These few days have been really hell, and life hasn't been anything smooth too ...
Studies, Dance, Drama, and all that -.- Seriously ... Life ... !! I remember Dance
practice on Wednesday ! ^^ We were practicing like mad, after that '96 Girls went
crazy in the toilet after Dance, ♥ And that's the best thing about being tired :D

Stayed back in class on Thursday to have remedial but played with Yuzhen/Heather/
Bingming/Yokekee/Yongjian/Harry in the end ! ♥ We video-ed down things & laughed
over all the teachers :P Things ended on a lousy note though ): Oh, and I have
no memory about Monday & Tuesday so don't ask me about it, O.o

Today was pretty tedious ... ): School was very tiring but I'm glad I listened to
most of the lessons ! (: Well, you can't expect anything for Math right ? ...
Dance was really tiring ... ♥ Laoshi scolded a lot, and all of us felt very down ~
But the idea of raising your hand saying: "I did my best today" feels real good ♥

'96 was pretty moody because of Dance practice today ... But I'm glad all of you
are always there when I wanted to collapse already (; I love my batch ♥ Walked to
Clementi with them ! ♥ Came home soon. Worn out already, my week has been tiring.
I'll start mugging tomorrow, I'll be a nerd like Yuanting ! ^^

Coughing like shit, All dancers are falling ill ): Get well soon, people ! :D
For SYF, especially Modern ♥ Modern, C'mon we can do it. Put our heart into it,
It's just one chance ... This is our Dance.

One Dance, Modern SYF ♥
One Society, Nan Hua Dance Society ♥

Hello (MBC Gayo Daejun) - SHINee ! ♥ I've been addicted to this video on my iPod,
keep listening to it everyday :P It's like, a very sweet version of the song ... !!

Hello I'm home :/ Posting because Jessica asked me to post, Gosh you stalker much.
So hello Jessica, this is for you, you better be thankful >:( I can be sleeping
like a pig right now :P Anyway Chingay Heartland didn't turn out as bad as I had
expected it to be, ♥ In fact, it was pretty much okay ? O.o

We changed at some stupid random toilet & spammed make up at some spot in a
open air-ed space -.- Did make up for myself, Janessa & Lukhei ! ♥ Rushed for the
float and the beginning was fun ! ^^ People spammed photos with us !! Things got
boring around 1-2 hours later though ... We started rotting + anti-socializing :/

Jessica did homework, Lukhei ... Idk-what-she-did, Me/Janessa listened to music &
SMS-ed with MY PHONE !! Joke (; Stayed like this until ... 10++pm, then had supper
with Jessica & Lukhei @ Mcdonalds' ♥ It's damn hilarious ! :D Took train home with
them, Agnes left early ): Came home soon.

Tired out, got scolded for ending this late -.- However, I don't really care. I liked
how we brought about the smiles on everyone's faces today ! ♥ Some little
boy even thought that we were famous people !! And that feeling as though
you had made their day, well it's worth everything that happened (:

Oh, and this brought Me, Janessa, Lukhei & Jessica so much closer together !! (;
Kk I shall go die away now. BYE !! Tomorrow's P.A ... ♥

I'm filled with praises of you, although you're a negative thought ...
Like the wittered rose ... I can only cry in agony.

However, you're still my thought in everything I do;
And that's the worst irony ever.

"The words that appeared in my head are not of that I expected, but I did smile ..."

I'll never forget that day, and all those days. I'll never forget any of them, ever ...

Our Song - Taylor Swift ! ♥ Chanhong and Sihwee and Natalie kept singing it during
dance yesterday and it got me listening to it. I think it's a very nice song !! (:

Here are my 8 fears: (I finally got out of my laziness to post this!)

1) I'm afraid of the dark -.-
2) I'm afraid of being alone forever ... :/
3) I'm afraid of frogs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4) I'm afraid of insects.
5) I'm afraid of being hurt ...
6) I'm afraid of failing at something ):
7) I'm afraid of breaking down.
8) I'm afraid to rely on people ...

& I shall post my 7 wants too: (I know that I'd be lazy somehow!)

1) I want to learn all kinds of dance !! ♥
2) I want to take photos of everything in life ... (:
3) I want to experience bungee jumping without the rope.
4) I want to be able to see KEY face to face ^^
5) I want everyone around me to be happy :/
6) I want the world to be filled with love, not hatred ...
7) I want Him to find his true happiness ... ♥

That's all. Yoghurt with Sweetard later, then Heartland.
Happy 19th Monthsary, Sweetard ♥

Hello, Life sucks and I don't really want to talk about it -.- Blogged because I am
left with nothing better to do. Shall do my homework tomorrow ... ! Tired out and
broke down on the way home ... ♥ I wished I could take a break from life sometimes.
My life is like the wittering flower on my table, dying from everything !!

And to those people: Sorry but try harder, you're not going to succeed this time !!
I don't care, this time I won't let go again. Tomorrow is our day, I'm not going
to let it go badly; At least not tomorrow ! Oh and I want to go for Heart land for
tomorrow ... I wonder ... O.o Huiyi, tomorrow I text you (:

Bye, I'm tired.

Happy Valentines' Day ! ♥

I hope everyone had a fun day spending with the ones they love, or the ones who love
them the most (: I had fun giving out all the presents & receiving them ! ^^

Thanks Natalie, Chanhong, Clarice, Yuanting, Jolene, Xueqi, Heather, Yuzhen, Harry,
Renhong, Jianhao and whoever who gave me presents ! ♥ I love everyone :D

It was a well day spent, I hope the days go on being better ... I hope.

Oh, and my mother just realized that she bought the wrong medicine for my leg so I
have been applying the wrong medicine which makes my leg worse -.- I'm amazing.
FML.

These two days were ... Moody :/ Yesterday lessons were boring and I slept through
loads of them but I hope it's alright, ♥ I'm planning to fail Common Tests -.-
Had lunch @ Clementi Mall with Xuejing/Bingming/Yongjian/Harry then rushed home to
change :P Met Sihwee/Xuejing/Bingming/Yongjian/Harry/Weiquan @ Jurong East ! ♥

Naikang met us @ IMM while we had dinner ! (; Cabbed to the Teban Gardens there &
it turned out pretty alright I guess O.o Went home late, Tired max. Today's lessons
were much better ? O.o I was busy doing other stuffs so I didn't listen anyway ♥
I didn't hear a thing during Chemistry & Ms Wang didn't care !! >:(

Assembly was pretty entertaining but tiring too ! ): Went off and Didn't walk with
Clique because I needed some time alone ... ♥ It was disrupted anyway -.- Not
by messages ~ Came home soon. Tomorrow's Dance ♥ I hope everything turns out fine !
So many drama ... :/ I'm keeping a neutral attitude this time.

Last time, we had endless stories to tell each other ...
Now, we're speechless when our eyes meet.

Love bring people together, it can also separate people !
And I guess it separated us ... ):

"8 Fears" for another time, I'm out of things to say now !!

"'Cause it has never been the same, I wouldn't see you suffer another heartbreak."

Break my heart a thousand times and I realized that sometimes it really still hurts ...

La La Land - Demi Lovato ! ♥ Me and Xuejing mentioned this song today and I remember
when LALALAND was used to describe dream land ~ I want to enter La La Land now ...

Hello, I had a wonderful day with Huiyi Ling today @ Orchard ♥ Love you loads, Boyf !
We shopped and ate and watched a movie and did our favorite thing ... Gossip !! :P
I like it when we talk a lot, we share so much (: Came home tired, but satisfied.
Saving starts tomorrow !! $$ I'm already $600 lagging behind Huiyi ... ):

Here to post about my 9 Loves:

1) I love Annabel Kwok ♥
2) I love Dance/to Dance, Nan Hua Dance Society ! :D
3) I love Clique(s); Clique & "Clique *Heartshape*"
4) I love 206 & 302 (:
5) I love Pink !!
6) I love Ribbons ! :P
7) I love him ... :/
8) I love strawberries !! ♥
9) I love God ... ♥

Feeling really moody this morning until Huiping talked to me and after I went out
with Huiyi :D I don't know what's with my mood, I just know that something's screwed :/

But I'm not her, and no matter how hard I try ...
I'll never be her ):

Years down the road, I may still be loving you !
But decades down the road, you'll never like me ... at all.
I'm not her, and that has made all the difference.

"That lil' habit I used to have, the feelings I used to feel ... Everything's weird."

'Cause you'll never fully completely get over it, that bad feeling what these things happen.

亲人 - 丁当 ! ♥ I've been addicted to this song and I can't stop listening to it ! ...
It's a really nice song with sad lyrics but amazing melody (: Autumn Concerto's !!

Happy Chinese New Year !! :D
I know it's late, but better late than never right ? And it's only the 3rd day.

These few days have been really fun ! ♥ Had CNY Celebrations in School on Wednesday,
Dance performed (: I thought our Dance was amazing, and I love NHDS ! Had reunion
dinner at home and spent the night rotting ... ): Chinese New Year Day1 was pretty
fruitful ? :P Collected loads of money and shared happiness around, ♥

Spent the day at Cousin's house ! ^^ This is the first year I had some fun :D
2nd Day was spent at my Cousin's house too O.o Played cards & Wii ♥ Played all the
way until 1AM, Facebook-ed & MSN-ed until 4AM >:( Oh well, I was talking to some
people anyway ! (; I think I'm pretty much deprived of sleep !! -.-

Today was amazing ♥ Met Kelly & Co @ Jurong East then met the rest at Marsling ! :P
Walking to Laoshi's house was tedious but fun ^^ Helped Huiyi/Janessa play cards
there and meeting many dancers as usual ... ♥ '96 Girls went over to Ms Tans' place
earlier after our lunch ! It's always a pleasure to see Ms Tan ! :D

Chatted with her about many stuffs and Sec2s came soon ! O.o Soon Sec4s came and
we left after playing a bit of cards ): Went to watch a movie with Xuejing/Sihwee/
Yuqi ! ♥ It was hilarious because we kept laughing when others were not !!
Took MRT and Came home soon. Tired out, but Satisfied ... (:

I like spending my days happy and simple; It's better than facing drama ! -.-
Tomorrow's ... Dance ? ♥ If anybody's going, then I'll go :P Been feeling pretty
down these few days but I guess the happiness covers up the tears ... ♥ And that's
a good thing right ? Or at least I hope so O.o

And I know I'll never be her.
The one that you love ... Well whether it's 2 years ago or now ...
Your answer haven't change at all !

But this time, as stupid as before ...
I'm still here ♥

"Things will never be the same and I hope you actually start noticing the change."

Maybe I'm just jealous, because what should have been mine belongs to her now, all hers.

Knock you down - Keri Hilson/Kanye West/Ne-Yo ! ♥ I remember Zoe introduced this
song to me when I was feeling down before (: Sharing this with people who are sad.

800th Post ! ♥ Okay I've came far and this place have become a wonderful place for
me to complain about everything & rant about my stupid life everyday :/ However, I
still love life as it is okay (: Appreciate & Contentment !!

Annabel posted the "10 Day -you- Challenge" which she found on Tumblr ! :P I think
it's so cool I want to do it too ^^ Yes I stalk my Girlfriend a lot, ♥ Oops ! O.o

10 Secrets, 9 Loves, 8 Fears, 7 Wants, 6 Places to go, 5 Food, 4 Books, 3 Films,
2 Songs and 1 Picture of yourself ♥ I think I'll have fun with the first few ! :D
But I guess the last one is going to suck pretty bad ... >:(

10 Secrets: (Sheesh I'm leaking my secrets :/)

1) I hate people who lie to me.
2) I think a lot more than other people do ... (Basically I'm paranoid -.-)
3) I tend to hide a lot from many people :P
4) I find joy in hurting myself :/
5) Eating and Sleeping are my life !!
6) I get disgusted by people easily & I'm pissed easily ... !
7) The number of masks I wear in life is endless.
8) I like to pretend I know nothing and continue being happy ! :D
9) Honestly, I hide in my pillow and cry everyday.
10) I talk to God every night before I sleep, I swear I do :)

Now you know my 10 secrets, They ain't secrets anymore ... :/
But Oh well ... I supposed some are already no longer secrets ? :P
Loved, ♥

Talking to Stead on MSN, Love you !! ^^