Hey readers (: I'm back after 2 days. Partially 'cause I wanna end the week with a proper post, and partially 'cause I wanna blog about something more different than what I usually do. It'll probably be more emotional, and a lil' off-topic with random inserts here and there .. But I really need to type tonight so I'm disclaiming this to be a really ridiculous post ^^


You're free to stop reading .. But if you do read on, I'll be really impressed ♥

Ok, general stuffs first !! Saturday was amazing since I went back to school to study with some lovelies ! ♥ Bought subway for my darling Yuqi 'cause she was starving after NRA and we tried to study but failed miserably ): Studied with Jaslyn, Joel and IsaacNg as well, although it didn't work out either ways :D We ended up playing a lot, slacking around and taking truckloads of funny photos on Photobooth ♥♥ Hahahahah I'm not going to post all 100+ of them, but maybe a few here and there.




Photos pretty much sums up my Satuday, but I did do some MEDSOC work as well ^^

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Today I had dance ♥♥♥


Went for DI Practice with Yuqi, Yuting and Yokekay (: There were a bunch of NH Juniors that we never saw and we didn't recognize them .. Well, either ways ~ But we had fun teaching them the basics of Dance and like trying to help them with their techniques ^^ It's always fun doing these ♥


 Then Koonhui choreographed around 12X8 of his Anyhow Art Item and I LOVE IT SO MUCH !! ♥ It's like a Chinese Dance mixed with Hip-Hop theme :D We're using Don't Hold the Wall by Justin Timberlake and it's a super sexaye dance ~ Can't ever seem to catch the feel, and Koonhui keep laughing at me saying I'm doing everything cute rather than sexy ):

 OK I NEED TO GET SEXIER HAHAHAHAHAHAH !! ^^


Anyway I'm really happy to see Yuting, Yokekay, Felicia, Yulin, Koonhui, Soonxuan, Adrian, Chen Kang, Aloysious after such a long time and I miss them all pretty much. I don't go DI often anymore and I'm really thankful to have seen them today ^^

Oh btw, I'm going to be dancing in NDP with the NH Juniors + Darren Lee & Aloysious ! ♥ I have a feeling I'll just stick to Dlee + Aloysious but I only know them anyway :P

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Tomorrow I have S&W in the morning, which I hope will turn out well (: And I have TCP with Noelle & IsaacKhoo before Heimdall Dinner ♥


But that's enough usual stuffs. I'll go into my ramblings now !! ^^
Close the tab if you're done reading about my life.

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Today it occurred to me how much I miss dancing. Honestly, I have this lil' regret in me for not trying for NRA. 'Cause that way, I'll at least still be dancing more than only DI Practice. I really miss the feeling of dancing and today I felt so happy being able to wear my Dance Attire, jumping around the studio doing stupid moves (':


Maybe that's why I chose to do both AHA and NDP although most of them only chose AHA.

I want to dance as much as I can while I still have the time .. Before life changes me and I no longer have the chance to do that anymore. And I want to still dance while Laoshi's still around ♥♥


Today I didn't see Laoshi at DI, and I miss him so much.
It's like .. Dancing is never complete unless Laoshi is around .. Sigh.


But somehow I still can't bring myself to dance in front of anybody outside of NHDS/DI ♥
Hahahahahah I really don't understand why but I can never dance in front of my NP Friends 'cause they don't see me as a dancer !! .________. Oops !


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And there's been a lot of emotional complications going on in my life. I don't know if you'll be reading this .. But I really don't want to let this 4 years of friendship down the drain. I know you'll tell me about how we're still friends even if he say stuffs to you .. But you know me well enough to know that I can't accept that.


I can't stop him from bitching about me to you, and I don't blame him 'cause I hurt him and he deserves as much to bitch about me. And I don't wanna make you stop being friends with him or anything 'cause you both are great friends to have and you totally should be friends !! It's just that I don't know how to be close to you like before now .. Knowing that all these is going on.


We've been through shits. I swear it's shits. We've been in the same clique, ostracized each other, bitched about each other, hated on each other, skipped classes together, spend hours sitting at Tiong Bahru chairs just talking, match-made each other with guys, detest each other's boyfriends, lied to each other, fell in love/fought over the same guy, ran around the hall piggybacking each other, literally fight, cried for dance together, screamed at the dancers together, worked together as HOC(s) of Dance, pasted secret notes for each other in stupid places, been hated on together, ate yoghurt for 5 hours together, helped each other move on from their heartbreak, felt the same feelings at the same time together, and I love every bit of our friendship ♥♥


I don't wanna give up on our friendship, and I'm sorry I don't tell you much these days.
Please tell me that our friendship is still going to be as strong.


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And also .. I'm really sorry to all my NH Friends. I really am.
I've been getting a lot of messages from people, whatsapp and all that saying that I don't spend time with them anymore, that I don't talk to them anymore, that I don't share anything with them anymore. And I'm terribly sorry to all those people. I know I don't go for outings much anymore, I don't even reply on whatsapp or texts sometimes ):


But the 4 years in NH were definitely the best in my life, and I'd never want to lose friends like all of you. I'm sorry if some of you feel that my new friends > you people; There is no level to compare because you people are all different !! I can't compare. But I'll make time for you people soon, I promise. I really really do.

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Ohhh and anyway, I realized that I didn't add my Tumblr under my profile information but I've added it in already ! ^^ It's usually when I'm in class or when I'm lazy to type but I feel emotional that I indulge in Tumblr ♥♥


It's like an escape in forms of reblog, and it's usually filled with dance stuffs or emotional stuffs :P But you people can also look there if you're bored !! ^^ And if you have a tumblr, follow me as well :D

Here's the link: http://strawheart-s.tumblr.com

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Ok I shan't bore you people with anymore rubbish !! And anyway I need to bathe and start working on my debate because I feel that Charlotte has too much to do ): She's an amazing friend and I never knew until recently ok ! ♥ Till the next time, Byeeeeeeeeeeee ^^


Huh, emotional stuffs?
Nothing much, except I'm missing him like hell now !!
He's super adorable I can't stop thinking of him I swear. If you happen to be reading this, PLEASE PRETEND THAT YOU DON'T KNOW THANK YOU ♥

Ending off with an amazing song from Hannah Montana's older seasons,
If we were a movie ♥

I wish we were a movie, and you'd fall in love with me.