It's been 2 days and I'm back ^^ Heheheheh assignments are pretty much relaxed now (Y) Well Writ Comm is completed and so is LOCVDP Written Test + Tomorrow we'll be done with WEBGRA ♥♥ I can't even express how relieved I am that everything's finally completed (:


Oh but there's still burden DigPho that's due on 06/08 and of course .. Final MEDSOC Exam ): But I love MEDSOC (I must be mad I actually only like Ms Tess ! ♥) But yeah hahahahahah. I'm not really in the mood to blog today but I'm kind of in a horrible mood now and I feel like typing .________.

Monday was relatively crazy 'cause Kambings had to rush assignments like crazy O.O We literally rushed Writ Comm @ OurSpace + we rushed around doing our stuffs !! :P But I love them for sticking through thick and thin times with me, ♥ #KambingsPride We even took the shuttle bus together for the first time heheheheheh :D Quoted "Virgin" experience ^^ #shygirl96 I swear we're the loudest in the entire bus .. I bet everyone else in that bus hated us ~


And we completed LOCVDP Test in 1/2 hour like boss and left. Lepak-ed with them before Heimdall dinner !! ♥ Well dinner went fine I guess? Typical mondays so .. Nothing to talk about (:


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Today was rather interesting 'cause LOCVDP started much later ! :D And I love my class for being with me so much but the jokes need to maintain sometimes ~ I think they saw the rather angst side of Joanna today and I don't know why but I'm not in a real good mood oops :P So if I appeared damn PMS in front of anyone today .. I'm terribly sorry ♥ I love all of you but I'm just not in a good mood sorry ): AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR FAULTS I SWEAR IT'S JUST ME.

But Gofar suffered pretty much of my angst mood and I'm real thankful that he still wants me as a friend after all I've said/done to him today .. ♥ #KambingsLove We bought a whole load of Junk Food to MEDSOC Lecture and Ms Tess was on MC so Ms Loy took over. I guess she hates that group of us from T101 and T102 'cause we were making a shit lots of noise and eating our lesson away ! ♥♥ #YOLO


Had a nice talk with Elson + Joelle after lecture and I'm quite blessed to have them around (': Then some of us had dinner @ Pastabox (Clementi) !! ♥♥ It brings back a lot of memories with '96 and I love that place a lot :D


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Ok I'm still in a bad mood but it's honestly nobody's fault I think ._____. I'm not particularly pissed with anyone I'm just not happy today. Don't ask me why I just feel bad. I think I raged at a few people today unintentionally and I pretty much used sarcasm to get me through my day ): Sorry people, I really didn't mean to.

And to you .. I'm really sorry.
I'm really not in a good mood and all that but I didn't mean to.

Although I feel like it's all too late anyway.



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Bye.

I'm back (: Hehhhh my blog's pretty dead isn't it? :P I'm terribly sorry 'cause this is assignments period and I'm up to my .. IDK IT'S ABOVE ME ALREADY .. piled with assignments ): It's horrible because they came in all pretty late and we're expected to complete them within this week !! Definitely understand what FMS stands for - Forever Missing Sleep ♥


But we're strong and we'll all make it ^^

Anyway the past week has been pretty hectic and I can't actually remember what went on 'cause I was busy rushing out my assignments each day ~ Everyday = Project Meet-ups, Rush Assignments etc. Even when I'm meeting Zodall, I'm doing Essay !! O.O Mr Sharpe, just understand how much I love you already ! ♥♥ On a side note, I have amazing friends who have stood by my side through this tiring week and that's how I got past it :D

Too lazy to update about what went on .. So you'll just relate from the photos alright ^^





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Significantly .. Friday I suppose (: Our S&W class had our very first/last Inter-Class Netball in the evening !! ♥ We were split up into 2 teams since 2 weeks ago: Team Nachos & Team Churros ♥ Churros was named by Sharne btw !! ^^ And you already know my team from the previous post so I shan't elaborate. There were 4 games and with replacements etc .. Only Sharne & I played all 4 games :D I stayed on with my WA while Sharne kept to her GS.

I love the game where we played against the other team of our class though .. ♥ It was Churros' last match and I think we laughed more than we played :P I literally hugged Shirlyn before the game though she's my direct.


It's going to be quite horrible being without these bunch of girls anymore ): But I'm going to keep the memories we shared with me ! ♥♥

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And I have to get back to my essay so I shall end here (:

On an emotional note, though, I miss you.
I miss everything about us .. The happy days ♥
Days when we had sweet nothings and you had nobody yet. Days when I could pretend that it was gonna work out. Pretty Please?

Ps. You look adorable ♥

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黑色毛衣 － 野兽 (Jay Chou - Original) ♥
He sang it real well and I love his voice a lot (:

Hey everyone ! ^^ It's been a great weekend but I don't really have time to go into detail .. So I'll just touch and go ok (:


Friday till Today, I stayed over @ Arabelle's with wRong Pte Ltd ♥ Basically .. That's our group name for LOCVDP :D We had to do filming on Saturday + Project discussion on Friday so we stayed over till Sunday. Friday was so amazing 'cause we had a great lunch + good consultation before I stayed in school for Yggdrasil Dinner ♥♥


Yep, 19/07 = Yggdrasil's 4th ! ♥ Sighhhh time passes so fast ): Had an amazing dinner with everyone, especially Zodall ^^ Heimdall was definitely on drugs that day .. Doing all kinds of crazy things ~ But Zodall stuck together as one and I like that. Lepak-ed with them @ Clubroom and Joel/Elson were being super hilarious !!!!!!!! I laughed till I had stomache omgggggg :P


Nic came over to find me and we "somehow" found our way to Arabelle's, where we met the rest for Supper ♥ Prata is one of the best food ever, I swear !! ^^ I love eating Prata a lot !


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Saturday was filming day + NDP !! (: Filming went well in the morning and we had a fairly good afternoon @ the office as well. I left halfway for NDP though .. ): And felt horrible 'cause I really wanted to be there with them. NDP .. Generally well, ♥ Mommy came to watch and I felt great ^^ Ohhhh and I saw Laoshi + Talked to him :D Best feeling in the world, really.


Went home with Jaslyn, Joel + IsaacNg ! ♥♥ Those impromptu Zodall go-home-sessions are honestly the most adorable and most enjoyable (: Went back to Arabelle's where we had Hans for Supper !! They call me "Bottomless" 'cause I could finish half a chicken @ 1AM + I could eat a lot of rubbish during lunch/breakfast as well ~ I'm actually really not that bottomless.


Lepak-ed all the way till 3+am before we fell asleep in an awkward sitting/lying-down position hahahahahahahah !! ^^ Then we relaxed the entire morning away, drawing make-up on Nic's face + laughing at Joel ♥ Had lunch with them before we all mass-cabbed home :D


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That sums up my stayover but I didn't add in details 'cause I don't really have the time + energy to do that now ~ However, photos do the job so yeah ^^

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Second half will be for Ballet under the Stars !! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


The entire contemporary performance tonight was simply amazing (: Love how the collaboration item was very creative and the techniques were like .. WOAH O.O But it's SDT and I wouldn't have expected anything less ^^ Anyhow, I'm really thankful for '96 ♥ All of you showed up despite our busy schedules and the fact that most of us have early lessons tomorrow. Undone homework .. Dued assignments .. Tests .. But we showed up and enjoyed the show together anyway ! :D It's these little things we do for one another that makes me feel so glad to have met all of you.


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I wanted to blog 'cause there has been this real amazing feeling in me for the past idk-how-long and I only realized it recently !

Whenever I see Laoshi, I feel so warm (: It's like .. He could calm all of our insecurities and make us show the brightest smiles .. ♥ He's like a father to all of us, a role model and the best teacher I could ever have. We always say how much we love/thank Laoshi and sometimes people don't understand why .. But we truly truly do.

What he teaches us are beyond that of the Dance Studio, ♥ He tells us the funniest jokes, the most meaningful stories and any dance technique we'd want to learn !! :D I've never looked up to someone as much as I do to him, and it's such a wonderful feeling ~ I couldn't imagine how my life will be now, if he didn't enter my life in Sec1 ):

All of us love Laoshi .. And we're more than just grateful to have him around.
老师，谢谢你。♥


很安静 － 飞轮海 ! ♥
It's a rather old song but it describes how I feel quite a bit, so yeah (:
 

Hey people ! I'm back after one week of being packed with assignments !! ^^ So thankful ♥ But I'm kind of lazy to do a long, detailed update and I doubt any of you would want to read such a long post so I shan't bore anyone :P #lazygirl96 #exposed


I'll post the photos anyway, and everyone can infer how my week went from there :D My post shall be about something else other than the usual boring details !! ^^ Oh, and I am going to teach a Dance Class tomorrow !! ♥ How cool is that ! It's like teaching kids to dance and I'm co-teaching with Ellen + Yisong but it's still something I look forward to ok ~














I think I've been pretty moody this week and people who hang around me probably realized it O.o Maybe it's because I'm like piled with assignments and I feel stressed or maybe I'm just having my usual mood swings hahahahahah :P Either ways, don't offend me this week :@ Or you'd probably be on my blacklist for "5eva".


Honestly today was a day when I actually found so much dislike for someone I barely know, and I don't even know the person personally. I don't get angry actually, or emotionally .______. Compared to my friends, I'm someone who actually take things very light-hearted-ly and I don't actually dislike people, ♥ #pluspoints #complimentsmyself

But if you offend me in any way, then you probably did something really wrong. Or perhaps I just don't like your face ^^ I really don't understand how looks matter 200% of the time in this society. It's definitely sad but it's most definitely true as well ~ People who are good-looking get all the luck and those who ain't so good-looking? I hate to imagine.

It's alright with me if you're super good-looking and you have a beautiful personality to pair ♥♥ People like Liting, Noelle, Yuqi, Gin, Janessa, Huiyi, Joelle, Rong, Chelsea, Regine, Chan, Lau, etcetcetcetcetc. I can't name all but you're all pretty to me :D These are the kind of people I'd be smiling if a gazillion guys are falling for you 'cause you definitely deserve that much (:


And then, there are those who are beautiful on the outside but have a shit personality to match.
"There's a difference between being popular and being a slut." - True fact.

I know I'm being judgmental and unfair to people that I barely know.

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It's my blog and I want to rant 'cause I feel like shit about it but I don't wanna bitch to anybody 'cause it's unfair to those people. Yet I can't just sit there and smile and pretend that I like them 'cause that's just two-faced and doesn't make me any better than them.

So to people who don't know me that well yet .. Perhaps I'm not as easy-going as I appear to be all this while (: But I love Zodall, T102, NHNP, Suponac and all that .. ♥


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And people .. If you're reading this and you're curious about who I'm talking about, please don't ask me. I really don't like to bitch about people and I don't want to make things horrible. I just want to rant on my blog on my own so I get all these negative emotions out of me ! ♥♥ #tiredgirl96 #tiredofdrama #ineedabreak


Let's hope that Thursday puts a good end to this week (: I'm staying over @ Arabelle's with LOCVDP people from Friday till Sunday, ♥ I can't wait for it honestly ^^ Not the filming part but all the fun we're going to have together this weekend heheheheheh (: But we must be serious so can't play much also ): And Sunday there's Ballet Under The Stars with '96 !!!!!! ♥♥♥ The highlight of my month, definitely !! Some more I'm wearing couple outfit with Yuqi + Xuejing wheeeeeeeee ~

Ok time to end my post. Bye.

最近 - ABC ! ♥
Recently I'm so crazy over him and his singing sighhhhhh (:

Hi I'm back ^^ Hahahahah I'm actually waiting for my hair to dry before I sleep and I have late lessons tomorrow so .. ♥ Oh and I'm on whatsapp with Regine so I can't actually sleep yet ): BURDEN RUBBISH I HAVE THERE !!


Ok so I haven't updated in 3 days but nothing much have happened in these days anyway ~ School has pretty much been stabilized already, more than halfway into the semester (: And in fact, we're actually reaching the end of this semester !! ♥ It's quite a cool thought but I don't like the feeling of having to face a new semester/new classmates and all that shit -.-

#saynotochanges #constantlifestyle


Bleh not possible, but whatever.

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Monday I had Heimdall dinner, of course ♥ Oh and for S&W, we're actually having Netball Inter-class on the 26/07 !! ^^ It'll be in the evening so I guess anybody can come over to watch if you want :D Like we'll be playing with other S&W classes and all that ~ Our class is split into 2 teams and I'm with Sharne, Clara, Mardiana, Ellie, Nadhira, Farhana, Vera and Sangitha ! ♥♥ 9 in strength (: I hope that we'll play a good game on that day and for the other team as well.


Back to my day, I lepak-ed with Kambings at FMS Attic which was beyond comfortable (: I literally almost fell asleep for the whole afternoon ~ But I sat there on the beanbags chatting with Joelle over the smallest of things but those that matter so much to us .. ♥ And it felt amazing ^^

Heimdall dinner, ♥ Enough said.


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Tuesday = BORING DAYS -.- 9 hours of school with 1 hour break in between is not my idea of fun, definitely. But I survived through every Tuesday anyway :D Joelle pulled me through most of the hours there and I'm pretty thankful for this girl here, ♥ Had dinner with Joel, ZN, Rixin & IsaacNg and it was hilarious time spent ^^ Zodall people are honestly the best comfort of school-life !!


And for today I had a relatively tiring day but it was still fun ! ^^ I wouldn't talk about lessons 'cause they are usually the same ~ For lunch we played Frisbee (Like, Kambings♥) and laughed over the most ridiculous stuffs !! Then we hid Nick's wallet, watch, cap after Writ Comm. and the entire process of how he found his stuffs back made me laugh like hell !! I really don't know what I'd do without a class like that ♥♥♥

Joelle: Nick .. You can lose your wallet, watch, anything ! .. Just don't lose your girl ~
Nick: Awwwww ~ (:
Me: Nick .. You can lose your wallet, watch, girl, anything ! .. Just don't lose the game later.
Nick: Bastard siah, this Joanna -.-


Had dinner with Zodall/Suponac + Spending time with Zodall playing Charades @ Clubroom ♥ Love ma family so much (':

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Oh and I saw Regine's Insta-post where she collage-d photos of the people closer to her these days and I was there ♥ Feels so great to know that our friendship is going strong ! ^^ I text her so much I think we are becoming lesbians -.- But she listens to my rants/whines/complaints and never ever get tired of them (she does the same to me) so I'd never want her to leave !! ♥


For people who don't know, she's my classmate who sits behind me all the time ^^ She has like green hair and she's fun-sized ~ If you read our conversation you'd probably laugh your heads off but I love how we became close 'cause of the people we like .. ♥ We used to have these late night texts where we encourage one another and now it just becomes texts like "Just give up lah, you no hope one." and "Shut up!" #iloveourfriendship

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Ps. I never knew that there were quite a few people reading my blog (which they completely didn't tell me until I kind of found out) and I'm just like O.O But it's nice to know that people are reading whatever gibberish I type all the time (Y)

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I have SU Sub-comm interviews tomorrow and I'm kinda afraid ): Honestly I've never experienced these kind of interviews 'cause the things I go through in life I usually just get it straight or don't at all. Having Jaslyn accompany me makes things better ♥ And I'm looking forward to dinner tomorrow ^^ But I really hope that things will go smoothly tomorrow :D


You probably won't see this but you'll be an amazing motivation. Really.

Oh well, Good luck to everyone else who are having interviews !! ♥

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So many sections today hahahahaah ! Wanted to talk about something more but I'm lazy to do the editing so I think I'll end short today :P Sorry but it's just a quick update ~ I'll do a proper post on something else next time alright !! :D


When people talk about changes .. You come to mind.
I can afford to lose almost anyone, but I really don't want to lose you.
As a friend, as a longing, I don't.

Changes are scary, inevitable.
But I hate them only when it involves you.

你那么爱她 - 林隆璇 & 李圣杰 ♥
Old Chinese song and most people probably don't get it but it's a song that means a lot to both Rubbish and Banana !! ^^ Love the lyrics.

Hellooooo I'm back (: 'Cause I have a little bit of time to spare today and I decided to blog about some stuffs before I sleep ! ♥ Well, it's been a hectic week and I haven't blogged the entire week though I admit that I've had spare time :P


Basically the week has been filled with much studying + rushing deadlines for DigPho ): And we've already received our final assignments for Writ Comm. + LocVdp !! It's a real stress but I guess we're given much sufficient time to do everything so I hope I'll do a good job ♥♥ Either ways, it's not going to be easy for this half-sem. #shag #lifeofmcm #fmslife


I've had Heimdall dinner on Monday, Challengers' dinner on Wednesday, Zodall dinner on Thursday ♥ I won't talk much because they are all pretty much like every other week ^^ Nothing significant happened anyway. I had dinner with Elson on Tuesday, which was different :D I really enjoy talking to him a lot and I'm quite sad that we're both so busy to talk much these days .. ): Elson, if you're reading this, we need to talk more !! :@


Oh, and Chan came back on Thursday !! ♥ We didn't go to the airport to fetch her 'cause our schedules were packed + she wanted to rest. But we met her on Friday and went back to NH together !! :D It felt so great being at home once more, ♥ Surrounded by the warmth of the dancers, the hype of their dance and the love/bond shared by all of us (': Then we had Batch Dinner @ Clementi where we lied on the floor and gaze at the starless skies ^^


It's retarded but that's how comfortable we are with one another ! (: We can lie around and be completely unglam while eating and it's still alright ♥ 'Cause that's the best thing about being a family. I love my family ! ^^


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I'll talk about today another day 'cause I wanna put the NDP stuffs into another individual post .. And I'll post when I find the motivation to do it alright :P Meanwhile, you can read the boring stuffs ~

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Today .. I realized how much my juniors have grown (': Like, really ♥
And realizing that made me realized further how much I've grown these years.

I remember the first few days of 2010 .. We had countless batch meetings on how we would teach the ropes of Dance to the juniors ! We would think of punishments, bonding games, rules, and all that rubbish of debriefing :P The day of audition was hilarious 'cause we kept popping in and out to see how our future juniors will be like !! ♥


And on the first practice, there was the inaugural practise of the seniors surrounding the juniors and pumping for the mistakes they made in that practice (though they didn't know beforehand) !! As the practices followed .. there were definitely tough days ~ But we walked through it together, ♥ Those little details, arguments .. I remember them.

After a year of being horribly mean seniors .. Our juniors had their juniors (': That was definitely a turning point for us ! As we watch them teach their juniors .. We reflected on what we taught them ! ♥ Those days .. I watched as my direct juniors grew with each practice, learning to be leaders and good role models for their direct juniors.


Yet another year passed, and my alternate juniors started having their own direct juniors !! O.O By then, we were much too busy with schoolwork to supervise. In fact, it was the turn of our direct juniors to watch over them, ♥ It's funny watching them grow up batch by batch .. Learning what we learnt years back, and laughing 'cause we already knew what's going to happen.


Now, another year have passed ♥♥ My alternate juniors? They are watching over their juniors guide the new batch of sec1s. It's scary how the years pass us by, yet it's amazing 'cause we're growing unknowingly !! I just hope we don't grow up so fast that we forget to leave behind the most beautiful memories in the best years of our lives ^^


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Enough of the cliche talk and I'm really tired. Maybe I should stop editing posts before I post .. Then I won't be tired !! ^^ Oh well.

I feel like eating but I'm on a strict diet and I haven't did my exercises for the day FML. #lazygirl #fatdieme #oknoishallexercisenow

Ohhhh .. I saw you today ♥
And that kinda made my day, my week (:
Love your smile .. Love the way you talk .. Actually, I love everything.


So Sick - NeYo ♥
It's actually the song Joelle used for her Solo Auditions for Danzation 2013 (:
I think we listened to it so much that I'm quite addicted to it ! ): But it real good :D