Heyyyy people (: I'm back after another two days !! 'Cause the next few days will be filled with Dancers and I want to focus my next post on dancers ♥ So I'll blog about these 2 days first alright !! And I want to talk about some personal matters as well.


Anyway, firstly .. Wednesday was a great day :D

I had morning lessons but it didn't really matter 'cause Mr Siew gave us this ridiculous assignment of taking photos of 25 strangers in 30 minutes !! O.O And we couldn't ask anybody from FMS or have the same photos as our classmates. I went around with Joelle so basically .. We had to find 50 people who would allow us to take their photos in 30 minutes ): It was tedious .. But we made it ! ♥ Most of our photos were of guys though ~


Really thankful to the Engineer guys from Poolside 'cause they were so friendly and willing to help !! ♥ And they are cute as well (: I melted for the smile of the Beanie Engineer.

Joelle/Me: Are you all from FMS??
Beanie Guy: No.. We're Engineers ^^
Me: *Melt* ♥♥

I swear he's more than just adorable !

Anyway, had lunch with usuals at Block34, with a new Kambing spot ! ^^ It's cozy and small but we made do with it ~ Love the laughters we share each week, ♥ Had Writ Comm and it was the most boring ever but I kept listening to music :D Like, I just listened to music and did my work hahahah !! #badass96 #lazygirl96



 Lessons ended early and I met Pris & IsaacNg at Our Space !! ♥ Met the rest before we went to sign up for Challengers together :D If any of you NP kids out there who do not know, it's a camp organized by SU during the June Holidays from 20-22 June ♥♥ It's going to be really fun and the sign up ends tomorrow at 6PM hahahahah :P


Had dinner with Jaslyn, Pris, Darren, IsaacNg & Elson @ KAP Mcdonalds ♥
Laughed over the stupidest stuffs and went around Cold Storage playing as well !! It's always fun with Zodall and we do the most ridiculous and childish stuffs together ^^

Walked back to school then Me and Pris went to find ZN and Joel !! ♥ Accompanied them through their dinner and had a nice talk (:


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Went home and studied for MEDSOC, feeling like a failure. Yeah, it's true. But you were like my motivation to go on and I'm thankful for that ♥ And now you're reading this so it's awkward. Please forget this. Thanks.


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Today I had lessons at 2PM so I had a really good sleeeeeeeeeeep ♥♥ Met my debate darlings at 2PM and we had consultation with Ms Tess ^^ She's so funny and I love all these lessons with her !! She should totally be our advisor sigh ):

WEBGRA was cool 'cause we learnt Dream Weaver today ! ♥ I've been dying to learn it and I really enjoyed the lessons today :D Thanks Mr Aung, for being the hottest & most adorable teacher in FMS #hotteacher #ilovewebgra ♥ We had a 15minutes break and Joelle accompanied me to Library (': Y'know, I'm so thankful for her ♥♥ Like, which idiot will do that just for a friend who wants to go to the library, hoping to see someone ??


Joelle would, and she did ♥ And I love her for every bit of it ^^

Lessons ended early and I met Pris @ FMS Block. Had dinner with Pris, Noelle, Eloise, Darren, Elson, IsaacTwins, Joel, ZN, Aniq ! ♥ It was like a last minute Zodall thing, but so many of them turned up and it made me feel real warm :D Had a great talk with Eloise as well and eventually went home with Darren !! Love our comfortable silence on the bus hahahahah. I guess he knew that I wasn't exactly in a good mood also. #brotherforlife

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Ok so that pretty much sums up my 2 days at school !! I have LOCVDP tomorrow and I'm going to kill Mr Craig alongside Rong and Nicholas ^^ Like, really. We going to bring Saw, Hammer, and what-have-you. Then I have a movie date with Huiyi, Jingkai and Jianhao in Town ♥♥ Waaaaaaah, I really miss them and I'm going to enjoy tomorrow evening a lot ^^


Saturday I'll be studying with '96 before going to watch our juniors dazzle on Cultural Pot ! ♥ Juniors, if you're reading this, PLEASE REST WELL TOMORROW AND DO WELL FOR CULTURAL POT !! ^^ We'll scream our loudest for you all ok :D


Sunday I'll be at Dance for NDP so yeah. Boring. Hahahahah. And I need to study. I swear.

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Ok, so today was like a mixed up day. In fact, these whole month over had been. Filled with happiness sometimes, tears sometimes .. And really just complicated. My life hasn't been so complicated in awhile, and I just don't know how to react to these. I'm sorry but I really need a place to vent and I'm sorry if readers are getting annoyed by my tweets/posts ):


You do the smallest things and make me the happiest girl, yet you can also do the smallest thing and make me cry the whole night. Honestly, I don't know how to feel. I have controversial views from all my friends about you, but I know you're better than that ♥

I get so flustered whenever you're around. Like, I just do things without thinking and at the end of the day .. I forget whatever happened in those few hours that you're around. I will keep pretending that I'm fine but honestly .. I'm dying inside all the time. And now, I feel worse than horrible.


I wish you knew, that it's the first time I feel this way.

Maybe, just perhaps .. 'Cause I didn't want to ruin whatever we shared. Our friendship.
Maybe, just perhaps .. I'm sorry for liking you.


You asked me why I like you.

I like everything about you. Even the flaws you've grown to hate. 'Enough said.

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Don't wanna be torn - Hannah Montana ♥
I know I always post Hannah Montana's songs but they are real nice (:

Hello people ! ^^ Today I have some time so I decided to blog about these few days ♥ Has only been 2 days, but I'm going to talk about more personal stuffs anyway !! And we recently had a Zodall Birthday Celebration and that definitely deserves a post yep :D


Monday was a bright day, filled with Zodall Zombies ♥
I had S&W in the morning, and we didn't exactly play a game ): But coach taught us shooting yesterday and it was so cool !! :D Like, we all took turns to shoot and I got like a few people out of the other teams 'cause I scored ♥♥ #professionalnetballstar #wannabeactually

After lessons, I met my J-cube for supposingly project meeting but we ended lepak-ing and talking about completely non-relevant stuffs !! ♥ It's really hilarious 'cause we self-admit that we can't bring ourselves to do project stuffs and we always end up just relaxing (: It's nice also, with my J-cube understanding how I feel.


Jong left and I had lunch with Joelle, Elson, IsaacNg and Syariff ♥♥ My Monday Lunch Buddies and they are awesome to the max !! ^^ We had loads of fun laughing about stupid stuffs and just arguing about everything ~ They left for lessons and I walked Joelle to CCA Clubroom before I went home. Bathed and relaxed at home before I went back to NP to find Zodall ♥ 


Lepak-ed awhile with them before I went for TCP with Eloise, Noelle & IsaacKhoo ! ♥

It was a boring talk, so it kinda ended up as a catching up session with them ~ I genuinely miss talking to all 3 of them, and it was nice being able to spend time together (:


Then we went to find Zodall and had dinner ♥♥ Liting, Noelle, Eloise, Jaslyn, Darren, Joel, Zhengning, Syariff, Elson, IsaacTwins, Haz, Aniq were there for dinner + our Zodall GLs FULL STRENGTH ! :D We celebrated Aniq's birthday belated and gave him a card filled with our love ^^ And of course .. The usual celebration stuffs + face paint !!


I really pity Aniq but I guess it kind of shows our love for him right ^^ Zodall's adorable this way, I swear.

Lepak-ed with some of them at CCA Clubroom after that and we went completely high singing Nicki Minaj songs and dancing to Gentlemen and doing stupid shits together :P Hilarious and ZN looked like he was on drugs ~ Went home with TBG ♥ Like complete TBG !! I love them (:

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Today was a pretty confusing day ): I mean .. Emotionally.


ANYWAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE ♥♥


I said everything on the tweet/insta already, so yep ! ^^

LOCVDP was postponed to Friday so I had my morning free :D I met my Joelle for lunch at Mkp and it was like a two-people thing ♥ We don't ever seem to run out of things to say and I love her for every bit of it.


5 Hours of lecture was ._________. But I felt more focused for lectures today, I guess due to the sufficient sleep !! #stronggirl96 Mr Siew showed the better photos from the assignment and T102 took up like 2/3 of the photos shown ♥♥ #T102Pride #T102Kambings

WE COMPLETELY SPOILT MARKET AND OTHER CLASSES WERE GIVING US THE DEATH GLARE AS WE CHEERED FOR EACH T102 PHOTO SHOWN !!

Writ. Comm and MEDSOC was kinda tedious with loads of information, but I tried to stay focus and I'm glad I didn't really drift off during lessons (: Sitting with my J-cube kind of make things really more bearable also ♥

 
Walked Joelle to CCA Clubroom after lessons before I went home with Darren !! ^^ Joelle says I'm so sweet that she gets diabetes but that's our friendship, girl ♥♥ That's how sweet we'll always be and don't you forget that alright !

Ok we're not the kind to say sweet stuffs to each other, but you get my idea don't you ~


The bus-ride home with Darren was nice because it was in a very nice evening timing and we had fun just talking about random stuffs or enjoying the comfortable silence (: It wasn't like we had to listen to music or spam use our phone .. We just enjoyed the ride ♥ TBG are so warm.

Oh and Jie's ordering Mcdonalds' for dinner so we're gonna have a fatdiesisterbondingdinner !! ♥ But of course, she's already fat and I just wish she'd live up to the dying part. #ireallylovemysister #ijustpretendtohateher


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Today I really want to type about a very particular group of people whom I haven't talked in detail about, about the place they hold in my heart ♥


I came into FMS, expecting not to make any close friends. I thought that the world's gonna be so political and scary and of course .. We ourselves have mentioned that you can't find true friends in FMS, in fact some even say you can't find true friends in Poly. But I've really grown to love this group of people that go through the shits in class with me everyday ♥♥

We ain't the most bonded class, with 2 very distinct clique and all that .. But I still love my class (: I love how we cheer the loudest for DigPho today, how we would back each other up when someone makes a loud comment during lecture, Wednesday lunches @ Block34 and the friendship I've forged with each and everyone of you ♥ All 17.


Anyway .. Today T102 really showed me that FMS is filled with warmth as well ! ♥ I was feeling really upset during lectures over some stuffs .. And in fact was on the verge of tears ..

Immediately Jonghan, Debbie, Joelle asked me what's wrong (': They gave the warmest hugs, whatsapp-ed me the sweetest stuffs and told me that everything's going to be alright ♥ I don't know how much it may have meant to them, but it meant a lot to me.


Thank you T102 :D Let's continue forging strong friendships, and maybe one day we'll let people know that FMS ain't that political after all .. And that you'll find true friends in FMS !

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I really hope there's Zodall dinner tomorrow ): I miss Minah Goh hell loads, ♥ SHE FOREVER PSK THAT GIRL :@


Side note: My results suffering like shit. Whatever.

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Today was really emotional so I guess readers are expecting some emotional stuffs, deep and all that. However I'm not in the mood to talk about it. I don't know what to say also. I know you'll probably be reading this too, so hi (:

The angel will always ♥ the devil. But the angel knows well enough .. that the devil will never like the angel.

Barefoot Cinderella - Hannah Montana ♥
Not like you'll ever say these to me, but it's a nice song right (:

Hey readers (: I'm back after 2 days. Partially 'cause I wanna end the week with a proper post, and partially 'cause I wanna blog about something more different than what I usually do. It'll probably be more emotional, and a lil' off-topic with random inserts here and there .. But I really need to type tonight so I'm disclaiming this to be a really ridiculous post ^^


You're free to stop reading .. But if you do read on, I'll be really impressed ♥

Ok, general stuffs first !! Saturday was amazing since I went back to school to study with some lovelies ! ♥ Bought subway for my darling Yuqi 'cause she was starving after NRA and we tried to study but failed miserably ): Studied with Jaslyn, Joel and IsaacNg as well, although it didn't work out either ways :D We ended up playing a lot, slacking around and taking truckloads of funny photos on Photobooth ♥♥ Hahahahah I'm not going to post all 100+ of them, but maybe a few here and there.




Photos pretty much sums up my Satuday, but I did do some MEDSOC work as well ^^

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Today I had dance ♥♥♥


Went for DI Practice with Yuqi, Yuting and Yokekay (: There were a bunch of NH Juniors that we never saw and we didn't recognize them .. Well, either ways ~ But we had fun teaching them the basics of Dance and like trying to help them with their techniques ^^ It's always fun doing these ♥


 Then Koonhui choreographed around 12X8 of his Anyhow Art Item and I LOVE IT SO MUCH !! ♥ It's like a Chinese Dance mixed with Hip-Hop theme :D We're using Don't Hold the Wall by Justin Timberlake and it's a super sexaye dance ~ Can't ever seem to catch the feel, and Koonhui keep laughing at me saying I'm doing everything cute rather than sexy ):

 OK I NEED TO GET SEXIER HAHAHAHAHAHAH !! ^^


Anyway I'm really happy to see Yuting, Yokekay, Felicia, Yulin, Koonhui, Soonxuan, Adrian, Chen Kang, Aloysious after such a long time and I miss them all pretty much. I don't go DI often anymore and I'm really thankful to have seen them today ^^

Oh btw, I'm going to be dancing in NDP with the NH Juniors + Darren Lee & Aloysious ! ♥ I have a feeling I'll just stick to Dlee + Aloysious but I only know them anyway :P

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Tomorrow I have S&W in the morning, which I hope will turn out well (: And I have TCP with Noelle & IsaacKhoo before Heimdall Dinner ♥


But that's enough usual stuffs. I'll go into my ramblings now !! ^^
Close the tab if you're done reading about my life.

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Today it occurred to me how much I miss dancing. Honestly, I have this lil' regret in me for not trying for NRA. 'Cause that way, I'll at least still be dancing more than only DI Practice. I really miss the feeling of dancing and today I felt so happy being able to wear my Dance Attire, jumping around the studio doing stupid moves (':


Maybe that's why I chose to do both AHA and NDP although most of them only chose AHA.

I want to dance as much as I can while I still have the time .. Before life changes me and I no longer have the chance to do that anymore. And I want to still dance while Laoshi's still around ♥♥


Today I didn't see Laoshi at DI, and I miss him so much.
It's like .. Dancing is never complete unless Laoshi is around .. Sigh.


But somehow I still can't bring myself to dance in front of anybody outside of NHDS/DI ♥
Hahahahahah I really don't understand why but I can never dance in front of my NP Friends 'cause they don't see me as a dancer !! .________. Oops !


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And there's been a lot of emotional complications going on in my life. I don't know if you'll be reading this .. But I really don't want to let this 4 years of friendship down the drain. I know you'll tell me about how we're still friends even if he say stuffs to you .. But you know me well enough to know that I can't accept that.


I can't stop him from bitching about me to you, and I don't blame him 'cause I hurt him and he deserves as much to bitch about me. And I don't wanna make you stop being friends with him or anything 'cause you both are great friends to have and you totally should be friends !! It's just that I don't know how to be close to you like before now .. Knowing that all these is going on.


We've been through shits. I swear it's shits. We've been in the same clique, ostracized each other, bitched about each other, hated on each other, skipped classes together, spend hours sitting at Tiong Bahru chairs just talking, match-made each other with guys, detest each other's boyfriends, lied to each other, fell in love/fought over the same guy, ran around the hall piggybacking each other, literally fight, cried for dance together, screamed at the dancers together, worked together as HOC(s) of Dance, pasted secret notes for each other in stupid places, been hated on together, ate yoghurt for 5 hours together, helped each other move on from their heartbreak, felt the same feelings at the same time together, and I love every bit of our friendship ♥♥


I don't wanna give up on our friendship, and I'm sorry I don't tell you much these days.
Please tell me that our friendship is still going to be as strong.


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And also .. I'm really sorry to all my NH Friends. I really am.
I've been getting a lot of messages from people, whatsapp and all that saying that I don't spend time with them anymore, that I don't talk to them anymore, that I don't share anything with them anymore. And I'm terribly sorry to all those people. I know I don't go for outings much anymore, I don't even reply on whatsapp or texts sometimes ):


But the 4 years in NH were definitely the best in my life, and I'd never want to lose friends like all of you. I'm sorry if some of you feel that my new friends > you people; There is no level to compare because you people are all different !! I can't compare. But I'll make time for you people soon, I promise. I really really do.

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Ohhh and anyway, I realized that I didn't add my Tumblr under my profile information but I've added it in already ! ^^ It's usually when I'm in class or when I'm lazy to type but I feel emotional that I indulge in Tumblr ♥♥


It's like an escape in forms of reblog, and it's usually filled with dance stuffs or emotional stuffs :P But you people can also look there if you're bored !! ^^ And if you have a tumblr, follow me as well :D

Here's the link: http://strawheart-s.tumblr.com

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Ok I shan't bore you people with anymore rubbish !! And anyway I need to bathe and start working on my debate because I feel that Charlotte has too much to do ): She's an amazing friend and I never knew until recently ok ! ♥ Till the next time, Byeeeeeeeeeeee ^^


Huh, emotional stuffs?
Nothing much, except I'm missing him like hell now !!
He's super adorable I can't stop thinking of him I swear. If you happen to be reading this, PLEASE PRETEND THAT YOU DON'T KNOW THANK YOU ♥

Ending off with an amazing song from Hannah Montana's older seasons,
If we were a movie ♥

I wish we were a movie, and you'd fall in love with me.

Hey yo people !! ♥ I know it's only been a day and I'm already back but I gotta blog about today before my memory fades :P Anyway, I'm waiting for my hair to dry before I bathe and I'm kinda bored heheheh ^^


Yesterday I had a great day, contrary to what I expected from my previous post ~

Had lessons from 1PM - 6PM and T102 was hilarious during MEDSOC :D The practice debate got so personal and Jes/Jong were like practically taking it into a fight already O.o But Joelle and I had fun just laughing at them and joking about everything ♥♥ That's what I love about us (: We can just sit on opposite teams but share our Iced Tea and laugh over ridiculous stuffs.


WEBGRA was fun, 'cause we are starting on HTML and I'm so happy to have Joelle who understands how stupid we'd make our webpages !! ^^ We even had a long break for our project groups and went all the way to Atrium to take money ! Saw Zodall otw there and spent some time with them heheheheh ! ♥ Love how Joelle can mix around with them as well (Y)


Lessons ended soon and I slacked at Poolside with Joelle before Zodall came at 730PM ♥ I think she floods my life a lot these days as well ~ But it's a good thing right, #LEGLONGCLUB (:

I had a lovely dinner dabao-ing from Mkp & Buying junk food from Cheers, sitting at CCA Clubroom to eat with Siuling, IsaacTwins, Joel, Rixin ♥♥


Very minor Zodall meet-up but it's the little things in life that matters the most at the end of the day right (: We talked a lot and Ziyi/Darren joined us soon after :P Lepak-ed and just slacked around until 1030PM before we all went home !! Ridiculous how we can do absolutely nothing and time just passes by so fast ~

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TODAY WAS AWESOME WITH A CAPITAL A !! ♥♥♥


Daddy sent me to Somerset where I met IsaacNg first ^^ We just walked around 313 for awhile and he tricked me with that stupid Mr Bean joke -.- Oh, if you people don't know, it's some question asked on whatsapp and if you don't get the right answer .. Basically you set your profile picture as a Mr bean photo for 24 hours .________. So if you talk to me now, you'd see a ridiculous Mr Bean photo that Isaac chose to put for my profile picture ): #sadgirl96 #evilboy96

We met Pris, Jaslyn, Siuling, Noelle, Elson and walked around Somerset + bought food before we made our way to Lido ^^ It was a fun time spent together and I love everything about today hahahahah, ♥♥ Bought Starbucks and saw Daryl from T102 :O He's working there so yeppppppp !

Met Joel, ZN and Darren there before we collected our tickets ♥


 The movie was kinda confusing in terms of plot .. But I still enjoyed watching the action scenes anyway :D If any of you haven't watched Fast6, remember to watch it in the cinemas !! ♥ It's a relatively good show with really cool action scenes and trust me, don't fall asleep in the front ~ 'Cause you'll miss the awesome parts at the back and that's such a waste ):

I fell asleep before the show and spilled Popcorn LOL! #clumsy and Zodall laughed at me rawr :@ Things like this happen to tired people of FMS ok!! :P We're FMS, Forever Missing Sleep ! ♥


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After the movie, we made our way to Ion where we had dinner/supper ♥♥


 The girls shopped around for awhile on our own and the boys did their own shopping as well (: Well, it's still nice 'cause we all get to shop for our own stuffs ^^ Although I didn't buy anything, I always enjoy the time spent shopping heheheheh !!


Had dinner at Food Republic and the food tasted quite horrible ): Maybe it's just me, but I couldn't quite finish the food like the rest could .___________. Oh well, when you're starving you'd eat anything right :P However, I really really really enjoyed dinner !! ♥ DON'T JUDGE ME PEOPLE :@

Went home with Darren and now I'm like Snapchatting Benjamin hahahah :D
He's sending me retarded Snapchats every night and I think he needs to maintain tsk ! But it's really funny to get his ridiculous Snapchats and I reply with like super dark ones 'cause the room lights ain't on ~


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Tomorrow I'm going school to study with Ms Yan ♥♥
I miss spending time with her ): We need more time together, Bimbo Qi !!
Hope I'll see someone in school tomorrow ^^

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Not much emotional stuffs today, 'cause I'm like happy beyond words :D
I really don't know how thankful I feel to be able to spend so much time with him ♥

I'm like kinda outright making this obvious already, but I doubt he's reading this so yeah ~ But if you are, and you obviously know that I'm talking about you right .. Thank you for everything (: I don't really care if it's just my one-sided dreams/happiness but I'm really thankful that you're making me so happy everyday ^^


You brighten up everyday and each day I look so forward to being able to see you, even if it's for awhile ♥ You don't know how much you really mean to me, and how I love watching you smile. Everything about you is amazing, and you should know that !!

So if you're reading this, accept the compliment and forget this immediately hahahahah !!


One-sided love ♥
Whatever, at least I'm happy (:
Haters gonna hate, Judgmental people gonna judge, Potatoes gonna potate. 

For you ♥