Hey people ! I'm back to blog about how my past week went ! ^^ Yep I went MIA from twitter, facebook and all that social network for one reason .. I had FOC with NP People :D

FOC actually stands for Freshmen Orientation Camp which is held in Ngee Ann for future NP Year1(s) to actually make friends and familiarize with the school before school starts (: It's organized by NPSU, and completely without the supervision of teachers O.O It's really really fun !! And to those people who can't stand that we had fun in FOC and will judge me after I post this, then just stop reading 'cause your judging ain't gonna stop me yo! :P

For Day1, I actually met Yuqi, Gindelin, Hanxin, Boey and Yongjian at the entrance and we entered together, completing registrations etc together, but didn't end up in the same groups ): Met Huiyi and Renee along the way anyway ^^ Basically there were 4 main groups: Yuqi, Hanxin and Renee ended up in Bragi (with Jinglin as one of the GLs), Gindelin and Boey ended up in Hermod, Yongjian ended up in Dellingr while Huiyi and I ended up in Heimdall ♥ However Huiyi was in sub-group1 and I was in sub-group4 named Zodall !! ♥♥

We learnt cheers and had lunch around the convention center before leaving our stuffs in the sports hall where we'd sleep for the night ^^ I shall not bore you with details 'cause the first day was actually really boring :P We didn't do much and spent most of the time learning cheers ): However, I made really close friends like Noelle and Liting whom I stuck with almost the entire camp! :P


We have 11 girls and 16 boys in Zodall, with our 2 female GL(s): Megan and Ziyi; 1 male GL: Rixin ♥ They were all great company for our 4 days there and I enjoyed the time spent together a lot (:


 They made us watch Insidious at night in the auditorium before sending us for our Night Walk O.O It was kinda freaky and everyone had a scary time but I'm thankful that the crew didn't gave us too much scare in the end (: They did an excellent job and it's really a good experience like they claimed it to be!! I don't think I'll ever find another night walk as scary as this ~

Our day2 was spent playing dirty games filled with leftover food, paint, sauces and creams etc! Most of us got really dirty and I honestly pity the GL(s) who had to take most of the dirt for us ): They suffered a lot but I guess they had the most fun too anyway ^^ Eventually threw away that set of clothes so .. Oh well ~

I enjoyed day2 night 'cause I had a great time talking with Noelle, Liting, Daron, Isaac and Elson ^^ They are all really interesting people who don't mind speaking how they truly feel about some people and some stuffs. Those are really great friends !! But Night2 ended without much activities other than simple games so it was kind of boring ):

Day3 was spent playing clean water games which was probably the best day for everyone ♥ Everyone love having clean water games and we even got to play inside the swimming pool(s) of NP! That was completely amazing and we couldn't get enough of the water :D Of course, this eventually resulted in our horrendous sunburn but we had fun and that's all that matters anyway ^^ After dinner, we had a great finale night, complete with some clubbing fun ! ♥ Yep I said clubbing, 'cause it was kinda like a clubbing atmosphere but not as extreme I guess ~ Played around a lot with Noelle, Liting and the Zodall boys where we watched people dance and jumped around a lot (:


Noelle left early for her trip to Bangkok and everyone was upset to see her go ): However we gave her a phonecall at 5am to wish her a good trip so she will know that she's always on our minds ♥

We couldn't sleep for the 3rd night due to "Sleep at your own risk" with boring details that I shan't explain ~ All I can say was that our GL(s) suffered a lot that night and most of us almost KO-ed due to that ): Zodall spent the night lying on the track and talking all the way up till sunrise ♥ It was an amazing experience 'cause it's my first time watching sunrise in such a different way with people I barely knew ^^ But we all really got through and eventually got a little bit of sleep anyway :D


It was hard to see day4 passed because we had to go home ): We spent day4 just having the ending presentation, doing the final cheers, getting our shirts, phototaking and crying ): It was just like any other camps that was ending but it was really hard to part with these people whom I spent the 4 days with !! Me and Liting left early eventually due to personal reasons and 'cause we didn't really like the idea of saying Goodbyes to everyone. I'm sorry if we didn't say goodbye properly, people !!

Nick came to fetch me from camp and had my dinner early before he sent me home !! ♥ He's such a lovely boyfriend and I can't help but adore him so much !! ^^

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Well, camp ended on such a note. Awkward, but yeah.

Anyway I have to blog about Saturday and yesterday! Saturday, somebody dear to all our hearts finally came home !! ♥ We were all ultra happy to have fetched her at the airport and it felt so great to be able to hug her once more (: Yep, my dear lock is home !! ♥

 
 We had Popeyes and chatted a lot about our times spent away from each other and eventually everyone went home separately ): It wasn't a grand affair but all of us wanted Chan to feel at home once more (:

Sunday was completely amazing ♥ I left home with a mindset of going for dance and ended up getting surprised at Pizza Hut with Felicia, Huiyi, Yuqi, Chanhong, Bingming, Soonxuan, Adrian and my adorable boyfriend who brought me there !! ^^ Turns out that we weren't going for dance and we were gonna spend the day celebrating my birthday early :D *Jumps for joy*


 We had lunch and they gave me a real ice-cream birthday celebration with candles ^^ I loved the ice-cream so much, it tasted like heaven ♥ We spent the rest of the time sitting at the top of Vivo City just chatting and it was nice to see my world(s) coming together without being awkward (: Ok maybe it was a little, but it turned out better than I expected :P





The kids eventually left and I had dinner with Nick at Sakae ♥ He sent me home and we sang songs on the way :D It makes me feel super great that he put in so much effort for me !! Thanks Nick, I really appreciated it and I love how you do all those little things to make me feel special every single day (: I love you !


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There will be Zodall, Heimdall and Yggdrasil outing this week and I'm already so busy spending time with my sisters + Nick ): Sometimes I wish I had more time in the week so that I can spend time with everyone I love .. Time, you've got to stop for awhile for me to catch up ! ):


Oh and on a final note: To you haters out there, this is for you:

Hey! (: Decided to post again today 'cause I don't really have much to do tonight. Probably nothing much as today was a boring day, but I shall find something to write about anyway.

Been seeing many people using ask.fm on twitter recently, especially the dance juniors :O Turns out it's a website where you can post questions to specific people either anonymously/with name. They usually answer and post them on social media websites like Twitter, Facebook etc. It's quite funny seeing the answers and it actually helps you to ask questions you never dared to ask yourself :P However, it gets a lil' annoying on twitter when everyone spams it and my timeline is filled with ask.fm stuffs :$ But it's quite cute anyhow ^^

(^) Hypocritical alert !

Wanted to try it but I'm afraid of being judged so, oh well ! Maybe I'll get the courage to anyway, someday :P

Woke up really early today to meet my Poly darlings at Clementi before we headed back to Nan Hua for Dance practice today ^^ It was nice spending time with the 3 of them as usual, but it got a little boring when we sat in the canteen doing nothing ): I honestly felt a little angry because we weren't doing anything special and yet we went to school so early. However, I decided to just leave it be.

It got me a little irritated when the ISH had opened but we chose not to go up for dance practice yet though :/ I felt like it was pointless to stay in the canteen since we weren't doing anything special and it wasn't as if we were waiting for anybody anyway. Thankfully Tianyi came down and we went up after that ^^ I'm sorry if I raged by tweeting that, but I honestly felt a bit frustrated.

Didn't spend much time at dance today though, considering Laoshi was practicing SYF and we couldn't do much for him anyway ): Instead, our batch girls spent the time face-timing our dear Chan in the canteen :D It was great to be able to talk to her again, even if it's just for a short while! (: I really miss Chan and I, for one, can't wait for her to come back ^^


 We spent the later half of the practice in the ISH watching Laoshi practice Modern and it got a few of us a little annoyed when some of them started to talk really loudly. No offense (hypocritical alert) but I genuinely feel that we didn't really help so we shouldn't have caused so much noise. I don't say "you people" because I'm guilty as well, but I feel that I should mention it :/ I think I pretty much seemed very unhappy today with everyone from how I reacted, but honestly I'm not as unhappy as I appeared to be :P

Had dinner at Pastabox with '96 people, and it was a lovely dinner although I sat with Boey, Darren and Bryan (: They were great company but the food was so hard to finish ): The carbonara got boring after awhile and I ended up having Bryan finish the food for me :P Sorry and Thank you, Bryan ! ^^ Took the train home with Huiping and I'm happy that we spent a little time together today :D Although it seemed like we spend a lot of time together, I haven't seen you in ages ! )': Hope that we'll spend more time together for this last month before school start !! :O


Basically that sums up my day, and I came home soon after (: Had a nice chat about my day with Nick on the phone while I took the bus home just now ^^ He's always really patient to hear me talk about my day, no matter how boring the details may be! :P Sometimes I rant about how awful my day was or rattle on and on about running man, but he'll always listen patiently to everything I have to say ^^ Thank you Nick, you're genuinely amazing :*


Gonna have a Running Man/Basketball date with Nick tomorrow ^^ Spending our afternoon watching Running Man then playing Basketball in the evening (: Sometimes our dates are so boring yet we enjoy them so much, ain't we funny ~ I'm happy that I get to spend time with you at all anyway (:

Oh and next I'm gonna dedicate something truly heartfelt today to my two very amazing friends (: I really miss the both of you a lot, and I'm really sad that I didn't get to see you two today ): It seemed so happy when we thought about being in the same school and same CCA for the next 2 years although it didn't come true. I've never missed you two so badly before and I can't explain how I felt today. It felt as if we were back home, but something's missing because of the both of you. It's amazing how I took things for granted the past 4 years when you both stood by my side everyday, under all circumstances. Yet now, I'm missing both of you more than anything else in the world. I miss wearing the same dance jacket in class everyday because we're so cold! ): I miss rushing for dance after remedial and I missing arguing with Bing Ming together with the both of you !!




We used to spend so much time together and have so many common topics, and it was always so much fun to argue with Bing Ming because you guys were around ): For the loveliest girls who stood by my side for the past 4 years in 106, 206, 302, 402, '96, Sisters, Chingay and Awesome Freaks, I miss you both like hell and I love you two so much. Let's spend more time together with '96 !


I really miss everyone in '96, not trying to be biased to just two of them or something, though ._____. I genuinely miss everyone, and I was still happy to see everyone ^^ However I spent so much time with the both of them, especially my sunshine, for the past 4 years that it's that weird feeling when we no longer spend anymore time together ): It's the same weird feeling as when we stepped down from Dance and something was empty inside of us. Yes, it's the same feeling I'm feeling again )':


And this feeling seriously sucks.

Anyway, KJK-Singapore is officially importing Calendars of Jong-kook from Korea at $20++ including shipping so it's probably quite worth it since it's only March into the year ^^ You can check out their twitter at "KJKSingapore" if you're interested ^^

And Kim Jong-kook was featured in the March issue of "COSMO MEN" alongside Running Man Member Lee Kwang-soo ^^ It's pretty cool since they were wearing formal wear so do check it out as well :D

Shall end this off with an amazing performance of Kim Jong-kook, with his newest song "Men are all like that" :D

Hey! Back with a post after about 1-2 weeks (: Sometimes I just really want to type/write and all that, but I can't find the motivation to anyway.

For the past week, I have been seeing rather upsetting posts on Twitter, Blogs, Instagram and even some people who bothered to text me about it. Most of them are friends whom I'm not very close with, but they are friends all the same. Whenever I read about their unhappy feelings, I genuinely don't know how to comfort them. Sometimes I feel that if I had said something inappropriate, it might make things worse for them ): However, I still try to comfort a word or two, to let them know that they are not alone.

To those people out there who are hurting for love, for friendship, for family or for whatever reasons, it will be alright eventually. It's a little too optimistic to say that everything will turn out great, but I can say that it will definitely be alright at the end of the day (: Live through life with quotes like "It will be alright", and use that to find the courage to walk on. It's easy to speak, but not easy to do. Yes definitely that's true, but try all the same. It's definitely going to hurt as you work towards that quote, but work towards it anyway. Those with courage are those who can admit that they are hurt, cry and scream, but smile after the rain (:

Honestly, I feel that I don't have the rights to tell people stuffs like "I feel you" or that "I know how you feel, don't worry" from my perspective. I feel that my life is so much different from theirs and they might feel hurt by me if I say things like that. It's upsetting to know that those people are hurting out there, but I still hope that they will be fine, they will not be alone (:

Anyhow, I just hope that everything will turn out fine for everyone at the end; be it the dancers stressing over SYC, J1s dying out due to homework/lectures, Poly-Students suffering at work, or those with personal problems that affect all aspects of their lives.

On a lighter note, this week has been really comfortable and fun for me !! ^^

I started watching this amazing Korean drama called "Innocent Man" starring Song Joong-ki as Kang Ma-ru and Moon Chae Won as Seo Eun-gi ! The plot is basically about a promising young man who gave up his future for his slightly older girlfriend, but she eventually left him. After serving 5 years of jail, he ended up working as a bartender. Eventually, he met the daughter (Seo Eun-gi) of a rich business-man, whose step-mother turned out to be his ex-girlfriend. Attempting to use Eun-gi as a form of revenge on his ex-girlfriend, he eventually fell in love with Eun-gi. An accident causes Eun-gi to lose all memories of her life, including the ability to read and write. With a camera that only contains photos of him and a crayon that she spelt his name wrongly with, Eun-gi entered Ma-ru's life a second time.



The drama won both of them many awards at the KBS Awards 2012, and also held the highest ratings for the last few episodes when it was aired !! (: It's definitely a good show and people who enjoy watching korean dramas should give it a try ^^ Not to mention, Song Joong-ki is really adorable and one of my favorite actors !!



I actually took only 3 days to watch it, a total of 20 episodes !! :O Here's the link to anyone who's interested in watching the drama ^^

†http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hgWAuWxArHQ

Went for PA Practice 2 days ago and had a great time (: There wasn't many people and we held practice in the Other Studio rather than Obox for that week. Did the basics and Laoshi conducted lessons so it was good and all ^^ Talked to Felicia for quite awhile and I really enjoyed the time spent with her (: She's really bubbly and hyper, despite always being so emotional on Social Media :P

Felicia, if you ever come upon this: Don't be upset on twitter anymore and start being the way you are in front of me. I love your bright smiles and crazy laughter so don't ever let something so precious disappear from your life ! I love you :*



Did much PT with the rest and watched them do flips before leaving for dinner with Nick (: I love how we don't give each other romantic nicknames and just call each other by name. It makes us different and special this way. We had a simple dinner pigging out at KFC before he walked me home from Harbourfront. Haven't seen him since Sunday, and it's going to be Wednesday in awhile already ):



Spent my evening today at Chingay Appreciation Night with Yanting, Yingpei, Jingkai, Jeffrey and Kenric ^^ It wasn't exactly a fun evening, in fact it turned out pretty boring ! The only joy I had was probably kicking sand and cracking jokes with them ~ However, we managed to spend our time there well before we left for home at 09:30pm (:

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Sometimes I feel as if I'm being judged by people or that people are actually passing comments at me behind my back. In fact, people who pass comments about me in front of me even though they didn't outright mention my name sucks too. I try to convince myself that I'm probably thinking too much and that they probably didn't mean it, but I know better.

People who are unhappy with me, who have something against me, and who are upset with whatever I'm doing should actually just tell me straight. If you truly care enough to notice and be upset with me, then you definitely care enough to hope that I'll improve. It's a little too much to ask for, considering the hypocritical society we live in and the excuse of being polite/kind by keeping harsh comments to ourselves. However, I'd still say this so people will know that I actually don't mind if they pass harsh comments in front of me.

"If you want to stab me, then do it. Don't tell me so much useless things that doesn't even matter."

However, I'm definitely leading a happy life now so I honestly don't really think anything can make me upset very much (:

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Oh, and I watched a video of Niga Higa who talked about how lazy people are actually very smart people (: I support that because most of the genius-es in my life are usually those who are very lazy and laid-back !! I'm also very lazy so I hope that I'm smart in others' eyes too (:



Ending off with a video, showing the love between Kang Ma-ru and Seo Eun-gi in Innocent Man with the song, "Take a chance on me" by JLS (: Enjoy !

Hello ! Yes, I'm back to blogger (: After near to a year of not blogging, and trying to switch to wordpress, I decided that blogger was still the better choice for me! Indeed, wordpress was impressive and all, but it doesn't feel as comfortable as blogger for me! Having a secret new blog doesn't make much sense anyway, so I'm back to my old blog! I should be proud of my past, yes! ^^

There have been many many changes in my life over the past 1 year, considering the school and O levels and all that! Basically my sec4 year was spent mugging my ass off due to O levels ): Sad fact, but true anyway. However, being with 402 made life much bearable than I thought it'd be :D We had loads of fun doing "YOLO" stuffs everyday, and just creating fun in the midst of the studying tension. O levels was difficult, but all of us completed it well anyway ^^ Since I can't summarize the entire year in one shot, I'll let the photos do the work (: Or so they say, a picture speaks a thousand words.

Well, that's basically how school went on for the year up till O levels! Of course, in between there were many details, one including Chan Hong ): Dear Chan Hong left for UK to study around late August last year and we skipped a day at school to send her off! Many of us were upset, especially '96. However, we're still proud of her for making the choice :D




The highlight for 2012 will probably be Prom Night! Yes, we had terribly loads of fun dressing up, fussing over everything and having a great time spamming photos on prom night (: I spent the time with my sisters pretty much, and we had a sleepover at Yuqi's house after prom!

After prom, my life basically revolved around Dance and Sleep ^^ As much as it was the "After Os Holidays", I spent my weekends at Dance and in fact, my weekdays as well! Oh, and I dyed my hair a reddish color (; However, it's faded now and I dyed it another color recently so you probably won't even realized :O Anyhow Art filled my calendar for the entire month of December in 2012 and I was never happier to be dancing again! ♥
Had great fun participating in Childhood Dreams, Blinded, and 传承 ♥ Me and Xuejing also choreographed a dance which we're always awkward to watch :O I'm so thankful to everyone who contributed a part for the dance, especially the 4 dancers from '96 ♥ I'm still sorry for always giving a black face for practice ): Anyhow Art 2012 went well, including many items from many choreographers! Many of them were first-time choreographers and I think everyone did a pretty good job, especially Nicholas who did an amazing item ^^

Amidst the practices and rehearsals for Anyhow Art 2012, we had our Batch Chalet as well as our ORD ♥ It was a happy day where we ate buffet and played games, but didn't cry (: After ORD, we had a 4 days 3 nights batch chalet at Coasta Sands Downtown East ^^ We had great fun and I truly enjoy the company of '96 ♥


Also, Chanhong came back for holidays during the December holidays! ♥ We went to the Airport to fetch her, making huge boards and giving warm hugs (: It was amazing to see her again and we had a day out at MBS with her :D Before she went back, we had a Christmas Party at her house as well as a sleepover ♥ I really enjoyed the short time we spent with her and it was really sad when we sent her off again ):


When Anyhow Art came to an end, 2012 pretty much came to an end as well (: The end of the year brought many reflections over my year, and an end to some things. However, the start of 2013 brought new beginnings for me and for everyone as well ♥

One new beginning will be my more-than-just-amazing boyfriend, Nick ♥ Yes, he's definitely more than amazing (: I'll spare the details, but I'm just really happy to have him in my life now ^^

Another new beginning would be the day I collected my O level results and the day I got posted to my new school ^^ With an L1R5 of 14 minus 4 and a L1B4 of 11 minus 2, I got posted to Ngee Ann Poly - Mass Comm. ♥ I'm growing to really love this choice, and I hope that I'll be able to do well in NP and have fun for the next 3 years! It's a little weird knowing that I'm no longer in Nanhua and having my friends in JC start school, making new friends.. However, I know that nothing's going to change between all of us ♥ We'll still be great friends and that's all that matters anyway :D

And of course, we had our 402 chalet during the start of 2013 ♥ Holidays for Sec4 students really has it's perks! Had an amazing 3 days 2 nights at Aloha Loyang where we did really retarded things and got closer to one another in many ways ♥ I really love 402 and the thought of not being able to sit in the same classroom as them again really makes me upset at times.. Sometimes, I'd rather go through O levels again just to relive those memories of ours.


And January brought about many class outings/batch outings etc, like the trip with 206 to USS and with 402 to Sentosa ♥ Both were different in terms of fun, but being able to spend time with all of them again felt really heart-warming :D


2013 also brought about Chingay and CNY! ♥ Had great fun with the 台上 dancers, and got to know more people better, like Tan Lia! ^^ Did 桃夭 where we looked like pretty pink fairies, how cool is that :D Chingay was a great experience, although we really got sick of the music after awhile. Fire in Snow was a beautiful theme, contrary to what we felt in the beginning of it being ridiculous :P Oh well, I had beautiful memories and that's all that matters anyway (:


Indeed, I had great fun at Chingay ^^ Oh, and I made friends with some great Chung Cheng/Crescent people, who are definitely Bimbotic but really great company! :D They were better friends than I expected, and I enjoy spending time with them ♥


Now, I'm currently working at USS Catering while waiting for school to start ): It's a tiring job but at least the people there ain't that bad ^^ I have fun at events and although I really dread work most of the times, I'm earning money so I'm proud of myself (: Money's not easy earned, sigh.

Oh, and I'm spending most of my free time watching Running Man these days (: It's really no-life, but I don't have anything much to do anyway! :D And yes, I'm definitely a bias of Kim Jong Kook ♥ He's really cool, and I went crazy over him since I watched episode 1 ^^ I'm a strong supporter of Monday Couple, and I adore watching the old episodes because of Song Joong-Ki ♥ I love watching the teamwork between Ji-Hyo and Jong Kook or Jong Kook with the 2 kids (Gary and HaHa) ♥ The show's really amazing and it helps to pass your boring holidays so everyone should watch it ^^ Oh, and Kwang-Soo's more than just adorable ^^

It pretty much summarizes how my one year went, of course leaving out details of unhappiness ): I don't want my blog to be just about my negative feelings, so let's start off with a positive one after one entire year ^^ Definitely there was much unhappiness in my one year, but I've learnt to look at the bright side of things and I'm glad that our lives are the way they are now ♥