Today was screwed :/ Raining in the morning always make me feel very moody ... Sigh.
Walked to class with Harry, "Moral Education" = hilarious ! ^^ Classes were
pretty boring and I spent much time either sleeping, messaging or facebook-ing ! ♥
I think electronic devices and sleep are the reasons I go to school >:(

I don't sleep at night, to sleep in school the next day ... (: Okay anyway, Lessons
were pretty funny too I guess :P As usual anyway ~ Had lunch with BingMing/Harry/
Hongyi @ Sumo House after school, ♥ Bought Chewy Juniors for Huiyi & rushed
to School with Hongyi ! I think it's funny and interesting talking to him.

Watched Sec2 Girls practise their dance ^^ I think it's nice ! :P Walked to
Clementi with Huiyi/Janessa/Lucheng/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥ Bought Bubble tea with my
lil' darlings & Had dinner @ Vivo with Boyfriend (; It's damn awesome how we have so
much to talk about !! I love you loads for that ... ♥

Bought bunny ears for my juniors & painted 2 of it for them O.o Also studied a bit
at Vivo and Came home soon. No mood to study for my tests at all. I think I'll
just prepare to flunk it ... ! Tomorrow's School + Rehearsal ♥ Good luck for the
rehearsals, Dancers ! ^^ Own them like shit and dazzle everyone there.

Chatting on MSN with Boyfriend now, We're crazy people !

Tired, and Moody.
Not sure why I'm having my mood swings more frequent than ever ...
But I guess that's just me ):

I don't like being like that, I don't like feeling like that !
Not the least bit at all ... !

But I can't help it, I really can't.
I'm just like that ... I guess that's all I can do about it.

Sucks.

"Maybe we have no memories of the rain, stopping my thought of you when it pours."

That argument we had, the words we shared and heard. It was the little happiness within ...

Alice (Underground) [Alice in Wonderland] - Avril Lavigne ! ♥ I've been addicted to
this song ever since Yokekay told me about it a long time ago. It's super nice !!

I have a vague memory about yesterday but I decided that I still want to post :/
Felt very mixed up ... I don't know why ): Maybe the thought of ORD I guess ... !
The day was screwed up in all, and I didn't really have the mood to anything.
Rotted in class and Thanks 302 for making life much better, ♥

I'm sorry, to somebody, that I seemed really dead ! -.- I was in a lousy mood ... ):
However, 302 is still adorable :D Dance was tedious but good ! ♥ Many people were in
a very slack mood but Sec3 + Sec4 Girls were well ! ^^ I like being with all of them.
I think throwing the sweets was the most fun thing we did :P

The school took up a lot of our Dance time and it was bad >:( Didn't really feel a
least bit happy about it, rushed through it so we could start on Dance ! (:
Sorry Laoshi, we took so long :/ Practiced CNY & SYF, Pretty good ♥ Packed up and
went to prepare for ORD ! :D Had loads of fun with '96 Girls !!

Welcomed Graduates of 2010 and Really tried to be happy ^^ Over dinner, I didn't
know whether I was sad or happy already ... O.o Presents Exchange was amazing ... ♥
Hugged Angeline and really didn't want to let go (; Each batch "Lao1 Yu2 Sheng1",
I think '96 was the craziest ! :P We turned it into a batch food fight.

Apparently Jasper poured everything on Bing Ming & we had to clean it up ):
Dismissed soon and rushed home. Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Huiping/Gindelin/
Yuqi/Jiamin/Lucheng/Bingming/Junzheng/Bryan/Jasper/Tianyi/DarrenLee ! ♥ Yay :D
Took MRT with Huiping/Jinglin and we were all so fatigued ~ Came home soon.

Went to sleep feeling weird :/ Didn't know whether I was happy to have spent such a
nice day, or sad that it's yet another ORD passed ... ): Soon '95 is going to leave,
'96 too ! The thought of time passing so fast is scary ... It's crazy too, ♥
I don't know what I'm going to do, Life is passing so fast. Everything ! ...

Talked to Sarah on Facebook and Realized that I'm not ready, not ready at all ...
Life is zooming past me ... I'm not ready to take it on yet ):

Maybe things started getting different, Maybe we started getting different;
I don't know and I'm afraid to know the reasons !

I'm afraid to think of you ... But I can't stop my thoughts ):
I wonder what's wrong with me, am I really just crazy over you ? ... ♥

Sometimes, I smile at that thought (:

"The rain pour down and I wonder if you're looking at the rain, thinking the same."

I'll never forget that rainy day, it rained like that too but now everything is different.

How to be a Youtube celebrity - Nigahiga ! ♥ His videos always make me feel better
and happier (: I like his cute sense of humor because it makes him charming too ! :D

These few days have been pretty tedious and I'm dying -.- I'm glad I found this time
to blog because it always makes me feel better ! :D Okay so Dance have been taking
up a lot of my time & '96 especially :P But I love spending time with them ! ♥
Probably I've been too tired that I've been sleeping in all my classes ~

Yesterday, my juniors started having juniors ! ^^ I was pretty excited, also
worried for them ... ): Oh well, All the best '97 (; Do a good job ! '96 have been
busy with ORD stuffs O.o Sihwee's house & Dance today ♥ Finished up all the stuffs
during Dance today ! :P I hope things goes well tomorrow ... ♥

'96 were real adorable today, I like it very much :D Went home with them and Gosh,
Shilei & DarrenLee tskkkkkkkkkkkkkk ! -.- Sweet ttmzxczxzx !! Okay much inside joke.
Oh and I realized that I don't mention 302 often O.o I like 302 a lot too ! ♥
Lessons are always fun with you people around & we're really hyper ! ^^

Teasing Dr Yeo is the best bonding method ! (: Of course with the usual jokers !
Tomorrow's School + Dance + ORD ♥ I hope everything would turn out awesome ... :D
Ownerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr you better come tomorrow please ... ):

Maybe things would never ever be the same and everything have changed;
But when I was spending time with you ...
It felt like that was all I would have ever needed in life (:

I don't need you to like me, I don't need you to be sweet.
All I want ... Is to be there for you, to spend time like we did, ♥

And maybe, I wished time stopped at that moment.

"It's not the same and it will never be the same. Things fit better like how it is."

I wonder how you feel and I don't know you at all. I wish I understood you a little more.

感情线 - 183 Club ! ♥ It's a very long and old song but I like this song a lot ! ...
It can really describe and relate to many feelings I have and I feel deeply for it.

Yeah, I backspaced my words because I found them too mean :/

Firstly, I'm in a good mood now (: My day was pretty screwed up but I decided that I
had a good day ... Hmm maybe because you made my day ♥ & that's always a good thing.
No I'm not really insane, I just decided to be happy instead (;

Anyway ! Back to point.

People in life often say that there are things that make them unhappy/upset/angry !
But honestly the feelings that they bring us are only momentarily, the other
feelings that we bear usually are what we choose to be O.o You can choose to be sad
over something ... Cry over it; Or just staying happy about it, ♥

Others say that "But that's nothing for me to be happy about !!"

Think deep down ... Ain't there a lot of people who care (: What we see in front of
us are usually what we choose to see, to believe in. We don't usually/tend to see
the things that are all around, the ones who make us feel blessed ... ♥

//.

Sometimes you have thousand of words to say, because you want to win !
& all of us would want people to support us, to choose us over what we are against O.o
Maybe when we have support, we feel at ease & safe ! ♥ To me, I don't really think
it is necessary :D For people who truly supports you, believes in you !

Next, well ... Opinions :/ Hmm opinions are a very selfish thing,& sometimes it
tend to get overboard ! >:( People are entitled to have their own opinions & you
can't change them no matter what you do ... So, who cares ♥ Some people choose to
keep their opinions to themselves while some chooses to share it ...

But to me, It doesn't make much of a difference I guess ! ♥

Today I shared this sentence with somebody: When people are unhappy with you, just
about everything you do would be of a negative impression to them. It's not that you
did something wrong ... In their eyes, They just think you did (:

Well, and my resolution to this ? Just let it be ... ♥
Sometimes keeping quiet can be of a better thing too, it helps more than words !

Words can be the most powerful & hurtful thing invented, & people would
use the power of words to hurt people in the worst way ever imagined ): But if you
know how to take a lighter note to everything, The world's brighter already ♥

You may think it's being ignorant & stupid, Well I think ...
That it's just choosing to be happy :D

I can choose to cry over stuffs, moan over it and use words or methods to hurt people
or make them feel the pain I'm going through in a magnitude of 100 times !

But maybe sometimes you just want to let things go the way they are ... (:
And probably it would take a turn for the better soon ! ♥

Sometimes it may not help things and even make it worse ...
But if you're alright with the way things are going right now ...
Hmmmmm, why worry ?

Oh and lastly ... A smile is always better than a frown.
But tears are always a better choice compared to a fake smile :P

That's all I have to explain for myself, because explanations don't work ~
Arguing ... Fighting ... What good does it do ? :D
If I had a choice, I'd choose to live each day happily without regrets !
I'm not being mean, selfish or stupid ... I'd just choose smiles over worries ♥

Btw. If anyone was expecting a flaming or sad post from me, then you're wrong :P
I'm a contented kid !!

This is me - Demi Lovato & Joe Jonas ! ♥ I think this song is really nice and the
lyrics are amazing :P It's also very well sung by both of them okay, super sweet !

Today was crazy :P Lessons in the morning were pretty slack & morning, but History
was fun ttm, ♥ The whole class + Ms Chua teased Naikang about Vanesse ... Hilarious !
Recess then Math O.o Mr Chia's idea of a tough math test was simple (; I like.
Gibson totally copied his way through though ! -.-

Geography & Social Studies were boring max, I almost slept >:( Dismissed,
went to Studio with Dancers ! ♥ Stayed back and Had a HTHT with Chanhong ! ^^ I love
you loads, Lock :D We haven't chat like this in awhile ~ Watched the Sec2s do their
dance and I left earlier ... ): Rushed off to CCK/Yew Tee.

Took cab there, and Watched the 2nd half of the soccer match ! :P Met Harry on the
way and he was so disappointed O.o It rained and all that but the match ended soon !
I like being in the rain ... ♥ Poor Darren was in pain, on the bus back to School
Hongyi was a total joke ^^ They told everyone they thrashed 7-0.

Walked to Clementi with them, They went for dinner while Me/Joel/Tianyi went home.
Came home soon. Tomorrow's School + Sihwee's house for batch stuffs ♥ I think I'm
falling ill especially after the rain today -.- FML, my life is screwing up !
But talking to Pig today made me feel better ! ♥ Thanks loads :D

Drenched in the rain ... Honestly I don't really care ...
Because I saw your espression, you were so tired but you continued on !
And that's all I need to brave the rain or storm.

Even though it's nothing related to me, I feel happy (:

Because this is the reason ... I fell in love with you.

1 + 5 = 6 ♥

"You may not know it but I'm really glad things happened, I've fully gotten over it."

Events and Events, like the quiet time we had just now. It only showed that I love you.

Fireworks - Katy Perry ! ♥ Hongyi was screaming this song on the way to Clementi just
now, and it was hilarious ttm. "Cause baby you're a per-vert ~" made me laugh loads.

Today was satisfying (: Woke up pretty late and was planning to study for Math Test.
Huiyi asked me to go P.A then ! :D Met Her & Jianhao then went together, ♥ Slacked
loads, & did Warm Ups O.o Almost died during warm up, tough max ~ Watched them
practice their Performance for some event, Kaiwei damn hilarious :P

Laoshi brought us down to do stilts ♥ Played around with it ! Thanks Solo, Idk-who
& Laoshi for teaching me how to walk ! (; Also played with the new dragon O.o
Left soon, Had dinner @ Bugis with Huiyi/Solo/Keelui/Jianhao/Wenxuan ! ♥ Went to eat
Yoghurt after that and laughed until I had stomache >:( Stupid Wenxuan !

Left and Came home soon. Tomorrow's School. Life's weird without Dance on Mondays.
I miss Ms Tan's practices badly ... ): Life sucks ! Have been pretty moody lately,
or having weird mood swings -.- Seriously, something's wrong with me. I think I'm
weird, Yay ♥ Tired Tired Tired, Everyday's a chore.

Been filling my whole life up, each day with events & stuffs ...
My mind is filled up every second or so I force it to be.

Sometimes I don't know why I do things to such an extent !
Then I realized ... That all I've been doing ... It's to stop thinking of you ):
All I want to do, is to stop the thought of you ... ♥

Because whenever you're mentioned, My heart aches a little more.

"I'm tired and I can't hold on much longer anymore, I'm sure you're pleased with it."

I had to lie, I had to lie. The long message I saw made me realized, that my heart aches.

对不起 - 王子 ! ♥ It's one of my favorite songs and it played on my iPod just now ...
This song always make me feel very calm, and his voice really melts my heart loads (:

To you:

Hey I see that you've been feeling pretty down recently and I'm sorry I can't do
much about it ... We haven't been chatting much lately or telling each other much !
But I still love you the most okay ♥ I'm worried about you but I don't ask much ):
Not because I don't care ... Because I'm confident that you'll be alright :D

I'm correct right ? I trust that you'll be strong like you always are ! ^^ Although
I don't know what's troubling you ... Family or Love or Friendship or Anything, I
know that I'll be there for you (: Whether you need me or not, I'll stay by
your side forever ! ♥ You've always been there for me, and it's the same now ~

You're the love of my life ! (; What I like most about us ? Well we're not always
together or 24/7 in love or whatever :P Sometimes we don't even talk for many
days O.o But at the end of the day ... We're still best friends ... ♥ We still like to be by
each other & we love having each others' company right ? ^^

Love you the most ... ♥
You're the reason I feel hope in life, I mean it.

Thanks Girlfriend, ♥

Cheer up ! Remember, we must smile to reduce our wrinkles !

Hello, The days are getting worse -.- Today was screwed up. Not like any other days
are much better anyway ! Lessons were slack & 302 was pretty nice, ♥ Having fun
with them is good for me :D English was the pits though, Renhong being around
makes lessons go better too ! ^^ Thanks loads, man.

Stayed back for Sec2 Practice O.o Packed up studio + folded costumes with '96 ... ♥
I like doing stuffs with them, we're efficient ! Left with Me/Jing/Chan/Nat.
We did homework then talked a bit (: Debriefed Sec2s, then Chatted with them all :P
Clementi-ed with Xuejing/Chanhong ! ♥ Came home soon.

Pretty boring day but very screwed up ! ): Many reasons ... And on the train I just
wanted to cry. Tomorrow's School + Dance ♥ Let's hope Dance goes well. I'm tired of
facing everything ! >:( I don't want to be like this anymore, sucks like shit.
Not going to give a care about anything else ... Except for Him ... ♥

I know you don't love me and I know I'm not the one for you.
But somehow, I just can't stop this feeling !

I'm not capable of making you smile ... I'm not the one ...
But I wish she's around, to make you happy (:
Even if it's not me and it'll hurt me ... I want you to be happy.

The reason I'm going crazy soon ... Well it's just you ♥
It's because I like you.

"Thanks for leaving my life and ending my pain a little better, gone with the wind."

It still hurts a little to see those words, It still hurts a little to see your care ...

Wish you're my love - T-Max ! ♥ I don't really understand the lyrics but I like the
song a lot. The name of the song really fits how I feel ... Except it's a happy song.

Happy Birthday, Many People ! ♥
Okay today must be an amazing day, there are so many people's birthdays, too many.

Today was bad ): School was bad, and I wasn't in the right mood to do anything ! It's
as though the person I became during that period of time is coming back again ... ♥
I don't know if I like that or not, actually :P It sounds pretty good, but bad too ?
Tired of everything that has been happening ... Giving up soon -.-

Lessons were boring so I shan't talk much about them ! Well, PE was nice though ! (;
We played a modified Captains' Ball, similar to what Dance played once ^^
Had quite some fun so it was good ! ♥ Dance after school made me feel better, much.
Being able to throw away my thoughts & just Dance ? Well it's magic :D

Dance is like magic to me, ♥ I think my 腰 is sucky, Shit ! >:( Anyway Laoshi ran
through Chinese New Year & confirming stuffs (: Jasper took over, not that bad ?
I think our cloth dance is pretty ! ^^ Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Huiping/Chanhong/
Yuqi/Sihwee/Jiamin/Gin/Tenghwee/Lucheng/Zhenyang/Jasper/Tianyi/DarrenLee ! ♥

Chatted with Huiping @ Tiong over Bubble Tea ! :D Came home soon. My day only got
better after Dance started ... ♥ Having dancers around is wonderful, they can help
me throw away all my troubles ! Tomorrow's School -.- I dread school, seriously.
Feeling pretty troubled now ): But I don't know what to do anyway.

Chatting on MSN with Jingkai O.o

Everything that I'm doing ... It's all for you !
All my mind is filled with your thoughts, filled with your images ♥

I can't stop thinking of you or wishing that you're around ):

Sometimes I really wonder what's wrong with me, Why do I like you ?
Am I blind or stupid ? I really don't know !

But I know one thing ... I like you and I want you to be happy.

"I've never done for much for you and you seem like something I can forget afterall."

It used to be me, Everything used to be me. Now it's empty and I'm sitting by the side ...

Dynamite - Taio Cruz ! ♥ '96 has been going pretty crazy over this song, all of us
can't stop singing it on the way home, and they make the song sound really good (:

Today was kind of sucky ): Well I started the day on a normal note, but it didn't
turn out to be what I expected. Life is very bad & my mood's getting real
lousy by the day >:( What is wrong with me ! Ironically, I don't know either ♥ Yay.
I think there's something in my brain that's troubling me ... Confusing O.o

Social Studies, Math, Chemistry; Turned out fine, I like Ms Kee's lessons.
Ms Wang's isn't that bad either, but Chemistry is not for me ! :P Translation was
really death, but Ms Neo's lessons woke me up a bit ! ♥ She's adorable ^^ Assembly
was fun because I sat with Xuejing/Wenxin/Sihwee/Chanhong/Natalie ! :D

Went home with Clique and went Shopping with Sabrina @ Bugis O.o Bought 3 dresses,
1 shirt, 2 ballet flats, 2 bags & 1 pair of shades, ♥ Contented enough (: Shopping
kind of made my mood better ... But stuffs made me pretty upset again ... ! ):
To him, I'm sorry I'm kind of in a bad mood now so just ignore me okay !

Tomorrow's School + Dance ... ♥ Let's hope Dance would be good ? Well I doubt so.
Seems like 2011 is starting on a pretty bad note, left off from 2010 >:( I feel very
lousy each day ! Chatting on MSN with Jingkai now ! ^^ HTHT partner, you're back :D
I hope things would start getting better soon ...

Life, stop screwing up.

I know I say this everyday, but it's not coming true.
Maybe I should stop wishing then it'll come true someday ? ...

I should stop meddling in other people's matters !
I already have so much troubles on my own ... ): Gosh what's wrong with me.
Am I born stupid or stupid ?

Feel like just jumping down the sea and not coming back !
My life is way below average -.-

"I have enough to care for, and it's really tiring to have to do so much for you ..."

I wish you would just tell me that you'll be there for me, but I know ... It's just not me.

我不是你想象的那么勇敢 - 梁文音 ! ♥ I love this song a lot, because I feel deeply for it.
I'm really not as strong as I appear to be ... I want to be that fragile girl too ...

Happy 14th Birthday, Nikki ! ♥
ever since aha i've always thought that you were adorable, secret private daughter.

Today was madness O.o Felt totally reluctant to go to school, but I had to anyway -.-
Luckily lessons ended around 11am, which made things pass better ^^ CEP
was fun, I love 302's style ! ♥ Well, English and Physics were boring but they passed ~
Dismissed soon, and went around to find Cliquettes ! (;

Took MRT, Me/Xuejing/Yuanting/Adeline/Clarice went for Lunch @ Pastamania ! :D
Chatted a lot then Xuejing left while we went for Swirl Art ! ^^ Rushed home but left
soon to meet Janessa & Huiyi @ Bugis ♥ Ate Swirl Art again >:( Shopped a lot, and I
bought a new pink bag, ♥ I feel so happy and contented about it.

Rushed to meet Xuejing/Yokekay then went over to F1 Pit (: They ate dinner while we
rotted and chatted with Chelsea & people :P Got our costumes/shoes then tried our
moves with the shoes ! Ran through many times ... ♥ I love it when we dance ! ^^
Ended around 9.30PM, then we were dismissed from there ):

Had our supper at Popeyes, then Huiyi's dad sent me home :D Thanks ! Came home soon.
Tomorow's School -.- I really don't want to go ! Saturday ♥ Oh, I'm really tired
now, just decided to blog for fun ! :P Everything's going insane inside of me ...

Life is so confusing, everything's happening at the same time !
It's all messed up inside ... All the things ...

I don't know what to do, I'm really afraid I'll make the wrong step ):
Tell me, What should I do ?

Stop taking my life as a joke, it's really not funny.

"I wish you knew how I felt, I wish you knew how much it hurts to see you walk off."

As I look at her, I realized we had the same face. For the guys that both of us once loved.

亲人 - 丁当 ! ♥ I love this song, it's really nice. Although it has a sad melody and
story, it's really beautiful. Keep listening to this song ... Non-stop on my iPod !

Hello world, I'm back from camp ! :D

Camp turned out to be really fun, a total opposite from what I expected O.o Huiping
didn't come in the end due to fever, missed her loads ): The trip was boring, but
slept quite a bit :P Did CIP @ Kampong ♥ Group6 did coloring, and laughing etc.
Played around with '96 ! ^^ Then we had food & photos before leaving.

The 1st night was boring, Briefing & Lights out -.- Roommates with Zoey/Suwen/Jolene.
Had some fun with them (; Slept with Zoey, tired night ~ 2nd Day was good, we left
for our Jungle Survival Training ! ♥ Although it was tiring, dirty & messy, the
whole thing turned out amazing ! :D All of us had loads of fun !

Didn't get to go trekking due to the rain though >:( Cheer competition, and
Cluster Competition at night ! :P Slept pretty early O.o 3rd Day was better ... ♥
We went for High Elements, which was quite fun with 206 people ^^ Then went for our
Water Rafting, ♥ It was hilarious & a very good method for Team Bonding !

Although Group6 didn't win, Darren was a great leader (: He told us to not give up
and that what's important is not win/lose, but having fun ! ♥ Dinner with the usuals
is amazing :D I love all of you: Xuejing, Xinyi, Wenxin, Carmel, Chloe, Changlyn,
Cao Yang, Jianing, Zhirui ♥ Dinner is always wonderful with the 9 of you :P

Spent the last night chatting on the phone for hours -.- Slept a bit, and went to
Malacca for our last day ! ^^ The city tour was okay, but had some fun too (; Ate
our last lunch @ Malacca and Came home ): Everyone was reluctant, but we still did ~
Went for Dance ... ♥ Seeing the usuals make things seem alright (:

Had Chingay practice, then Supper with them and Home :P I miss all of you, Yokekay;
Huiyi; Yanting; Janessa ! ♥ Okay, and Jianhao + Brandon too. Slept early and woke
up only now ^^ I'll miss Camp Vigor, really a lot. Group6, Bus3 ftw ♥

Cluster A Go Go, Never say No.
Just be bold and strive for GOLD !
Crush the lot and Make them see ...
Let them see what we can be ! ♥

Life may give you ups & downs and make you feel like the rain won't stop ...
But everything ends, even your tears (:

So just hang on a lil' tighter, and wait for your miracle & rainbow.

我带着眼泪离开，但相信我；明天的我，一定会带着微笑回来的 ... ♥

"I don't have to go on days and days over you, I don't have to keep thinking of you."

I thought I was going to have a bad day, until the moment I saw something really nice.

Whip my hair - Willow Smith ! ♥ Yanting couldn't stop singing this song last night,
imitating the whipping hair move. My girlfriend is such a crazy person, Oh my Gosh.

Today was better (: Well, it was better than yesterday or the day before and I felt
that I can smile a little more now ? O.o I hope it goes on better from now, ♥ Smile.
School has been exhausting ): Lessons are really a bore, and not interesting. Glad
that my awesome 302 is there to make me smile ! :D All of you are adorable !

It's a really unique class on it's own too, Chio Bu(s) Gang -.- Yoke Kee, you are just
amazing to have thought of that :P Social Studies is the best as Naikang &
Ms Kee work hilariously well together ^^ I like laughters ! ♥ Spending time with
Clique as usual is nice ! (; Clique is as sweet as ever.

I'm going away for Camp from Tomorrow till Saturday ! ): Really sad to leave for so
long, but glad that Sec3s'11 will be with me ♥ Group6 :D Darren, You better be a good
leader for all of us ! Will be back by Saturday's Night, but we can't make it for
Chingay though ... ): Sorry Laoshi, Sorry !

Talking to Him now (:
Thinking back on the things we went through, and could have been ...
I realized you're still as adorable as when I started liking you in the past.

Gave a letter to my Red Ranger today ... ♥
I want to be your Pooh Bear, I want to guard by you everyday.

"Words don't matter anymore because they no longer serve any use. It's just goodbye."

Haven't gotten over this little habit, haven't gotten over the daily little thought of you.

我爱他 - 叮当 ! ♥ Theme song for Autumn's Concerto, I think the series is really nice.
Finished watching online pretty awhile ago, and the show just keeps making me cry !

Hello Blog, I'm in no mood to post anything now but I'm on the brink of dying now.
Life sucks ... Well, at least today sucked. It started off on the wrong note, & I guess
things won't get any better (: Thanks Yongjian, Tianyi, Clarice, Jianbin,
Youzhuan, Yonglin & Jasper for being around, it's great having friends ♥

And you, Thanks for saying that you want me to be happy, It means a lot coming from
you ... ♥ I want you to always be happy too, I never want you to be sad ...
Never ! I'm sorry, My mood is kind of mixed up now and I don't know what to do ):
All I can do, is to cry until my eyes run dry from all the tears.

That's all I can do now. Feeling hungry but without any appetite to eat food,
just like before ... I guess it's the same huh ? Everything's the same as how it
was like, just before you came back for me ... Right ? I'm sorry, I'm in a really
lousy mood right now so if you talk to me, I'll probably answer badly ...

I'm sorry, everyone. Today's just a bad day for me, I guess.

"Farewell, ♥"

I miss things with you around, I miss being happy because of you, I miss everything.

我以为 - 品冠 ! ♥ It's a song from Autumn's Concerto, and I felt deeply for the lyrics.
Always thought that things would be okay, always thought that you'll feel my love ...

Today was nice (: Met '96 in the morning and it's really great to start my day off
with my sisters ! ♥ Oh, and Thanks Yongjian for the Coke ^^ Chinese was boring, but
survived. Geography & History were interesting ! :D I think I'll like my humanities
for this year very much. Recess, and Math ! It was tedious and boring -.-

I sms-ed Darren during lessons, we agreed that Mr Chia is blur & gullible :P Physics
was wonderfully hell ! >:( Glad that we did easy stuffs though ~ Dismissed, Changed
& went for Dance ♥ Warmed up, in the end we didn't get to rehearse ): Anyway,
we practiced on our own & had a bit of fun, ♥ Sec3 Boys are hilarious !

Dismissed, and Settled many stuffs (: Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Gindelin/Yuqi/
Sihwee/Jiamin/Junzheng/Bryan/Bingming/Lucheng/Hongyi/Harry/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥
It was a joke all the way ! ^^ Laughter filled the whole time & it feels great to
walk with them :D I love '96, and I love Sec3'11 loads ... ♥

Came home soon. Tomorrow's Dance ♥ Okay, and School. I'm looking forward to Dance.
1st official Dance Practice of 2011 ... Let's do it well (; SMS-ing Sihwee,
Yongjian & Jonathan Lim O.o Pill, Jiayous ! :P You can finish it soon ! Fighting !

It's not easy to handle all the emotions you bring me ):
All you do is replay those scenes ... !

I hate this feeling, I hate it more than anything else !
Feeling like I'm being toyed around with, All my feelings messed up ...
You know, it really sucks a lot.

And the worst thing is ... You mean the world to me ♥

"I made my decision but you made me alter it. Please stop screwing up my life ... !"

A tinge of sadness, reminded of things I shouldn't. As I think, As I look back on those days.

Jenny - The Click Five ! ♥ This has become an important song to me ever since it has
become like 206'10's song (: It always reminds me of the happiest memories we shared.

I'm posting late but it's because I'm pretty bored but I don't want to sleep.
Nothing much to do at this time, Tired of watching shows already :P Anyway the 1st
and 2nd day of School have been pretty good ! :D Orientation didn't turn out as well
as I expected, but it's fine ♥ 302'11 seemed pretty boring on 1st day ... ):

Chingay Practice at night was hell, BORING ! We rotted pretty much and the only
exercise Me & Xuejing got came from running, ♥ Oh, and Warm Ups. Anyway chatted a
lot with Jiawei etc, and HTHT with Sarah (; I love you, bestest friend ! 2nd day of
school was bad & good ): Couldn't really wake up, but school was wonderful ^^

Gibson & Naikang have become the jokers, and having Brennan, Nigel, Heather, Harry,
Darren & Renhong sitting around me turned out pretty good ! ♥ Oh, Bingming saw
me playing Taptap today ! :P Xuejing's in a nice position to talk to also ! ^^
Oh, and Me/Heather/Nigel/Harry slept during English like crazy ~

The teachers are good, except for English -.- I'm going to sleep through the whole
year from now on ... ♥ Tomorrow's School + CCA Extravaganza Rehearsal :D I can't
wait for the lil' juniors to see Dance, this is always an enjoyable event because
we can promote our favorite DANCE ! ♥ And that's a good thing.

Shall go sleep, I hope today's a good night (:
Trying to rush somebody to sleep now, you better go sleep N-O-W !

God likes to play jokes on me, but at the end of the day ...
He writes the most beautiful story for me ♥

Thank you, God. Thank you :D

"A choice is hard to make, my first thought of the day. It's you, always you, forever ..."

two out of six, that's all there is left to it. Time has passed so fast, way too fast ...

Air on the G String (String Orchestra) - Bach ! ♥ This piece from Bach is amazing,
and yes I do appreciate these music a lot (: I find it's story & inspiration to be good.

Happy 15th Birthday, Joaquim ! ♥
thanks for being the most awesome sister i've had, although it was only for 6months.

Hello, I'm posting because my Facebook is down and I have nothing else to do ! -.-
Today was fun, went over to Clean Up & Tidy up P.A ♥ Met usuals earlier to buy KOI,
but failed to buy bags ): Rushed over & started our job :D It was pretty fun
to do stuffs together & it actually makes work more enjoyable too ! ^^

Accomplished a lot of stuffs, and Really helped a lot. Feel proud of NH ! ♥ We read
through old magazines & found cool stuffs :P Left at 8PM ? Went to eat dinner @
Dhoby Ghaut, ♥ The girls + Daryl/Weihong ate at some Japanese Place O.o Turned out
to be a pretty good meal (; Although we ordered a lil' too much ~

Left and Bus-ed Home. Came home soon. Feeling tired but pretty good ! :D I find the
little ones at P.A really adorable ! :P They spammed masking tapes for the cloth ^^
Cute max ♥ Thanks everyone for making the "Last" day of my holidays a
real good one (: It was a great way to end my holidays off, Since tomorrow is not >:(

Xuejing's coming over tomorrow to do Homework + PPT O.o Huiping, Clarice, want
to come along ? ^^ We can play too ! ♥ Okay, I hope I actually finish something.
Tired out, Good Night.

How to be a Youtube Celebrity - Nigahiga ! ♥ I find this production really awesome !
It has always been a pleasure to watch Nigahiga, Ryan is adorable & pretty creative.

Happy New Year, Everyone ! ♥

2010 was a wonderful year, filled with indescribable things & endless happenings (:
But I'm certain of one thing ... That 2011 would bring new hope !

It's the new year, Everyone is looking forward to it one way or another ! :D
We'll bring happiness into 2011 & hopefully it'll be a better year for all, ♥

May all the Children Dreams come true, May all the poor live in happiness;
May the riches be contented & blessed, May the sick find hope into their life;
May those troubled be relieved, May the unhappiness of all be washed away ! ♥

And lastly, May God bless us through this year ^^

Alright ... As usual, here's my New Years' Resolutions :P
(Ps. Somehow they never get complete in the end -.-)

1) Work harder for School, To aim for better results than 2010 !
2) Dance well ♥ Be focused on Dance & Treasure the time in Dance Society.
3) Treasure all that I have, Cherish all that is around me :D
4) Be open to criticism & Accept my wrongs !!! :P
5) Do not leave regrets in any moment of 2011 ! ^^
6) Feel Contentment ... ♥
7) Live life as it happens, Love life as it is (:

There ! (; I like to have 7 resolutions, because 7 is my favorite number ! ♥
I hope I actually survive through these resolutions please ):
Although I have 0% confidence at all ... I have totally no determination O.o

Oh well, Happy New Year anyway ! :D

I'm going to clean P.A tomorrow, I wonder if I'll die from it.
Wish me luck, Stay happy people ♥

Make your dream alive ! ♥