Heyyyy I'm back ^^ I'm pretty free today 'cause I didn't go for Dance lessons oops :P But I'm rather tired today, and was Yuqi so yeah ~

So I spent my entire day watching Reply 1997 ♥♥
For those who have been reading my constant tweets about it, but not understanding what I'm talking about .. Here's the information for you ^^


Basically it's a show about a group of High School Students back in 1997 who were having a reunion in 2012 when they are over 30 years old. As the reunion goes on, the story jumps back and forth between the past and the present (:

The clique includes 6 people, 2 girls with 4 boys ♥
Namely .. Yoon-Jae (Seo In Guk), Joon-Hee (Hoya), Hak-Chan (Eun Ji Won), Sung-Jae (Lee Shi Un), Shi-Won (Jung Eun Ji), Yoo-Jung (Shin Soo Yool) ^^

It's a story about first love .. family love, the beginning of Kpop back in the late '90s, the changes in Korea as the 21st Century approached. For people whose teenage years were back in that time, the 21st Century took away that childhood, that innocent and wild young days. ♥ And I absolutely adore how things were so different back in the '90s, as they flashback and then into the present day again !! The show's so great and I love every detail about it :D So if anyone's interested in something light-hearted and sweet, do watch the show alright !!

  
Oh btw, Seo In Guk's taken by me already !! ♥
He's my husband, and Hoya's taken by Jaslyn (:
I'd fall for Hoya's cuteness but then the moment I saw Seo In Guk, my heart was taken.

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The drama's storyline about First Love made me think a lot .. About first love and first chances. First love is a time when your love was so pure and innocent, and you have so much to give but expecting nothing in return ♥♥ It was a time of happiness, hopes, dreams.


First love .. was definitely like that .. ♥ Filled with hopes, dreams .. the pure happiness of spending time together. Doing the smallest things together, cute text messages late at night, peeking over our own books at each other when studying together, ordering the same order as you 'cause I forgot what I wanted when I was busy looking at you, playing basketball games at arcade and feeling awkward when we touched the same ball, taking my bag for me after school 'cause I'm tired, waiting outside my class for me everyday, calling each other once we reach home, calling one another every night before we sleep, holding hands on long train rides, holding the umbrella for me 'cause the rain is heavy, hugging me 'cause I'm cold on the bus, buying couple keychain as a valentines' gift.


First love .. was also pain. Filled with tears-soaked pillows, dark lonely nights, horrible waits, tearful goodbyes. Waiting for phone call at 3am, terrible arguments where we won't talk for days, weeks; making each other jealous over stupid things that don't even make sense, crying in front of one another, attempts to make things work again, learning to sleep in the dark, cutting as you cry, pretending to sleep in class when you're actually in tears, swollen eyes, filling your iPod with sad break-up songs, crying yourself to sleep each night.


First love .. was definitely one that taught you the most as well. ♥ Finally learn to stop crying, walk past that person smiling again, go one day without thinking of each other, talk to other people happily, making a genuine smile, laugh at your stupid past, stand up again, mature, finding the courage to love again.

The chances of loving your first love forever, is very small. The chances of ending up together as a married couple, is even smaller. But first love was a beautiful memory, ♥ A wonderful lesson, a happy time (':

And I love every bit of mine.

Hey guys ! I'm back after about a week being busy ! ^^ Well, school started already .. After a measly 2 weeks break ): But school hasn't been all that tedious yet, so I'm pretty glad ♥


Quick update for this week !! Monday's S&W was relatively fun ^^ I'm glad that I'm able to work with more and more people in the team now, and I absolutely adore all of them !! ♥ We even say Hi to one another when we see each other around school :D Clara even gave me a hug yesterday @ CCA Clubroom (Y)

Ohhh and there was Yggdrasil Dinner on Monday ! ♥♥♥


Yep, finally a Yggdrasil dinner after 1203981092380 years ): It was nice to see so many people back around Mkp, and all of us had fun ^^ Lepak-ed with Heimdall in CCA Clubroom till late before we all went home (: Love Zodall, Heimdall ♥ Such a family !!

  
Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday was relatively boring days because I had lessons !! But they were all relaxing 'cause it's the first week and most of the modules took it easy on us first ^^ Mr Craig was exceptionally nice for marking Me & Nic as present though we were over 20 minutes late :P And he released us after 1.5 hour of lesson !! ♥ Wah first time I enjoy LOCVDP I swear.

I shan't talk about lectures 'cause it's beyond boring -.-

Wednesday's Kambings' Lunch was real nice, catching up with them after 2 weeks apart, ♥♥ And I had Zodall dinner, which was even more (Y) We went over to Clementi to eat EAT + Lepak @ Playground ^^ Although I had to ditch '96 for Zodall, I'm thankful that Zodall made each moment worth it :D Had a really nice talk with Ziyi + Darren otw home anyway (: They are so great company I feel very comfortable around them !!



Thursday was a more tiring day 'cause we had MEDSOC debate + WEB GRA test ):
But T102 pulled me through each minute, and they gave me the strength to go on ♥ I love my class a lot, really. T102 is filled with the sweetest people (':

Met Jaslyn for awhile after lessons before we went home :D

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That's pretty much how my week went by !! Today's Friday so I don't have lessons ! ♥♥ But I'll be in school with Nic + Rong for the early afternoon period & hopefully meet Zodall in the late afternoon :D Although I'm still relaxing at home now ~

Oh I have NDP tomorrow + Dance on Sunday so don't expect me to be updating much, 'cause I'll be pretty busy ):

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This June, I've been really close to Jaslyn ♥
She's one of my super-on buddies in Zodall, always being around and reminding me that it's fine to do whatever you want .. Regardless of whether anyone would judge you ^^ I've seen how she cares more for her own happiness than what others feel about her, and her courage is strength to me :D I wanna keep being close to Jaslyn !! ♥ She's so sweet to me, I could die !


And This June, I miss Priscilla :@
My Minah forever very busy one, and I miss spending shit loads of time with her !! WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE INSEPARABLE YOU DOUCHEBAG ! ♥ You better spend more time with me in July, you understand ?


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Oh I forgot to mention .. Tuesday's Suponac Dinner Day ♥


Late night spams with these crazy bunch of people, sending stupid photos + retarded horny videos around keeps me hyped up the entire night ! ^^ However, Edmund needs to maintain !! I love them all, whether or not they are active in the group (: Cute bunch of people, I swear.

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Yesterday I didn't talk to you the whole day, and I didn't see you at all ): Sad thing is .. I missed you a lot. Good thing is .. I controlled the urge to talk to you, ♥ I know you probably don't understand .. But I really wanna know if I can go through days without you.

I'm really preparing myself for the day when you find that someone in your life .. And I won't be able to talk to you, think of you, see you, pester you like how I do now. I don't wanna wait until that day to start, and find myself struggling.

You're so amazing and I know you'll find someone equally as amazing as you .. ♥ But until that day, I'm gonna keep pestering you (: For that tinge of happiness before I have to smile and let you go.

Truth is, it's the first time I've had a serious one-sided love. So maybe I don't understand what I'm supposed to feel, to do. But it's a nice feeling now .. And I want to keep feeling this way ^^

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Oh and to Yuqi, Joelle, Nicholas, Rong, DarrenLee?, Jinglin, Megan, Noelle, GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR NRA AUDITIONS !! ♥♥♥

I hope all of you do well, and get through ^^ I'll be giving y'all moral support from home alright :P

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All for you - Seo In Gook & Eun Ji ! ♥
Been watching Reply 1997 and it's an amazing show ^^ Do watch the show people (:
I feel like I'm Joon-Hee sigh ):

Hey everyone, I'm back !! ^^ Blogging at this timing is completely inappropriate, considering how much I have to unpack + assignments I have to rush :P But I'm kind of bored and I need something to hype me up, to start the typing going (: So I shall spare some time to blog ♥♥


I just came back from Camp/Stayover, and it's kind of messy so I'll just do a disclaimer alright :D We were supposed to go for NPSU Challengers' Camp '13/14, but the Haze situation in Singapore caused the camp to be cancelled and we were released after only 1D1N of Camp ): But Zodall went over to Joel's after that and stayed up till today ♥ Hahahahah so it turned out to be 3D2N.


For Thursday, I met Jaslyn for breakfast before we met the rest in school ! :D There were 14 Zodall people who went for Challengers, with our 2 GLs as Facil(s) + Ziyi as Camp Comm ♥ But we couldn't all be in same group ): Assigned to Canopus: Suponac alongside Syariff !! ♥ Great strength of 14, and really friendly + sweet people there ^^


Played a bunch of bonding games and mass games, and also did cheers at the LT26 area before we went over to the Sports Hall area for individual group games + Dinner/Shower, ♥ Suponac was really great company and I love our Team Rapport (: After dinner, we had the "Camp Finale", which was pretty hilarious :D But most of us spent our time chatting and playing around with one another, rather than actually participating in the games ~

After it ended, they brought us over to Block50 where we would sleep for the night ! ♥ Spent that few hours chatting with Suponac in the classroom(s) and I realized so much about them (: Bunch of #YOLO kids definitely, but really nice people in general.


 Zodall met up, and we went over to a classroom to Lepak !! ♥♥♥

Actually I fell asleep halfway so I didn't know what they were talking about ! :P But I love every moment spent with them ♥ We ended up sleeping as Zodall, although we weren't supposed to cross-bunk. It was a pretty rubbish night, 'cause we kept getting interrupted and everyone was kind of high ^^ Hilarious, but warm nonetheless (':


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Second day was much better, but camp ended in the late morning ): Had breakfast + Camp Closure before we were released at 11AM. Then Zodall met, and bought lunch before we went over to Joel's !! ♥ The afternoon was pretty much spent sleeping then ! :D Some slept in the room and some in the living room, but we were all shagged from the day before ):


Most of them left, and only 7 of us were left for dinner. Jaslyn cooked Fried Rice for us, and I LOVED IT ! ♥♥ Hahahahahah I swear she will be a good wife so LOOK OUT PEOPLE !! We had a nice dinner, before Jaslyn + Elson left hurriedly. Then the other 5 of us just spent the entire night watching X-Men, Mapling, Talking and relaxing around, ♥

Went to sleep really late, but it was a nice sleep (:

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Our 3rd day? Probably the most laziest day ever ! :P Supposed to wake up at 10AM but we dragged till early 12NN ! ^^ Then we wanted to go out for lunch and go home, but ended up ordering Pizza delivery in ♥ 4 Canadian Pizzas + 2 Bottles of Drinks, Shiok ttm ! (: Then we wanted to go home after lunch but was too lazy to do so ~


So we lepak-ed in Joel's room all the way up till 5PM when we wanted to leave. But Rixin/ZN fell asleep so we ended up talking until 7PM. By then, we started packing up and finally left Joel's at 8PM ! ♥ Had dinner @ BB's Mcdonalds' with Joel, ZN and IsaacNg up till 9:40PM before we all went home ^^ Came home and bathed, feeling completely shag.


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It was a great 3D2N spent together, with Zodall !! ♥♥ Technically I'm supposed to be close to Suponac and all that, but I spent more time with Zodall during these days and it's still such an amazing feeling (: I wish we could stay at Joel's forever, like really ~

Oh, 14 Zodall(s) who went for camp?

Me, Jaslyn, Priscilla, Fion, Wenhui
Joel, Zheng Ning, Isaac Ng, Isaac Khoo, Elson, Aniq, Syariff, Haz, Daron
And our 3 GLs, of course ♥

However only 5 of us stayed over at Joel's, including him :P

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Monday's Yggdrasil Dinner, YAY ! ♥


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#OverlyattachedtoZodall
#OverlyattachedtoHeimdall
#OverlyattachedtoYggdrasil
#OverlyattachedtoNP
#OverlyattachedtoPolyLife
#OverlyattachedtoYou

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I need to rush my assignments, so I'll end off here ! Bye ^^

I knew you were trouble - Taylor Swift ♥♥
Major Swiftie here, so people stop bitching about her to me.

Hey people !! It's one more day to Challengers' Camp and I haven't complete my packing oops :P But I'm taking time off to blog about today 'cause I have camp for the next few days and I'll probably be blogging about Camp for the next post ♥ 


Btw.
Happy 3rd Monthsary, Zodall ♥


Today's Zodall Monthsary and we spent the time together ^^ We went over to Joel's for Steamboat, which was more than awesome !! ♥ I spent my morning watching SHINee' Concert on Youtube so I kind of slacked the time away :P Then I met Pris, Fion, Liting and IsaacNg @ BB Mcdonalds' before Joel, ZN and Rixin came over (:


We ate Mcdonalds' for lunch, then went over to Cold Storage + NTUC to buy the steamboat stuffs ! ♥ Bought loads and loads of food, and went over to Joel's !! :D But we spent the entire late afternoon/evening just lepak-ing around .. Playing Maple and some of them watched a horror film ~ Waited for Elson to come over before we started preparing hahahahahahah ^^ There was a lot of stupid stuffs happening and everyone was like laughing constantly, ♥♥


There was a lot of food, and we ate well ♥ It was really nice talking to them, enjoying the time spent together and laughing over the most ridiculous matters (: I love Zodall for everything, really. Talked all the way until 10+PM before the girls + Elson left ): The boys are staying over @ Joel's before Challengers' tomorrow ^^ Wreck Havoc in his house more like it. 


Now Zodall's chatting about what shirts to wear when during Challengers' !! :P It's funny how we will want to wear the shirts together, but everyone wants to wear it on different days ♥

Challengers' is tomorrow, so I'll be MIA-ing up till Saturday where I have NDP ): So people, wish me luck as I rough through everything alright ♥♥ I hope I make it ^^ No energy to the max.


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These 3 months with Zodall was truly an amazing journey and I never regretted any bit of it ♥ Though most of them have drifted away from us, and the usuals are left with less than 15 people .. I'm still glad to have you people around school (: I love Monday Heimdall dinners, how Zodall meets up almost every other day for dinner or lepak in school ^^ We go school on Saturday(s), hang out in the holidays and do the laziest stuffs together :D


Zodall has given me a wonderful family, and I'm thankful to all of you for that (': It's only the 3rd, but here's on to more monthsary(s) !! ♥

Clarity - Zedd ♥
An old FOC Times song, which we played today at Joel's hahahahahah (:

Hello people I'm back ! ^^ Today's gonna be the usual post since I haven't updated since forever so yeah :P But I'll touch on something else later anyway (:


Haven't actually blogged normally since last Monday. Which meant it's a week worth of posts ! And yep, it's my holidays !! ♥ But honestly, there hasn't been much going on this holidays ): It's a sad 2 weeks only, but it was still filled everyday, nonetheless.

Tuesday and Wednesday was packed with filming for "Too Little Too Late" :D And I'm proud to say that we completed it and today we submitted our Project ♥♥ Charlotte and I spent the entire Saturday trying to confirm everything + complete the editing + checking etcetc. But we had our fair share of laughter talking rubbish on Skype as well ! ^^ It's really sweet how we grew from strangers to the friends we are now, ♥ I love Charlotte a lot, really.


Thursday, otherwise, was rather fun ! ♥ I met Xuejing in the morning where we went over to Nanhua to collect her Testimonial (: There, we studied with Nat and Gin :D But it wasn't that productive anyway, oops :P Rushed over to Clementi where we met Yuqi and went over to NUS ^^ Prepared with the rest of the Dancers and gave Yuting + Kelly an early birthday surprise ♥


It wasn't a grand celebration or what, but I hope they enjoyed it and felt our love (: Practice was productive + ultra fun :D I love Koonhui's Dance ♥♥ I always enjoy being in his item ^^ Ohhh, this year there's Me, Yuqi, Xuejing, Kelly, Yuting, Yanting, Yingpei, Yokekay, YingYing, Adrian, Soonxuan, Nicholas and Yonglin ! ♥ It's a fun group and I love everyone there.


But it's missing something ): It's missing my boyfriend .. I really miss having her around. What's dancing Koonhui's item or AHA if Huiyi isn't around with me. I miss having her to go "Huhhhh?" with me at complicated dance steps, laugh over the most ridiculous things that nobody understands, and someone who will have meals with me before/after Dance Practice .. ♥ I miss having her around and Dance isn't complete without her. Really.


Dancing at NUS Hall made me reminisce about 2011's AHA, Bereft ♥ We had late night practices at the hall, with KH sprouting vulgarities for more than half of the practice, him stopping the dance to sing the lyrics, us breaking the umbrellas and all that funny rubbish !! ^^ I really miss those times, that year. That year when we weren't on separate paths .. When everything was so simple (':


Back to the topic, I studied with mahhh LXJ after practice @ Starbucks before we went home on Thursday ^^ Love her for that !! ♥


Ohh and I spent Friday with Zodall, ♥♥ Ahhhhh yes (: Watched "Now You See Me" with Haz, IsaacNg, Joel and ZN ! ^^ Then Joel, ZN and I went over to Bukit Timah for a late dinner :D It was kinda ridiculous but funny anyway ~ Love the days spent with Zodall, whoever they may be (:

Saturday was boring .. And so was Sunday ): I had NDP practice on Sunday where we had to stay under the sun for idk-how-long-but-we-were-burning so yeah. The juniors made everything more bearable I guess ? ^^ We had loads of fun laughing at Shi En over stupid stuffs, and saying that he was being marked oops :P Oh, and I'm really thankful for Aloysious ! ♥ He's the nicest guy ever.


Today was a family day and I don't like to elaborate much on these. But it was a well-spent day (:


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Honestly .. I miss you a lot. Days without you make me think a lot .. It gives me a lot of empty time to think about shits that shouldn't even come to my mind. And I start to feel afraid, that someday things are going to change. Each day I feel so happy, yet each day I'm afraid for the day when your answer comes. When you decide to stop giving me hopes, and decide to end my dreams.

Somehow, I'm afraid of that day. I really don't want it to come. Not yet.


"Being with you, he said he was happy. He said he wanted to have a bit more of that happiness that doesn't make sense." ♥

That's how I feel.


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Oh I mentioned that I wanted to touch on something else right? Yeah ! ^^

I want to talk about the changes in life. And how I'm really growing tired of it. In 2011, it didn't occur to me that the happiness I felt back then will ever be gone .. That everyone's going to grow up and move on with their lives .. And so will I. I admit that I'm not still behind, in the past. I've moved on as well, with my life. Perhaps, even further than some others. But I'm still detesting this change.

I really can't express how each day, as I watch my friends grow further apart from me, I feel like I'm on the brink of tears. Truthfully, I miss my AHA 2011 Gang ♥ That was the best year of AHA for me, and one of the best Dance performance I've ever gone through in my life. They were amazing company, great friends .. And we were a close-knitted family. I miss all that about us.


I miss Bereft, Interim Link, The Quest and 那些年 ♥♥
Those were few of the best learning experiences I've had in Dance. For the entire December, we were in the studio almost everyday ! We had practice to practice, packed lunch from the nearby Hawker Centre etc. We even considered staying over for the actual performance days ^^


After AHA ended, we were still close as ever (': 那些年 had Steamboat @ Lukhei's, Bereft/The Quest etc had Steamboat @ My house + Spent Christmas in Town + Countdown for 2012 at Yingying's !! ♥ Remember how we played bridge every single day, all the time? And how we played bridge from 23:59 31/12/11 to 00:00 01/01/12 ?? :D

I miss those days .. I miss everything about those people in my life back then. Sure, none of you actually left my life ♥ But sadly, none of us are as close anymore. '95 batch moved on to JC Life, Jianhao/Jingkai/Solo's in Army now, '97 are having their Os and for those in my year? Well, we've moved on to our Poly Lives as well.


Nothing .. Will ever be the same again.

"I wasn't even prepared .. And I had to say Goodbye. Now? I'm left with the memories of our yesterdays."

Ready, Set, Don't Go - Miley Cyrus + Billy Ray Cyrus ♥
It's a song he wrote for her; A song that detest changes in life .. When someone grows and needs to move on .. And you just gotta let them no matter how you wish it weren't true.

Hi world !! Today I'll do a really no-link post, but it's something I really want to do (: I missed out on a lot of posts in 2012 due to Os and I wanted to stop this blog. I tried moving on to Wordpress or just expressing my emotions through tumblr. Tumblr worked, of course ♥ But I'll take typing over that any day ^^ And Wordpress worked for awhile, but I didn't really enjoy the inter-face so I came back to blogger (: After all, I started blogging since 9 years old, and I really enjoy the template around here :D


There were definitely significant happenings in 2012, and I'll say that I sum-ed up the entire year in one post, if you haven't already read that ^^

http://x-562662.blogspot.sg/2013_03_03_archive.html

(^) That's the post, btw.


Honestly, I wanted to blog about my 4D3N Batch Chalet in 2012. But I deleted the whole chunk because I realized that I don't need it down in writing to remember. It has been almost 6 months since Batch Chalet ended, and I still remember every detail about it !! ♥ And that made me realized how those are memories that will stay in me forever .. I don't need to even try to remember it ^^


But I really wanted to talk about this family anyway .. In more cliche forms.

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From sec1 up till sec4, they were the people that brought me through every weekday in school. Dance was the reason I had the motivation to pull through school hours, and they were my reasons to smile every Wednesday and Friday ^^ Sure, we've had countless of conflicts, and even had days when we dreaded to see one another .. But we've gone past those and now our friendship is stronger than ever :D


Remember how we used to have Batch Outings on every Public Holiday, School Holidays or even on days when school dismissed early? We went to WWW, Snow City, Movies, Barbecues, Swimming, Basketball, Chalets, Cycling, Chill & Talk .. And so many more, ♥


All those dance practices where we scream at the juniors and laugh together after practices? The girls singing at the top of our lungs while walking to Clementi and the boys laughing at us? Complaining about how the boys always leave school late because of playing cards? Having dinner every Friday after dance and staying at Food Fare up till 10+pm? Well .. Those certainly were memories alright ♥ And those are memories that will stay gold forever :D

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I know now, we're all drifted. So many of us on so many different paths. And the truth is, I don't know if any of our paths will meet once more like it did in 2009. I don't know if there will be another path where all 29 of us meet once more. And it scares me sometimes, knowing that our paths may never meet again .. But I know that you people are the friends I'll keep for life, family that will always stay close-knitted no matter how physically apart we are, ♥ And that's good enough for me (: To have a comfort of the family that you people are, to know that there will always be the 28 of you supporting me as I fall .. It's strength for me to go on !! ♥♥


The friends you make in your High School years, are friends that will stick through thick and thin with you, that will go through all kinds of rubbish in life with you :D I know we're not technically high school kids, but it's Nan Hua High School so IT WORKS THE SAME TO ME ! ^^


You people have proven to me again and again, how our family bond will never be broken. And I thank all of you for that (': I love our monthly batch lunch/dinner; birthday celebrations; nonsensical chats on Whatsapp !! ♥ I can be so completely insane around you guys, and it's not even weird.




Once a Nanhua Dancer, Forever a Nanhua Dancer ♥
The 4 most golden years of my life .. spent with all 28 of you.