ... This is our Dance.

One Dance, Modern SYF ♥
One Society, Nan Hua Dance Society ♥

Hello (MBC Gayo Daejun) - SHINee ! ♥ I've been addicted to this video on my iPod,
keep listening to it everyday :P It's like, a very sweet version of the song ... !!

2011-02-20T00:50:00.002+08:00

Hello I'm home :/ Posting because Jessica asked me to post, Gosh you stalker much.
So hello Jessica, this is for you, you better be thankful >:( I can be sleeping
like a pig right now :P Anyway Chingay Heartland didn't turn out as bad as I had
expected it to be, ♥ In fact, it was pretty much okay ? O.o

We changed at some stupid random toilet & spammed make up at some spot in a
open air-ed space -.- Did make up for myself, Janessa & Lukhei ! ♥ Rushed for the
float and the beginning was fun ! ^^ People spammed photos with us !! Things got
boring around 1-2 hours later though ... We started rotting + anti-socializing :/

Jessica did homework, Lukhei ... Idk-what-she-did, Me/Janessa listened to music &
SMS-ed with MY PHONE !! Joke (; Stayed like this until ... 10++pm, then had supper
with Jessica & Lukhei @ Mcdonalds' ♥ It's damn hilarious ! :D Took train home with
them, Agnes left early ): Came home soon.

Tired out, got scolded for ending this late -.- However, I don't really care. I liked
how we brought about the smiles on everyone's faces today ! ♥ Some little
boy even thought that we were famous people !! And that feeling as though
you had made their day, well it's worth everything that happened (:

Oh, and this brought Me, Janessa, Lukhei & Jessica so much closer together !! (;
Kk I shall go die away now. BYE !! Tomorrow's P.A ... ♥

I'm filled with praises of you, although you're a negative thought ...
Like the wittered rose ... I can only cry in agony.

However, you're still my thought in everything I do;
And that's the worst irony ever.

"The words that appeared in my head are not of that I expected, but I did smile ..."

I'll never forget that day, and all those days. I'll never forget any of them, ever ...

Our Song - Taylor Swift ! ♥ Chanhong and Sihwee and Natalie kept singing it during
dance yesterday and it got me listening to it. I think it's a very nice song !! (:

2011-02-19T11:18:00.003+08:00

Here are my 8 fears: (I finally got out of my laziness to post this!)

1) I'm afraid of the dark -.-
2) I'm afraid of being alone forever ... :/
3) I'm afraid of frogs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4) I'm afraid of insects.
5) I'm afraid of being hurt ...
6) I'm afraid of failing at something ):
7) I'm afraid of breaking down.
8) I'm afraid to rely on people ...

& I shall post my 7 wants too: (I know that I'd be lazy somehow!)

1) I want to learn all kinds of dance !! ♥
2) I want to take photos of everything in life ... (:
3) I want to experience bungee jumping without the rope.
4) I want to be able to see KEY face to face ^^
5) I want everyone around me to be happy :/
6) I want the world to be filled with love, not hatred ...
7) I want Him to find his true happiness ... ♥

That's all. Yoghurt with Sweetard later, then Heartland.
Happy 19th Monthsary, Sweetard ♥

2011-02-18T22:42:00.003+08:00

Hello, Life sucks and I don't really want to talk about it -.- Blogged because I am
left with nothing better to do. Shall do my homework tomorrow ... ! Tired out and
broke down on the way home ... ♥ I wished I could take a break from life sometimes.
My life is like the wittering flower on my table, dying from everything !!

And to those people: Sorry but try harder, you're not going to succeed this time !!
I don't care, this time I won't let go again. Tomorrow is our day, I'm not going
to let it go badly; At least not tomorrow ! Oh and I want to go for Heart land for
tomorrow ... I wonder ... O.o Huiyi, tomorrow I text you (:

Bye, I'm tired.

2011-02-14T22:17:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentines' Day ! ♥

I hope everyone had a fun day spending with the ones they love, or the ones who love
them the most (: I had fun giving out all the presents & receiving them ! ^^

Thanks Natalie, Chanhong, Clarice, Yuanting, Jolene, Xueqi, Heather, Yuzhen, Harry,
Renhong, Jianhao and whoever who gave me presents ! ♥ I love everyone :D

It was a well day spent, I hope the days go on being better ... I hope.

Oh, and my mother just realized that she bought the wrong medicine for my leg so I
have been applying the wrong medicine which makes my leg worse -.- I'm amazing.
FML.

2011-02-08T17:28:00.002+08:00

These two days were ... Moody :/ Yesterday lessons were boring and I slept through
loads of them but I hope it's alright, ♥ I'm planning to fail Common Tests -.-
Had lunch @ Clementi Mall with Xuejing/Bingming/Yongjian/Harry then rushed home to
change :P Met Sihwee/Xuejing/Bingming/Yongjian/Harry/Weiquan @ Jurong East ! ♥

Naikang met us @ IMM while we had dinner ! (; Cabbed to the Teban Gardens there &
it turned out pretty alright I guess O.o Went home late, Tired max. Today's lessons
were much better ? O.o I was busy doing other stuffs so I didn't listen anyway ♥
I didn't hear a thing during Chemistry & Ms Wang didn't care !! >:(

Assembly was pretty entertaining but tiring too ! ): Went off and Didn't walk with
Clique because I needed some time alone ... ♥ It was disrupted anyway -.- Not
by messages ~ Came home soon. Tomorrow's Dance ♥ I hope everything turns out fine !
So many drama ... :/ I'm keeping a neutral attitude this time.

Last time, we had endless stories to tell each other ...
Now, we're speechless when our eyes meet.

Love bring people together, it can also separate people !
And I guess it separated us ... ):

"8 Fears" for another time, I'm out of things to say now !!

"'Cause it has never been the same, I wouldn't see you suffer another heartbreak."

Break my heart a thousand times and I realized that sometimes it really still hurts ...

La La Land - Demi Lovato ! ♥ Me and Xuejing mentioned this song today and I remember
when LALALAND was used to describe dream land ~ I want to enter La La Land now ...

2011-02-06T21:05:00.002+08:00

Hello, I had a wonderful day with Huiyi Ling today @ Orchard ♥ Love you loads, Boyf !
We shopped and ate and watched a movie and did our favorite thing ... Gossip !! :P
I like it when we talk a lot, we share so much (: Came home tired, but satisfied.
Saving starts tomorrow !! $$ I'm already $600 lagging behind Huiyi ... ):

Here to post about my 9 Loves:

1) I love Annabel Kwok ♥
2) I love Dance/to Dance, Nan Hua Dance Society ! :D
3) I love Clique(s); Clique & "Clique *Heartshape*"
4) I love 206 & 302 (:
5) I love Pink !!
6) I love Ribbons ! :P
7) I love him ... :/
8) I love strawberries !! ♥
9) I love God ... ♥

Feeling really moody this morning until Huiping talked to me and after I went out
with Huiyi :D I don't know what's with my mood, I just know that something's screwed :/

But I'm not her, and no matter how hard I try ...
I'll never be her ):

Years down the road, I may still be loving you !
But decades down the road, you'll never like me ... at all.
I'm not her, and that has made all the difference.

"That lil' habit I used to have, the feelings I used to feel ... Everything's weird."

'Cause you'll never fully completely get over it, that bad feeling what these things happen.

亲人 - 丁当 ! ♥ I've been addicted to this song and I can't stop listening to it ! ...
It's a really nice song with sad lyrics but amazing melody (: Autumn Concerto's !!

2011-02-05T20:24:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year !! :D
I know it's late, but better late than never right ? And it's only the 3rd day.

These few days have been really fun ! ♥ Had CNY Celebrations in School on Wednesday,
Dance performed (: I thought our Dance was amazing, and I love NHDS ! Had reunion
dinner at home and spent the night rotting ... ): Chinese New Year Day1 was pretty
fruitful ? :P Collected loads of money and shared happiness around, ♥

Spent the day at Cousin's house ! ^^ This is the first year I had some fun :D
2nd Day was spent at my Cousin's house too O.o Played cards & Wii ♥ Played all the
way until 1AM, Facebook-ed & MSN-ed until 4AM >:( Oh well, I was talking to some
people anyway ! (; I think I'm pretty much deprived of sleep !! -.-

Today was amazing ♥ Met Kelly & Co @ Jurong East then met the rest at Marsling ! :P
Walking to Laoshi's house was tedious but fun ^^ Helped Huiyi/Janessa play cards
there and meeting many dancers as usual ... ♥ '96 Girls went over to Ms Tans' place
earlier after our lunch ! It's always a pleasure to see Ms Tan ! :D

Chatted with her about many stuffs and Sec2s came soon ! O.o Soon Sec4s came and
we left after playing a bit of cards ): Went to watch a movie with Xuejing/Sihwee/
Yuqi ! ♥ It was hilarious because we kept laughing when others were not !!
Took MRT and Came home soon. Tired out, but Satisfied ... (:

I like spending my days happy and simple; It's better than facing drama ! -.-
Tomorrow's ... Dance ? ♥ If anybody's going, then I'll go :P Been feeling pretty
down these few days but I guess the happiness covers up the tears ... ♥ And that's
a good thing right ? Or at least I hope so O.o

And I know I'll never be her.
The one that you love ... Well whether it's 2 years ago or now ...
Your answer haven't change at all !

But this time, as stupid as before ...
I'm still here ♥

"Things will never be the same and I hope you actually start noticing the change."

Maybe I'm just jealous, because what should have been mine belongs to her now, all hers.

Knock you down - Keri Hilson/Kanye West/Ne-Yo ! ♥ I remember Zoe introduced this
song to me when I was feeling down before (: Sharing this with people who are sad.

2011-02-01T20:58:00.002+08:00

800th Post ! ♥ Okay I've came far and this place have become a wonderful place for
me to complain about everything & rant about my stupid life everyday :/ However, I
still love life as it is okay (: Appreciate & Contentment !!

Annabel posted the "10 Day -you- Challenge" which she found on Tumblr ! :P I think
it's so cool I want to do it too ^^ Yes I stalk my Girlfriend a lot, ♥ Oops ! O.o

10 Secrets, 9 Loves, 8 Fears, 7 Wants, 6 Places to go, 5 Food, 4 Books, 3 Films,
2 Songs and 1 Picture of yourself ♥ I think I'll have fun with the first few ! :D
But I guess the last one is going to suck pretty bad ... >:(

10 Secrets: (Sheesh I'm leaking my secrets :/)

1) I hate people who lie to me.
2) I think a lot more than other people do ... (Basically I'm paranoid -.-)
3) I tend to hide a lot from many people :P
4) I find joy in hurting myself :/
5) Eating and Sleeping are my life !!
6) I get disgusted by people easily & I'm pissed easily ... !
7) The number of masks I wear in life is endless.
8) I like to pretend I know nothing and continue being happy ! :D
9) Honestly, I hide in my pillow and cry everyday.
10) I talk to God every night before I sleep, I swear I do :)

Now you know my 10 secrets, They ain't secrets anymore ... :/
But Oh well ... I supposed some are already no longer secrets ? :P
Loved, ♥

Talking to Stead on MSN, Love you !! ^^

2011-01-31T22:10:00.002+08:00

Today was screwed :/ Raining in the morning always make me feel very moody ... Sigh.
Walked to class with Harry, "Moral Education" = hilarious ! ^^ Classes were
pretty boring and I spent much time either sleeping, messaging or facebook-ing ! ♥
I think electronic devices and sleep are the reasons I go to school >:(

I don't sleep at night, to sleep in school the next day ... (: Okay anyway, Lessons
were pretty funny too I guess :P As usual anyway ~ Had lunch with BingMing/Harry/
Hongyi @ Sumo House after school, ♥ Bought Chewy Juniors for Huiyi & rushed
to School with Hongyi ! I think it's funny and interesting talking to him.

Watched Sec2 Girls practise their dance ^^ I think it's nice ! :P Walked to
Clementi with Huiyi/Janessa/Lucheng/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥ Bought Bubble tea with my
lil' darlings & Had dinner @ Vivo with Boyfriend (; It's damn awesome how we have so
much to talk about !! I love you loads for that ... ♥

Bought bunny ears for my juniors & painted 2 of it for them O.o Also studied a bit
at Vivo and Came home soon. No mood to study for my tests at all. I think I'll
just prepare to flunk it ... ! Tomorrow's School + Rehearsal ♥ Good luck for the
rehearsals, Dancers ! ^^ Own them like shit and dazzle everyone there.

Chatting on MSN with Boyfriend now, We're crazy people !

Tired, and Moody.
Not sure why I'm having my mood swings more frequent than ever ...
But I guess that's just me ):

I don't like being like that, I don't like feeling like that !
Not the least bit at all ... !

But I can't help it, I really can't.
I'm just like that ... I guess that's all I can do about it.

Sucks.

"Maybe we have no memories of the rain, stopping my thought of you when it pours."

That argument we had, the words we shared and heard. It was the little happiness within ...

Alice (Underground) [Alice in Wonderland] - Avril Lavigne ! ♥ I've been addicted to
this song ever since Yokekay told me about it a long time ago. It's super nice !!

2011-01-29T13:05:00.004+08:00

I have a vague memory about yesterday but I decided that I still want to post :/
Felt very mixed up ... I don't know why ): Maybe the thought of ORD I guess ... !
The day was screwed up in all, and I didn't really have the mood to anything.
Rotted in class and Thanks 302 for making life much better, ♥

I'm sorry, to somebody, that I seemed really dead ! -.- I was in a lousy mood ... ):
However, 302 is still adorable :D Dance was tedious but good ! ♥ Many people were in
a very slack mood but Sec3 + Sec4 Girls were well ! ^^ I like being with all of them.
I think throwing the sweets was the most fun thing we did :P

The school took up a lot of our Dance time and it was bad >:( Didn't really feel a
least bit happy about it, rushed through it so we could start on Dance ! (:
Sorry Laoshi, we took so long :/ Practiced CNY & SYF, Pretty good ♥ Packed up and
went to prepare for ORD ! :D Had loads of fun with '96 Girls !!

Welcomed Graduates of 2010 and Really tried to be happy ^^ Over dinner, I didn't
know whether I was sad or happy already ... O.o Presents Exchange was amazing ... ♥
Hugged Angeline and really didn't want to let go (; Each batch "Lao1 Yu2 Sheng1",
I think '96 was the craziest ! :P We turned it into a batch food fight.

Apparently Jasper poured everything on Bing Ming & we had to clean it up ):
Dismissed soon and rushed home. Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Huiping/Gindelin/
Yuqi/Jiamin/Lucheng/Bingming/Junzheng/Bryan/Jasper/Tianyi/DarrenLee ! ♥ Yay :D
Took MRT with Huiping/Jinglin and we were all so fatigued ~ Came home soon.

Went to sleep feeling weird :/ Didn't know whether I was happy to have spent such a
nice day, or sad that it's yet another ORD passed ... ): Soon '95 is going to leave,
'96 too ! The thought of time passing so fast is scary ... It's crazy too, ♥
I don't know what I'm going to do, Life is passing so fast. Everything ! ...

Talked to Sarah on Facebook and Realized that I'm not ready, not ready at all ...
Life is zooming past me ... I'm not ready to take it on yet ):

Maybe things started getting different, Maybe we started getting different;
I don't know and I'm afraid to know the reasons !

I'm afraid to think of you ... But I can't stop my thoughts ):
I wonder what's wrong with me, am I really just crazy over you ? ... ♥

Sometimes, I smile at that thought (:

"The rain pour down and I wonder if you're looking at the rain, thinking the same."

I'll never forget that rainy day, it rained like that too but now everything is different.

How to be a Youtube celebrity - Nigahiga ! ♥ His videos always make me feel better
and happier (: I like his cute sense of humor because it makes him charming too ! :D

2011-01-27T20:13:00.003+08:00

These few days have been pretty tedious and I'm dying -.- I'm glad I found this time
to blog because it always makes me feel better ! :D Okay so Dance have been taking
up a lot of my time & '96 especially :P But I love spending time with them ! ♥
Probably I've been too tired that I've been sleeping in all my classes ~

Yesterday, my juniors started having juniors ! ^^ I was pretty excited, also
worried for them ... ): Oh well, All the best '97 (; Do a good job ! '96 have been
busy with ORD stuffs O.o Sihwee's house & Dance today ♥ Finished up all the stuffs
during Dance today ! :P I hope things goes well tomorrow ... ♥

'96 were real adorable today, I like it very much :D Went home with them and Gosh,
Shilei & DarrenLee tskkkkkkkkkkkkkk ! -.- Sweet ttmzxczxzx !! Okay much inside joke.
Oh and I realized that I don't mention 302 often O.o I like 302 a lot too ! ♥
Lessons are always fun with you people around & we're really hyper ! ^^

Teasing Dr Yeo is the best bonding method ! (: Of course with the usual jokers !
Tomorrow's School + Dance + ORD ♥ I hope everything would turn out awesome ... :D
Ownerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr you better come tomorrow please ... ):

Maybe things would never ever be the same and everything have changed;
But when I was spending time with you ...
It felt like that was all I would have ever needed in life (:

I don't need you to like me, I don't need you to be sweet.
All I want ... Is to be there for you, to spend time like we did, ♥

And maybe, I wished time stopped at that moment.

"It's not the same and it will never be the same. Things fit better like how it is."

I wonder how you feel and I don't know you at all. I wish I understood you a little more.

感情线 - 183 Club ! ♥ It's a very long and old song but I like this song a lot ! ...
It can really describe and relate to many feelings I have and I feel deeply for it.

2011-01-25T19:42:00.007+08:00

Yeah, I backspaced my words because I found them too mean :/

Firstly, I'm in a good mood now (: My day was pretty screwed up but I decided that I
had a good day ... Hmm maybe because you made my day ♥ & that's always a good thing.
No I'm not really insane, I just decided to be happy instead (;

Anyway ! Back to point.

People in life often say that there are things that make them unhappy/upset/angry !
But honestly the feelings that they bring us are only momentarily, the other
feelings that we bear usually are what we choose to be O.o You can choose to be sad
over something ... Cry over it; Or just staying happy about it, ♥

Others say that "But that's nothing for me to be happy about !!"

Think deep down ... Ain't there a lot of people who care (: What we see in front of
us are usually what we choose to see, to believe in. We don't usually/tend to see
the things that are all around, the ones who make us feel blessed ... ♥

//.

Sometimes you have thousand of words to say, because you want to win !
& all of us would want people to support us, to choose us over what we are against O.o
Maybe when we have support, we feel at ease & safe ! ♥ To me, I don't really think
it is necessary :D For people who truly supports you, believes in you !

Next, well ... Opinions :/ Hmm opinions are a very selfish thing,& sometimes it
tend to get overboard ! >:( People are entitled to have their own opinions & you
can't change them no matter what you do ... So, who cares ♥ Some people choose to
keep their opinions to themselves while some chooses to share it ...

But to me, It doesn't make much of a difference I guess ! ♥

Today I shared this sentence with somebody: When people are unhappy with you, just
about everything you do would be of a negative impression to them. It's not that you
did something wrong ... In their eyes, They just think you did (:

Well, and my resolution to this ? Just let it be ... ♥
Sometimes keeping quiet can be of a better thing too, it helps more than words !

Words can be the most powerful & hurtful thing invented, & people would
use the power of words to hurt people in the worst way ever imagined ): But if you
know how to take a lighter note to everything, The world's brighter already ♥

You may think it's being ignorant & stupid, Well I think ...
That it's just choosing to be happy :D

I can choose to cry over stuffs, moan over it and use words or methods to hurt people
or make them feel the pain I'm going through in a magnitude of 100 times !

But maybe sometimes you just want to let things go the way they are ... (:
And probably it would take a turn for the better soon ! ♥

Sometimes it may not help things and even make it worse ...
But if you're alright with the way things are going right now ...
Hmmmmm, why worry ?

Oh and lastly ... A smile is always better than a frown.
But tears are always a better choice compared to a fake smile :P

That's all I have to explain for myself, because explanations don't work ~
Arguing ... Fighting ... What good does it do ? :D
If I had a choice, I'd choose to live each day happily without regrets !
I'm not being mean, selfish or stupid ... I'd just choose smiles over worries ♥

Btw. If anyone was expecting a flaming or sad post from me, then you're wrong :P
I'm a contented kid !!

This is me - Demi Lovato & Joe Jonas ! ♥ I think this song is really nice and the
lyrics are amazing :P It's also very well sung by both of them okay, super sweet !

2011-01-24T20:53:00.005+08:00

Today was crazy :P Lessons in the morning were pretty slack & morning, but History
was fun ttm, ♥ The whole class + Ms Chua teased Naikang about Vanesse ... Hilarious !
Recess then Math O.o Mr Chia's idea of a tough math test was simple (; I like.
Gibson totally copied his way through though ! -.-

Geography & Social Studies were boring max, I almost slept >:( Dismissed,
went to Studio with Dancers ! ♥ Stayed back and Had a HTHT with Chanhong ! ^^ I love
you loads, Lock :D We haven't chat like this in awhile ~ Watched the Sec2s do their
dance and I left earlier ... ): Rushed off to CCK/Yew Tee.

Took cab there, and Watched the 2nd half of the soccer match ! :P Met Harry on the
way and he was so disappointed O.o It rained and all that but the match ended soon !
I like being in the rain ... ♥ Poor Darren was in pain, on the bus back to School
Hongyi was a total joke ^^ They told everyone they thrashed 7-0.

Walked to Clementi with them, They went for dinner while Me/Joel/Tianyi went home.
Came home soon. Tomorrow's School + Sihwee's house for batch stuffs ♥ I think I'm
falling ill especially after the rain today -.- FML, my life is screwing up !
But talking to Pig today made me feel better ! ♥ Thanks loads :D

Drenched in the rain ... Honestly I don't really care ...
Because I saw your espression, you were so tired but you continued on !
And that's all I need to brave the rain or storm.

Even though it's nothing related to me, I feel happy (:

Because this is the reason ... I fell in love with you.

1 + 5 = 6 ♥

"You may not know it but I'm really glad things happened, I've fully gotten over it."

Events and Events, like the quiet time we had just now. It only showed that I love you.

Fireworks - Katy Perry ! ♥ Hongyi was screaming this song on the way to Clementi just
now, and it was hilarious ttm. "Cause baby you're a per-vert ~" made me laugh loads.

2011-01-23T21:19:00.004+08:00

Today was satisfying (: Woke up pretty late and was planning to study for Math Test.
Huiyi asked me to go P.A then ! :D Met Her & Jianhao then went together, ♥ Slacked
loads, & did Warm Ups O.o Almost died during warm up, tough max ~ Watched them
practice their Performance for some event, Kaiwei damn hilarious :P

Laoshi brought us down to do stilts ♥ Played around with it ! Thanks Solo, Idk-who
& Laoshi for teaching me how to walk ! (; Also played with the new dragon O.o
Left soon, Had dinner @ Bugis with Huiyi/Solo/Keelui/Jianhao/Wenxuan ! ♥ Went to eat
Yoghurt after that and laughed until I had stomache >:( Stupid Wenxuan !

Left and Came home soon. Tomorrow's School. Life's weird without Dance on Mondays.
I miss Ms Tan's practices badly ... ): Life sucks ! Have been pretty moody lately,
or having weird mood swings -.- Seriously, something's wrong with me. I think I'm
weird, Yay ♥ Tired Tired Tired, Everyday's a chore.

Been filling my whole life up, each day with events & stuffs ...
My mind is filled up every second or so I force it to be.

Sometimes I don't know why I do things to such an extent !
Then I realized ... That all I've been doing ... It's to stop thinking of you ):
All I want to do, is to stop the thought of you ... ♥

Because whenever you're mentioned, My heart aches a little more.

"I'm tired and I can't hold on much longer anymore, I'm sure you're pleased with it."

I had to lie, I had to lie. The long message I saw made me realized, that my heart aches.

对不起 - 王子 ! ♥ It's one of my favorite songs and it played on my iPod just now ...
This song always make me feel very calm, and his voice really melts my heart loads (:

2011-01-20T21:40:00.002+08:00

To you:

Hey I see that you've been feeling pretty down recently and I'm sorry I can't do
much about it ... We haven't been chatting much lately or telling each other much !
But I still love you the most okay ♥ I'm worried about you but I don't ask much ):
Not because I don't care ... Because I'm confident that you'll be alright :D

I'm correct right ? I trust that you'll be strong like you always are ! ^^ Although
I don't know what's troubling you ... Family or Love or Friendship or Anything, I
know that I'll be there for you (: Whether you need me or not, I'll stay by
your side forever ! ♥ You've always been there for me, and it's the same now ~

You're the love of my life ! (; What I like most about us ? Well we're not always
together or 24/7 in love or whatever :P Sometimes we don't even talk for many
days O.o But at the end of the day ... We're still best friends ... ♥ We still like to be by
each other & we love having each others' company right ? ^^

Love you the most ... ♥
You're the reason I feel hope in life, I mean it.

Thanks Girlfriend, ♥

Cheer up ! Remember, we must smile to reduce our wrinkles !

2011-01-20T21:01:00.002+08:00

Hello, The days are getting worse -.- Today was screwed up. Not like any other days
are much better anyway ! Lessons were slack & 302 was pretty nice, ♥ Having fun
with them is good for me :D English was the pits though, Renhong being around
makes lessons go better too ! ^^ Thanks loads, man.

Stayed back for Sec2 Practice O.o Packed up studio + folded costumes with '96 ... ♥
I like doing stuffs with them, we're efficient ! Left with Me/Jing/Chan/Nat.
We did homework then talked a bit (: Debriefed Sec2s, then Chatted with them all :P
Clementi-ed with Xuejing/Chanhong ! ♥ Came home soon.

Pretty boring day but very screwed up ! ): Many reasons ... And on the train I just
wanted to cry. Tomorrow's School + Dance ♥ Let's hope Dance goes well. I'm tired of
facing everything ! >:( I don't want to be like this anymore, sucks like shit.
Not going to give a care about anything else ... Except for Him ... ♥

I know you don't love me and I know I'm not the one for you.
But somehow, I just can't stop this feeling !

I'm not capable of making you smile ... I'm not the one ...
But I wish she's around, to make you happy (:
Even if it's not me and it'll hurt me ... I want you to be happy.

The reason I'm going crazy soon ... Well it's just you ♥
It's because I like you.

"Thanks for leaving my life and ending my pain a little better, gone with the wind."

It still hurts a little to see those words, It still hurts a little to see your care ...

Wish you're my love - T-Max ! ♥ I don't really understand the lyrics but I like the
song a lot. The name of the song really fits how I feel ... Except it's a happy song.

2011-01-19T20:45:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday, Many People ! ♥
Okay today must be an amazing day, there are so many people's birthdays, too many.

Today was bad ): School was bad, and I wasn't in the right mood to do anything ! It's
as though the person I became during that period of time is coming back again ... ♥
I don't know if I like that or not, actually :P It sounds pretty good, but bad too ?
Tired of everything that has been happening ... Giving up soon -.-

Lessons were boring so I shan't talk much about them ! Well, PE was nice though ! (;
We played a modified Captains' Ball, similar to what Dance played once ^^
Had quite some fun so it was good ! ♥ Dance after school made me feel better, much.
Being able to throw away my thoughts & just Dance ? Well it's magic :D

Dance is like magic to me, ♥ I think my 腰 is sucky, Shit ! >:( Anyway Laoshi ran
through Chinese New Year & confirming stuffs (: Jasper took over, not that bad ?
I think our cloth dance is pretty ! ^^ Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Huiping/Chanhong/
Yuqi/Sihwee/Jiamin/Gin/Tenghwee/Lucheng/Zhenyang/Jasper/Tianyi/DarrenLee ! ♥

Chatted with Huiping @ Tiong over Bubble Tea ! :D Came home soon. My day only got
better after Dance started ... ♥ Having dancers around is wonderful, they can help
me throw away all my troubles ! Tomorrow's School -.- I dread school, seriously.
Feeling pretty troubled now ): But I don't know what to do anyway.

Chatting on MSN with Jingkai O.o

Everything that I'm doing ... It's all for you !
All my mind is filled with your thoughts, filled with your images ♥

I can't stop thinking of you or wishing that you're around ):

Sometimes I really wonder what's wrong with me, Why do I like you ?
Am I blind or stupid ? I really don't know !

But I know one thing ... I like you and I want you to be happy.

"I've never done for much for you and you seem like something I can forget afterall."

It used to be me, Everything used to be me. Now it's empty and I'm sitting by the side ...

Dynamite - Taio Cruz ! ♥ '96 has been going pretty crazy over this song, all of us
can't stop singing it on the way home, and they make the song sound really good (:

2011-01-18T22:23:00.004+08:00

Today was kind of sucky ): Well I started the day on a normal note, but it didn't
turn out to be what I expected. Life is very bad & my mood's getting real
lousy by the day >:( What is wrong with me ! Ironically, I don't know either ♥ Yay.
I think there's something in my brain that's troubling me ... Confusing O.o

Social Studies, Math, Chemistry; Turned out fine, I like Ms Kee's lessons.
Ms Wang's isn't that bad either, but Chemistry is not for me ! :P Translation was
really death, but Ms Neo's lessons woke me up a bit ! ♥ She's adorable ^^ Assembly
was fun because I sat with Xuejing/Wenxin/Sihwee/Chanhong/Natalie ! :D

Went home with Clique and went Shopping with Sabrina @ Bugis O.o Bought 3 dresses,
1 shirt, 2 ballet flats, 2 bags & 1 pair of shades, ♥ Contented enough (: Shopping
kind of made my mood better ... But stuffs made me pretty upset again ... ! ):
To him, I'm sorry I'm kind of in a bad mood now so just ignore me okay !

Tomorrow's School + Dance ... ♥ Let's hope Dance would be good ? Well I doubt so.
Seems like 2011 is starting on a pretty bad note, left off from 2010 >:( I feel very
lousy each day ! Chatting on MSN with Jingkai now ! ^^ HTHT partner, you're back :D
I hope things would start getting better soon ...

Life, stop screwing up.

I know I say this everyday, but it's not coming true.
Maybe I should stop wishing then it'll come true someday ? ...

I should stop meddling in other people's matters !
I already have so much troubles on my own ... ): Gosh what's wrong with me.
Am I born stupid or stupid ?

Feel like just jumping down the sea and not coming back !
My life is way below average -.-

"I have enough to care for, and it's really tiring to have to do so much for you ..."

I wish you would just tell me that you'll be there for me, but I know ... It's just not me.

我不是你想象的那么勇敢 - 梁文音 ! ♥ I love this song a lot, because I feel deeply for it.
I'm really not as strong as I appear to be ... I want to be that fragile girl too ...

2011-01-17T23:17:00.002+08:00

Happy 14th Birthday, Nikki ! ♥
ever since aha i've always thought that you were adorable, secret private daughter.

Today was madness O.o Felt totally reluctant to go to school, but I had to anyway -.-
Luckily lessons ended around 11am, which made things pass better ^^ CEP
was fun, I love 302's style ! ♥ Well, English and Physics were boring but they passed ~
Dismissed soon, and went around to find Cliquettes ! (;

Took MRT, Me/Xuejing/Yuanting/Adeline/Clarice went for Lunch @ Pastamania ! :D
Chatted a lot then Xuejing left while we went for Swirl Art ! ^^ Rushed home but left
soon to meet Janessa & Huiyi @ Bugis ♥ Ate Swirl Art again >:( Shopped a lot, and I
bought a new pink bag, ♥ I feel so happy and contented about it.

Rushed to meet Xuejing/Yokekay then went over to F1 Pit (: They ate dinner while we
rotted and chatted with Chelsea & people :P Got our costumes/shoes then tried our
moves with the shoes ! Ran through many times ... ♥ I love it when we dance ! ^^
Ended around 9.30PM, then we were dismissed from there ):

Had our supper at Popeyes, then Huiyi's dad sent me home :D Thanks ! Came home soon.
Tomorow's School -.- I really don't want to go ! Saturday ♥ Oh, I'm really tired
now, just decided to blog for fun ! :P Everything's going insane inside of me ...

Life is so confusing, everything's happening at the same time !
It's all messed up inside ... All the things ...

I don't know what to do, I'm really afraid I'll make the wrong step ):
Tell me, What should I do ?

Stop taking my life as a joke, it's really not funny.

"I wish you knew how I felt, I wish you knew how much it hurts to see you walk off."

As I look at her, I realized we had the same face. For the guys that both of us once loved.

亲人 - 丁当 ! ♥ I love this song, it's really nice. Although it has a sad melody and
story, it's really beautiful. Keep listening to this song ... Non-stop on my iPod !

2011-01-16T12:17:00.005+08:00

Hello world, I'm back from camp ! :D

Camp turned out to be really fun, a total opposite from what I expected O.o Huiping
didn't come in the end due to fever, missed her loads ): The trip was boring, but
slept quite a bit :P Did CIP @ Kampong ♥ Group6 did coloring, and laughing etc.
Played around with '96 ! ^^ Then we had food & photos before leaving.

The 1st night was boring, Briefing & Lights out -.- Roommates with Zoey/Suwen/Jolene.
Had some fun with them (; Slept with Zoey, tired night ~ 2nd Day was good, we left
for our Jungle Survival Training ! ♥ Although it was tiring, dirty & messy, the
whole thing turned out amazing ! :D All of us had loads of fun !

Didn't get to go trekking due to the rain though >:( Cheer competition, and
Cluster Competition at night ! :P Slept pretty early O.o 3rd Day was better ... ♥
We went for High Elements, which was quite fun with 206 people ^^ Then went for our
Water Rafting, ♥ It was hilarious & a very good method for Team Bonding !

Although Group6 didn't win, Darren was a great leader (: He told us to not give up
and that what's important is not win/lose, but having fun ! ♥ Dinner with the usuals
is amazing :D I love all of you: Xuejing, Xinyi, Wenxin, Carmel, Chloe, Changlyn,
Cao Yang, Jianing, Zhirui ♥ Dinner is always wonderful with the 9 of you :P

Spent the last night chatting on the phone for hours -.- Slept a bit, and went to
Malacca for our last day ! ^^ The city tour was okay, but had some fun too (; Ate
our last lunch @ Malacca and Came home ): Everyone was reluctant, but we still did ~
Went for Dance ... ♥ Seeing the usuals make things seem alright (:

Had Chingay practice, then Supper with them and Home :P I miss all of you, Yokekay;
Huiyi; Yanting; Janessa ! ♥ Okay, and Jianhao + Brandon too. Slept early and woke
up only now ^^ I'll miss Camp Vigor, really a lot. Group6, Bus3 ftw ♥

Cluster A Go Go, Never say No.
Just be bold and strive for GOLD !
Crush the lot and Make them see ...
Let them see what we can be ! ♥

Life may give you ups & downs and make you feel like the rain won't stop ...
But everything ends, even your tears (:

So just hang on a lil' tighter, and wait for your miracle & rainbow.

我带着眼泪离开，但相信我；明天的我，一定会带着微笑回来的 ... ♥

"I don't have to go on days and days over you, I don't have to keep thinking of you."

I thought I was going to have a bad day, until the moment I saw something really nice.

Whip my hair - Willow Smith ! ♥ Yanting couldn't stop singing this song last night,
imitating the whipping hair move. My girlfriend is such a crazy person, Oh my Gosh.

2011-01-11T20:11:00.007+08:00

Today was better (: Well, it was better than yesterday or the day before and I felt
that I can smile a little more now ? O.o I hope it goes on better from now, ♥ Smile.
School has been exhausting ): Lessons are really a bore, and not interesting. Glad
that my awesome 302 is there to make me smile ! :D All of you are adorable !

It's a really unique class on it's own too, Chio Bu(s) Gang -.- Yoke Kee, you are just
amazing to have thought of that :P Social Studies is the best as Naikang &
Ms Kee work hilariously well together ^^ I like laughters ! ♥ Spending time with
Clique as usual is nice ! (; Clique is as sweet as ever.

I'm going away for Camp from Tomorrow till Saturday ! ): Really sad to leave for so
long, but glad that Sec3s'11 will be with me ♥ Group6 :D Darren, You better be a good
leader for all of us ! Will be back by Saturday's Night, but we can't make it for
Chingay though ... ): Sorry Laoshi, Sorry !

Talking to Him now (:
Thinking back on the things we went through, and could have been ...
I realized you're still as adorable as when I started liking you in the past.

Gave a letter to my Red Ranger today ... ♥
I want to be your Pooh Bear, I want to guard by you everyday.

"Words don't matter anymore because they no longer serve any use. It's just goodbye."

Haven't gotten over this little habit, haven't gotten over the daily little thought of you.

我爱他 - 叮当 ! ♥ Theme song for Autumn's Concerto, I think the series is really nice.
Finished watching online pretty awhile ago, and the show just keeps making me cry !

2011-01-09T18:52:00.004+08:00

Hello Blog, I'm in no mood to post anything now but I'm on the brink of dying now.
Life sucks ... Well, at least today sucked. It started off on the wrong note, & I guess
things won't get any better (: Thanks Yongjian, Tianyi, Clarice, Jianbin,
Youzhuan, Yonglin & Jasper for being around, it's great having friends ♥

And you, Thanks for saying that you want me to be happy, It means a lot coming from
you ... ♥ I want you to always be happy too, I never want you to be sad ...
Never ! I'm sorry, My mood is kind of mixed up now and I don't know what to do ):
All I can do, is to cry until my eyes run dry from all the tears.

That's all I can do now. Feeling hungry but without any appetite to eat food,
just like before ... I guess it's the same huh ? Everything's the same as how it
was like, just before you came back for me ... Right ? I'm sorry, I'm in a really
lousy mood right now so if you talk to me, I'll probably answer badly ...

I'm sorry, everyone. Today's just a bad day for me, I guess.

"Farewell, ♥"

I miss things with you around, I miss being happy because of you, I miss everything.

我以为 - 品冠 ! ♥ It's a song from Autumn's Concerto, and I felt deeply for the lyrics.
Always thought that things would be okay, always thought that you'll feel my love ...

2011-01-06T20:28:00.004+08:00

Today was nice (: Met '96 in the morning and it's really great to start my day off
with my sisters ! ♥ Oh, and Thanks Yongjian for the Coke ^^ Chinese was boring, but
survived. Geography & History were interesting ! :D I think I'll like my humanities
for this year very much. Recess, and Math ! It was tedious and boring -.-

I sms-ed Darren during lessons, we agreed that Mr Chia is blur & gullible :P Physics
was wonderfully hell ! >:( Glad that we did easy stuffs though ~ Dismissed, Changed
& went for Dance ♥ Warmed up, in the end we didn't get to rehearse ): Anyway,
we practiced on our own & had a bit of fun, ♥ Sec3 Boys are hilarious !

Dismissed, and Settled many stuffs (: Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Gindelin/Yuqi/
Sihwee/Jiamin/Junzheng/Bryan/Bingming/Lucheng/Hongyi/Harry/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥
It was a joke all the way ! ^^ Laughter filled the whole time & it feels great to
walk with them :D I love '96, and I love Sec3'11 loads ... ♥

Came home soon. Tomorrow's Dance ♥ Okay, and School. I'm looking forward to Dance.
1st official Dance Practice of 2011 ... Let's do it well (; SMS-ing Sihwee,
Yongjian & Jonathan Lim O.o Pill, Jiayous ! :P You can finish it soon ! Fighting !

It's not easy to handle all the emotions you bring me ):
All you do is replay those scenes ... !

I hate this feeling, I hate it more than anything else !
Feeling like I'm being toyed around with, All my feelings messed up ...
You know, it really sucks a lot.

And the worst thing is ... You mean the world to me ♥

"I made my decision but you made me alter it. Please stop screwing up my life ... !"

A tinge of sadness, reminded of things I shouldn't. As I think, As I look back on those days.

Jenny - The Click Five ! ♥ This has become an important song to me ever since it has
become like 206'10's song (: It always reminds me of the happiest memories we shared.

2011-01-05T23:23:00.005+08:00

I'm posting late but it's because I'm pretty bored but I don't want to sleep.
Nothing much to do at this time, Tired of watching shows already :P Anyway the 1st
and 2nd day of School have been pretty good ! :D Orientation didn't turn out as well
as I expected, but it's fine ♥ 302'11 seemed pretty boring on 1st day ... ):

Chingay Practice at night was hell, BORING ! We rotted pretty much and the only
exercise Me & Xuejing got came from running, ♥ Oh, and Warm Ups. Anyway chatted a
lot with Jiawei etc, and HTHT with Sarah (; I love you, bestest friend ! 2nd day of
school was bad & good ): Couldn't really wake up, but school was wonderful ^^

Gibson & Naikang have become the jokers, and having Brennan, Nigel, Heather, Harry,
Darren & Renhong sitting around me turned out pretty good ! ♥ Oh, Bingming saw
me playing Taptap today ! :P Xuejing's in a nice position to talk to also ! ^^
Oh, and Me/Heather/Nigel/Harry slept during English like crazy ~

The teachers are good, except for English -.- I'm going to sleep through the whole
year from now on ... ♥ Tomorrow's School + CCA Extravaganza Rehearsal :D I can't
wait for the lil' juniors to see Dance, this is always an enjoyable event because
we can promote our favorite DANCE ! ♥ And that's a good thing.

Shall go sleep, I hope today's a good night (:
Trying to rush somebody to sleep now, you better go sleep N-O-W !

God likes to play jokes on me, but at the end of the day ...
He writes the most beautiful story for me ♥

Thank you, God. Thank you :D

"A choice is hard to make, my first thought of the day. It's you, always you, forever ..."

two out of six, that's all there is left to it. Time has passed so fast, way too fast ...

Air on the G String (String Orchestra) - Bach ! ♥ This piece from Bach is amazing,
and yes I do appreciate these music a lot (: I find it's story & inspiration to be good.

2011-01-02T23:15:00.005+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday, Joaquim ! ♥
thanks for being the most awesome sister i've had, although it was only for 6months.

Hello, I'm posting because my Facebook is down and I have nothing else to do ! -.-
Today was fun, went over to Clean Up & Tidy up P.A ♥ Met usuals earlier to buy KOI,
but failed to buy bags ): Rushed over & started our job :D It was pretty fun
to do stuffs together & it actually makes work more enjoyable too ! ^^

Accomplished a lot of stuffs, and Really helped a lot. Feel proud of NH ! ♥ We read
through old magazines & found cool stuffs :P Left at 8PM ? Went to eat dinner @
Dhoby Ghaut, ♥ The girls + Daryl/Weihong ate at some Japanese Place O.o Turned out
to be a pretty good meal (; Although we ordered a lil' too much ~

Left and Bus-ed Home. Came home soon. Feeling tired but pretty good ! :D I find the
little ones at P.A really adorable ! :P They spammed masking tapes for the cloth ^^
Cute max ♥ Thanks everyone for making the "Last" day of my holidays a
real good one (: It was a great way to end my holidays off, Since tomorrow is not >:(

Xuejing's coming over tomorrow to do Homework + PPT O.o Huiping, Clarice, want
to come along ? ^^ We can play too ! ♥ Okay, I hope I actually finish something.
Tired out, Good Night.

How to be a Youtube Celebrity - Nigahiga ! ♥ I find this production really awesome !
It has always been a pleasure to watch Nigahiga, Ryan is adorable & pretty creative.

2011-01-01T20:41:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year, Everyone ! ♥

2010 was a wonderful year, filled with indescribable things & endless happenings (:
But I'm certain of one thing ... That 2011 would bring new hope !

It's the new year, Everyone is looking forward to it one way or another ! :D
We'll bring happiness into 2011 & hopefully it'll be a better year for all, ♥

May all the Children Dreams come true, May all the poor live in happiness;
May the riches be contented & blessed, May the sick find hope into their life;
May those troubled be relieved, May the unhappiness of all be washed away ! ♥

And lastly, May God bless us through this year ^^

Alright ... As usual, here's my New Years' Resolutions :P
(Ps. Somehow they never get complete in the end -.-)

1) Work harder for School, To aim for better results than 2010 !
2) Dance well ♥ Be focused on Dance & Treasure the time in Dance Society.
3) Treasure all that I have, Cherish all that is around me :D
4) Be open to criticism & Accept my wrongs !!! :P
5) Do not leave regrets in any moment of 2011 ! ^^
6) Feel Contentment ... ♥
7) Live life as it happens, Love life as it is (:

There ! (; I like to have 7 resolutions, because 7 is my favorite number ! ♥
I hope I actually survive through these resolutions please ):
Although I have 0% confidence at all ... I have totally no determination O.o

Oh well, Happy New Year anyway ! :D

I'm going to clean P.A tomorrow, I wonder if I'll die from it.
Wish me luck, Stay happy people ♥

Make your dream alive ! ♥

2010-12-31T18:12:00.007+08:00

Happy New Years' Eve ! ♥

2010 has been the most amazing year of my life, filled with the things that have
changed me so much. Experienced things I've never done before and felt all the
feelings & emotions I never thought I'd feel, ♥ Whether it's the tears or the smiles,
I've never regretted anything that happened in this year !

Because with regrets, comes unhappiness & fear for the future O.o But if you are able
to live life as it is ... To cherish each moment, Life is actually pretty fine after all ! ♥
I don't know if I'll be ending 2010 in tears or smiles, but I know one thing:
That I'm going to miss this hell of a year :D

Amazing is the right word, because as I look back ... Everything would just
amaze me to how it actually happened ! :P Everything, from the start to the end ! ^^
I'm glad I lived well in 2010, I'm glad ... ♥

2011 is going to be yet another challenge, but I'm going to face it. And this time,
I'm not going to face it alone either (: Again, I'm still going to be happy !
This upcoming year, is going to be very tough. But I am not afraid of it ...

Because I'll be with 206'10, I'll be with 302'11;
I'll be with Nan Hua Dance Society, I'll be with Batch '96;
I'll be with Dance Inspiration, I'll be with Clique;

I'll be with Sarah & Annabel, and I'll be with everyone ♥

Thanks 2010, for having been an awesome & fulfilling year.
Goodbye ... Alongside with everything that has happened in this 365days.

Hello 2011, ♥

I hope I'm ready to welcome you this time :D

2010-12-30T18:53:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow's New Years' Eve.

Today was screwed up, in some sense or another. Well, I thought it was :P Morning was
okay, Sabrina kind of made my morning ♥ Went out to meet somebody and many many
stuffs happened ): I won't say what, but it was very emotional. Glad that I got those words out of me already, ♥ And all the tears that dropped too ...

2010 was a pretty screwed up year, in my eyes >:( It started off with CCA
extravaganza, which was ... Nice ? :D First one after all. Dance kind of filled up this year
and many drama too ! But some nice stuffs, of course ! ♥ Important people have left
my life, but likewise amazing people have entered it too ^^

People like Sarah, whom I know I can tell everything to ♥ I can count on her to be there
for me all the time ! And I know she's someone who would always make me feel much
better after I talk to her ... ♥ Thanks Sarah, for everything (: You're like a best friend
to me. We'll continue being like so in 2011 & forever right ?

Life has been pretty tiring and I have no confidence of staying strong.
I'm going to cry, until my eyes are swollen ...

But I'll be strong after that ! ♥ Wipe the sadness away and continue standing !
Stand strong and Believe, because I'll need to ! (:

To Pingping, Please cheer up. Thanks for being there, I really appreciate it alright (:
Everything's going to be alright, like I always tell you. I'll be okay, You too !

And to Jing, Thanks for that long message, I love you ♥

I was feeling pretty bad today, until I talked to Sarah ... ♥
Telling her everything makes everything seem okay already, seem better.
She gives me hope in life !

Love you, my dear :D My forever, ♥

I hope you're feeling better too already, alright !

2010-12-27T19:32:00.002+08:00

These 2 days were amazingly crazy :P Boxing day was funny, Dancers came over to my
house & we cooked + baked, ♥ It turned out pretty well anyway, We accomplished it !
Rushed over and Had Chingay Practice :D Ran a few times before Laoshi talked
to us and we went up soon for the party ! ♥ Yay ! ^^

Spammed food, Photos, Chat, Fun & Stunts ^^ The few of us girls went around trying
to gang Yokekay ♥ Which succeeded in the end of course ~ Played a lot, and Koonhui
continued SD ! :D That was the best part ever. DarrenLee got injured though ... ):
Left around 8PM and we changed for Orchard Outing (;

Me, Huiyi, Yanting, Yokekay, Jianhao, Daryl, Koonhui, Weihong, Brandon, Jingkai,
Solo & Tianyi ! ♥ Walked around Orchard & Had our dinner ! :P It was boring.
Then we went around to take photos ! (: Total photos galore, I loved it ♥ Went off
soon, and Came home soon. was very tired -.-

Today was Sisters' Outing cum Natalie's Belated Birthday Surprise, ♥ All of us had
Ben & Jerry's, then went up to spam photos :D We played Truth/Dare and Surprised
Natalie loads ♥ I hope you loved it, Nat (: Spammed photos again & Had dinner at
Food Republic. Came home soon. It was the best day ever ^^

Gin didn't come today, which was sad ! ): But the 9 of us had fun too anyway !
Tomorrow's Dance already ♥ Gosh, I don't know to look forward or not -.- Somehow, I
don't. Because I don't get to sleep ... ! :P

Life isn't very easy, but I'll manage, I guess.

I love my boyfriend cum husband ♥

"If only time could rewind, if only I had realized things a lil' 15 days earlier."

I talked to her and I wondered, I wondered if things were really feeling the same again.

Just a dream - Nelly ! ♥ Everyone's been crazy over this song recently, Me too ! ):
I find the song pretty sad, but it can really make us feel deeply for it ... Sigh.

2010-12-25T23:47:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas, Everyone ! ♥
especially the little kids in this world, who still dream, about santa's arrival.

Happy 14th Birthday, Natalie ! ♥
hello waterfountain cum awesome batchmate, i love you ttm. the 6th year already.

These few days have been amazingly boring & crazy :P Days filled with joy and days
filled with tears (: However, it was still fruitful in some way or another ... ?
I loved Thursday though, it was awesome with the Anyhow Art people ^^ Pretty !
Heart-to-Heart talk with all of them was hilarious & entertaining, ♥

Well, I love them all ! And Christmas today was pretty too :D Spent the afternoon
with Yonglin @ Orchard walking around ! ^^ It was very much adorable of us. Rotted
& Met 206 people to watch Movie ♥ Gullivers' Travels should be R21, Seriously.
Anyway, we still had fun and it was still awesome and nice.

Running around in the rain is fun, especially when you walk from Somerset all the
way to Dhoby Ghaut and Orchard both ^^ It's hilariously fun ! ♥ Came home soon.
Tomorrow's P.A day ... ♥ Going to love it :D Merry Christmas, Everyone !

Santa, Please bless all the kids to have a beautiful one (:
Because not every child ... can afford to have their dreams shatter.

Loves !

2010-12-20T12:02:00.003+08:00

Anyhow Art 2010 was a smashing success ! ♥

Well it turned out pretty well and hilarious, and I'm sure I loved it loads too ! :D

Friday: Had practice, Shopping with Xuejing in the morning for Christmas Presents (:
Accomplished a lot during practice although many stuffs screwed up too ): Had dinner
& Rehearsal ♥ My memory is vogue so don't blame me -.- It was really messy during
rehearsal, but I supposed things took a turn for the better after that :P

Saturday: 1st Show ! Shopping with Xuejing in the morning again, ♥ Then bought KOI
for everyone ^^ Practiced a bit and shared studio with everyone O.o Nobody really
had the mood to dance so Koonhui kind of gave up >:( Sorry ! Huiping, Clarice and
Yuanting came for the show ! ♥ Thanks all, you are awesome loads :D

Koonhui's item had some mistakes, but not bad (; Rotted a lot & Horny talk before
Laoshi's item ! :P Yuren & Jingkai are hilarious. Laoshi's item was awesome ... ♥
Finale was adorable too, We pulled Huiping up ! Ended and we got flowers ! Packed
up and Had supper with Awesomes ! ^^ Slept pretty early.

Sunday: Last show ! ): Had lunch with usuals and bought Flowers/Sweets for everyone.
We're so sweet, ♥ Chingay practice first, I feel damn bored of the dance -.- Sian !
Anyway practice was okay, I love Jiawei for always accompanying me ^^ Ended,
and we had dinner ! O.o Some unpleasant stuffs happened too.

Make Up and Costume Before we know it, it was showtime already ): Sec3s and
Sec4s came, played around & laughed loads ♥ Lucheng & DarrenLee came too, Yay ! :D
Injured my leg before the show, Awesome -.- Performed anyway, and It was the best !
Changed for Last Performance, and Spammed photos with everyone ... ♥

The last performance was awesome ! ^^ I loved it, and Finale too ! Went crazy, and
Kept screaming. Played around for very long & I proposed to Aloysius (: I gave my
flower to him :P Packed up, and Thanks Jianhao/Yonglin for carrying me much ! ♥
The girls wore our dresses and all of us went for Supper ♥

Ate with Xuejing & Yokekay ! (; I love the both of you most alright ! Rushed for the
last train and Took Cab home with Huiyi & Sixiu :D Came home soon. Slept until now.
These few days have been crazy ... ♥ & I loved it loads ^^ Love all of you, Let's
have fun @ Celebratory Day ! Thursday Thursday ! Huiyi, We'll miss you ):

SMS-ing Jonathan Lim now, and Missing Anyhow Art 2010 already.

Really don't know what to do, Really afraid to think of you ...
But I'm more afraid, that I'll fall back in love with you.

I can't afford to bear the pain anymore ):

I can't afford to face the heart break of you leaving once more !
I don't want to cry again.

"Please stop confusing me, Please stop making me feel so weird. Just what do I do."

As I get reminded of things a long time ago, I realized that today was the day for us ...

Halo - Beyonce ! ♥ Valerie used this song for her item, and The dance was amazing !
I loved it because it's so pretty (: Great Job everyone, and all the other dances.

2010-12-16T22:32:00.006+08:00

Tired.

I'm tired, I want to sleep.
Having a fever and Feeling worse than before ):

But I want to wait for your message ...
How ?

~~53rd Day.~~

2010-12-16T18:32:00.003+08:00

Today was hilarious :P My fever's not gone yet so it didn't turn out well anyway ):
Went shopping with Sabrina Teo for Christmas presents & I SAW YUANTING ! ♥ Epic !
Bought some SHINee stuffs too ! :D I feel happy when I buy SHINee stuffs ... ♥
She bought beer and wine and food, which is pretty weird -.-

Raining, so we rushed home. So far, already bought Xuejing/Huiping/Clarice/Adeline/
Shixuan/Annabel/Gindelin/Timothy/Tianyi's presents ^^ Still have some presents more.
Came home soon. She's wrapping her presents now, but doesn't want to give me my
present now >:( What a sister, ♥ I'm going to steal it somehow :P

Tomorrow's Shopping with Xuejing + Anyhow Art Rehearsal ♥ I hope things turn out to
be well (: I'm really afraid to screw up the performance ! Especially dragon ! O.o
My dears would be there to support us, so I think it'll be good, ♥ Loved :D

People come watch Anyhow Art 2010 ! ^^ It's cheap, It's nice & really pretty !
All the performances are awesome and all the effort we put in is amazing ttmxzczx.
Please come watch ! ♥ It would be worth your money !

Things seem so weird, I can't feel anything anymore ...
My feelings are numb and everything's weird ):

When I think of you ... I don't know what it feels like anymore !

I'm confused, You just confused all my thoughts.
I guess I'm just not so crazy in love with you any longer.

And now, he has come in once more.
Or maybe ... He didn't really leave my heart in the first place (:

"Everything feels weird, All the things are coming back to me. All the flashbacks."

It's been so long and so many things have passed us by, yet the memories do not fade..

Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap ! ♥ The dance Koonhui choreographed for this is
just amazing, He should have done this item for Anyhow Art ): Maybe 2011, usuals ?

2010-12-15T18:29:00.005+08:00

All in all: DANCE CHALET WAS AWESOME ♥

Anyhow Art in the afternoon of the 1st day, which comprised of rotting & playing ! ^^
I like Sweet Disposition's Dance; Cool (: Tied up the loose ends for AHA, &
settled some stuffs. Rushed to Pasir Ris where we had Dinner :D Super Dog ftw, Yay.
Bought stuffs for Barbecue, then rushed over the Chalet ... ♥

Same room as Huiyi, Jianhao, Koonhui, Jingkai & Tianyi ! ♥ Awesome people loads (;
Cards & Junk Food were spammed through the night, Totally didn't sleep ! -.-
Felt bad after playing the swings & Thanks Huiyi and Tianyi for accompanying me, ♥
Sent Huiyi to Pasir Ris with Tianyi, then both of us went back together ! :D

Ate Breakfast @ White Sands, then bought Breakfast for Junzheng & Tianyi O.o
Went WWW with Dancers ♥ It's fun & funny :P Had lunch @ Ehub KFC where I froze >:(
Arcade was fun, then Back to Chalet. It was a long walk, Thanks Tianyi for carrying
me back ! ♥ You're so awesome and sweet ^^

Thanks Jingkai for cycling me back the last part ! (: Rented bikes, Then Me,
Jingkai & Jonathan Lim went for a ride. Thanks Jonathan for accompanying me ... !
Spent the night rotting & cleaning up with Yokekay, ♥ Night Cycling was amazing.
Thanks to all the girls for taking care of me so much ... ♥ Love y'all :D

Thanks Tianyi for trying to slow down to wait for me, Sorry I didn't cycle with
you in the end ): Most Thanks for Jonathan Lim for taking care of me throughout ♥
If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have survived it ! :P Came back, Bathed & Died.
Until 11AM. Then left for home with Junzheng & Tianyi (;

Came home soon, went for Yoghurt with Huiping ^^ I loved it, ♥ Rotting now ):
Tomorrow's Slack Day, then Friday's AHA Rehearsal already O.o Really nervous ! :P
Fever not gone ... Sigh.

Hope it'll be gone soon ... ):

When she asked me to make a choice, I really didn't know how to !
I told myself that the answer would always be you ...

But somehow, I realized that over time, It doesn't seem so any longer.

Maybe we drifted, Maybe you just don't care ...
And maybe ... I don't love you anymore ):

I don't know why but when I think of this, It hurts.

"Having gone through so much and yet it felt like nothing has changed between us ..."

As the memories remind me of you, and all the things that happened, I kind of miss them.

Addicted - Stevie Hoang ! ♥ This song is really nice, and it keeps reminding me of
Tianyi because of what he did on sunday. But the song always reminds me of "him" ...

2010-12-11T21:51:00.003+08:00

These few days have been hectic ! :P Dance Dance Dance and Going out and all that.
Wednesday had Anyhow Art, We 刁-ed a lot but it turned out well ! :D Thursday was a
Tiong People outing, ♥ Went shopping & movies with Huiping/Clarice ^^ Awesome ttm !
Had loads of fun and gossiping in the movie was amazing (;

Yesterday had Anyhow Art again, It was scary because Koonhui flared up ! ):
Sorry Koonhui, We'll try our best ♥ Had meal @ Marina Square (Steamboat Buffet) with
Yanting/Yingpei/Jingkai/Youzhuan/Brandon/Jianhao/Tianyi ! ♥ It was hilarious max :D
Played arcade too, Daytona Yay ! ^^ Today turned out pretty well too !

Anyhow Art for Laoshi's item is fun and challenging, ♥ The front part is pretty, &
the dragon is tiring >:( Well, With Koonhui leading it and me ending it O.o
Sorry Maycia, I'll marry you ! We ended and Had dinner with Huiyi/Yokekay/Yingpei/
Yanting/Jianhao/Youzhuan/Douglas/Terence/Jingkai/Yuren/Brandon/Tianyi ! ♥

Left soon and Came home soon. Tomorrow's AHA, Chingay & Rehearsal for AHA ! ^^
I hope it'll be fun, but it'll be tiring max ... ): Nevermind, I'll survive.
Tiring days ahead of me, Tiring week O.O Dance Chalet, Christmas Shopping & AHA :D
Finally AHA ♥ I hope things would turn out awesome, Yay (:

Chatting on MSN with Jingkai, Terence & Huiyi now ! :P Total Drama, Epic loads.
I think P.A people are the most awesome people ever ... ♥ Love all of you much ^^

I don't think my heart can take this anymore ):
It's not about heartbreak, it's not about the tears.

It's about disappointment ... All the lies you said ...

All the promises you made, Yeah I'm just disappointed !
Though I don't think you feel anything about it.

Sad huh ? ...

"Maybe I didn't really love you from the start, Maybe I was the one who didn't feel."

As I think of the things that went by, All the things have changed since that day ...

我不是你想像那么勇敢 - 梁文音 ! ♥ Heard this song from Maycia & Xinli today, Pretty nice.
I like the lyrics, and the melody is good too. But the melody is very prone to change ...

2010-12-08T11:07:00.005+08:00

Good Morning, World :D I'm posting at such a weird time, but I like, so too bad.

Did something really stupid last night, Didn't know why I even tried ):
I thought they meant nothing ... I thought you meant nothing !
Then I realized that a piece of my heart still hurt, It still missed you a lot.

Never been able to love properly, Never been able to treat a person well.
I've always been a failure in this, and I don't blame anyone else but myself ...
When I look back; I'm sorry I kept those words in.

I wish you heard them ... ♥

On the other hand, Today seems to be a happy day ^^

I texted you until I fell asleep, I dreamt of you and your smiles ...
Today, I woke up to a message from you ! ♥

My 11:11 wish today, I wished for smiles today (:
Because I miss your smile, I love your smile so much !

Oh, and PingPing's back ^^
I missed you, Pingping ! ): You cheat me, I thought you yesterday come back.
Hope you had fun in M'sia, Got buy things back for us or not ? :P

Sweetard's finally back, ♥

Happy and Unhappy today !
Feeling so weird, Feeling so crazy.

I guess I just have a little missing Dance syndrome, ♥

My favorite sisters, 姐妹们 (: I miss you people so much !

Nan Hua Dance Society 2010 ♥

Awesome people, My pretty sisters & My adorable juniors :D

2010-12-06T14:48:00.003+08:00

Class chalet was awesome ! ♥ Dance in the morning on Friday, Back to the hall (: Love
our home. Laoshi finished up Modern and we practiced ^^ I like our ending, ♥
Lunch, and Slept with '96 Girls :D Followed by Measurements for clothes & Massaging.
Girls' version of Ganging is always hilarious and adorable :P

Danced many times of Cultural & Modern, then went down for Water Games ! ^^ Played a
lot of games, Group4 ftw ♥ We scored over 1000 points, Highest score :D Then
had BVG and Dismissed soon (; Walked to Clementi with '96, then Took MRT to Pasir Ris
with Yongjian/Tianyi/Xuejing ! ♥ It was a nice journey ~

Ate Cup Noodles before going, Thanks to those who brought us in ! Most of
them did the Barbecue while the 3 of us slept ^^ Awesome loads ... ♥ Slacked and went
for Midnight Movie, ♥ Watched Repunzel, Thanks Tianyi for letting me sleep much ! :D
Slept from 5AM to 7AM, then Breakfast + Wild Wild Wet !

It was damn fun, and Adeline joined us halfway ! (; Bathed and Had lunch. Then Me,
Xuejing & Tianyi slept awhile. Rushed out to rent bikes, Double Biked with Tianyi !
They started Barbecue again while we rotted ! ♥ In the end, gave up on the food
and Mr Chan ordered Mcdonalds' for everyone. Mr Chan ftw ... ♥

Chatted with him, he left & we went for Night Cycling (Except Annabel). Cycled
to Changi Village and East Coast before we went back. I love it ♥ Thanks
Tianyi for being there even when you were so tired already :P Love you loads ! ♥
Back to chalet, Collapsed straight. Slept all the way until 10.30AM.

Returned bikes and Checked out. Took MRT to Lavender with Xuejing & Tianyi, then
waited for P.A People (: Koonhui finished up the item, Yay ♥ It's really nice O.o
Practiced, then had Chingay Practice. Darren came then ! Went up Studio, and
Laoshi finished Chingay for our segment, ♥ GroupA with Janessa, I love it ^^

Rotted loads, and she went off ): Waited for the rest, Gossiped with '94 ! Hahah :D
Had dinner @ Bugis with Huiyi/Yanting/Yuting/Yingpei/Yokekay&Brother/Wenxuan/
Jingkai/Douglas/Terence/Jonathan/Tianyi/Ziwei/Jasper ! ♥ Took MRT, Came home soon.
Tired out, Slept throughout the night, 12 Hours ftw :P

Class Chalet + Dance was awesome, ♥ I'm tired out still, SMS-ing Yongjian/Elijah/
Tianyi/Jasper ! ^^ My husband is so cute and random !

Holidays, Here I come !
Good bye Dance, I'll be back in 2weeks time ♥

Hello, Sleep :D

You're the best thing that has ever happened to me (:

"Sometimes I wish the words meant something, As I think back on all your lies ..."

I wish you meant something to me, I wish it was like the past. But sadly ... You're nothing.

Just the way you are - Bruno Mars ! ♥ People are crazy over this song and I wonder
what's so nice about it. Don't really like the melody but the lyrics are quite cute.

2010-12-02T21:31:00.002+08:00

Today was mad O.o Class Allocations out in the morning, 302 sounds ... I don't know.
Dance started, Awesome loads ! ♥ Unpleasant stuffs happened, Made many of us kind of
unhappy ): Practiced for Modern, then Laoshi continued the Dance, ♥ Finished quite
a lot, then Had our lunch ! :D Thanks cultural people for buying lunch for us !

Sleeping time, Chatted with Tianyi ^^ Slept awhile, then Massage etc. I was ganged
by Michelle and Huiping again >:( poor me ... Hope everyone had their laughs ... ♥
Continued Modern until the ending (; I love our dance ! ♥ Danced for cultural,
and They danced for us too ! I like the different concepts.

Debriefing and Dismissed soon. Changed & Took Bus to Clementi with Xuejing/Gindelin/
Yuqi/Tenghwee/Lucheng/Tianyi/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥ I love times we spend together :D
Took MRT and Came home soon. Tomorrow's Dance & Class Chalet, ♥ I hope it turns out
really well ! ^^ Seems like it'll be fun, Buy Beer Buy Beer :P

Chatting on MSN with Jingkai & Sihwee, SMS-ing Jasper ! :D

Sometimes, I can't be bothered anymore -.-
If things are going to be like this ... Let it be then.

Life's happy with you around ♥
I'm not going to ask for more, I just ask for things to stay like so !

Because Contentment, is bliss (:

"Tears still roll down at the thought of you. It's been so long, I still miss you."

When I look at you, I sense the feelings. I sense the pain I feel, I sense the etched love.

私奔到月球 - 五月天 & 陈绮贞 ! ♥ The song is really nice and sweet, I like listening to
it, especially the melody. It's so sweet, like a secret crush or first love ! :P

2010-12-01T20:26:00.004+08:00

Today was cool (: Had breakfast with Gindelin/Tianyi/Jasper in the morning ! ♥ Nice.
Walked to School, Rushed in fact. Dance ♥ Warm Ups and 过三关, then Laoshi finished
up Cultural while Modern did 舞狮 again :D Learnt a bit more drums from Jasper !
Went up to practice our moves, then Spammed flips :P

Laoshi did Modern, Finished up the 2nd Part ! ^^ It's really cool and tiring much !
Had lunch and they didn't buy food for us -.- Nevermind. Slack time, and Sleeping ♥
I was ganged by Michelle & Huiping ... ): WHY ME !? Laoshi continued Modern,
and we finished quite a lot today ! :D I'm real glad, ♥

Danced once for Cultural to see, and Debriefing ! Dismissed soon, Modern Girls had
our Cheer done (; Me, Gindelin, Shilei, Chan, Nat, Twins met the Sec1s O.o weird ...
Well, Didn't really matter anyway. Left. Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Yuqi/
Huiping/Gindelin/Shilei/Tenghwee/Lucheng/Zhenyang/Bryan/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥

Took MRT with Huiping and Came home soon. Tomorrow's Dance ... ♥ Please let it be
a better day ^^ I want to be happy everyday, Remember ? Tiring day, thought about
loads of stuffs & feel weird O.o Putting yourself in others' shoes works well, ♥

I really feel like giving up sometimes, Things seem so impossible.
But like Laoshi said, 你是个年轻人，就活得像一个年轻人，什么事都跟它FIGHT ! ♥

Fight till the end, Leave no regrets (:
Even if you fail at it ... You know you tried your best.

So what's there to worry about anymore ? ^^

"Maybe we were not destined to be, Maybe things should just stay like that forever."

When I hear those words, I wondered if it ever happened. Was it also like that.

Cry - Rihanna ! ♥ I think the lyrics is really nice and fits the melody pretty well.
Sad song though, but it brings out the tears in you and the deep felt feelings ...

2010-11-30T22:01:00.003+08:00

Happy 14th Birthday, Ruiying ! ♥
i miss you loads, my dear mtr. thanks for all the memories, you're the most awesome.

Today was mad O.o Walked to School with Jasper, Big Sized Legs ! :D Dance started ! ♥
Gindelin is back, Yay ^^ Warm Ups, and 过三关. Modern went to practice 舞狮 again, and
I taught The girls + Javier drums -.- Wenxuan, You slacker ! Went back to practice
the flips, Which was scary ): I didn't want to do, But it's hilarious ♥

Laoshi started on Modern soon, Choreographed a lot today ! ^^ It's real cool ... :P
Went for Lunch, Thanks Cultural for cleaning the floor & ordering lunch ! (:
Continued dancing until 4PM, ♥ Then we played Games :D Group "Noted" ! Played games,
and Merged with "Awesomes" :P We're Awesomely Noted !

I like the clinging game, Bonded (; Debriefing, and Dismissed soon. Rotted
in school for damn long because of the rain >:( Took Bus to Clementi with Xuejing/
Huiping/Jiamin/Sihwee/Gindelin/Tenghwee/Shilei/Many Sec3s/Zhenyang/Junzheng/
Tianyi/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥ It's cool to have so much dancers together :P

Had dinner @ KFC with Yanting/Huiping/Huiyi/Cheryl/Terence/Linbo ♥ Hilarious and
very nice (; Took MRT and Came home soon. Tomorrow's Dance, ♥ Hope things go well
tomorrow ! Staying up late to see my Class Allocation, Real scared ... ):

SMS-ing Gindelin, Elijah & Jasper ! 10 Alarms and 5 Alarms !

Thought over a lot of stuffs on the way home, Alone.
The rain always makes for good thinking ... ♥

I really don't want to dislike & be unhappy with anyone or anything anymore !

Life is so short, and I want to treasure each moment ! ^^
From today onwards ... Joanna is going to be a happy kid ♥

Rewind to the past, Back to the time before the drama entered my life.

"It's a little thought a day, It's a little care a day. It's how important you are"

I know you too well, I understand you too well. What would happen, Somehow I know.

This is me - Demi Lovato ! ♥ This song is so awesome, I like it a lot ! Not about the
lyrics or melody, but that it's inspiring and really makes you feel more confident !

2010-11-29T19:56:00.002+08:00

Today was weird ... Reached school early with the hats, and Rotted much. I love '96
loads, Ipod Iphone Maniacs ! ♥ I swear we're the cutest people ever (: Dance started,
Warm Ups and all that -.- Kind of pissed. Modern went down to learn 舞狮, Yay !
I finished learning most of my drums, ♥ So happy, Thanks Wenxuan ! ^^

Somebody finish teaching me please ): Went up and Practiced Flips. Lunch, Spent it
with awesome :D Spammed Flips & Random stuffs after lunch before Laoshi started on
Modern Dance O.o Started soon, I like it ♥ Practiced in Studio, Real awesome dance !
Prison Break and Law, Coooooool :P Although it's confusing >:(

Had a happy Debriefing ^^ Dismissed soon, Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Huiping/
Yuqi/Jiamin/Tenghwee/Bryan/Junzheng/Bingming/Tianyi/Lucheng/Kenzi/Jasper ! ♥
We were looking for Darren, Tsktsk ! MRT with Huiping and Came home soon. Tomorrow's
Dance ! ♥ Laoshi going to continue our Dance, I hope it's nice (:

Tired and Unhappy now. Huiping, I suck so badly ... ! Sometimes, I wish I can just
disappear from this earth ... ♥ Moody Day, But quite fun. Weird ttm.

Chatting on MSN with Clarice and SMS-ing Gindelin/Huiping/Jasper ! :D Welcome back,
My dear ♥ How was Malaysia ? ... I'll tell you everything tomorrow okay !

Nothing to say, I'm speechless.
I don't even know what you want from me anymore !

Just stop playing around with my feelings ...

I'm not a toy, I really like you.

"I don't believe in losing chances, I believe in finding them back. One more time."

He once asked me if I'd still care, I told him maybe not. But I realized it's a yes ...

Absolutely Everybody - Vanessa Amorosi ! ♥ This dance bonded Modern SYF Girls much !
I really like the dance, because when we're dancing it, We all look at Kityarn ! :P

2010-11-28T22:20:00.002+08:00

Today was tiring ): Had AHA with usuals, and Xuejing's joining us :D The dance was
really fun and nice this time, ♥ Performed in front of Laoshi which was nervous O.o
P.A Practice, Usual Warm Ups + 过三关 & Rested ! ^^ Continued teaching "Friends
Forever" to '94 & Learnt 快乐崇拜 from Crescent Dancers ! ♥

It's real nice, Thanks Sarah (; into our groups: GroupD with Janessa, Evelyn,
Phoebe, Angeline, Joanne, Peixian, Chunai, Pearlynn, Misa, Sining, Sinzhi, Linda,
Jocelyn & Idk-who ♥ Scandal Talk is hilarious :P Practiced Chingay, and Ended
soon. Waited for the boys for very long, then met Sixiu ! Poor her.

Had dinner @ Bugis with Huiyi/Sixiu/Yanting/Youzhuan/Terence/Ziwei/Douglas/Wenxuan/
Keelui/Jianhao/Brandon/Jingkai/DarrenLee ! ♥ Bought Mcdonalds' and Ate @ Illuma ! :D
It's damn cool and fun ! ^^ Played a lot, & Left. Took MRT and Came home soon.
Tomorrow's Dance ... ♥ Bringing the straw hats to School, weird ttm ~

And since my blog has too many scandalous stuffs, I shall stop posting them -.-
Chatting on MSN with Sarah and SMS-ing Jasper (: Fatigued but Satisfied.

It's a satisfying day, I like it I like it !
But I saw something ... Which kind of spoilt my day badly ):

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to.

However, It still kind of hurt when I saw it ... Hah-Hah :'(

"When I saw those words, When I felt those emotions. It's seems impossible but real."

I wonder if things have changed, I wonder if it's just like before. I'm kind of glad though.

最长的电影 - 周杰伦 ! ♥ The dancers have been crazy over this song's chorus these few
days because of Tseyu O.o I think the song itself is a really nice one though ! :P

2010-11-27T19:48:00.003+08:00

Today was fun ^^ Wearing the new Dance Tee is really weird, but not that bad I guess.
Warm Ups and all that, Jasper sat aside Tsktsk :P Rehearsal went quite well, Yay ! ♥
Rotted a lot, then Sec2s + Sec3s went up to studio :D Had a bit of Dances, &
Went crazy with '96 ♥ Playing Taptap with so many people is hilarious !

Then Me, Xuejing, Huiping, Bingming, Bryan, Junzheng & Zhenyang sat outside to play.
Chatted about loads of stuffs and many people joined us ! ^^ Sick ttmzxc ! :P
People came up and we prepared for Open House ♥ The dance was awesome, We did
our best and It felt great (: But last year was better though -.-

Did Dance Cheer, then went up for Dance Marathon, ♥ Danced a lot, and Had lunch O.o
Helped to clear stuffs, then Changed and Dismissed soon. Slacked loads and Walked to
Clementi with Xuejing/Yuqi/Shilei/Twins/Jiamin/Chanhong/Natalie/Bingming/Junzheng/
Bryan/Gavin/Tianyi/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥ It's hilarious and weird.

Me & Xuejing went to watch the boys play soccer ^^ I went with Tianyi, Xuejing
went with Gavin ... (; Me and Tianyi more like couple than them >:( Weird couple ~
Chatted with Xuejing, ♥ And we bought bubble tea ! :D They left soon, and we left
too. Gavin left, then Xuejing. Tianyi accompanied me till Buona Vista ... ♥

Mom fetched me from Tiong, Came home soon. Tomorrow's AHA + P.A ! (: Tianyi, you
better stay throughout for P.A too, I don't care ): Don't leave me to die alone. Kind of
tired now ... Long day ♥ But I liked it. Maybe because you messaged me first this
time :P You're so adorable I feel like screaming for you sometimes.

SMS-ing Hengsheng & Jasper (; Stupid Jasper, You better get well soon >:( SYF starts
next week, I don't want you to collapse someday ! Spam Panadol and die soon ! :D

I screamed, because you cared !
Totally going insane, just over a few words that you said (:

I don't know why I'm like this either ...
Y'know sometimes I think I'm really too crazy over you.

Not like I can do anything about it anyway ! ♥

"Baby, I miss you. I miss the smiles we shared, I still cry every night for you ..."

It's that feeling, The butterflies in the stomach that makes you feel weird. Yeah, I hate it.

Dance Forever - Allstar Weekend ! ♥ This song on Taptap is really fun, and kind of
interesting too :D Bingming sang while playing it yesterday, It was damn hilarious !

2010-11-26T21:45:00.002+08:00

Today turned out better than yesterday (: Most of '96 rotted until afternoon in the
canteen because Laoshi didn't let us up to ISH ): I love the girls, Awesome ♥
Oh, and the boys were irritating ! -.- Cleaned up ISH group by group, and I think we
did a pretty good job ! ♥ Then cleared up and rushed down O.o

Girls learnt Stilts + Dances ^^ I like the stilts, Thanks Amanda/Valerie/Xuanlin/
Jinglin ! :D Learnt HeyHeyHey also, went up soon. Practiced 过背 with the boys, and
I teamed up with Amanda/Kityarn/Terence, ♥ Terence is amazing, Kityarn too :P Then
went down for Open House Practice ! (; Turned out quite well, In fact.

Got our new Dance Tee and Dismissed soon. They made me ask Jasper for stead, like he
did in the morning -.- Lame ! Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Huiping/Natalie/Chanhong/
Yuqi/Twins/Sihwee/Jiamin/Tenghwee/Lucheng/Bryan/Tianyi/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥
Had dinner with the girls except Xuejing/Tenghwee @ Pizza Hut ! ^^ Yay !

Kept laughing and gossiping ! :P Took MRT with Huiping, We were crazy ! Came home
soon. Tomorrow's Open House ... ♥ I hope it turns out well, Dance didn't really
prepare this year ): I miss Open House 2009, It was so much more awesome, '94 to
'96 ftw ! ♥ I miss those times ... (:

And I still miss Gindelin, You better come back soon ! Chatting on MSN with her, &
she's fretting over Dance stuffs O.o Don't worry. SMS-ing Hengsheng/Yongjian.
He ain't replying me, so I'm not going to bother anymore. Tsk.

I really wish I didn't bother, I really wish I don't care !
But deep down what I feel is ... I can't stop loving you ...

Can you please start explaining yourself ?

Before I explode because I'm just so confused about everything about you ):
I like you a lot, Please know that, ♥

"When I mention you, When I hear your name. It all feels weird, I love you loads ..."

I'm sorry for all that has happened, Did things really used to be like that ? I feel so bad.

Tatoo - Jordin Sparks ! ♥ Heard it at Pizza Hut just now and really loved it. I find
the lyrics very meaningful and It really expresses what I feel these few days ... ):

2010-11-25T21:17:00.003+08:00

Today was terrible ... ): Things happened, Dance was screwed and All of the emotions.
Morning turned out pretty fine, Learnt Absolutely Everybody & NDP'08 ♥ I like the
dance and our 默契 :D Things screwed up after lunch, Laoshi was really angry ...
Most of the girls cried, In fact almost all of us did.

It doesn't show that we're weak, We just love dance too much, ♥ '96 tried to solve
the problem but it didn't turn out well >:( We're really trying really hard !
Learnt other stuffs, and Had fun with Modern Dance Girls again ! ♥ I love them all (:
Debriefing by Laoshi, then Dancers had debriefing @ Classroom Block O.o

Dismissed soon, Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Huiping/Yuqi/Jiamin/Natalie/Chanhong/
Shilei/Sihwee/Tenghwee/Bryan/Junzheng/Lucheng/Bingming/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥
Bingming + Shilei had sugar rush ! :P MRT with Huiping & Came home soon.
Tomorrow's Dance ... ♥ Somehow, I'm real afraid and moody about it.

Chatting on MSN with Yanting, and SMS-ing Yongjian/Jasper ^^

Sometimes, I wonder why I really care when you don't ...
I'm trying my hardest, Suffering all the stuffs that you make me feel !

And you feel nothing about it, In fact you're smiling everyday ):

But then ... When I tell myself I should just let go since it's not worth it,
You do something to pull me back to your heart again ♥

"Tell me what your frowns means, Tell me why you are so sad, Tell me it's for me."

And I think about them once more, As the images repeat in my head ... All the little things.

"Agents of secret stuffs" - Nigahiga ! ♥ The movie is finally out, I found it really
cool and very cute. At least this made me smile today ... I'm glad I watch it ... !

2010-11-24T19:33:00.004+08:00

Today was moody -.- Had breakfast with Huiping & Xuejing @ Clementi, Met Gindelin &
walked to school :D Dance ♥ Warm-ed up, then Laoshi divided us into SYF Groups ! :P
Cultural started their choreographing while Modern slacked ! We practiced all
the 基本功 and then spammed stunts, ♥ It was real good & fun.

Thanks Yuting for helping me (: Dismissed for lunch, Had lunch with Chan and Nat !
Went up, And '96 Girls chatted ! ♥ Tap tap, Pulling Sihwee's leg and laughing.
Slept a bit, then We started Open house >:( Doing YOG only, Feel damn sad ... Had
the rehearsal @ Parade Square which sucked ~ I can't split ! ):

Sweated like mad and went back ISH ^^ Slacked & Started practicing Shredder !
Dismissed soon, Slacked in school for very long ♥ Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/
Huiping/Yuqi/Jiamin/Chanhong/Natalie/Gindelin/Bryan/Junzheng/Lucheng/Zhenyang/
Tianyi/BingMing/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥ I love my batch ! ^^

Took MRT with Huiping and Came home soon. Tomorrow's Practice again. Feeling kind
of empty, Not really anticipating or what ... ): Maybe Dance is just boring now :P
Sorry, I'm having moodswings now. Tired of lies, Tired of hiding the truths.

Chatting on MSN with Jianbin/Jingkai, and SMS-ing Tianyi/Jasper now ♥ Jasper Tan,
You better rest well ! Stop straining your hand or else I'll whack you !

I'm really tired of hiding everything !
All the feelings I'm holding back, The urge to tell you everything ...

Life's still worth living, I guess O.o

At least I have '96 by my side ... ♥ My awesome sisters + brothers.

"Time is something we missed, All the chances we had, It just happened all wrongly."

That word, That one word. It feels like emptiness now, without the deep pain i once felt.

Fall for you - Secondhand Serenade ! ♥ I don't know how much this song means to many,
but to me it means a lot. It always reminds me of you, and I'm certain you know too.

2010-11-22T20:14:00.002+08:00

These 2 days have been pretty good (: Yesterday was "The Angels' last love for the
fans" ♥ Our last performance for 翩翩扇情 ! ^^ Amazing and Pretty, I love '96 Girls !
Went to P.A, Chingay practice was slack & hilarious :P Took MRT with Xuejing/
Janessa/Brandon/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥ Watched Harry Potter @ Tiong, COOL TTM.

Went home, Too tired to blog :P Today was tedious, '96 Girls were fretting over our
考级课 this morning ): Kept practicing, and Group Hug with Group1 ♥ I love you three !
Our group was 1st, It was scary but good :D I love us. Rushed over to Laoshi's
practice, and prepared for Cultural Potpourri Rehearsal 1 O.o

Danced, Rotted, Practiced, Argued, Cried & many stuffs ... I really cried. Oh well,
nobody cares anyway (: Had lunch with usuals, then went back to ISH for practice ! ^^
Had sleeping time ... ♥ I slept until I was woken up >:( Slacked much, then Laoshi
started to 刁 the movements ! Had a tough time, but satisfying, ♥

Last run, then divided for SYF. In modern with my sisters, but not brothers ):
Settled administrative stuffs and Dismissed soon. Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/
Huiping/Yuqi/Jiamin/Xiancui/Gindelin/Junzheng/Bryan/Tianyi/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥
I love my batch ! :D Even if they are irritating and annoying :P

Took MRT with Huiping, Huiyi ! Had my spectacles done, then bought apples and Came
home soon. Tired but Happy today ^^ Because the day turned out pretty ♥ Tomorrow's
Cultural Potpourri already O.O I'm not really nervous but excited :P I don't know.
Hope it turns out well, Jiayous everyone ! Don't give up please (;

Janessa and Natalie are the worst ever ... ♥
But I love spending time with the both of them, both so adorable.

SMS-ing Jasper now :P No, I won't poison the apple unless you want me to ! ^^

Sometimes I'm happy, and Sometimes I'm sad.
I find the things in life hard to understand, Very hard in fact !

But somehow ... That makes us find motivation in life to hang on :D
Something, Someone or Just a passion you hold on for ...

And maybe that's what makes life so interesting !

I think you're the reason I hang on in life in the hardest times, ♥

"When I hear her words, It makes me wonder. Why do you still hold on when I'm gone."

That familiar factor, It always reminds me of something. Something sad, that's gone.

Oppa Nappa (Live) - Jessica/Tiffany/Seohyun ! ♥ I've always liked this song, find
the lyrics very interesting and nice (: The melody is good and the meaning is great.

2010-11-21T00:26:00.002+08:00

Today was beautiful (: Woke up late, and Watched Kpop Performances ^^ Then rushed out
to Bugis to meet Gindelin & Yuqi ♥ Had lunch @ Burger Kings, shopped around Bugis
street for awhile :P Ran over the place to find Natalie & went to NAFA Campus !
The performances were awesome, Totally amazing ! ♥ Flexible and Scary !

Saw Xuejing, Pinxin, Jinglin, Litong, Xianqi, Chanhong & Phoebe ! :D They were all
very pretty and cool. Cheered for them and video-ed down O.o Went to lobby and
met Xuejing + Chanhong, ♥ Took photos and Chatted loads ! Then took MRT to Clementi
with Gindelin (She went to CCK), and I met Huiyi/Terence/Junwei/Alpha ! ♥

Rushed to Universal Cultural Centre and Practically ran >:( We were supposed to sit
at some weird seats, but we took the "Reserved Seatings" ! ^^ Oh well ... !
Musical Evening was damn pretty ♥ 快乐崇拜 by Sec3s, Chinese Dance by Sec1s/Sec2s,
YOG Remix (; We wanted to leave after all Dance items ended but had finale -.-

YOG was the best, Their girls are stronger than our boys :D Ended, then we went to
Lobby to wait for Dancers ... ♥ Saw Yuren, Kevin and some 301 boys O.o They came
out and Gave us YOG Costumes ): I took 2 home ! Had supper @ Mcdonalds' with
Huiyi/Terence/Alpha/Keelui ! ♥ It was funny chatting. Took MRT, Came home soon.

Tomorrow's WCCC Performance then P.A ♥ Chatting with Sarah on MSN now, I feel damn
inferior >:( Gosh, I hope tomorrow would be a better day (: Spending time with
Dancers today was great, I loved both performances, ♥

Not going to bother, Not going to care.
Because life's filled with Dance, Life's also filled with hopes !

Since life wants to play like that ... I'll play with it :D

I'm going to wait by you, until the day you realize that I'm around.

Oh, and Today is the happiest day of my life in 4years ♥

"When I hear your name, A aching pain feels. Not because of love, but of memories."

I think of him, I think of the memories you were in that included him, I think of you.

Don't Stop Believing (Live) - Journey ! ♥ I know I posted this song, but this is the
live version :D I'm crazy over this song because of Cultural Potpourri, Finale yay !

2010-11-19T20:28:00.003+08:00

Happy 14th Birthday, Jia Lin ! ♥
thanks for being a real awesome sister, i hope you enjoyed your birthday with dance.

Today was tedious -.- Met '96 Girls in school early and we taught Shilei YOG moves !
Dance @ ISH again, NCC Bags were our Obstacle Course :P Had Warm Ups & Laoshi
finished up Cultural Potpourri ! ♥ Didn't turn out as happy as yesterday, but it
was still alright (: At least it was very productive.

Break then Laoshi taught us finale :D Fun and Hilarious ! Dismissed for Lunch, then
had Sleeping time ... ♥ It's relaxing to sleep, but people were irritating >:(
Checked costumes, then Ms Tan came & We went to practice Cultural Potpourri, ♥ Yay !
Did many stuffs today, but of course with the usual feelings O.o

Sec1 Girls + Ms Tan left, then the rest of us went through Finale ! I love
my group ! ^^ Groups danced together, then '96 Girls went up to Studio for practice.
Ms Tan did 翩翩扇情 then did 考级课, ♥ Love ! Dismissed soon, Walked to Clementi with
Huiping/Gindelin/Tenghwee/Jingkai/Junzheng/Bryan/Dijin/Zhenyang/Edwin/Jasper ! ♥

Took MRT with Huiping and Came home soon. Tomorrow's NAFA Performance with Yuqi
& Gindelin, then Musical Evening with Huiyi ! :D Janessa, You owe me one ! I would say
Today was a pretty screwed up day, but somehow It turned out alright I suppose ...
Maybe because I started it out wrongly, I don't know either ):

Really tired today, Dancing after so long is tiring ... I really wish I can sleep
at 10PM later, and I think I would ! Because I know you won't reply to me now.

I don't even dare to message you, because I'm afraid you're unhappy !

Please reply me soon, Even with the most stupid sentence (:

I'm sorry things turned out ugly.

"Life plays a joke on people, Everywhere and Everything reminds me of you, just why."

Teach me what to do, Tell me how I handled you, And let me do the same for once more.

Don't Stop Believing - Journey ! ♥ The dance is damn cool, I like the adorable moves
and how Dancers make it so pretty :D The title also makes a very good inspiration.

2010-11-18T21:09:00.004+08:00

Happy 51st Birthday, Mommy ! ♥
today must be the happiest day for you, i kissed you after probably 5years or more.

Today was tiring :P Woke up early, and My dad fetched Xuejing/Huiping to school ! :D
Met '96, I miss all of you ♥ Dance, Did our own Warm Ups, Laoshi did our Cultural
Potpourri Dance immediately ^^ Many changes, but Dancing with the girls usually
is the happiest thing of Dance, ♥ Our smiles, laughters and love !

Laoshi did the Boys' and we rested, Parang ! *Inside Joke* Combined all,
and Danced happily ! ♥ Dismissed for lunch, but lunch was boring -.- Went up, then
had "Sleeping Time" with '96 (; It's hilarious because you cannot sleep when all the
boys are so noisy and making you laugh all the time ! ^^ Awesome.

Practiced for Open House, then All of us left. Girls went for MsTan's Dance, and the
boys went to Studio to move the stuffs for 考级课 O.o Thanks for the effort, everyone.
Helped the boys a bit, I find the girls strong ♥ They left, & we prepared for our
Cultural Potpourri :D Then Sec1s + Sec3s left while we practiced ~

Did Cultural Potpourri, WCCC Performance + 考级课, ♥ I love my sisters ! Dismissed
soon, Changed and Walked to Clementi with Huiping/Gindelin/Jiamin/Sihwee/Tenghwee/
Yuqi ! ♥ Took MRT with Huiping & Huiyi, Came home soon. Tired out and Yes I'm still
sick -.- I won the bet, I'm so happy :P

Tomorrow's Dance again ... ♥ I love Dance, even if it's tiring ^^ SMS-ing Jasper
now ! :D He says going home earlier is boring, I think it's relaxing, Gosh !
And Huiping you shall die tomorrow, I'm mean right ?

I'm feeling happy today, because I saw you (:
And because you knew I was looking at you but you didn't mind.

You are the cutest thing I've ever seen ...
You're the best thing that has ever happened to me !

I'm happy today, I'm smiling.

"Sometimes I wonder if that was the right choice, but when I made it, no returns ..."

You're still that adorable, You're still that funny. That voice in my head, I'll remember.

Agents of Secret Stuffs - Trailer (Nigahiga) ! ♥ It seems like a pretty hilarious &
exciting show, I want to watch it :P Nigahiga never fails to make me laugh like mad.

2010-11-17T21:20:00.004+08:00

No Mood to blog today, Totally pissed.
Had an awesome day with Yokekay @ Bugis, Shopping for dresses makes me happy ♥
Ate loads, and Chatted much (:

Family Gathering sucked, Of course. Nobody likes it anyway -.-

Well, Except the little ones.

Came home soon but Home isn't much better anyway !
They don't bother, I'm coughing my lungs out here, Wow they don't care ^^
Shows how "important and caring" family is huh ? Pfffft.

My mother asked me "Do you know family is No1 ?"
I told her "I'm sorry but Dance & Friends are No1, because they deserve to be, ♥"

Tomorrow's Laoshi's Dance, Really excited but scared for tomorrow :P
Hope it turns out well ... I'm still sick so that sucks ):

But nevermind, I'll win my bet with Jasper then ! ^^
SMS-ing Huiping, Yongjian & Jasper ! ♥ Awesome people ftw !

I'm smiling a bit now, Maybe because I saw that you replied me ...
Maybe because I care about you a lot (;

Yeah, Truly Madly Deeply in love with you ... ♥
So please stay by my side and fill my days with smiles alright ?

"When I think of you, I feel nothingness. It's empty, without love nor any hatred."

As I recall of a white festival, I recall when I smiled as the coldness actually felt warm.

Your love is my drug - Kesha ! ♥ Been playing this song on Taptap, Not tough at all.
The chorus keeps ringing in my mind now, Can't get it out of me totally, Crazy ttm !

2010-11-16T21:11:00.003+08:00

Today was nice (: Woke up early, and Watched Camp Rock 1 out of random ♥ Love all the
music and the dances, Pretty cool :P Rushed out to meet Huiping @ Tiong and Xuejing @
Clementi ^^ Bought Mcdonalds' & walked to School. Sec3s were clearing studio for
考级课 on Monday, so we helped them a bit ! :D

The studio looked so pretty ! ♥ Then changed and Rotted while practicing our splits.
Yuqi says I'm scary because I can kick my leg up ! :P It was pouring and Sec1s
left soon. They & Sec3s put everything back into studio due to the rain while Sec2s
started our practice ! ^^ We did Cultural Potpourri the whole time ... ♥

Finally finished the Dance, I'm not confident for the 穿翻身 ): I think I'll just
screw it up ! But the Dance is cool and I like it, ♥ Dismissed soon, Bought the
tickets for Cultural Potpourri with Sihwee :D Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Yuqi/
Chanhong/Huiping/Jiamin/Sihwee/Gindelin ! ♥ I love my sisters, Awesome.

Had dinner with Xuejing & Huiping @ Mos Burgers & walked around (: Came home soon
though O.o Tomorrow's probably out with Yokekay, then Family Gathering ♥ I hope
things turn out alright tomorrow (; My flu is still bad, Jasper I told you ! -.-
And with Cough + Sorethroat, It's no joke. Walking in the rain just now yet, ♥

Sometimes, You need to find something worth living for.
That thing that makes you give in your life without regretting !

Making myself sleep in the early hours of the day ...
It's just waiting for your reply !

At times I wonder if it's really all worth it.

And when the Message comes with your care, I smile (:

Because it's all worth it now ^^

"Time doesn't wait for people. You left, you turned back but I've left too. Too bad."

I ask myself at times, if you turned back would I return to you. And I know my answer.

Oh! & Gee - Girls Generation ! ♥ They were totally not prepared for Gee because it was
so sudden, Showed that they Lip-Synced ! And Seohyun's hand for Oh! is always wrong !

2010-11-15T20:43:00.002+08:00

Today was sweet ^^ Woke up early, and I was happy to see your name first thing, Yay !
Met Huiping & Clarice at Tiong, then we had our Lunch at KFC ♥ Turned out we bought
only snacks -.- Rotted a lot, and Chatted much :P Then decided to go Orchard
Cineleisure for a movie :D Kept spamming Ipod(s) & Iphone(s) on the way !

Walked around Orchard before we went to Cineleisure, then bought Tickets for 4PM's
"The Unstoppable", ♥ Rotted at the Food Court, and went up ! :P Bought snacks +
drinks & We were late for the show >:( Didn't really understand the first part,
but I kind of got it after that ... ♥ Huiping didn't understand still O.o

It was a nice film, Exciting and Touching (: Left, and Went to take Neoprints ! ^^
Neoprints turned out awesome, then rushed off ~ Took MRT and Played a lot ! ♥ Came
home soon. My flu is getting worse by the day -.- And Stupid Jasper just keep
laughing at me and bullying me for having a flu ): Stupid you !

Tomorrow's Dance with Ms Tan :D I like practice with the girls, although I really
miss practice with Laoshi ... ): Been a long time since I saw all dancers ...
Chatting on MSN with Huiyi and SMS-ing Yongjian/Jasper ! ♥ They make my smile (;

Sometimes, I feel that the smiles are fake ...
The smiles that we put upon our faces, Just how real can they be ?

Haven't truly smile from deep down for a long time ):

I remember when smiling happily without lies was so easy.

Yeah, it's hard now. In fact, It's impossible.

"They say I'm better off without you, They say but I feel nothing. I don't know ..."

Maybe it was due to time, Maybe we were just too distant. I can't help but wonder why.

Change (Live) - Hyuna ! ♥ She's ex-Wonder Girl and Current 4Minute member :D
Really talented and popular :D I like this dance of hers, it's nice and very very cool !

2010-11-14T21:51:00.005+08:00

Today was fun :D Woke up early and Met Xuejing @ Bugis ^^ We walked around & chatted
for hours, then went to MRT to meet Yokekay/Jasper ! ♥ DarrenLee overslept much -.-
Had lunch @ Mos Burgers, then Met Darren & went to P.A (: Sec2s helped to take
the Mats down, Jasper and DarrenLee were hilarious :P

Everyone came, and Had games O.o Me and Joanna, I love you ♥ Had Warm Ups, 过三关,
Taught the boys "Friends Forever", ♥ Me, Xuejing, Huiyi & Janessa had a happy
time trying to teach the 2 boys ! :P Danced a lot, also Danced YOG ! ^^ Evelyn
joined us for it, while most of them forgot the dance ~

Danced again, then Had slacking time ... ): They did 前翻, and then we tried kicking
up for 后腿. My leg hit my finger and It's hurting until NOW ! -.- Couldn't do
anything after that ! But watching others do is fun too ... ♥ Changed, then we waited
for people O.o Had dinner @ Tiong with many people ! :D

I sat with Yokekay and Huiyi, then Terence sat with Keelui. Jonathan Lim sat on the
aisles and Brandon sat alone in another table ): Poor Brandon ! Ate and Chatted much
with all of them ! ♥ Huiyi, the 2 "Best Friends", Hahahah ^^ Keelui chatted about
old times, and We talked all the way until 9PM.

Left, and Came home soon. Real tired, and Yes My flu is worse now >:( Nevermind, I
can recover soon :D I miss Dance with everyone, like, Nan Hua Dance Society ... ♥
I want Thursday to come soon, Please ! Miss Dance Miss Dance Miss Dance !

Tomorrow's Out with Clarice & Huiping !

There used to be always someone there when I was sick or injured ...
A particular person, whoever it was, who would care for me (:

Today, I realized the sad truth.

No longer would there be anyone, I'm left alone already !
Caring for myself and Protecting myself ... That's what I have to do on my own.

That person who would be there to protect me,
There is nobody left anymore. People left, and left again ):

I'm alone, I'm all alone.

Yeah ... I suppose that is kind of sad.

"All I can do, is to look at those words, and feel the hurt once more. The tears."

Because of you, I stopped learning how to protect myself. I forgot how to live alone.

Friends Forever - SYF Opening Ceremony 2010 Theme Song ! ♥ Everyone's crazy over
this song now because we're using it for a lot of performances :D It's so nice so nice !

2010-11-13T19:38:00.002+08:00

Today was crazy (; Woke up only at Noon, and Rotted pretty much :P Spammed MSN and
Facebook and all that O.o Then, Huiping asked me out for Yoghurt ^^ Met her below her
house, and went to eat Swirl Art ! ♥ Ate loads, I guess we are both unhappy !
Ate and Chatted from 3pm all the way to 5pm :P The person must hate us ):

Left, and I walked her all the way home ... ♥ She waited for bus with me though ! :D
Came home soon. I finished my 206'10 作文, and started on my Holiday PPT.
Using Batch Barbecue, Class Outing, Performance on 21st, Cultural Pot, Open House,
Class Chalet, Dance Chalet, and A.H.A 2010/Christmas ♥ It'll be fun to do ! ^^

Tomorrow's Morning Date with Xuejing, Lunch with Jasper/DarrenLee then off to P.A for
Chingay Practice, ♥ I hope it'll be fun :P Lover is coming too, I miss you so much now !
Although I saw you yesterday O.o My pretty lover would make it, Inside Story ♥
Rotting now, and waiting for my Mcdonalds' Delivery to arrive -.-

Chatting on MSN with Gordon, and SMS-ing Xuejing & Yongjian (:
Waiting for his reply ... But I'm wondering each moment if he's busy ... ♥

9 Messages, with a Good Night one !
That's all I'll ever need, for me to be happy everyday.

Each day I feel the warmth of sunshine, I love life as it is :D

Yes Huiping, I love my life now, ♥
Not because somebody else entered it, but Because I don't feel tears anymore !

Because now, I only feel happiness.

"Whenever I'm thinking of you, I think of everything that went back. The heartaches."

Talking about the little memories, Each one still so vivid described. Meant to be, True.

So Nyuh Shi Dae - Girls Generation ! ♥ This song never fails to make me feel hope &
the brightness of them (: It's one of my favorite song, Old but one of the best ever.

2010-11-12T21:00:00.003+08:00

Today was tiring :P Met Huiping at Tiong in the afternoon, then took MRT to Clementi.
Bought Mcdonalds' and walked to School ^^ We were the 1st sec2 dancers to arrive, ♥
Greeted Ms Tan and ate our Mcdonalds'. Changed too. Tenghwee came, and the 3
of us went in to look at the Sec1s O.o 2009 Memories, Gosh (:

The girls came, and We did Warm Up :D Evelyn came back too, I really miss her loads !
Sec1s rested while '96 Girls ran through 考级课 ! ♥ I love our adorable attitude ! ^^
Ms Tan then concentrated on Sec1s' Dance while '96 went out to practice ours.
I love my group ♥ We were so precised in every move and each angle ! :P

Went in and Watched the Sec1s + Sec3s dance theirs -.- They left, then Ms Tan went
on to choreograph ours ! :D Choreographed a bit in 15Minutes, then Dismissed soon ):
Changed and Walked to Clementi with Huiping/Clarice ! ♥ Had our dinner at Subway,
& we bought Sweet Talk in there (; Kept laughing and Chatting much.

Took MRT to Habourfront and bought Drinks home for Sabrina & Timothy >:( Lazy them.
Tomorrow's Maybe out with Huiping, Let's go Glam-Day-Out ... ♥ I really want that !
Really tired today, I'm sorry I wasn't really clear because I'm sick much ! ):
My sorethroat's getting really bad, and I've a cough to go along with it -.-

Life's awesome like that, with Sisters & Friends ♥
And of course, with a certain person I'm totally mad about (:

Yeah, I guess I'm loving life more ...

I'm smiling each day, The sunshine happiness I once had !

I found my smiles back.

"Maybe if you didn't enter my life, I wouldn't have had smiles. But also no tears."

The memories we shared still run through in my brain each day, Pictures clear like before.

Wedding Dress - Taeyang ! ♥ I like this song pretty much, The melody's very pretty.
Oh, and It's really addictive on Taptap :P The beats are good ! Love this song ttm !

2010-11-11T18:48:00.004+08:00

Hello, Life is as boring as this:

And I'm like this everyday:

Gosh. I wish life were like this:

But I need to wait until:

Because it's like this now:

I can't wait to see:

Life is so boring that I've decided to post my life and feelings through photos -.-
Well, I hope you understood what I meant ! :P

Yes, I long for Dance ♥
Tomorrow's Lunch with Huiping Sweetard then off to Ms Tan's Dance together ^^
Xuejing Crush, You left us alone ... ):

Oh, and I think I'm getting a sore throat >:(
Must be because I kept shouting over the bikes during Class Outing yesterday (;

Oh well !

Chatting on MSN with Kenneth Lum now, and SMS-ing Jonathan + Yongjian ! :D
Stupid Him hasn't replied me for half a day already.

I bet he's gaming again, Gosh.

Waking up to a SMS from you, It totally made my day ... ♥

Yes Baby, I'm mad about you !

"Our roads were meant to part back then, Forcing us to hold on breaks us further."

Just like before, I only trust your words. Just like before, I'm helpless and I need you.

Gee (Japanese Version) - Girls Generation ! ♥ Listening to songs like these is all
that I do these days, I rot and enjoy my Kpop Loves only. What a life I have ...

2010-11-10T21:03:00.002+08:00

Today was crazy ^^ Met Clarice and her Friend @ Tiong, then Took MRT to Bedok !
Met 206 there, then the Girls took bus to East Coast Park first (; Had lots of fun
waiting for the boys, laughed and chatted loads ♥ Then the boys came, and we walked
to ECP, where we rested at Mcdonalds' & Bought some food for lunch :D

Then Yuqi, Wanling, Sihwee and Qiaoyuan rented Roller Blades on their own, while the
rest of us cycled ! ♥ Cycled for 3hours all the way to & back Changi Village !
We were damn frustrated along the way, almost gave up many times ): But we managed, ♥
Returned bikes and All of us were dying already ... -.-

Went to Mcdonalds' to change, then Met Yuqi&Co ! :D Went to Bedok MRT, where they
left & the rest of us went to Bugis for Dinner (: Had dinner at Food Court, then
Yongjian and Gordon left O.o The rest of us left soon too ♥ Dad fetched me home, so
I came home soon. Tired but Happy now ... ♥

Tomorrow's Out with Grandparents (: My other Grandmother keeps telling me random
stories now, Gosh :P I'm not even listening ! ^^ Tired today, Cycled a lot and all
my muscles are aching ... ): But had lots of fun, Spending them with my 206, ♥

I don't know, Why you don't understand.
Guess it's better like that, to end everything once and for all !
Since you don't understand, Since it seems impossible already ... Let's end this.

End all the torture between us, All the holding back we're having ):
I thought that we would end up doing fine, But I suppose it's not like so ...

I suppose, Our ending is to be like so.

We turned out to be really like I once thought, We were not meant to be.

Never mind, I'm going to enjoy life as it is (:

We're still friends, right ?

"I believed in your lies, the miracles I thought I would anticipate. It's all lies."

Please tell me what to do, I'm stuck and I don't know how now, I need you so badly now.

Walk Away (HSM3) - Vanessa Hudgens ! ♥ I feel deeply for this song now, and I have
always liked it a lot ... I guess I really should have known better, than to love.

2010-11-10T10:08:00.003+08:00

Hello ! I just wanted to say something:

ANNABEL KWOK
I MISS YOU LOADS !

Haven't seen you for I don't know how long, Ever since School closed ! Gosh ! ):
It's been 2 weeks O.o Girlfriend you are so busy we don't even talk much anymore ...
Nevermind, I'll go stalk you at your house & school ^^

I miss you I miss you ♥

Oops, but I miss him more :P

2010-11-09T19:05:00.002+08:00

Today was sleepy -.- I was woken up by my sister when I only slept for 12 hours ! ):
Bought lunch for Grandparents and rushed over to their house :D Sabrina came, and
chatted awhile with them ! My grandparents are always adorable ... ♥ Laughed ttm.
Watched television and 黄靖伦 was on the show ! ^^ He's just too adorable !

Left soon, then we took MRT to Tiong O.o Bought stuffs and went to the Hair Salon (;
She washed her hair while I had my rebonding done, ♥ Kept laughing because I looked
very weird :P They trimmed a bit, and Left soon. Had dinner at Redhill and Came home
soon. My dad's at home all day long, and That sucks like mad >:(

I realized I'm a stalker on Facebook because I'm on a high ranking in most of the
people's Fan List ^^ Sorry, Life is boring without Facebook ! ♥ Totally lifeless.
Tomorrow's Class Outing @ ECP ! :D But Soccer Boys can't make it ): Aww, That's bad.
Maybe we should have postponed it, although time would be hard to find, Gosh !

Somebody isn't replying my SMS and That's irritating me pretty much, Pffft >:(
He's probably busy anyway ... I don't blame him (:

You're so adorable, Your everything makes me want to scream ! (;
Everything about you makes me mad ...

You're my first thought, You're also in almost all my thoughts, ♥

It's real terrible I guess, A terrible thing for me !

Because I think I have a little overwhelming crush for you.

"It's not whether you want to let go or hold on, but that you're holding me back."

The most horrible thing and the smallest memories, It's not hard to remember them all.

Hoot Dance (Mirrored) - Girls Generation ! ♥ The dance for hoot is damn nice ! ^^
I want to learn the chorus's Dance badly O.o It's style and moves are amazing ...

2010-11-08T20:04:00.003+08:00

Happy 14th Birthday, Hui Ping ! ♥
thanks for being the best sweetard, i love you for always being there. forever much.

Today was hilarious ! ^^ Woke up 3rd latest, Natalie was the last :P Slacked a lot,
then started baking Cookies, ♥ I left halfway, Rushed home. Bathed, and Rushed out !
Met Xuejing and Clarice, & Adeline came late >:( Completed the stuffs, then
Clarice rushed to find Huiping ! ♥ Clique's Birthday Surprise started :D

1st: My station ! I made Birthday Girl finish 1 full Mcdonalds' Meal, which she took
40minutes or more -.- But we had lots of fun, and Laughed a lot ♥ Stations & more
stations, she finally finished (: Me, Adeline, Xuejing prepared the place, and
I burnt my finger like mad trying to light the candles in strong wind ):

Yes, My finger is still black now O.o Surprised her, Took lots of photos, decided
to go for Yoghurt ^^ I was real tired and slept ... ♥ Left, and They had their
dinner at Hawker Centre (; Me and Huiping didn't eat, Xuejing went off ): Walked to
Tiong, and Walked around with Clarice ! ♥ SHINee Cards yay !

Came home soon. Tomorrow's Rot -.- My dad's car is repaired so he's home 24/7 now.
I don't want to stay at home at all anymore ! >:( It'll be worse than hell ... !
Very tired now, 2 eventful days with 2 hours of sleep ! :D I'm just amazing, ♥

God likes to play jokes on us, Life's just a whole big joke on it's own !
It brings you rounds and rounds ... Back to the starting point.

I think you're very adorable, More adorable than I ever thought (:

I think, I like you.

"The times I called you mine, The times we belonged. It's sweet with bitter within."

It's all a lie, It's all just lies of all that has gone through. Just what is, our truth ?

My Best Friend (Music Core) - Girls Generation ! ♥ This song is dedicated to sweetard
dear :D Although we ain't best friends, our friendship is like so, & I love you loads !

2010-11-08T04:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was awesome ! ^^ I'm going to edit this tonight, because it's really hard to
type at Chanhong's house now :P Yes, I'm at Chanhong's house :D Natalie, Chanhong and
Jiamin are sleeping soundly but I can't seem to fall asleep ): Gosh. Well, Started the
day meeting '96 @ Clementi NTUC & we bought many stuffs for barbecue (;

Then we rushed over to Chanhong's condo, and Leila is already there. Went down to
play games and Frisbee :P Had lots of fun laughing, and the boys owned us loads !
Kept screaming until we were chased out of the court, Tsktsk -.- We took the Barbecue
stuffs downstairs, and SWAM ! :D Yes, All of us swam like crazy ! ^^

Played Freeze & Melt, and Catching in the water (: Also played until we got chased out
once more ): What Indian Guards they have, Pffft. Started the barbecue, but it turned
out to be raining like hell >:( We barbecued in the rain of course, with fails and
many laughters :D Me, Jiamin, Leila, Sihwee and DarrenLee were Pit1, Ftw !

The fire was pretty fail, we managed anyway ^^ Cooked many food, Like our 1st
batch outing ! Memories, we reminisce ... ! Gave Huiping a Birthday Surprise early, and
she was damn surprised ! ^^ Yes, we succeeded :P There, Played a lot and jumped into
the water in the end again ! Splashing water with Tianyi :D

Our water fight is always hilarious and fun ! Packed up soon, and Everyone went up.
Some people left, Some bathed and left. Then Me, Jiamin, Natalie and Chanhong
cleaned up everything and cleaned the house -.- Played card games, Took videos,
Laughed, and had lots of fun + food ! Yes, Girls at sleepovers are crazy.

Well, they are sleeping now and I can't sleep ... ): Thank Goodness for reminiscing
of the old times with Youzhuan ! ^^ I really miss those days a lot. I have a
long day ahead of me, but I'm happy because 071110 was awesome because of '96 !

People who went today: Me, Xuejing, Huiping, Natalie, Chanhong, Jiamin, Yuqi, Sihwee,
Shilei, Gindelin, Tenghwee, Leila, Lucheng, Tianyi, DarrenLee ! 15 people, Love !

We're that awesome batch, We don't have much people but we love everyone (:
Because to me, '96 never fails to bring me smiles !
All the special ones of you :D

I love Dance, I love Nanhua Dance, I especially love my batch ! :D

A free life, filled with smiles and love ... !

A life, filled with happiness because of the people who complete my life.

A life, filled with joy of '96 !

"I wish time could turn back, Maybe if I took a different turn, things won't be like so."

It's that memory of the past, It's the things that happened between us, repeating again.

2010-11-06T21:07:00.002+08:00

Happy 14th Birthday, Renee ! ♥
you're really adorable and so englishy looking much. stay cheerful and happy forever.

Today was interesting (; Woke up pretty late, and Went out with Sabrina during noon !
We went to Bugis for shopping, ♥ She bought 1 dress, 2 shirts & 1 pants. I bought
1 overalls and 2 shirts :P Oh, and we bought 2 shirts for Timothy :D Then rushed
over to Queensway and I bought 4 Fbts there ! ♥ Yokekay, You should go there !

Rushed back to Bugis, met Timothy and his friends @ Iluma Arcade ^^ Played
the "Spot the difference" game O.o Walked around, then left for City Hall (: Had dinner
at Just Acia ♥ Chatted, Laughed and played some Games ! ^^ Laughed like mad much :P
Then we were rushed off by the people -.- Left soon.

Took MRT and Came home soon. Interesting people they are ! :D Tomorrow's AHA Prac',
then off to Chan's house for Batch Barbecue and Sleepover ♥ I'll look forward loads.
Hope to see many of '96 people (; I love my batch, I love life like this !

Life without love is much happier ...
Now, I can actually stop caring about the other half all the time !

I can start to care more about myself, My desires and my loves (:

Probably life cannot bring me as much love or happiness as before,
But at least I'm living each day not with a tear, but with a happy smile.

Yeah, Life is much happier without a care ... ♥

I'm smiling each day.

"I held on for so long, but without your care. Now that I've gone, you came for me."

The stories I have to speak about you is endless, Things that happened, I remember.

I'll be back (Music Core) - 2PM ! ♥ This is 2PM's Goodbye stage for Music Core ):
I think I'll cry, Tomorrow's the LAST ONE already ... Nichkhun, Junsu and Taecyeon !

2010-11-05T22:26:00.003+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday, Jing Kai ! ♥
see i'm posting because of you, hahahah you should be so honored, happy sixteenth.

Today was eventful O.o Outing with people is hilarious, Tap Tap ftw ! ♥ Oh, and now
I can stay overnight @ Chanhong's House on Sunday :D I hope it'll be fun ! :P
Had dinner with Family, then Shopping with my Mom while My sister and Timothy went
to watch MegaMind -.- Apparently, I don't really like it ~

Bought 1 dress and 1 skirt, then 2 Pairs of shoes ^^ I want to go buy sneakers now !
Oh, and Xuejing our Dress Date ): Faster pick a date please. I found this nice
dress style that I want to find (; Tomorrow's Rotting >:( Probably I'll go buy
School Books with my Mom, but I'm pretty much too lazy to ... ♥ Awwww !

I'm studying them so I shouldn't be buying them right ? :D What logic, Gosh.
Feeling very weird today, Must be Cherlyn's fault ! Really tired now, and SNSD won
Music Bank, Yay to them, ♥ Was 2PM and 2AM in the finals ? (:

SMS-ing Cherlyn and Jasper now ^^ Boys with their violent games, I can't take it.
Seriously, Why do boys even like SHOOTING GAMES !? O.o They are so scary ):

SHINee speaks Chinese funny, but they are still so adorable ! ♥
My Almighty Key and Maknae Taemin, Ftw ! ^^

This day turned out pretty bright and happy, I wonder what's the reason ...

Could it be ... Well, I don't know (:

I just know that today, Joanna Teo is happy and she loves it ♥

"If only you knew how I felt, if only you knew how I want to be held in your arms."

The love with a past tense behind it, No longer feeling the same, no longer a present tense.

Hoot (Music Bank) - Girls Generation ! ♥ It's the Music Bank Performance for today,
the winning one :D TaeNy are so adorable, and Yoona/Tiffany is so pretty, SNSD ftw.