Happy 14th Birthday, Adeline ! ♥
you're my best class buddy ever, and i don't know what i'd do without you, forever.

Today was bad ): I don't know why, It just felt bad. Bought KOI which kind of sucked,
the flavor is too thick for us ! :P Didn't have place for A.H.A, but we made good use
of what we had anyway, ♥ Changed some parts, and Slacked :D Practiced much, &
left soon ~ Me/Yanting/Huiyi/Jianhao/Terence/Brandon/Ziwei/Tianyi went for Lunch ! ♥

Had lunch @ Just-Acia, Free flow ftw ! ^^ Spammed Tap Tap, we laughed very much ~
Everyone spammed Tap Tap on the MRT, They kept pushing Me/Ziwei together, Wth ! -.-
Met Yuanting/Clarice/Xuejing/Huiping @ Yew Tee, and went to Adeline's House ♥ We
surprised her, totally awesome :P Spent much time at her house ... ♥ Yay !

Played a lot, Left for dinner @ Pasta Mania ! Chatted much, and Left. Took MRT with
Huiping & Clarice and Sent Clarice home (: Cabbed, Came home soon. Tomorrow's out
with Grandparents. Really tired today, Not happy at all >:( I'm sorry if I look
happy, In actual I'm not very ... Not like Yesterday ♥

Because today ... I'm empty.
I'm empty, without anything at all ! Feelings ... totally gone.
Without emotions, I'm lifeless ):

I feel as though you don't care at all.
I feel as though I don't matter.

I think I really don't matter to you ...

Sigh.

The cold and cruel truth.

"I miss the days our conversation was different, I miss the days I smiled to you."

It's a matter of opinion, as I recall the past. I wonder, were we really like that ?

Snowy Wish - Girls Generation ! ♥ This song is really sweet, in their new album (;
It reminds me a bit of Christmas, which brings about much hope for a bright day !

Today was satisfying (: Woke up pretty late, then SMS-ed Huiyi, Yokekay and Yanting
about the Performance O.o Met Huiyi to buy KOI and Yanting/Yokekay. Practice turned
out pretty tiring, then we did Make up ♥ Maycia has funny make up ! And tried to
save Huiyi's Eyeliner >:( Slacked and Waited to leave P.A.

Sat with Keon and Yokekay on the bus ^^ Had dinner, which sucked. Then we chatted
and prepared for Performance :D The 3 dance were well done ! ♥ I love D.I loads !
Took our stuffs and Left. Then Me/Yanting/Yokekay/Huiyi/Youzhuan/Brandon/Lionel
went to Harbourfront Mcdonalds' for Supper, ♥ Chatting with Lionel is really fun ~

Rushed off, and Came home soon. Too tired to post much, and my mother is irritating.
Tomorrow's A.H.A Practice + Xuejing's House :P I wonder if anyone is going P.A ...
Very tired, but I love time spent with Dancers ♥ They give me the energy I need ! ^^
At least with them, I can stop thinking and hurting because of you ):

When I'm so dead tired, I wish you were still here ...
To tell me to rest, Give me motivation to go on.

But now, I'm all alone.

No longer are you around, I'm surrounded by coldness ):
Surrounded by tears, My heart is empty.

"When you say that you care for me, Can you tell me that it's forever and more ?"

Your every emotion, I understand them. I can feel them as though I can read your mind.

Hoot (Comeback Stage Music Core) - Girls Generation ! ♥ Welcome SNSD Back with Hoot,
Really awesome 007 James Bond style :D I love Tae, she looks so adorable now ! :D

Today was crazy :P Overslept quite a bit, Rushed over to Vivo City. Met Clarice and
Shixuan there ! ♥ Had our Brunch @ Food Republic, then went to play Water ^^ Went to
Daiso and Arcade after that. Clarice we got 默契 ttm (: Also looked at the pets, I
got mad over my Golden Retriver ! I love you so much !

Left, and Took an MRT to Clementi. Wanted to watch the Match, but couldn't >:(
Bought KOI and Had lunch there (We ate so much -.-). Walked over to New Town, where
we waited for the Boys :D Met Darren, Xianwang and Joel ! Walked to Clementi, Yay ♥
Me and Clarice are pretty awesome people, Oops ! :P

Took MRT to Joo Koon and back to Tiong with Clarice ! ^^ Went to Huiping's
house to wait for her, and the 3 of us went to eat Yoghurt ! ♥ Really awesomely nice.
Thanks Huiping for the treat (; The both of them totally made my day, ♥ I love you !
Accompanied Huiping home, and Cabbed back. Came home soon.

Tomorrow's Performance O.o Helping Yanting help Laoshi find helpers ): All of the
stupid people: Jonathan Lim, Tianyi, Jasper can't make it -.- Darren don't know ~
Really tired today, I thought filling myself with events would stop me from the
thought of you ... It kinda makes me miss you even more ... ♥

SMS-ing Elijah now. LOL You stupid BHB Black Pig, nobody wants you at all !

This sucks.
Why should I even be thinking of you so much ? ...
Can you please please please just get out of my mind !? ):

Our distance.

It's like miles apart.

I hate it.

"I wonder if you felt the same way I did once, I wonder if you were hoping too ..."

Things change and they are no longer the same. But the butterflies in the stomach still ...

Hello (Good Bye Stage - Music Bank) - SHINee ! ♥ Baby Boy's last performance for
Music Bank ! Could see that all of them were pretty tired already, Especially my
dear Baby Boy ): I would heartache ! Must rest well please (:

Today was beautiful (: Everyone gave out cards in class, I love all of them, Yay ! ♥
60-Minutes challenge was fun, Although only some people participated ): Well, many of
us tried really hard O.o Died in canteen, and Had last few moments of lessons ... ♥
Got back our report book, then we had to speak about 206'10 :D

Tianyi, Me, Adeline, Yeeshong, Yeewai and Xuejing had to speak :P Thanks Adeline,
I love you ! And for 206'10, because I love you people loads ♥ Went down for Macs !
Ate a lot = Died in Dance >:( Couldn't do warm up properly ! -.- Only some of
us came down for 考级课 (; Danced a lot, and It was really useful !

Ms Tan also let Me & Yuqi try the 水秀 on to dance ^^ Pretty nice ! Dismissed
soon, Went to Clementi with Xuejing/Huiping/Gindelin/Yuqi/Jiamin/Sihwee/Shilei/Nat/
Chan ! ♥ Went to Subway with Xuejing, Gindelin, Chan, Nat and Shilei (: Talked a lot,
and maybe we're going shopping tomorrow ! :D The 102 Combination people !

Left and Came home soon. Tomorrow's Idk, Xuejing can't go out now ): No more school,
that kind of suck >:( Just booked class chalet, But feeling unhappy ... Why ?
I feel ... very very moody now.

It's just so different, It's just so tough.
I can't explain it, I don't know how I feel about it ...
The stupid feeling; It sucks.

So Yesterday, I wonder when I can say that properly ):

I want to get over you ... Like how you already got over me.
Why do I keep living in the past ?

"The smiles and memories we once shared, They can no longer be the same, Tears ..."

Butterflies in the stomach, it's amazing. It's really different, how everything's alike.

I give my first love to you - Trailer ! ♥ Xuejing and Adeline watched it that day,
and it seems really nice (: I love the trailer ... And the title is beautiful ...

Today was boring -.- School was boring, in fact Everything was boring to the most ):
Completed our Pottery and Rotted lots :P HTHT with Clique didn't work out, Expected.
Continued watching the video after Recess, nice ! ♥ Me and Sihwee loved it !
Math was boring, And School ended soon.

Ate in canteen while waiting for Clarice O.o Took Bus to Clementi, then Me, Huiping,
Clarice, Yeewai, Yuanting and Adeline MRT-ed to Clarke Quay for Stickies ! ♥ Yay :D
Bought 2 Strawberry packets, then we slacked around ~ They drank Milk Tea ! ^^
Rushed back, Came home soon. Been busy preparing something for 206'10 ... ♥

Really tired now, and tried to convince Jingkai to go rest >:( Oh, he better !
Tomorrow's School + Dance ♥ Sweetard let's go for Lunch after that ! ^^ Jing too :P
Last day of School, I'll really miss 206'10. I think I'll cry tomorrow, Argh how !?
I hope time stops in 206'10, for me to savor everything and everyone (:

SMS-ing Jasper now ^^ He just cannot stop playing games, PSP and Computer ! -.-
Keep playing, No wonder eyesight so lousy, HAHAHAHAHAH ! :D

My day didn't screw up because you didn't appear in it.
It didn't screw up because he appeared in it (:

I wonder ... If I'm away from you, is it the best medicine already ?
I hope it's not, Being apart from you really hurts a lot ):
Sometimes, I just don't want so say. Sometimes, It hurts too badly to say.

I wish you were here by me,
Rushing me to go rest, Scolding me for tiring myself out ...
Apparently, He is and you ain't ):

You ain't anymore.

You don't care at all anymore.

"My silence, it's all because of you. My upsetting feelings ... really all for you."

That feeling I always have, the butterflies in my stomach ... Just why do I have it ?

Hoot - Girls Generation ! ♥ It's their newest song, which sounds weird O.o Well,
at least to me I think it sounds weird except the chorus :P Clarice thinks so too !

Today was interesting O.o Classes on 5th Floor sucks -.- Watched some video for the
whole day, Kind of nice ♥ About leadership and all that. Had some games thing too,
Guanlin was hilarious ^^ I was tempted to hit Gordon's head ! :P Lessons ended,
Went around with Tianyi to find '96 -.- Tough to find !

Met them @ Piano, and Saw '95 too :D Took Bus with IMM with '96, I can't believe
Darren is taking Pure Lit >:( Sat with Lucheng on the bus and kept laughing ! ♥
Bought Burger Kings up to Sky Garden (: Chanhong/Natalie/Yuqi/Jiamin/Sihwee/Shilei/
Twins/Lucheng/Tianyi/DarrenLee were here today, ♥ It's productive !

Had batch meeting, then Played around. Took photos too ! ^^ The boys went home, and
we went to Sihwee's house. Spammed Wii, and I love the Guitar ♥ Although it's tough ~
Laughed at some Mii thing :P Left around 7PM, Cabbed with Nat & Chan ! :D
Came home soon. Tired out, Worn out.

Tomorrow's School. Sorry sisters, Not staying for practice ): Ours on Thursday, ♥
Hope things go alright, I love time spent with '96 ! (: Because we always
are insane, Sperm & Mango ! :P At least I hope I feel better now ...

I don't know.
I can't figure out what you're thinking about.
Why do I let you affect my feelings, my emotions so badly ? ...
You suck, You suck ! But I can't help it ... I am so affected by you ):

I'm worn out.
I hope you would be here to be my 2nd energy.
Apparently ... You ain't here, and won't be ever again.

Guess that kinda sucks.

Like, very much.

"It's the same pain I feel when I look at you, Why don't you just kill my heart ?"

It's a feeling hard to say, The sentences broken up and speeches stammer, for so long ...

So Yesterday - Hilary Duff ! ♥ We spammed Wii with this today, and I love Chanhong's
singing in it, Amazing (: The melody and lyrics are beautiful too, Awesome ttmzxc.

Happy 14th Birthday, Shi Xuan ! ♥
sorry i couldn't come today, but i hope you loved that message and all my love too.

Today was awesome ! Went to School early, Thanks Jasper for coming early for me :D
Watched him spam his PSP :P Bus came, went to Swiss Hotel. We had rehearsal first,
then Laoshi told us the Cue(s) etc (: Hilarious time spent, ♥ Went back, Had our
lunch ! ^^ The boys went shopping, Wth -.-

Changed and Girls did Makeup ! (; Then everyone rushed their Makeup through. Last,
the Performance was beautiful ! ♥ Except for DarrenLee who screwed up O.o He was so
"Solo" manzxc ~ Laoshi calls him 死人 ^^ Went for the Buffet soon, We spammed all of
the Cheesecakes ♥ And Me/Jiamin drank Coffee, She likes it all sweet >:(

Played around with Dancers, Yanting&Co ! Stupid Yanting, I don't like you ! Cries ):
Rushed off, Most of us changed on the bus ! Ziwei had to cover his eyes :P
Watched Ziwei play Taptap, Damn fail -.- Cleaned Makeup in school, then Walked to
Clementi with Jiamin/Yuqi/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥ Poor Yuqi had Glitter :D

Came home soon. Pretty tired, Pretty unhappy now. Felt better with Dancers ... ):
Tomorrow's School -.- Keeping a positive attitude is not easy, I'm feeling despair.
Don't feel like continuing on with life >:( This seriously sucks.

That uneasy feeling in the heart, I don't know what it's coming from ?
I hope it's from the food, or the tiredness. But I know it's not.
It's coming because of you, All the unhappiness only because of you ... !

Can I cry ?
Cry I break down ?
I really wish I could, I really want to.
So tell me, Why wouldn't you show a least bit of concern ? ...

It's so suffocating.

I need a breather.

I need a break from life.

"It's that queasy feeling when you're close to another person, i just dislike it."

Able to feel it, Able to understand, Want to help it. It's really weird, it's instincts.

我要快乐 - 张惠妹 ! ♥ It's a pretty nice song, amazing melody and sad lyrics ... ):
Feel exactly the same, very able to feel for the song. That feeling sucks badly.

Happy 14th Birthday, Lyeyee ! ♥
i'll never forget how we knew each other because of a coke, cute girl awesome ttm.

Today was pretty tiring ! KOI, A.H.A, P.A, Dinner, Yoghurt were all tedious ... ♥
Tianyi/Ziwei came for first practice (: Partnering Terence for the turning part O.o
And for Deepavali dance, partnering Youzhuan. Pretty tired, but very very fun ! :D
Szeming, I miss you ! Thank Goodness you came today, Leah too ^^

Met Clique @ Bugis to do something, and Had dinner with Dancers ! ♥ Scandals Wth !
Went to Great World to eat Yoghurt :P Epic. Rushed home as we were dead ~
Oh well, We had to send Jianhao for his last journey (; Came home soon. Tomorrow's
Performance already ♥ Really nervous, 20 of us Jiayous !

Yokekay, Remember our plan ? Hide the packed lunch ! Hilarious ! ^^
Pretty tiring day I had, very crazy too. But I loved it, It made me smile (:

At least today, I didn't cry because of you.
At least today, I smiled because of Dancers, for them.

Really want to break down at times, but I hold myself up high !
Not because I want to seem strong ... But because I don't want people to worry.
However, it doesn't mean that I'm not weak ...

It just means I hide behind a good mask, which is flawless.

Breaking down.

"I wonder if it's worth, I wonder if I should hold on ... I can't seem to convince myself."

Speechless, Wordless, Thinking of you ... Emptiness and without feelings, or so I feel.

Friends Forever - SYF Opening Ceremony Theme Song 2010 ! ♥ Using this song for our
AHA Finale (: Supposed to pair with Tianyi, and Taught him until damn Fed up >:(

Pretty bored, Pretty tired out, Pretty unhappy.
I don't know why, Been thinking a lot ... Missing '96 really really a lot ):
Missing the days when we couldn't give a damn about the world ♥

Remember when we felt like we could touch the skies as long as we try ?
That innocence we once shared, Somehow it has all disappeared over time already.
I don't understand ! Why can't we be like before ? Is maturity really a burden ...

Chanhong's been pretty agitated about time passing really fast these days O.o
Thought about it and feel that it is really like so ... ): Everything's so fast !
Yesterday, we just had our 1st Practice. Today, we're ending Sec2 year ! >:(

2009 passed so fast, and 2010 even FASTER !

2011 approaching.

More problems would arise, Obstacles we have to pass. But we'll do it together :D
Because we're '96 ... Because I forgot since when ... We always stood together.

Yes, I love you all.
We'll always be 31 + 1, Never anything different !
21 Girls, 9 Boys + 1 (: Why is it such a weird combination ? ...

That's for us to know, and for you to find out ^^
Because we're '96 ... We do have to keep something mysterious about us ♥

Sorry if this is a random post, I've just been thinking the whole day ...
And I realized ... That I really love '96 a lot, for whoever each of you are ! ^^

I miss Snoopy, I really miss her a lot.
That day we talked about her ... I wonder if you people miss her too ):



SMS-ing Jasper now ^^ Stupid Metabolism rate boy, I'm damn jealous of you >:(

Today was bad. Thanks Jasper for coming early to school for me today, Awesome you (:
Everyone came soon, and Yanting came today ^^ Reached there, and Marked positions !
Practiced and Got to slack soon :P Thanks Laoshi & Mskee for buying Bread for us, ♥
Spent the time there with Dancers, I love all 20 of you (Including Yanting!).

Prepared for Finale, We're dancing "Oh Yeah" Song :D I love you, Partner ! ^^
Me and Janessa kept laughing when we're facing each other ! ♥ Left, and Reached NH.
Had lunch with Natalie/Yuqi/Jiamin/Jasper/DarrenLee @ Sumo House ♥ Mixing things
up was hilarious, Thank Goodness we ran away fast ~

Met Huiping at her House to get YOG Costume and Came home soon. Both my nieces
came and they are really annoying me -.- I can't stand it, Hate it. When I need
some time alone, One has to come irritate me ): I can't stand it anymore. Tomorrow's
P.A & AHA ♥ Hopefully it goes well (:

Keeping all these emotions within me, As they rush up and down.
I'm about to explode soon ... I cannot keep them all just in there !
Why am I feeling so miserable for you, When you feel totally nothing about it ?

Unfair.

You left before I had a chance to say Goodbye.

How could you.

I miss you.

"That moment I still felt your love ... I wish time stopped. But it went on and on."

Feelings and Doubts unable to certain, Questions and Intuitions unable to answer, you.

You are the one Singapore - JJLin ! ♥ I used to dread this song, because it's very
irritating ... But now I'm hyper at it, because of the other 19 of you :D

Happy 13th Birthday, Huiyi ! ♥
stay happy and all the best for everything, continue dancing and loving it always.

Today was tedious ): Met '96 Girls @ Studio 7AM. Started tying hair & everyone were
either very tired or hyper :D We changed, then Started doing our own Makeup. Thanks
Jiamin, Natalie, Chanhong, Tenghwee and Gindelin for the makeup ♥ I love all of you !
Helped Xuejing/Tenghwee tie their hair, and Did the Eyeliner ^^

Eyeliner is pretty fun, did for Tenghwee, Natalie, Shilei and Gindelin (; Our performance
turned out awesome ! ♥ Everything was well, & the Japanese Boys were cute :P
Had lunch with Sisters, and went to 206. Rotted -.- After school, Went for Dance ! (:
After discipline run, the 20 of us had to leave to Studio for practice ... ):

Warmed up, & Laoshi continued the Dance until the end ! ^^ Practiced a lot,
and enjoyed very much, ♥ Ended, and Rushed back to ISH. Anyhow Danced their Dance !
Dismissed, Met Sec1s with Shilei O.o Walked to Clementi with Huiping/Natalie/Jiamin/
Chanhong/Tenghwee/Gindelin/Lucheng/Junzheng/Bryan/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥ '96 ftw.

Kept getting teased along the way >:( Came home soon. Tomorrow's Rehearsal already,
and Lunch with '96 ? :D Shall we ? I hope we do.

SMS-ing Janessa, Elijah and Jasper now ^^ Lover Goodluck ! And Stupid Jasper, you
are a sadist -.- I don't like you !

You kind of screw up my day again and again, You just don't know !
How badly it hurts, to have to witness everything ... With my two eyes.
If you were me, How would you feel ? Somehow, I think that you don't care ...

So Tell me, What should I do ?

All these suck. Life sucks.

"When the day comes that I stop loving you, I hope that ... Well, It wouldn't come."

Sometimes, I just cannot stand it. Sometimes, I feel that you hate me, I don't understand.

Teenage Dream - Katy Perry ! ♥ Been playing Taptap to this song for a pretty while,
the song is easy and nice to play (: At least it's easier than California Girls O.o

Today was hell -.- The field trip was boring, Shixuan & Annabel ftw ! ♥ Rotted most
of the time away anyway :P Rotted the rest of the day away, and Played Charades O.o
Went for Dance, '96 Girls practiced @ Auditorium ^^ Had to reposition, and also to
confirm all the stuffs (: I love my sisters, Awesome people ♥

Stayed for Sec1s Practice, Discussed stuffs with Yanting in Gym :D It was amazingly
hilarious ! ^^ Also shared drink with Xuejing and Jasper ♥ Went up and Met the Girls.
We played around, & Chatted (; Batch Outing planned, We're just so awesome, ♥
Changed, and Went into Studio. Checked our Make Up ! :P

We're putting them on our own, Yay ! :D Debriefed Sec1s, Dismissed soon O.o
Had a Girls Meeting with Yanting & Co, and '96 Girls, ♥ Talked a lot, and Left late.
Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Huiping/Gindelin/Yuqi/Jiamin ! ♥ Came home soon.
Tomorrow's Performance + School + Dance -.- Tired out and Dying.

I think I'll just die tomorrow, So please let my last day of life be happy ):
SMS-ing Jasper ^^ Gindelin, Don't bully me anymore >:( Later I go cry ah ...

The day was screwed up, Because of you.
It was actually okay, until you appeared. Until you had to screw it all up.
Why must you make me see it !? Why must you make me feel like so !? This sucks !
It all sucks. I can't stand it anymore ):

I wanted to cry so badly, But I knew I couldn't.
You're so unfair, Making me feel so lousy and being all happy about it !
Controlling all my tears, it's not that easy ...

"My tears still flow, My emotions still rush, I wonder if all these love would stop."

If I told you everything, You wouldn't believe me. You wouldn't believe all that I felt.

Gee! - Girls Generation (Music Core) ! ♥ Somehow, I tried listening to this song ...
And guess what ? It can't cheer me up at all now. You screwed my life all up.

Today was tiring ): School was pretty suck, Had serious Stomach Cramps and I had to
go to the Sick Bay -.- Thanks Huiping for accompanying me ♥ Also did Pottery, 206 !
Rotted much, and school was torture. Planned for Class Chalet with J/A ! ^^
Dismissed, and Went to Change for Dance ! O.o

Xuejing left her Dance Tee in the car, Epic :P Yokekay threatened me to eat.
Warm Ups was alright, 过三关 too (: Me, Kelly, Yuting, Yuqi, Jiamin, Natalie, Yokekay,
Vanessa, Jingwen, Zoe, Huiyi, Janessa, Darren, Terence, Lionel, Kevin, Ziwei, Jasper,
Brandon, Yuren has to do a Performance ! ♥ Pretty tiring but fun :D

The rest of them had Free time ! Lucky people ! ): Time-to-Time breaks were awesome,
I practically died ... ♥ Tried a few times, and They dismissed. Then continued to
the end before We were Dismissed (; Waited for '96 for very long ! But '96 is
worth waiting for ♥ Laughed when we watched the Boys Arm Wrestle :P

Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Huiping/Gindelin/Tenghwee/Jiamin/Yuqi/Zhenyang/
Hongyi/Lucheng/Jasper/Tianyi/DarrenLee ! ♥ All the "是怎样的" were hilarious ^^
Darren's going to replace Sihwee for Friday's Dance, or so as we say it :P
Took MRT with Huiping and Came home soon O.o

My F Mother is getting so pissed off over a lost Necklace -.- Just hell, buy
another one ! >:( I'll pay any price, Why the hell make such a big deal out of it !
Seriously, I think she's having PMS. Or depression. Either way, I don't care ~

Tomorrow's School + Dance ♥ Tiring Day today, I hope I survive tomorrow, Please ):
Still thinking of Him, and Still needing him by my side ... I wonder if he knows it.
I wonder if he even cares anymore ... Sigh.

Oh, and Chatting on MSN with Daniel. What the hell, 4PM !

"Can you please tell me, that the glance in your eyes shows that you miss me ? ..."

The smiles you gave, Unforgettable. Sometimes I wonder, Would we ever be the same ?

I'll be Back - 2PM ! ♥ Recent Comeback, Really awesome (: I like the song, the lyrics
suit my mood kind of well :P Especially the deep meaning behind the love ... O.o

Today was boring -.- Got back all our papers today, Math sucks the worst. I was about
to cry already ): Thanks Tianyi for trying to comfort me ♥ Awesome you ! Me/Huiping
carried out our plan today :P Turned out pretty well, I'm sure I'll win it :D
Well, School went on like that; Kind of sucked, Kind of okay.

Played with Tianyi during the Sec2 Subject Combination talk ! ^^ I tried on his shoe
and he failed to wear mine ~ Stupid, Almost spoiled my shoe >:( And we laughed
over many stuffs, ♥ I'll not buy you another shoe (; Because of that, both of us did
not listen to a word of the Talk :P Oops.

Our last Art Journey was amazing ! ♥ All the jokes, I think I'll miss the teachers
of Arts ! ): Daniel, I still owned you in art. Ended, and Me/Xuejing went to canteen
first O.o Waited for Chanhong/Natalie, then 集合-ed Sec1s. Lol. Talked to them
a bit, and had attire check -.- It was kind of unpleasant !

Dismissed them, & Stupid Xuejing cheat my feelings >:( So she treated me to Sweet
talk which was awesome ! ♥ Oh, and We HTHT-ed @ Clementi, until I left, Sorry !
Came home soon. Chatting with her on MSN ^^ Fish-Market Hahah ! Yay, I love you
my stupid Crush ! (: Tomorrow's School + Laoshi's Dance ♥ Anticipate ?

Not really. Because I'm still aching all over ):
Yeah, Huiping and Sihwee are too. And that kind of sucks.

My day was pretty screwed for some reasons, but nice for some reasons too (;
Bad because of him, Nice because of people like Tianyi and Xuejing ^^

Mixed up.

How awesome.

"Sometimes I wish you still think of me, Sometimes I wish you would just forget me."

And as my eyes glances over to you, That feeling never stops from me. So what is that ?

Hello (Music Bank) - SHINee ! ♥ Comeback Stage video (: My sister might ship in the
Repackaged album for me, and There's a poster ! I want to see my Baby Boy everyday !

Today was hell -.- Stomach Cramps for the whole day isn't a good thing at all ! >:(
My entire day was so screwed up. At least I survived through O.o Got back some
papers: Chinese 57, English Not confirmed, Literature 70 ♥ My Lit A2, Happy ! :D
Oh, and Chemistry 60 O.o B4 ! ): School overall was boring and tiring ~

Dance was better (: Ran through 考级课, Everything in 1Hour ♥ we're just so amazing ~
Ms Tan also looked through Mid-Autumn, Dancing for the "Hot" Japanese Boys, Yay ! :P
Continued 水秀, Which was awesome ! ♥ Yuqi joined our group ^^ Oh, Krismin's joining
the Dance ... LOL ! Ms Tan says we're doing "Chuan1 Fan1 Shen1" etc !

Me/Xuejing ftw ! I love you manzxc, Partner ! ^^ We kept trying to get that stupid
"Dian4 Di4 Fan1 Shen1" right ): But can't really. Danced once before ending, ♥
Had debriefing by Sec3s with '96 Boys (; Dismissed, Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/
Huiping/Gindelin/Yuqi/Jiamin/Jasper/Bryan/Lucheng/Zhenyang/DarrenLee ! ♥

Me/Huiping imitated Jasper :P Chatted with her and Came home soon. My stupid leg's
aching like mad now, What the hell -.- Must be too long never Dance >:( Awww !
Nothing on Tomorrow. Can't wait for Friday ♥ '96 Ftw ! I love my batch :D Because
we're the hottest and the most awesome of all ! ^^

Tired out, But today ... I'm smiling (:
Not because of him, or anything like that ... But because of '96/Clique ♥

"People ask me if you're worth it, Sometimes I wish you were really worth it ..."

Staring at your amazing gaze, Sometimes you never fail to dazzle me like you always do.

翩翩扇情 - '96 Girls ! ♥ Our Mid-Autumn Dance 2010, Special Thanks to P.S.Group ! (:
It was really nice, I felt the effort and the love we put into the Dance, Awwwww.

Today was interesting (: Met usuals at Bugis to buy KOI, But were 20Minutes late !
Sorry Koonhui ! ): He finished choreographing most of the Dance already, We're left
with the Ending O.o Really love our Dance ♥ Hope Koonhui would proceed to do
his second Item :D Then we'll all join his too, Yay ! Pretty Nice, He says.

Had P.A Practice, Did Warm Ups and Flips etc. Played around, Learnt 快乐崇拜 from
Valerie/Maycia ! :D Then, Me/Yanting/Xuejing choreographed a Dance; Awesome, ♥
Slacked much, then Changed & Left. Had dinner at Bugis with Xuejing/Huiyi/Yanting/
Yokekay/Liangyuan/Youzhuan ! ♥ We had lots of laughter and all that ~

Talked about random stuffs, and Left soon :P Stupid Yanting/Huiyi/Xuejing bullies !
I'm going to cry >:( Came home soon. Really scared now, Alone at home is not fun ):
Tomorrow's School + Dance ♥ I love Dance. Chatting on MSN with Daniel (: Awesome.
He's pretty nice company to a scared person ^^ At least I'm not very scared.

I hope tomorrow would be better, Still feeling very sad today ! ):
The days are getting longer to me ... Can't my life just pass faster ? ...
I really hope that life can speed up, Because the heart is aching with each moment.

Sigh.

"Yeah, I miss you a lot. I really really do. So please, Can you return to me ?"

Tell me, What should I do ? I got over you once, How do I react to all this now ? ...

Hello (Inkigayo 101017) - SHINee ! ♥ This was supposingly last week's O.o My poor
Key injured his Chest and Jonghyun his Ankle in Indonesia ! Heart Ache ttmzxc ):

Hey, I'm back !

I was kind of bored, and depressed (Of course) so I went to read through old posts.
Rather miss the days when I can just rant everything here without a care ! >:(
Now, I have to worry about how others feel, about how people would react to it ... !
But sometimes, One just need a place to vent everything out !

It's suffocating to keep everything inside ):

And honestly, I think I've matured a lot in this one year, this entire year.
From the sweetest innocence to the toughest breakup; Pick up myself and love again ♥
Through many things, I thought I found back my sweet innocence, but I suppose ...
That's not something planned for me ... I guess it's just Life.

So tell me, How do you define Life ?
And what are the Key factors to affect your life, Just how important can they be ?
Is Life really so precious ? Or is it just words people use, when fear of death ?
Opinions differ, but to me ... Life is just Life ♥

It's indescribable, It's amazing and It's heart-shattering. Yes, It's that ironic ! -.-
However, The reason why life is precious, Is that there's something worth in it (:
When You realized, that there is something worth holding on to your life for ... O.o
Whether it's a person, a commitment or just your dog; It doesn't matter.

Love. That word kind of suck now. Well, At least to me It sucks kind of badly ):
Maybe it's because I'm thoroughly hurt now, and I can't feel sweet love ...
I wonder if I'll ever feel it once more. I wonder if I'll ever feel love again ♥
Yeah I hope I do, but Hopefully ... It's the same person.

If the person isn't the same, Then it just isn't the same anymore !
Never fell so deep in love, Never committed so deeply ever, That's why it's worth.
And probably That's the only strength keeping me to stand on this Earth still (:
Yeah, I suppose That's all there is to me now ... ♥ Weird Feelings.

I'm kind of weird, You see.

My brain don't function very well, My heart is kind of torn up at least 20 times.
My body seems to be always injured, and I wear a pretty screwed up face !
I have friends, and I tend to give the wrong impression (Or so as they say O.o) :P
I fall in love easily, and Hard getting out of it >:( In fact I still can't ... ):

I still love him, and To me it all seems worth it ! ♥
So tell me, How much more weird can a person get ? Not far off, I suppose !

Ah ! I feel so much better after saying these ! I should have done this long ago :D
I can smile a little better now, and Daniel seems disgusted by me now >:(
Stupid Daniel !

Yeah, I'm feeling better.
But not enough to bring me out of the tears ... So too bad for me ):

Today was tiring ...

Spent my whole day preparing something, I wonder if it's really worth the while ! ):
My dear Lock says it's not, Do you really think so ? ... I really really don't know.
I'll never cut myself anymore, for A promise made to a certain somebody once.
But that doesn't mean, I don't have the privilege to cry, to scream it all out ! ♥

Been crying the whole day, The tears just wouldn't stop coming down all at once ...
Please. Stop. I don't know how long more I can take this. I badly need a break down.
Stars ... Tell me; Is this the end ? Is this it ? Is this ... The fairytale ending I wanted ?
I guess my "Happily Ever After" was never meant to be.

Thanks Daniel, for trying your best to comfort me (: For trying to make me cheer up.
I'm sorry to let you down, Sorry. I really want to get that smile back, but I
know it's near to impossible. I can never smile again properly, ♥

Tomorrow's P.A and Anyhow Art Practice. Long time since I've danced these.
I wonder, if I still have the same passion for this ... Or has it faded away ...
With every feeling in me. I swear, All my feelings are gone now. I'm just empty !

Except for the love I still feel for you, Everything else is empty already ):

"Please leave, before I regret. Leave, before I turn back to ask you to stay ..."

Will you please tell me what to do, Why does the pain feels the same as I felt for you.

Holla - J. Cates ! ♥ What the hell, It's the exact same as "Hello", same meaning !
So what if this is first, "Hello" is much nicer -.- Cheapskate version this is ...

Today was amazing (:

Don't feel like blogging. Things still hurt, In fact hurt more with each moment.
I can't really smile anymore, I can't do anything except to think it over and over !
Yes, I need you so badly. I really need you so badly.

"It hurts because I want you by my side, but All you want to do ... Is to be alone."

Our friendship is beyond words, It's a feeling of amazement, It's something sweet (:

Happy 14th Birthday, Yuqi ! ♥
thanks for being one of the sweetest sisters, i love you much, you're awesome ttmzxc.

Today was nice (: I love Dance in the morning, We recapped and practiced Mid-Autumn !
Awwww, Ms Yeo asked '96 Girls to Dance ! We're so awesome ♥ Of course, We're '96 ! :D
Love the Girls, Love Ms Tan ^^ I missed them so much ): Warming Up, it was amazing ~
We kept slipping because the Floor is so slippery >:( But we Managed, ♥

Ms Tan also let us do 水秀 (Cultural Potpourri) ! ♥ I love our Dance :D Although only
completed 2 of 7 Minutes, Awesome. Jiamin, Chanhong, Jialin, Tenghwee, Twins,
Gindelin and Me ♥ Supposingly Xuejing, Yixuan and Natalie O.o Our 水秀 is so cool ! ^^
Left soon, and Discussed some stuffs with Sisters. Kind of tired.

Stayed for Sec1s Practice, & Had lunch with Chanhong, Yuqi, Sihwee, Xuejing, Natalie
@ Pizza Hut. Pretty interesting :P Left to Shopping with Xuejing ! ♥ It was fun ! :D
Shopped for very long, Ate Yoghurt too. Saw Janessa ! And Went home. Pretty
tiring day, but Events keep me from thinking too much (:

I love Dance, I love '96, ♥ Because you people are awesome ! Tomorrow's out with my
2 lovelies, Xuejing/Huiping ^^ Movie ! Shopping ! Yay ! Kind of unhappy now,
hard faking the smile y'know -.- Totally worn out.

"I wonder. If you're ever worth the time. The tears."

MY SISTERS, MY BATCHMATES, OUR DANCE !

Please don't ignore me. I don't know what happen. And I really want to know, badly ...

2月30号见 - 飞轮海 ! ♥ I like the meaning of the song, It's sarcasm with a tinge bit
of tears and sadness (: It's really nice, especially since Aaron sang so much of it.

Today was amazing (: Art paper was a breeze, Finished it ! The end of EOYS, feel kind
of sad because It's the last exam with 206 ! ): The last few times together already ♥
I wonder, How much more time do we have together ! I definitely not want to leave
my Favorite Class ! ♥ I love all of you, Class 179 ! :D

Rushed to Vivo after Dismissal, Changed and Had lunch. Went to Sentosa, The bike
ride was fun ^^ Sped a lot, and Cycled much ! Takes my mind off things, ♥ Loved !
The boys came soon, and We went to the Beach (; They slept while we went over to the
other side to take Photos ! ♥ I really loved that.

Went back soon. Had Coffee Bean for dinner with Sabrina and Timothy, & Came home.
Pretty tiring day, but I love it ! :D Thanks Clique, for making me smile today ... ♥
It's hard to smile, but I'll manage ! And Janessa Lover too, I love you ! ^^

Having Dance tomorrow, Really miss my '96 Sisters ): Clique, Can we go out again ?
Pretty please ! (: Lost all motivation to blog. I don't know why either O.o

"I'm not your toy. I have feelings too. Stop it. It hurts."

THE URGE TO START DANCING; OUR DESIRE !

Unclear Messages, Uncertain Words. Just what is it, Just what is happening. Tell me.

Hello MV - SHINee ! ♥ I can't Not-Post-This on my blog (: My motivation to study in
the EOYs Period was the fact that Key's coming to my door soon. Sadly, it ain't true.

EXAMS ARE OVER !
Okay at least to me they are, Who cares about Art anyway.

Sorry, But the days without Blogging kind of made me lose the motivation to blog ! ):
But I'll blog whenever I feel like it alright ? ^^ So many things has happened to me,
Changes to accept, Things I can't rewind back anymore. Tsk at Life's Jokes, ♥
Life always play a joke on you, but often You look at the skies and wonder why ! :P

Tomorrow's Art Paper + Out with Clique ♥ Yay, I think I'll be really happy tomorrow !
But now, I'm just pretty bored >:( Thanks Daniel for talking to meAwesome you ^^
Make me laugh please ! :D I really could use a laugh now ! That Stupid JLim Junior,
Later I scold you like mad then you know, Keep making me angry -.-

I don't know what to blog anymore, Nothing to blog about. I don't know why,
All I want to say is "Thanks Daniel" ! ♥ Because you're really so nice, and you just
said "I cannot type lol out zz" which makes you pretty nice for once (: Thank you.

That's all. No mood to put video or words or anything :P Sorry !

"We were always meant to be Senior and Junior. Nothing more."

Happy 14th Birthday, Olivia ! ♥
thanks for being the most bubbly girl ever, and always being so carefree and sweet.

Today was sweet ! (: Literature was pretty slack, Tried to tap on Internet Wireless !
Taught Clique to play Volleyball for PE, Last Lesson ♥ I'll miss Mr Mun lots.
Music was slack, with Clique ! ♥ Awesome much :D Recess, & Geography. Mdm Poon
didn't do much, Revised a bit and briefed us on the overall ~

Triple Chinese was pretty fun, Did questions types ! ^^ Took down notes, Also
had some practice ! :D Lunch, Played Sky Burger with Adeline, ♥ Hilarious like mad !
Math was slack, Ms See & Mr Cheng came in O.o Sorted out my file, and Had lots of fun
tying hair for Joey, and Watching Yuzhen tie too ♥ Thanks Girlfriend for tying mine.

Rotted, and Ms Kali came for English ): She let us do Comprehension, & then left ! :P
I finished summary, slacked much ~ Played a bit of my Ipod ! ♥ Dismissed soon, but we
had Chemistry Remedial -.- Mr Chong had bad PMS, Throwing Chair + Marker.
Thanks Adeline for helping me with Chemistry, ♥ Awesome you ftw ^^

Me/Yuzhen/Bernice/Joey/Annabel left soon (; Chatted with Girlfriend awhile ♥ Yay !
Jonathan Lim came, Took Bus to Clementi with Him ! ♥ Had Sumo House for lunch.
Reminiscing the past ! ^^ Chatted, & He sent me to Tiong ! :D Bought some stuffs
and Came home soon. Timothy brought "Hippo" over, what the hell ~

Tomorrow's STUDY ! ): I really don't want to, but I supposed I should :P Oh, & also
from tomorrow onwards, I won't be blogging anymore ♥ At least until end of EOY(s) !
Sorry, My blog ! I'm sure I'll come back in a week, Really ^^ I do hope that
I can survive through my EOY(s). Motivation much, ♥ Argh !

SMS-ing Jonathan Lim now ! (: My stupid Darling is my motivation to study on ! O.o
Not really. Dance is a BETTER motivation ^^ Because I love Dance to the most ! ♥
HIATUS ! Good luck for EOY(s), Everybody ! :D I'm sure we'll all score, ♥

Your calm attitude towards me, It makes me hard to be unhappy always ! Sometimes
we're just opposites, sometimes That makes you understand and love me better ...
So what if we're not compatible ? As long as we're forever, I don't mind anything (:

DANCE, THE MOTIVATION TO KEEP GOING ON !

Reminiscing the times, I used to watch your smile from afar, admire you with my love.

Hello - SHINee ! ♥ Today's Music Bank Comeback ! Eeeee ! It's so awesome, Key's hair
is the HOTTEST :D I love Jonghyun too, Charming ttm (; Ah, SHINee Hwaiting ftw ! ~