Hi people I'm back ! (: Well I'm not here to do much updates and all though I've been pretty MIA since Thursday up till now .. Whether it's on social media or on my blog. Well basically I've been having dance stuffs for the past few days and spending quality time with my MacBook as usual ! ♥


Had a performance on Saturday + AHA Practice on Sunday ^^ It's real good 'cause we managed to finish the Dance (finally) and it was terrible catching up on my part -cries- Well 'cause I missed the previous practice due to Zodall Steamboat #guilt But I'm trying my best to catch up and I really need to set my priorities right omgggggg.

Note to self: Dance first, before everything

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Been listening to Miley Cyrus's Wrecking Ball, ♥ It's a pretty good song if you don't actually watch the Music Video while listening to it. I have nothing against Miley Cyrus or her new image. Honestly I don't believe in the "Omg she changed so much. I wish she was still the person she used to be."


She's a very different youth .. Having grown up under heavy media attention being Hannah Montana and all. And I loved Hannah Montana, every bit of it ♥ But I, too, have to accept that it's majority media portrayals rather than who Miley Cyrus truly was. The show was part of our childhood and that should be left in our childhood (:

If she had started out as an Artiste being this way, she probably wouldn't have received such heavy controversial views about her; But that's unfair. Because society's always telling us to "Be who we truly are in the media scene because it's easy to lose yourself" - Then why are we blaming Miley for being who she truly is, doing what she truly loves??


That being said, I'm personally not someone who enjoy such visual exposure as a whole. Be it Miley Cyrus or some other Artiste, I'm not comfortable with it. I'm still her fan nonetheless, but I just wouldn't enjoy the music video as much as I love her music .. ♥

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Today, my dumb friend (I have a few) tweeted this:

"True friendship is when I countdown with @lovethdanceee to a special day and she reminds me to bring toothbrush for a sleepover" - @pekyj ♥


I've honestly never had such a unique friendship as I have with her and I have to talk about it. We started talking one day in class when I noticed her Desktop Wallpaper. Then we had those late-night-talks where we confided our personal feelings (for our crushes) with one another and opened up to each other (sounds so gay♥♥) and got closer as friends ^^

Our friendship blossomed because of our common topics and eventually we grew to become friends that were accustomed to one another's nonsense !! ♥ If one got hold of our conversation, they'd probably laugh to themselves the entire time :P We've talked about the craziest stuffs together and gotten emotional in front of one another (':


But honestly .. Even if I laugh at her and tease her all the time; I wouldn't survive in Poly without this friendship ♥ She's a friend I truly treasure and I hope we'll continue hating each other till forever HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. No I couldn't say anything sweeter already, Dumb Blonde.

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Last part will be on my latest craze !! ♥♥ Something's I've been itching to mention but never had the time + motivation to :D If you've been reading my posts, you would notice that I've been posting videos of Chinese Music or Drama Scenes.

Well I've recently decided to re-watch the old variety episodes of 模范棒棒堂; A variety show started in late '06 whereas a group of male youths are chosen onto the show to train to be artiste(s). Stopped in mid '09, it created 棒棒堂♥ (previously a popular Mandopop group in Taiwan) which eventually split into JPM and Lollipop F ! ♥



It's really sad 'cause I used to like them when they were popular back in '08 ! ^^ I enjoyed their music and the shows they starred in !! They were good in dancing, acting, singing and all ♥ But things changed and I wouldn't explain but I'm still supportive of them up till today (:



I love Lollipop F and JPM, despite them being compared frequently. Though I'd still wish that they would be re-combined into 棒棒堂 once again ):

My favorite? Hahahahah my bias is 王子 ♥♥♥; Previously the pretty-boy in 棒棒堂 and currently the "P" in JPM. Joined the show when he was 17, he was the 2nd to be chosen as part of 棒棒堂 and was the most popular/youngest in the group. Having a fan-base of 100,000 not long before they debut, he is also the favorite of their boss + manager.


Having left the group, he was part of JPM as the "P" part, naming Prince (: Alongside him is his younger brother, JPM's "M" (Modi); Previously part of the show and part of the second group formed - Choc7.

Personally, I would prefer Mandopop to Kpop or English Music and all because I grew up listening to it and would never stop liking it ^^ I know Mandopop's not a very popular genre these days, as compared to the years before. But that doesn't mean I should fancy what's mainstream and neglect what I truly love .. ♥ Don't find me hipster and all, I just enjoy listening to Chinese Music (:


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Ending off with a dance by 棒棒堂's best 3 dancers (:
Now, top that.

Heyyyyyy ! ^^ Back after 4 days of busy days ^^ Been working on Tuesday and Wednesday so I was rather tired to do anything ~ #shag But work's over and now's the party time (Y)


Monday was rather fun 'cause I had Fagponac Outing !! ♥ Nope, there's no way they are going back to Suponac :P -staying as fagponac for life- Met Reza, Kass, Syariff and went to Ice-Skate @ J-Cube !! Don't underestimate our boys alright; they learn slow, but steady (: So proud of them but the video's hilarious HAHAHAHAHAHA. Oh you can look it up in Kass's Insta @farzywuzzy

We even went for a movie (2 Guns) which was ridiculously hilarious ! :D Then Kass + Reza left while we joined Moira, Weihan, Weijun for dinner, ♥♥ Love them to the moon and back (:


(^) Thoroughly enjoyed the time spent with them. It was a 2d1n camp back then and we didn't even bond that much .. But look how far we've come now, together as one ♥ The never-dead-WA and the constant jokes we make; I love you Fagponac, all of you !!

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For today, I had my Martians virgin Outing !! ♥♥♥ Met Sherry, Roxanne and Ashley first and went over to Upper Thomson where we met Darren, Wenhao, Yanxuan, Alex and had Udders ♥ Ate Pancakes with Bacon, Cheese Sausage, Scrambled Eggs -dayum- Then we had dessert and I had Horlicks + Chocolate Ice-Cream.


Decided to drop by the Prata House and most of us ordered Plain Prata but it was good and all ~ Thereafter, we met Willi while Darren left. Headed over to the Beancurd shop and had Beancurd, Soya Milk + 油条 ! ♥ Dope food I swear, but Willi makes it disgusting ._______. Yixuan joined us before we headed to Salted Caramel for Ice-Cream !!


By then, Devina and Gladys came and we had Ice-Cream + Chilling session (: It was an amazing talk I had with Yanxuan, Sherry, Roxanne ♥♥ I love you girls to the moon and back as well !! Finally headed over to Little Pancakes where we had really adorable Pancakes ^^


They continued having dinner while I rushed over to WCP to meet my Zodall Zombies ♥♥♥

We celebrated Fion's birthday and played with Candles + Sparkles over snacks !! :D You can check our extremely #yolo video out @lovethdanceee @JUSTZIYI @DarrenxGregory on IG. We didn't video the failed attempts but that's pretty much what happened ~


It was so nice talking + catching up with them before we left for home (: TBG Unite ohyeah !! Darren alighted first while Ziyi and I decided to wait for 120. Talked along the way home and it felt so good, ♥ Love you so much, Ziyi ! ^^ Favorite-est GL of mine I swear.

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It's been such an amazing week .. Surrounded by Fagponac, Martians and Zodall ♥ I've never felt so satisfied with a week before and I'm so thankful to have them by my side (':

That aside, I have rehearsals tomorrow evening + performance on Saturday night !! :P Let's hope everything will go well -prays-

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(^) Quick update yeah. There's a post I really need to post but it's somewhere in my drafts 'cause I haven't done the editing + filtering yet. Sorry but I'll find the time to post that soon alright ~ ^^

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I thought of the happy times we'll have, the smiles and the laughter;
But when I stopped, I realized that he's filled my mind, every part of it.

请在我后悔之前离开我 - 飞轮海 ♥
People's been commenting that I've been posting 棒棒堂 songs a lot so here's one of Fahrenheit !! I still love 棒棒堂 more but I love Fahrenheit's songs as well (: It's one of my favorite songs btw.

Hi people ! ^^ Back after 2 days 'cause I'm in the mood to type hehhhhh ♥ Actually I'm supposed to be bathing now 'cause I stink like hell after Dance but I'm kind of lazy -guilty- Anyhow, I had a good practice today and I hope it'll be a good performance on Saturday !! :D

 
Oh, it's a performance @ TPY Safra on Saturday and we're the opening act I think? O.o Quite a burden 'cause we have to sit on stage for 6 over minutes (like when audience start entering) to have the serious and mysterious feel ! ♥ It's quite an interesting Dance actually, we'll be wearing masks and acting like Ghost. So the moves this time round are all pretty much exaggerated and ugly ~

Dancing with the seniors so I'm pretty stressed, but they are all really nice people !! (: Oh and I'm sitting between Jeffrey + Kenric for opening :P GG.com 'cause they make me laugh all the time sighhhh.

Anyway, the performance aside; I was kind of dreading to go for practice today ._______. Wanted to stay home 'cause the heat was killing but I didn't have a choice (I already missed practice last week). Anyhow, the studio's aircon was spoilt so we sweated buckets and I felt pretty good, ♥ People must think I'm mad but it's actually more shiok if you dance without air-conditioner. You sweat and you feel warm-ed up to do the moves better (Y)

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Thinking about Dance .. I've been dancing for over 8 years already ♥♥ I remember joining dance at first just 'cause I wanted to learn splits and look where I am now ^^ Nothing satisfy me more than the feeling of dancing on stage actually (: To be under the spotlight doing what I do best, what I love most. I love feeling the aching after a dance day 'cause I stretched my best.

I remember mommy used to wash my leotard/slacks (hand-wash) and the water will turn black 'cause there's so much sweat/dirt and I would laugh .. ♥

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Actually .. Today I thought a lot. I wouldn't be secretive about it 'cause I don't feel like it's something I should be ashamed of. When I saw you entering the studio .. It felt weird. And seeing you for the entire practice gushed up so much memories in me. I blanked out, 'cause I was thinking about them. I tried to strike up a conversation but I knew that'd do nothing good for both of us. I tried acting like friends again but I knew things just wouldn't be the same as it used to be.

And I'm sorry. I'm sorry for changing what was seemingly a balance between us. I'm sorry for moving a step forward and then ten backwards. I wish I could pick up what's left of our friendship but it's in ruins. I don't blame you because you gave me the best you could .. And it was more than I deserved. But I held on to the wrong things and let go of the right ones. I can't go back to undo my deeds, I can only sit there, blank out .. Think back on the friendship we once held on to.


If you gave me a choice again .. I probably wouldn't have taken that step forward. Because I know that I condemned our friendship that point on. And I'd rather lose the memories we shared than cut-off what future memories we'd have created.

You're still an important friend to me .. Although I know you'll never forgive me for what I did back then. I am not the victim (like you said I claim to be), I'm the culprit. I probably deserve your hatred after all I did anyway. But a friendship like ours was precious, it was special. We were friends nobody else could replace .. We had memories that date back. And I wish we were friends again.

I wish you'd still ask me to go welcome the audience with you, sit down when you see me alone and ask me about life, about dance; But we can't play our broken strings, not anymore.

Broken Strings; Now doesn't that bring back a thousand memories (':
"I tried to hold on but it hurts too much"

It's the 2nd post of the day and honestly that's pretty weird 'cause I haven't done so in .. 2 over years? Somewhere there I guess. But I suppose I wanted to do this, so here I am (: There's no real restriction on how many posts one can do per days anyway ~

But as the opening may suggest, this will probably not be a "How my days went" kind of post 'cause I don't have much to talk about anyway !! :P But it'll still be a read-worthy post nonetheless, ♥ (At least I hope so.)

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It has occurred to me recently that I portray myself in a very "present-not-past" manner in front of my new friends. Truthfully, I've never been one who's ashamed of my past but 2013 has taught me one thing: The past has passed and we should behold the future ♥ I would share my past (ugly or pretty regardless) to my friends if they were to question but I ain't a person who would voluntarily voice out.

Even on "tonning nights" during camps, I didn't actually gave much opinion about my personal experience regarding the topics we talk about anyway. And for that I'm pretty apologetic actually, but I'm really not one who enjoy sharing.

But I decided that it's good once in awhile to reflect on my past as well (contradictory) since it's something I've learnt and grown from. So here's pretty much how great/horrible of a person I am for the past 17? years.

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I wanted to be a teacher when I was young, very much like my cousins, my sister and everyone else. The difference being .. I grew up to live a different dream while the 3 of them went on to realize it. My 2 cousins are currently teachers and my sister's learning to be one eventually .. ♥ For me, I would still want to be a teacher ^^ But I want to be a Dance teacher ♥♥
I would admit (something I've never actually outright said before) that I really aspire to be a Dance instructor someday. (as much as my dance techniques doesn't qualify me so) It doesn't matter what level of Dance I'm coaching at .. I want to do something I love for a living :D I know it's not practical .. But it's really what I dream of doing 10 years down the road.

(^) That brings me to another topic, actually. Having had this dream since I was in Sec3, I often wondered about what I could study after my O Levels since there wasn't actually a "Dance Course" offered in Singapore Education (excluding NAFA etc.)

I have since-long decided to go the Polytechnic route because I knew I wasn't one to mug real hard in JC and get a A Levels Certificate. But I honestly didn't know what course to choose because there was nothing that interests me. (I'm sorry) That probably explains why I put AJC as one of my choices when my O Level results came out, because I wanted to give myself 2 more years to make that choice. But God decided otherwise for me and I'm in Mass Communication now.

I'm sorry to whoever who tried their hardest to get into Mass Comm or whoever who tried really hard but didn't get in .. Because I never thought it was anything much to get into this course. When I put Mass Comm as my 3rd choice, I didn't even know the cut-off point. I kind of knew my first 2 choices (AJC, ABM) were a challenge and I had this gut that I would get into Mass Comm. It never occurred to me that I would get beyond my 3rd choice 'cause I never thought of Mass Comm as something out of my league.

(^) Whatever I said may have seemed proud/arrogant and may even prove to be hurtful to people who dreamt of getting into Mass Comm since forever. But I want to be truthful. And I know that there are people who gave their hardest in hope of realizing this dream .. Some who may have not realized it even. And I'm sorry to them.

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Well .. The next is pretty awkward. My relationship past.

I've had friends (new friends) telling me that they heard about my not-so-clean-past in my relationship area. And yes, I'm not exactly proud of it. My friends have had friends ask them "Eh who's Joanna with now?" "Who's Joanna dating now?" and I can tell you straight: I'm not dating anybody now.

My 4 years were filled with relationship complications, I can't deny. I've had 7 relationships as far, with 5 serious ones. The other 2? Oh you know like when you're in primary school and no r/s is serious anyway .________. You don't even talk to the other half !!

I have broken girls code before .. Having dated my friend's ex-boyfriend when she was still in love with him. And I have dated people who are completely not compatible with me. I have broken the hearts of those who gave their everything into the relationship, and honestly I'm not a very good girlfriend to have. I personally admit that I have very bad moodswings and I would rant out on you just 'cause you're my boyfriend. I could be smiling like an angel one moment and screaming at you the next. That makes me a very hard girlfriend to please and a horrible one to have actually. And I wouldn't deny so.

I feel personally offended when people who don't know me call me a player. How much do you know me to say that anyway? Are you even a close friend of mine? Just try living my life for a day and tell me how that feels.

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I was always happy to have tanned skin. One reason being I really like being dark and the other being it covers up my bruises and scars (: Bruises 'cause I'm always hurting myself by hitting into the bed edges or falling when I'm dancing .______. Scars, 'cause I've had an awful past.

Yes, I would openly admit that I used to self-harm. Say whut?
It's "something to be ashamed of" but I'm proud to have walked out of it :D

To girls out there who believe that "physical pain can reduce emotional pain" or that "you wanna die 'cause your life is horrible", it's not worth it. Yes, everyone says that but "they don't know how you feel". I know, and I know it feels horrible .. But it's truthfully not worth the while. I've seen how much you make those who care for you worry, I've had friends who are on the brink of tears 'cause they worry so bad. And that's when you'll realize that you're not alone and it doesn't matter how much emotional pain you're going through 'cause your friends will be there for you ♥♥♥ 

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That kind of concludes a brief part of my past, significantly. I could have not posted this post, and I would rid myself of any impression my friends would have of me after reading this .. But I decided that I wanted to do this ! ♥♥

Yes I haven't been the perfect girl in my life. And I know there are people out there who dislike me for my guts or whatever, I wouldn't force you to like me anyhow.

I'm not someone who want to impress everyone. I wouldn't flaunt my talents (actually 'cause I have none) because I believe that doesn't make anyone remember you anyway. So what if you're the "perfect girl" in everyone's eyes? You're living in constant pressure to be perfect while I can goof off and feel completely comfortable about it ! ♥

And I know you are probably reading this .. Thinking about all the flaws I have and how awful of a person I have been in the past. So I wouldn't be seeking to impress you or appear good in front of you. Because that'd be a lie I don't want to tell. I hate lies (as everyone know) so I would hate to lie to anybody as well. Unless well, it's a birthday surprise ! :P

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Lastly .. I'm not perfect, but I'll keep trying to do my best (:

跟着我的Tempo - 棒棒堂 !!
"Even if I'm not on the beat, but that's just an attitude" - Don't be afraid to be yourself, however different you may be from everyone else.

Helloooooooooo people ♥ Updated not long ago about my Korea trip, which I guess everyone knew about O.o Friends have been asking me about my Korea trip, even people whom I'm not close to HAHAHAHAHAH ! But it's nice to know that they care ^^ (or maybe they are indirectly asking for souvenirs hmmmm.)


Anyway I'm here to blog about the Mid-Autumn celebrations back in NHHS yesterday !! :D Basically I went back with the entire 1996 to spend the evening together, catching up and all ~

Firstly, Happy belated 17th Birthday to my Bestie ! ♥♥♥



Thank you for being the kind of friend that completes my sentence when I just say a word, and I'll know what you're thinking about even if you don't say a word (: We argue all the time but we're always there for one another in tough times and that makes our friendship so much more precious ^^ I remember when we talked that night back in Batch Chalet '12 and the stuffs you told me. '96 will always be the closest family for each of us and you'll always be our leader, our roof :D

Thank you for having been such a great leader of '96, the chairman of NHDS ♥ You've definitely done all of us proud, and I miss those days you stood up there leading Dance with all of us (':

Here's to the next 60+ years of being Best Friends !!

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Went over to my Grandparents' yesterday 'cause I haven't seen them in the longest of times ): Promised them that I'll drop in every Wednesday from now on with the 4 hours break I have when school starts ! ♥ Love them beyond words I swear :D

Rushed over to Buona where I met Pinguo_pie for lunch and Met Yanxiaojie before we headed to Clementi for Tutti Fruitti !! Did loads of retarded shits there and spammed '96 WA with our rubbish AHAHHAHAHAHAHAH. The people in the shop must think we're crazy ._______. Anyway we met Gin and walked over to NH ^^ Met the Girls before we went up to the Dance Studio, ♥


Talked to the Juniors a bit and they showed us their Mid-Autumn Dance(s) !! ♥ Talked to Ms Tan as well and gave the juniors Sweets/Chocolates as motivation (: -NHDS tradition-

Met the Boys and we celebrated Tianyi's Birthday + Jasper's be-early Birthday !! :D I'll wish you again on your actual birthday, horny bastard ! ♥♥ Anyway, we went around the carnival but there weren't much stores anyway ): It's quite a boring atmosphere this year honestly .. Sighhhhh. But we supported our juniors till the last dance nonetheless and screamed our loudest for them .. ♥


The carnival ended and NHNP lepak-ed @ Fitness Corner till they chased us out of NH (Y) Headed over to Clementi where we bought Mcdonalds' for Supper and ate @ Playground !! ♥ It felt nice catching up with them as well ~ I miss them a lot though we see each other in school a lot :P Can't wait for Chalet, hope I'll be able to make it !! ):

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Felt nice to have spent time back @ NH yesterday ♥


Managed to spend time with '96, talk to AF Clique, lepak + supper with NHNP, chat with Ms Tan, gave a hug to Yizhen and talk to Janessa + Huiyi, ♥

It was nice to know how some things never change (': And NH feels like home no other place can give. "家好月圆庆中秋" - with who else other than them.


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Oh and Huiyi Ling we need to go for a buffet soon please !! ): We used to eat like EVERY week and now we don't even see one another anymore sighhhhhh.

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Sometimes I wonder .. How happy would I have been if it was you.
If the one was you instead .. How blessed I would have been.

But sadly, it's not you.

Good Time (:
It's always a good time with all of you.

Heyyyyy people !! I'm back from Korea and yes, this shall be my Korea Trip Post ♥ Hahahahah I was pretty lazy to do it yesterday and much less say Sunday 'cause I had work early morning the next day for both days :P But tomorrow I'm off from work so I felt obliged to blog about it ~



09 Sept 2013:
Nothing about the day actually, 'cause I spent the entire day watching drama at home :D Left in the evening for the airport though my flight was at 10PM ): Texted Regine along the way, dumb blonde said she'd miss me ! ♥ Hahahahahahah but we talked so much during the week she probably didn't miss me that much.

10 Sept 2013:
Reached Seoul real early in the morning and made our way to Myeong Dong where the Hotel was at, ♥ Settled down and washed up before we went off !! Went around the Museum areas @ Gwanghwamun and had lunch there (: Then we had a lil' shopping time @ Insadong before heading over to Hyehwa for dinner + more shopping ~ Lastly, we went to Dongdaemun for night shopping ! ♥♥ Pretty relaxed for a day 01 I'd say.




11 Sept 2013:
Woke up quite late 'cause the rain was definitely too amazing to not sleep in ^^ We had a rainy breakfast @ Coffee Bean before planning to shop at Myeongdong area for the morning. We ended up shopping there till 4pm !! ♥ HAHAHAHAHAH I bought a whole load of rubbish ~ Dad went for a massage while we went back to put the stuffs before we headed to N Seoul Tower ♥

  
Breathtaking view, I'd say ! :D And it's real cold up there .______. Had our dinner back @ Myeongdong shopping area before we went back to rest ~

12 Sept 2013:
Left rather early for the airport .. Sigh. I miss Seoul already. Took a plane over to Jeju Island, and reached around evening time. We spent the rest of the day wandering around the town areas + doing a lil' shopping as well ! ♥

I love the views + peace @ Jeju Island ♥♥♥ It's so calm and slow there and it reminds me a lot of Reply 1997 (though that was at Busan)


  
13 Sept 2013:
Woke up super super super early and the Taxi driver that Mom pre-hired came over and toured us around the island !! It takes real long to travel from one place to another but the views are beyond breathtaking ~ ♥

We walked through a Lava Cave + Maze Park for first, and went to a hill where I rode a horse ! ♥ Hehhhh it's the 2nd time in my life but the first that I have actual memory of anyway ^^ Rode a submarine and that felt pretty cool but didn't see much fishes anyway :P After that, we went over to the Folk Village where we died in the heat T.T And finally went over to the Waterfalls where it was pretty rocky but cooling (:


14 Sept 2013:
Woke up really early again 'cause it was sight-seeing again HAHAHAHAHAHAH :P This time it was a rainy day so we didn't do much .. ): Much to my regret. Went over to a Floral Garden first where we walked around the pretty flowers ! ♥♥♥ And made a wish in the waterfall/fountain.

"They say if you throw a coin over your left shoulder in the wishing well, your wish comes true."


I guess some people would know what I'd wish for .. ♥ Though it's probably hard to come true sigh. One can only hope ):

Headed to the Chocolate Museum where everything was so sweeeeeeeet ! ^^ Bought chocolates there for Joelle as well heheheh :D -she likes the chocolates I bought- Went to another waterfall area before we had lunch !! And we went to this place where everything's miniature and mom got real excited over taking photos ~ I enjoyed taking photos with Marilyn Monroe anyway ! ♥♥

Lastly, went over to another Floral Garden (my dad got real annoyed by it) where we took a slow walk around the flowers (: And our day ended this way.


15 Sept 2013:
The saddest day 'cause we had to go home T.T I took a real good look at Jeju once more 'cause I've never wanted so badly to be in another place than I wanted to be in Jeju ♥ It has the colors of peace written all over it ! (:

People, do take a trip to Jeju 'cause you get to think a lot about life, about everything .. And the peace there makes one so relaxed. ♥


Oh and now I'm back hahahahahah :P

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I had work these 2 days so I was pretty MIA and not everyone knows I'm back. But I'm off tomorrow onwards although I have plans heheheheh ^^ Shopping trip with Pris + IsaacKhoo tomorrow in Town, after forever ! Sadly Isaac Ng's not back in time to join us yet ): #H&M

And I'll be visiting my Grandparents + MAF back @ Nanhua with '96 on Thursday ! ♥♥♥ Can't wait to see them, I miss them so bad ):

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Too little, too late.
We're never too late .. but we're always a lil' short of forever.

All for You - Seo In Guk + Jung Eun Ji ♥♥♥
I've posted this song once but this is with the Reply 1997 scenes !! Gotta love Yoon Jae + Shi Won sighhhh (: It's a good song to listen to on a quiet and peaceful day.

Hellooooooo keedz ! :D I'm back from Camp ^^ But it'll only be for 2 days 'cause I'll be flying off to Korea on Monday all the way till Sunday, with my family ♥♥ But I'll blog about my camp experience today ^^


Basically I was attending the Team Bonding Camp organized by NPSU from 05 Sept to 07 Sept ! ♥ Was supposed to meet Zodall @ 0850 but we ended up reaching at 1000 HAHAHAHAHAH #zodallstyle We went in real late and all of us were in different groups ):

I was in Mars, with 18 people ! (:

Sherry, Ruien, Elaine, Shihui, Yanxuan, Roxanne, Devina, Aubrey, Anda, Gladys, Renee, Justina, Victoria, Darren, Ashley, Shawn and Wenhao ! ^^ And of course, with our Facils .. Siying, Alex, Yixuan and Willi !! ♥


22 in Strength and we spent a great 3 days together !

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Day 01 was relatively boring 'cause of the horrible rain ): But we had quite interesting games + dirty games ~ And we also designed our Identities etcetc ♥ Then we watched a night movie in the LT, Dead Silence before Nightwalk O.O The second movie was Sinister but I only managed to watch like 3/4 of the movie ): Was really upset 'cause I wanted to finish watching it :@

The nightwalk was quite interesting though, heheheheheh ^^


Slept with Zodall ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Can't express how much love I have for them but I really felt comfortable being by their side again !! :D

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Day 02 was more interesting 'cause we had an Amazing Race @ Botanic Gardens but the rain kind of spoilt the feel for the first half .. ): However we still had a great time and took quite a few group photos hahahahahah :P Rushed back to school where we played games before dinner ~

We had Camp Finale for Night 02 where all the groups had to perform a Skit and I'm thankful for Mars for all the effort each and everyone of us put in for it .. ♥ Whether it's the Facils doing Acapella or all of us doing quite ridiculous stuffs, we all contributed whatever we could ^^ We spent the rest of the night tonning through it and talked about so much stuffs (:

It was nice talking about stuffs with them and playing quite retarded games, having loads of fun ! ♥♥ Thanks keedz, I love all of you a lot !!



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Day 03 was really short 'cause we only had Morning Exercise, Brunch and Camp Closure ! T.T But that day was when Mars was really close by one another and we enjoyed the moments we had left. Closure was pretty hilarious and we took many photos together .. ♥


Spent some time with Mars after Breaking camp before heading over to KAP with ma lovelies ♥♥

Had late lunch + catch-up session with Zodall ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Yeah so much love again, and they made me feel beyond thankful for everything I swear (': I love Zodall beyond words hahahahahah !!


Went home feeling horribly tired and slept from 5pm till 9am ._________. #lazygirl96

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Today I went out with Mommy in the morning before coming back to pack for my holiday ! ^^ I'll be rotting tomorrow though .. But maybe I'll ask someone to go out with me before that hahahaha ~  Either ways, I'll only be updating earliest by next weekend so don't miss me alright ! :P

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TBC was a complicated camp with mixed feelings .. Ups and Downs I felt throughout the camp. I wouldn't say it was the best camp ever, but it's one I don't regret going for ♥ Mars may not have had the most marbles or the loudest cheers, but we're a close-knitted group who have quite a blast with one another ^^

TBC made me miss Suponac a lot (: I miss Challengers' 2013, a 2d1n camp where we didn't spend a lot of time together in camp, but bonded so much after camp !! Our chats are still alive everyday and we spam so much rubbish with one another ^^ Although our outing was quite unique, it was one I enjoyed so much because we don't have groups of friends together .. We're altogether as one ♥♥


TBC also made me thankful for Zodall, ♥ FOC was definitely the best experience I had in 2013, and the friends I've made has brought me to today (': Every Heimdall dinner, Zodall dinner, Lepak or Outings/Sleepover(s), you people make me love you even more ! :D It's been near to 1/2 year and we're still as close as ever .. Choosing Zodall over anything else ! ♥♥ Maybe we weren't the loudest sub-group during camp .. But we're definitely the best sub-group in my heart.


Zodall study together, play together, lepak together and stupid things together .. We tell one another to "Shut up" all the time and bully each other but that shows how much we've bonded all along ♥

Thankful for all of you, and I know we'll be even closer in the days to come ! ^^

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Oh and TBC felt empty without Elson + IsaacNg around ):
Miss you keedz lah siah !!

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I'm off to dinner, bye !


Ps. I miss you.
I still think of you everyday and thinking about stuffs related to you everyday.
Hope I'll see you soon.


我们之间 - 棒棒堂 ♥
A song about friendship, about everything they went through and how they will stay closer in the tougher days to come (':

Hi it's been 2 days !! ^^ And I'm here to blog about my amazing day today hehhhhh ♥♥ There was Zodall Steamboat @ Joel's today so it was a wonderful day for me (: 13/30 but it's worthwhile to see everyone after such a long time ~


I had work in the morning and I met Christina + Isabel, who were great company ! ♥ Even had lunch with them and they were real nice people to talk to. Work was quite interesting today and I stayed on a lil' while to complete some work :D Met Jaslyn @ Bishan where we walked around and catch-up for awhile before we met Priscilla !!

The feeling of meeting both of them after so long is truly great, ♥ I haven't seen them since forever and it felt great to spend time with them again !! We rushed over to Joel's where we had late steamboat :P Thankful for Joel, ZN, Rixin, Ziyi & Siuling who sat there with us while we eat (: Had a nice talk while eating good food hehhhhh.


Oh, and we got our Heimdall Shirt !! ♥♥ Thanks to Ziyi + Rixin !! ^^

Most of us went upstairs where we spent the rest of the time chatting and relaxing while talking nonsense ~ It was a rather lazy time but it felt good just spending time with Zodall .. ♥ Felt so tempted to just sleepover impromptu but we didn't in the end ):

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(^) Just a recap of what happened today. Pretty simple, but it's something most of us looked forward to ♥ We haven't had much time to spend together since exams period started and we probably didn't see each other for more than 1 week already ! T.T


It made my day just to be able to spend time with them, especially catching up with Pris/Jas and to be able to hug Noelle + talk to her ♥♥

Ps. Really upset that I spent so lil' time with Liting. I need to talk to her about so much stuffs, and I miss Eloise too sighhhhh.

Can't wait for TBC with them on Thursday + Shopping on the 18th with Pris & IsaacKhoo !! ♥ Sadly Isaac Ng's in China so he can't come shopping with us ): Nevermind, next time then ~ Ok I'll be out with Ping tomorrow so I hope we'll have a good time (Y) BYE.


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I miss you a whole truckloads. ♥
And it doesn't matter what your reply is, it's alright.

Superman - Taylor Swift (:
I was wrong. I don't need a Superman in my life. I don't need you to be a Superman.
I just need you to be you. Whoever you are, whoever you choose to be.

Heyyyyyyy (: Back after a weekend ♥ The weekend had been pretty packed, but it's been really wonderful. Ok quick update but I'll try to be as detailed as I can hahaahahah !!


Saturday was pretty packed, with Fagponac Outing in the day + Sleepover @ Night ! ♥ Met Fagponac(s) @ Botanic Gardens in the evening where we had a late picnic under SHELTER. Yeah we're cool like that ~ Played a shit loads of games and had food punishment O.O But I lost nothing anyway ^^ #luckykid96

I was bragging to Syariff that it's my lucky day HAHAHAHAHAH !! It's lucky 'cause I had an amazing start to my Saturday .. ♥♥


We celebrated Pearl's birthday as well, though it's rather belated ): We love you Pearl, please continue losing more games and getting all the punishment hahahahah :D Well, then I packed some food and rushed over to Chan's where we surprised Lau for an early birthday surprise !! ♥ She was extremely surprised and I'm happy that she was.

Pretty much dead by the time I settled down @ Chan's and we talked a whole load of rubbish (as usual~) and bathed and all (: Everyone got cozy and started spamming photos before my dear had to leave T.T Some of us sent her off to the gate and went over to 711 to buy stuffs.


And we had our Movie Marathon ! ♥♥ Yeah it was the highlight of the sleepover and I got back my slot at the Sofa !! ^^ It's the most relaxing position and I didn't have to squeeze with anyone hahahah. Watched "Love Happens" and a bit of "White Chicks" before I knocked out @ 3am.

All of us slept other than Chan ._________. #lazygirls96 Woke up and we watched "Mean Girls" before some of them left ): The rest of us had breakfast and watched "Bruce Almighty" ♥ With 4 movies down, we washed up and left Chan's .. ♥


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Rushed over to PA for Dance Practice, and warm-up was a killer. But I endured through it and the choreography for the Dance is quite interesting ! :D Completed less than half but it's still productive I guess (: Love Laoshi for everything ♥♥♥

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I'm starting work tomorrow @ 1pm !! O.O Rather nervous but Joelle will be there in the morning already so I ain't alone (Y) Hope that it'll be a good day tomorrow (: Ohhhh and it's gonna be a pretty packed 2 weeks actually :P

I have work tomorrow & Tuesday + Steamboat @ Joel's; I'll be going out with Ping on Wednesday before TBC from Thursday till Saturday ♥ Then I'll rest for a day and Monday I'll be off to Korea ! ^^ Actually this is just a real quick update ~ But I tried to detail down my sleepover !!


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Chan's leaving tomorrow .. Already. Sigh. Wish time passed slower but we don't always have a choice, do we? She'll be back in December but that's still so far away. I don't like the feeling of us not being able to be there physically for her, and I'll miss her so bad !! Either ways, Bon Voyage my dear Lock ♥♥ Our sisters love goes all the way to UK with you alright ^^

I'll miss you (':


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Thanks for helping me start my weekend so beautifully, ♥ I honestly couldn't have asked for anything better and I'll keep smiling 'cause of that (:


One in a Million - Miley Cyrus ♥

I've actually posted this before .. More than one perhaps, in fact. But I was listening to this song otw home just now, and it's still my favorite song since I heard it first in May (: The controversial issues regarding Miley Cyrus lately reminded me a lot of Hannah Montana and how much I wish she was still that girl she used to be .. Even if she's happy with who she is now.