Happy 18th Birthday, Hann Qian ! ♥
i remember you ever since you were my senior in primary school, then nanhuadance.

Today was depressed ): Chemistry was slack, Ipod Touch/Slept/Helped Joey for Art !
Had PE, accompanied Clarice/Yuanting/Xuejing to run :D Although it wasn't an A,
you all tried your best ! ♥ Especially Xuejing (; Math was boring, slept awhile and
played Ruler Hitting with Tianyi HAHAHAHAHAH.

History was boring, rushed my Chinese & SRP File ! Dismissed soon, went to submit
Chemistry worksheets -.- Then accompanied Tianyi to wait for DarrenLee for awhile ~
In the end he just wanted to boast to DarrenLee about his 2.4KM >:( Loser !
Rushed down, and met '96 ♥ Love Love Love :D

Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Yuqi/Jiamin/Sihwee/Xianfei/Chanhong/Natalie/
Lucheng/Jasper/Kenzi/Tianyi ! ♥ Took MRT to Jurong Point & decided to instead have
lunch at New York New York than Swensens (: Freaking Expensive, but delicious.
Had much fun :P Stupid Lucheng had stupid magic tricks though ~

He tried to convince me that Me/Tianyi are compatible -.- Finished up soon
and Xianfei/Sihwee left ): We went to Kiddy Palace, ♥ Played with Barbie dolls,
Puppets & Care Bears :D Tianyi bully people >:( And Jasper bullied Xuejing heheh ~
We decided to go off soon, Jiamin was in a rush O.o

Took MRT with them, except Kenzi/Tianyi, then Me/Jiamin/Chanhong/Natalie alighted
@ Clementi (: We saw Yokekay/Michelle ! ♥ Took photo and left. Came home soon.
Slept until now, TIRED ): Tomorrow's slack ! Family gathering but I'm lazy !
Thanks '96 for the AWESOME lunch ♥

Edited @ 6.29PM:
Just completed the survey for the MUSE Project 2009 ! ♥ I miss it a damn lot ):
I remember when we slacked through each lesson (; Eunice, Joel, Yongjian, Guanlin !
A hell of a 10weeks of English Lessons worth O.o Loved it, ♥

I saw you with her. Don't deny. Please just admit it, even if it'll hurt like crap to me. I finally understand why, I finally realized your love for me wasn't that forever after all. Thank you for letting me see the truth. Yet now, I can't stop loving you. I can't and I'm trying to forget you, although I still love you. And only you.

DANCERS: OUR PASSION IS OUR BOND !

I'm trying to let you go. Yet why do I still know that I love you so so so much ?

理想情人 - 杨丞林 ! ♥ Awesome song with sweet lyrics & melody (: It's like the most
admiration of somebody for another one. Hoping to get his/her love, someday ~

Happy 17th Birthday, Celia ! ♥
although we're not close, but i'll remember you as one of the nice seniors i've had.

Today was sad ): PC was boring, Integrated Science too -.- Had 2.4KM AGAIN for
P.E >:( I ran through, didn't stop :D Thanks Tianyi for sprinting with me at the
last point or I'd lost my A ! ♥ And I GOT MY "A" ! Recess, and Geography :P
Changed & slept until the end of the lesson, tired tired ~

Assembly was boring, slept too (: Lunch, and Math ! I SLEPT AGAIN ! I guess I'm
real tired. Until MrChan woke me up -.- ACC was hilarious, Dismissed soon. Left
our stuffs @ AVA1 & went to check out Class Meeting ♥ Little people ): Went back to
AVA1 soon, and Elections STARTED ! ...

It was a series of events, and Congratulations to the new Executive Committee
who would be leading Dance (; Jiayous ! Dismissed soon, we waited for the Sec4s :D
Discussed with them about Sec2/Sec4 Lunch, went off soon. Walked to Clementi with
Xuejing/Chanhong/Natalie/Yuqi/Gindelin/Jiamin/Sihwee/Shilei/Jasper/Kenzi/Tianyi ! ♥

Took MRT and came home soon. SMSed awhile with P.A Partner, Yokekay ♥
Feeling affected by elections today. It makes me wonder for '96 ): Tomorrow's school +
Speech Day (EARLY DISMISSAL!) + Batch Lunch ♥ With '96 much ~ Love them ttmzxc.
Alright. I'm feeling upset over something today, so I'll go rot ! >:(

A BRAND NEW CHAPTER FOR DANCE !

Because I feel hurt when I see you. Maybe I haven't stop loving you.

A little too not over you - David Archuleta ! ♥ Truly describes how I feel and it's
real sad ): Looking deep into the lyrics, then you'll realize it's accuracy to me.

Happy 13th Birthday, Tian Qi ! ♥
I'll never forget the times you lent your boyish psp to Dawn hahahahahah.

Today was good (: ICT was fun, Me/Annabel :D Recess, and History. The stupid M.O.E
people came -.- Principals too ~ Had group work ! Music was fun because Yuzhen was
GL-ing MsYeo ! ♥ Laughed like hell. Math was boring, doodling stuffs with that dumb
Tianyi trying to look at what I wrote throughout the lesson ! >:(

English was good. MsKali didn't come, and MsGoh lost control of 206 so we were
slacked ~ Listened to Ipod/Slept throughout ! Dismissed soon, Dancers rushed to
Dance Studio ♥ MsKee talked, and 7 of us rushed down :P Made it, and on the bus was
depressed ): Just felt rather upset, or very very upset ...

Spent the first part of the U.R.A with Yuzhen/Bernice trying to find an exit for to leave (;
FAILED ! Then I went with Annabel/Joey, ♥ We spammed photos @ Toilet ttm.
Love my BFF(s) :D Met the class, and we slacked outside. Gossiped with Yuzhen/Joey/
Bernice/Annabel/Sihwee ! ♥ Awesome people ftw.

Took Class Photo & Girls Photo (: Left for school soon ): The boys were singing
Baby & some hilarious song on the bus, OUT-OF-TUNE ! :P Slept for awhile and
reached. Dismissed soon, walked to Clementi with Huiping/Clarice/Shixuan/Adeline/
Tianyi ! ♥ Me/Tianyi did something real hurtful ): Sorry to somebody ):

Took MRT with Clarice/Huiping, and had Dinner @ Burger Kings with them :D We had
fun gossiping & laughing & SINGING ♥ Well, me. And Huiping told a really stupid
story that Me/Clarice ignored her ~ Anyway, we walked around and bought stuffs (:
Clarice waited with me for cab, and came home soon.

Tomorrow's school + ELECTIONS O.O Nervous Nervous ! Sigh, I'm feeling rather sad
now though ): Yeah many people know why. It's really over I guess, time to move on.
I'm in love with Janessa HAHAHAHAH :D

THE BELIEF WE ETCH FOR DANCE !

Because I know now it's really time to give up. Because you've walked away.

带我走 - 杨丞林 ! ♥ It's the song from 不良笑花 :D Awesome song, but sad lyrics ):
I think Rainie has an awesome voice to sing cool songs !

I just want to scream out loud:

GIRLFRIEND CHEER UP ! ♥

Because we'll go through these together, as Girlfriends forever together alright :D
Even if both of us find it impossible, we'll help each other stand strong again.
Remember when both of us didn't believe in true love ? (;

It's not the last lap, we're only at the bend of the middle lap, I'll hold you
as both of us cross around this bend, and maybe there's a better road ahead of it (:
Maybe there would be someone else holding our hands running through with us !

I can say but I can't be the same, ironic so :P As long as Girlfriend understands ~
We'll both cry our hearts out, but 当眼泪流干以后，就要变得更坚强 ♥ Stronger !
They won't be here for us anymore, but we'll hold on strong anyway.

Because we both know, they've left us, broken & shattered.

JOANNA ♥ ANNABEL !
With love & Sugar Coated, Keeping Faith Staying Strong & Fighting on.

Today was down ): Integrated Science did work, was slacking much with Joey anyway ~
Chemistry sucked -.- MrNg did mention about Bryan/DarrenLee ? I think O.o
Recess, and Geography ! 15/25 for Test, Yay ! ♥ Loving it. Literature sucked, was
talking to Annabel through the lesson :D

PW was fun, did some short skit :D Lunch, and Chinese. Slacked much, was coloring
something for Girlfriend ♥ CEP was boring, slacked too ~ Let off for break, and Me/
Xuejing/Huiping walked around Sec1 Classes :P Rushed back, had the I.C.A.S thing -.-
Rushed through it, Finished with Yuzhen/Bernice (; Dismissed soon.

Me/Annabel waited for Tianyi @ Canteen, then she left ): Walked to Clementi with
Gindelin/Tianyi ! ♥ Met Lucheng there ! Took MRT and came home soon. Was thinking
through a lot (: And SMS-ing Girlfriend Dear on the way, ♥ Love you ttm !
Awesome sunset now, real nice view from my house ~

Tomorrow's school + MAYBE Learning Journey O.o I don't know if we'll be going with
206'10 or '96 ♥ Sigh ! Have to rush Homework now ): Oh well, the weather after a
rain is always the most beautiful (:

THE BOND WE FORM, AS NANHUADANCERS !

The more I'm reminded of you, probably, the deeper my love is now for you.

咸鱼 - 黄境伦 ! ♥ It's a song from 桃花小妹, I love 黄靖伦 because he's adorable !
Very very adorable, and I think it's proud to say that he's a Singaporean Yay :D

Today was bad ): Triple English sucked, slacked much (: Recess, and Literature :D
We presented via Ipod Touch, Yuzhen's awesome skills ♥ Chinese was boring, because we
slacked ~ Lunch, and D&T (; RUSHED ! Joey's adorable ! Spam-Glue-Yuzhen :P
Ended, and had Math O.o Slacked through, and Dismissed soon.

Changed & went for Dance ♥ Had warm ups, and ran through Grade9 (; It was not so
tiring :P Did Mid-Autumn ! :D Love Chanhong/Xuening ! ♥ We video-ed down stuffs too ~
Dismissed soon, slacked in Canteen (: Talked to Phoebe & Angeline ! Awesome people !
Partners: Phoebe & Annabel. Spammed photos and went off soon.

Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Yuqi/Jiamin/Gindelin/Chanhong/Natalie/Lucheng/
Kenzi/ Bryan/Junzheng/Jasper/Tianyi ! ♥ Took MRT alone and came home soon.
SMS-ed dear Annabel along the way, ♥ Yep Annabel, they love us they break us ):
Dislike ttm ! Oh, and Thanks Phoebe for the words & Angeline for the comforts :D

Tomorrow's school + I.C.A.S -.- Suck ! Have to rush my Geography Essay ARGH ! >:(
50% 50% ! Talking to Kenzi/Jingkai/Janessa now (:

LOVING EVERY DANCE MOMENT SPENT!

The heart hurts further now, Emptiness hurts. Because I know too much already.

Walk Away - Vanessa Hudgens ! ♥ The song's very nice, describes very well huh ? (:
But yet won't it hurt so so so much if you just walk away like so ? Hurts.

Today was tiring ): Tuition in the morning was slack, boring & what-have-you -.-
Ended soon, rushed home & rushed to Tiong again O.o Met Huiping, and we walked to
Clarice's House ! ♥ Chatted, Slacked & Tied hair (; Rushed over to Lavender and
was damn late >:( Met Yokekay/Xuejing/Yanting :D Awesome dears ~

Walked to P.A ! Did a little ballet and ran through Fish/Bird :D Laoshi changed a lot
of Fish ): And I love my group: WanTing/Leah/SzeMing/Idk-who ♥ We keep trying very
hilarious + extra stuffs, going crazy much ! Our hilarious "黄飞鸿" --> Leah !
Ran through a lot of times, then Dismissed soon.

Waited for Yanting to finish the 妖怪 one, while we went for Gym. They tried stunts
while I slacked :P Played a lot in Dance Studio and changed. Bought bubble tea,
took MRT with Xuejing/Yokekay/Yanting ! ♥ Came home soon. Watching Star Awards !
I like 戴阳天 because he's freaking hot. Yaaaaaaay :D

Tomorrow's school + Dance ♥ Hopefully it'll go well (: I love P.A people because
they are all awesome ! Especially when we crack stupid jokes & laugh always.
It's an amazing feeling I have with them. Different from Dance, different ~

DANCING IN THE SPOTLIGHT !

I'm thinking of you all day, hoping that we'd go back to our past love.

Just wanna be with you - HSM3 ! ♥ Awesome song, The Ryan & Kelsi part is nice,
but Troy & Gabriella ftw (: Sweet love Sweet sweet love !

Happy 15th Birthday, Hengky ! ♥
i'll remember you as gabriella for the stupid qifa music video you made, hahahah.

Today was slack -.- Woke up @ 8AM and spammed songs the whole morning, Aww ):
Watched videos of Dance, "Forging Ahead", "Praying for rain", "Innovative Class" &
"NEWater" :D Forging Ahead was Amazing ♥ Innovative class too (: Adorable much ~
Also watched the previous few Teachers' Days & Dance Performances O.o

The past glory of Dance, once there now gone ): Let's bring it back alright !
We'll make Dance shine like how it used to AGAIN ! ♥ Fight on and it'll happen :P
New Executive Committee coming up :D Hopefully they would lead Dance on strong (;
(^) Above contents were all "Dance", HAHAHAHAHAHAH ! Awesome Dance, ♥

Talking to Youzhuan now, Chatted with Huiping/Jialin just now (: Nice nice people ~
Tomorrow's tuition, then Clarice's House before P.A ♥ Yokekay/Yanting/Xuejing ! :D
Oh well ! I miss P.A Dancers after 1week ! >:( So Yay to tomorrow !

OUR HOME, OUR DANCE SOCIETY !

Worrying for you. Hoping nothing does wrong. Why do I still care for you ?

7Things - Miley Cyrus ! ♥ Don't focus on her face please, focus on the song !
Her voice is good (: And I think the song's really adorable too, meaningful much ?

Happy 14th Birthday, Jing Xuan ! ♥
i love you you crazy freaky flexible ttm chinese dancer and beans sister forever.

Today was the pits ): Chemistry sucked, Experiment -.- PE did Captains' Ball ! ♥
Love it :D Recess, and History Test O.o Write until hand pain >:( Chinese was okay,
Thanks 202 people (; Had lunch, and English. Slacked, Hilarious Guanlin :P
Was called up again ~ Stupid teacher !

Watched "A beautiful Mind" in Math (: Awesome show, ♥ Touching too ! Dismissed soon,
changed & went for Dance ♥ Gathered in Dance studio, went to I.S.H O.o Warm ups was
sucky >:( 过三关 & 搬腿 too. Did YOG, and helped YOG Dancers :P Elisa is adorable ~
Ran through once, and Sec3s left ):

Sec2s were in charge for Dance. Chanhong/Gindelin/Me taught Sec1s AYG Dance :D
Open House ♥ Then Me/Xuejing did Fish (; Dismissed soon, some of us stayed back
to watch the boys do PT @ dance studio ! Photos, Slack, Air-Con, Songs ftwftwftw.
Changed & went down soon, Scary Thunderstorm -.-

Slacked, then walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Yuqi/Jiamin/Gindelin/Sec1 Boys/
Tianyi/Bryan/Junzheng/Jasper/Lucheng/DarrenLee ! ♥ MRT with Huiyi & Home soon.
Tomorrow's slack ): Argh no ! I want Dance. Thinking about a lot of stuffs &
Feeling real real confused & clear in I don't know what ways ~

Anyway, Thank you Gindelin so so much for the advices/cheer-me-ups & all that ! ♥
I'll keep all of your advices in mind & put them to use soon (: He's not a jerk !
In any case, Thank you because I love you & would be there for you too ♥ We all
have our troubles so let's solve them together :D Love you Dear !

Both of us feel that we're drifting. Are you feeling so too ? ...

To '96: Sorry I haven't been a good sister/batchmate, I've been feeling so very
upset & I have been really dreading myself too ! I dislike this character of mine
but I'm trying to get over it. I'm sorry I'm sorry ):

BECAUSE WE'RE A DANCE SOCIETY !

Don't want to leave you, ever. Worried for you, thinking of you only.

Posting photos because I haven't post them in a while already have I ? O.o

Photos Credits to: Awesome Natalie ! ♥





















From Left;
3rd Row - Dijin DarrenLee BingMing Jasper Lucheng ZhenYang Junzheng
2nd Row - Sihwee Shilei Xiancui Xianfei Jiamin Yuqi Xuening Zizhen Huiping Bryan
1st Row - Gindelin Joanna ChanHong Natalie Xuejing ♥





















From left;
3rd Row - Dijin Lucheng DarrenLee ZhenYang BingMing Jasper Junzheng
2nd Row - Sihwee Shilei Xiancui Xianfei Jiamin Yuqi Xuening Huiping Zizhen Bryan
1st Row - Gindelin Joanna Chanhong Natalie Xuejing ♥





















From left;
3rd row - Dijin Yixuan DarrenLee Jasper Tianyi Lucheng BingMing Zhenyang Junzheng
2nd row - Sihwee Xiancui Xianfei Jiamin Yuqi Xuening Huiping Zizhen Bryan
1st row - Shilei Gindelin Joanna Chanhong Natalie Xuejing ♥

Awesome batch photos @ Chanhong's Birthday (Be-early & After Dance!) ! ♥

Happy 13th Birthday, Shi Hui ! ♥
you've been a good sec1 leader, continue striving hard for everything in life.

Happy 14th Birthday, Yong Jian ! ♥
thanks for being an awesome friend throughout, i'll never forget your humor.

Today was moody -.- 206 spammed MUG for Geography this morning, AMAZING ! ♥
PE was dreadful, 42Seconds WTF >:( Recess, and Geography Test ! Spammed wrote O.o
Failure ~ Went to Auditorium for Assembly, played Ipod Touch throughout :D
Lunch, and Math ! Continued watching "A beautiful Mind", Awesome show (:

Went to Auditorium AGAIN for ACC ! Me/Annabel didn't understand what the person was
talking about so we tried to fake laugh :P Dismissed soon, sang Birthday song for
Yongjian ♥ Walked to Clementi with Gindelin/Yongjian/Weiquan?/Guanlin?/Tianyi ! ♥
Then rushed all the way back to school for Dance :D

Greeted MsTan, then Me/Shilei/Jialin/Huiping went down to eat O.o Went back up &
did some Grade8 with them before we rushed Homework/Mug, ♥ Awesome sisters ttm !
Went down, and ran back up ): Debriefed Girls, and we told GHOST STORIES ! (;
Hilarious, especially Weixin ! Shilei too !

Dismissed them soon, walked to Clementi with Huiping/Jiamin/Jialin/Huiyi/Janessa/
Kaixuan/Edwin/GongHong/Jonathan ! ♥ Took MRT with Huiping/Huiyi, came home soon.
Tomorrow's school + Dance ♥ Speech Day rehearsal O.o Busy Busy Busy now ):
Bombarded, Tired & What have you ! Argh -.-

And a freaking bitch is pissing me off damn badly >:( Fucking attitude she has ~
Tests, Homework, Dance, Heartache, Troubles ! Fml.

THE BATCH'96 ONLY ATMOSPHERE !

Because I don't know how else to give you up. Because I tear for you always.

Because I'm stupid - SS501 ! ♥ Boys Over Flowers OST. Amazing title, explains
a lot about why I'm holding on. Oh well ! Life's still life, Life still suck.

Today was dreadful ): Sec2s made to sing the National Anthem again & again, Wtf -.-
ICT was fun, Yay :D Recess, and History ! Ms Chua didn't come, NO TEACHER ! ♥
Awesome much ~ Chatted & Slacked. Music was boring, and we stayed in for Math to
watch "A beautiful mind" ?? O.o Almost fell asleep though.

Had English. Slept through with Annabel/Yuzhen until Weiren sabotaged me out !
Did the question & went back to sleep :P Dismissed soon, changed & went for Dance ♥
Discipline run & Warm up was slack >:( Did YOG ! (: Really danced it all out ttm.
Break: Chatted with Chanhong/Natalie/Jiamin, ♥ And we merged with Boys O.o

Ran through twice ♥ Pumped a lot, Dismissed soon. Talked to Jianbin, I felt sad
that he's stepping down ): Went off soon. Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Yuqi/
Jiamin/Chanhong/Natalie/Gindelin/Sec1s/Lucheng/Jasper/Junzheng/DarrenLee ! ♥
Took MRT with Huiyi & came home soon.

Tomorrow's school. Most probably not going for Sec1s Practice, must MUG MUG ! -.-
Morning Assembly @ Thursday SUCKS >:( Felt real depressed today, but I tried
not to show it out as much as possible ~ Sigh.

I'm learning to let you go. I shouldn't tie you down. Crying my heart out, Drowning everything inside me. Hiding my tears beyond the smiles, it hurts more than anything else. I can't bear to, I really can't. I'm sorry I have to breakdown now because I don't know how to stay strong anymore. 1day was hurtful enough, I can't hold on to my tears any longer. I love you.

Hoping that you'll turn back, come back for me and hold my hands once again.

Cinderella - Tata Young ! ♥ The lyrics are quite true, but it's tough to do so.
All the fairy tales, remain fairy tales. Because you'll wake up someday.

Happy Monthsary ! ♥
because it's sweet to have it lasted so long, because i love you deeply.

Today was worse ): Did the project during Integrated Science. Spammed Yuzhen's
Ipod Touch during Chemistry (; Recess, and Geography ! Slacked through ! Literature
was awesome because Mdm Zuraida attendance failed AGAIN ♥ Yay ! Slacked much :D
PW was boring, Me/Shixuan shared computer because hers was screwed -.-

Lunch, and Chinese ! Did work, passed fast :P Me/Annabel gossiped about some
very disgusting person >:( CEP was fun because I slacked a lot :D Dismissed soon.
Walked to Clementi with Tianyi/DarrenLee? ! ♥ Took MRT to Jurong Point & thankfully
Yixin met me there and we came home together (: Came home soon.

Tomorrow's school + Dance ♥ Hopefully Dance would go well ! Have to MUG badly
for my tests. 3As is INSANE -.- Oh, I'm very annoyed by some flirter. Yes it's who
you think it is, Girlfriend ! Disgusting Freak >:( Oh well ! It made things worse for me
I guess ? Suck Suck Suck Day ): I hate days like these.

Disgusting flirters like you can go die --> I know you'll be reading this.

BECAUSE DANCE IS THE AWESOME-EST !

From nothing to everything. Whether you know it or not, you're my everything.

Fall for you - Secondhand Serenade ! ♥ It's meaningful to me, because of whatever
you once said to me. I've never forgotten each and every word, and I won't.

Happy 14th Birthday, Benjamin ! ♥
classmates since primary1 too, and tuition mates ftw. Kenneth sucks hahahah.

Today was bad ): English was boring, I'm sitting behind Guanlin now ! Argh ! -.-
Recess, and Literature. Me/Yuzhen/Bernice/Joey made a new friend, Pat ♥ Awesome :D
She's damn nice (: Chinese was boring, did reciting of poem and slept through notes ~
Lunch was suckish too >:( D&T was the best of the day !

We accomplished a lot :D Math sucked, Test ): Flunk Flunk ! Dismissed soon, changed
& went for Dance ♥ Warm up & we did a bit of 地板 and went into the 民间民族s !
Oh, 东北 "Young Girl" is nice (; And 维吾尔族 too ! ♥ Went into Mid-Autumn soon :P
Had this SUPER COMPLICATED move which Me/Gindelin couldn't get it >:(

Ran through once, and Dismissed soon. Changed, waited for the boys -.- Slow Slow ~
And while waiting for the rain to stop, WE SPAMMED TAP-TAP, ♥ Fun ttmzxczx :D
Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Jiamin/Yuqi/Gindelin/Lucheng/Jasper/Junzheng/
Kenzi/Tianyi/DarrenLee ! ♥ Took MRT and came home soon.

Tomorrow's school + remedial ): Aww I want to skip it ! Lol. Sigh I still feel
damn depressed ... Suck ! Dislike this feeling ! *Spam frowns* Thanks Zoe btw ♥
And Gindelin for being awesome (: Ruiying, EMO CORNER LET'S GO !

THE AWESOME FEELING WHEN WITH '96 !

I only need you to tell me everything's alright. I only need your warmth & love.

我要快乐 - 张惠妹 ! ♥ Sigh it's damn true, at least to me. I want happiness.
But even if you gave the world to me, without him I'd be empty anyway ~

Happy 14th Birthday, Celestine ! ♥
we've been friends for 7years, i won't forget all the memories we've had.

Happy 14th Birthday, Fiona ! ♥
i won't forget all the memories either, friends for 7years too, i miss you.

Today was tiring ): Skipped tuition in the morning, didn't feel like going for it ~
Went to the railway tracks, thought about a lot of things (: And took MRT to "..."
but I felt rather sad. Oh well ! Bought lunch home -.- Watched Shutter Island
with Mom ! ♥ Awesome show :D Rushed for Lavender soon :P

Met Yanting :D & Met Yokekay & Xuejing @ P.A ♥ Straight into the Dance, we had
troubles recalling ! Lucky for Connie ! Laoshi came and we danced a few times (;
Laoshi started doing the Bird one, ♥ Awesome ! Slacked a lot, and finished soon ~
We went off last, because waited for Yanting VERY VERY LONG ! >:(

Had dinner @ Lavender with Xuejing/Yanting/Yokekay/Jingkai/Alpha ! ♥ Fun ttm !
We met Laoshi hahah (; Took MRT and came home soon. Tomorrow's school + Dance ♥
Tired for anything though ): Feel like SLEEPING ! Watching Star Awards now,
and don't feel like Studying :P Awwwwwwwww ~

Still feeling rather depressed. But I can see that a lot of people care very much (:
Thank you Yokekay for the Strawberry & Zhongyi for the Chocolate to cheer me up !

DANCING TO OUR MUSIC !

Would we continue to walk on together, hand in hands to find our forever ?

Bieber Fever - NigaHiga ! ♥ I've had numerous laughs because of it yesterday.
It was very hilarious, but I think what he said is rather true heheheh :D

Because I can't give up.

Kaiqing, Janessa, Huiping, Shilei, Yuqi, Zoe, Kenzi, Gordon, Yokekay, Youzhuan.

Words that seem to hurt, but only with ponder/thought shows the care hidden (:

I've given everything much thought, Everything.
At the railway tracks, at the MRT station, I've thought of everything ~

I want to, I need, I must, I will fight on !
Because it's all worth it, because I'll be left with my last sign of hope ♥
To not let go, of my last hope.

I have to stand, right from where I fell, and continue walking on.
If I choose to give up, I'll never walk on, and I'll never reach my destination !

Even if I fall again, I'll pick myself up right from there.

I may lose faith once again, but I won't forget the words told to me (:
I'll remember them, face everything once again ~

To Darling:

I'm sorry. You didn't take me for granted. I did. I never knew how much you fought
for the both of us, for our love. I never realized how deep your love for me was.
I've never spared you a thought & I'm sorry I didn't.

You've done enough. It's my turn to make the effort. I'm seeing all you've done,
I'm hearing all you've put your effort into, I'm feeling the thoughts & feelings.
I'll do the same, if not more. I'm sorry. I didn't realized. I love you ♥

//.

Chan Hong, really. I only have you to thank. Because without you, I'll never have
found this key. Because without you, I'd have lost everything. Thank You Key ! ♥

//.

I'm a bitch.

When you're asking, "What's Joanna's problem!?" then remember this answer.

I'm too tired of life to care, too many things are going through my head at once.

I can't stop to think, I can only move on with regrets.

Hate me, Dislike me, Outcast me, Curse me.

I'm too tired to ponder. I'm too tired of everything.

I'm sorry.

I love life, for it's a miracle that happened to anybody.

I disappointed life thus so, and now it has come to disappoint me.

I'm tired. 我累了.

Lucky - Ashily ♥ How much more luck can I get ... ?

Happy 15th Birthday, Ying Pei ! ♥
thanks for being such a nice senior in this one year over, awesome much.

Today was awesome ♥ Overslept, rushed over to Kallang Leisure Park O.o Late :P
Met Chanhong/Natalie/Jiamin/Xianfei/Tenghwee/BingMing ! ♥ We posed photos
as the mannequins :D HILARIOUS ! Bought tickets for Ice-Skating & went in soon (:
Jiamin & BingMing had troubles skating but they learnt FAST ! Especially Jiamin !

Tenghwee & Me held hands for many rounds (; We spammed photos, in & out & forth ~
Oh and we took group photo ♥ But BingMing made Jiamin fall >:( Went Out soon.
Xianfei left ): Had lunch @ Pasta Mania, we played Truth/Dare with the BOTTLE :D
Tenghwee left because she was ill ): Rest well ! We continued laughing on.

We tried walking, but we got lost :P So Jiamin/Natalie/BingMing took 1cab & Chanhong
took a cab with ME to Kallang MRT O.o Gossiped :D BingMing left so we took MRT to
Jurong East ! Cabbed over to SNOW CITY, ♥ We got our gloves & boots & jackets (;
Took photos & laughed & poor Chanhong kept getting the spoilt Jacket -.-

Kept our stuffs & WENT IN ! :D Rushed for the slope ! ♥ Our faces were freezing,
and laughing away ~ We clinged our arms REAL tight (; It was TTM FUN FUN FUN !
Screaming, Laughing, Freezing. Ran out to thaw out & went in again. Repeated :P
We also had snow-throwing fight, until we got bored of it O.o

Went out soon, and we looked like we peed -.- Bought the photos & packed up (:
Cabbed to Jurong East & took MRT with Chanhong/Natalie ! ♥ Came home soon, Tired.
Photos with Natalie ! Tomorrow's tuition + P.A :D Yanting/Yokekay/Xuejing, Yay, ♥

Tired, Sad, and Hiding my Tears.

SAVORING MOMENTS WITH DANCERS !

I no longer smile at the thought of you. Yet each time, I feel like tearing badly.

我们怎么了 - S.H.E ! ♥ I love the chorus lyrics, "I don't understand, what had
happened to us? to our love?". It seems ... so true, so true. Sigh ...

Happy 83rd Birthday, Grandma ! ♥
i love you for all the 14 years you've been with me, stay healthy forever okay.

Happy 14th Birthday, Chan Hong ! ♥
it's been 1years over and you'll forever be my key and i'll be your dear lock.

Today was nice (: Chemistry was boring :P Did PT during PE, slacked, heheheh :D
Recess, and History ! Copied notes O.o Triple Chinese did oral, Mr Kieu praised my
reading ! ♥ Yay ! Fitness with Adeline during Lunch (; And English was fun because
it passed fast ~ Math was boring though ):

Amazing thing: JOANNA DIDN'T SLEEP IN CLASS TODAY ! VERY AMAZING !

Dismissed soon, changed & went for Dance ♥ Had own warmup + walking. Then we
taught YOG-Dancers the moves, paired with Gindelin (: Laoshi then did
some of the moves :D Danced once with Music, ♥ Dismissed after short debriefing,
and Sec2s met @ Back of hall for Photo Taking (;

Discussed about tomorrow, and took PHOTOS ♥ Love it ! Changed & went down soon ~
Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Gindelin/Yuqi/Weixin/Janessa/Jiamin/Sec1 Boys/
Lucheng/Daryl/ZhenYang/Lucheng/Tianyi/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥ MRT-ed with Z.Y :D
Came home soon. Rather tired but I loved today (:

Dance: Sweating the unhappiness out of me ! Tomorrow's Chanhong's '96 Outing ♥
Hopefully it'll go well :D Still feeling damn unhappy though ): Argh, I can just
die away ! Depressed Depressed Depressed >:(

I'm sorry if I was mean to ANYONE today or I made you upset. I'm real real real
depressed today from the start SORRY ): Sigh ... ! Depressed !

ONLY TO DANCE, ONLY FOR DANCE !

How long more must I wait on. I know I can't give up, I know I won't either.

安静了 - S.H.E ! ♥ The lyrics is real true, real true. It seems rather true to me
at least. Sigh ! I think the song's very nice though (: S.H.E rules !

Today was lazy :P PC was boring, and my group SLEPT ATW for Integrated Science ♥
Me/Yuzhen/Bernice/Joey ! Did 2.4KM during P.E, tired -.- Recess with Annabel ! (;
Geography was fun because we went to AVA :D With Adeline/Xuejing/Yuanting !
Was late for Assembly, and Annabel Girlfriend left Awwwwwwwww ):

Chatted with Xuejing ! ♥ Lunch, and Math. Poor Tianyi wasn't feeling well >:( I was
very very worried ~ ACC was fun but also boring heheheh :D Dismissed soon, went for
Dance ♥ Was with Sec1s until Jasper got injured O.O Rushed down to check ! ):
Poor Jasper, he got me MORE worried for him ):

Waited with him until Mdm.Poon sent him home (: SMS-ed him later on after that ~
Spent time with Sec1 Girls until the end :P 集合-ed them downstairs and I think I
felt rather insulted >:( Oh well ! Debriefed them, and WE GOT TO 下 THEM, ♥
Me/Gindelin/Xuejing/Lucheng :D Permission from Jingkai (:

Dismissed soon. Walked to Clementi with Weixin/Recia/Huiyi/Sec1 Boys/Lucheng/
Janessa ! ♥ Took MRT and came home soon. Slacked day, Tomorrow's school + Dance ♥
Hopefully everything would go well, YOG ftw ! :D Dancers ftttmw !

I felt insulted. I just felt insulted. Whether y'all realised it or not I feel it. I know I'm not very very important but I can't see the respect anymore. What is this ? Is this what everyone have taught you ? Well if yes then apparently they aren't very good teachers are they ~ I feel insulted, even the basic respect as a human you're not giving me. How am I to respect you back ?

EVERY SWEAT WE DRIP FOR OUR DANCE !

If you love me, hold me tight. Don't let go and please don't let me die away.

霍元甲 - 周杰伦 ! ♥ That Idk-what-teacher let us listen to it in Music lesson :D
I think the song's damn awesome, Jay Chou yay ! His voice is sexy ain't it ?

祝你21岁生日快乐, 邱勝翊 ! ♥
请你要永远平平安安，健健康康，开开心心的去过每一天. 也要继续让我们爱下去哦.

Today was tiring ): ICT was fun because we did some designing :D Annabel Girlf ! ♥
After recess had History, slept through -.- Music was boring too ): Had Math after
that, and test: 12/20 :P Yay ! (; English was boring because we did the D.I.E book
and it made me almost slept through ~

Dismissed soon, changed & went for Dance ♥ Had warm up, Adorable Natalie led (:
过三关 & 压腿 ~ Practiced YOG after that :D But YOG-Dancers joined in, huhhhhhhh -.-
Did a lot and we also 刁-ed Sec1s ! O.o Had MANY F.Us, ♥ Yay ! Awesome much much !
Had our final time, and we had debriefing ):

Pumped 90 >:( Dismissed soon. Talked to Jianbin about elections O.O And Yokekay +
Zoe about YOG :D Girls own Boys Shouting ♥ Slacked in canteen and bought nice
Ice-cream (; Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Gindelin/Chanhong/Natalie/Jiamin/Yuqi/
Janessa/Weixin/Recia/Huiyi/Sec1 boys/Lucheng/Tianyi/Junzheng/Jasper/DarrenLee ! ♥

Love them ! (: Came home soon. Today was fun but tiring :P I love Dancers ! ♥
Tomorrow's school ): Probably Sec1 Practice, I DON'T KNOW. Sigh ~ Getting weaker &
weaker again ... Hopefully I'll heal soon.

THE WANT TO SCREAM FOR NANHUADANCE !

I want to patch up. I want to continue loving you. But do you want to anymore ?

说说 - 棒棒堂 ! ♥ Especially for DEAR 王子 :D Lyrics & Song written by him eh !
Professional awesomely cool + adorable. Happy 21st, 王子 !

Hello ! Boo ! :D
I'm feeling rather good now because I accomplished my HOMEWORK ! ♥
See Yokekay I finished it (; I'm not a bad girl after all ~

Out of main topic. Back to topic.

Firstly. Best Friends ♥ Define that.

Best friends = Best of friends. It's someone amongst your friends which you will
consider the BEST. It does not need to always be two-way. It's something felt deep
in down the heart. It's formed over time, over interaction, over love ! ♥

Next. Deceive. What does deceive help in one ?

You can deceive others, Of course you can ! Deceiving yourself. What help can it do
to/for you ? Whether you try to or not, deep down you know THAT'S A LIE. It's just
nothing true, nothing real. And it doesn't get you ANYWHERE.

Thirdly. Fate. What is fate ?

Fate is something people say, it's destined. I don't think so. I think & I'm sure
that fate is something we shape it out in. We decide our own fate, and we also
put the effort into shaping it into how we want it to be ♥ Nobody can decide our
fate except ourselves. Nobody elses has the rights to ! ♥

After that. Friendship. Deep down inside.

Friendship is not something you can discard when you want to, or something that
can be pushed around. It's something you gain from time, from effort & from love ~
Much more it's something one should always treasure, ♥

Finally. Strawberries. Sweet & Pink !

1) Strawberries are fruits which are sweet by nature and pink colored. They tend to
bring smiles to one when tasted the sweetness of it (: Strawberries do not look as
appetizing as they are but they ARE very very delicious.

2) I only listed strawberries last because I'm going to eat them now ! ♥
Yay which means I might finish them before tomorrow, SORRY POOR YUZHEN ):

//.

I'm NOT shooting ANYBODY, nor am I ACCUSING anybody.
This is how I feel should some stuffs be and they have no logical prove anyhow :P

To those who think I MIGHT be shooting at you:
There must be a reason why you think so. So you jolly well think it well then ♥
And if you think so, BE IT (; Dislike me, oh well ~

//.

And I realised something today too !

No matter how hard one tries, there's bound to be someone, or something that others
are unhappy with you about. You CANNOT possibly be the one which everyone love &
NOBODY dislikes in ANY WAY ! :D

So instead of frowning over "Omg! Does she/he dislike me!?" and being SAD -.-
Why not just live happily & think on HOW to improve oneself ! ♥ It helps !
Much much better than just finding excuses or FREAKING OUT ! O.O

Life lessons like these help a lot in positive thinking (;

//.

I think I've posted an awfully long post which might post as a bore to SO SO
many people so I shall stop here ! :P No I'm not so mean to leave like that ?
I am so mean ! Yay ! ♥

Bye !

I will always love you - Whitney Houston ! ♥ It's a freaking tough & nice song
by this old singer (: Her lungs are superb, and her voice is AMAZING (:



I will always love you - 林育蠢 ! He sang the original by Whitney Houston which
is FREAKING AMAZINGLY SIMILAR ! :D Ain't it AMAZING !? (;

Happy 17th Birthday, Wen Xuan ! ♥
i'll remember our previous head of props, even if you're always the silent one.

Today was slack (; Chatted with Yuzhen/Bernice/Joey during Integrated Science &
Slacked during Chemistry :P Stupid teacher suddenly call me while I was listening to
music, Scared -.- After recess had Geography, SLACKED ! :D And Literature was the
best because Mdm Zuraida is absent as usual ♥ Love her attendance rate.

PW was boring ): Me/Shixuan chatted through :D Annabel/Shixuan left during lunch ):
HOW WAS THE MATCH(ES) !? Lunch then Chinese. We had to do a skit based on
our story ! ♥ Group: Shanyou/Tianyi/Xuejing/Eunice/Joey/Gordon/Xianwang/Yongjian.
We did on "美人计" of the 3Kingdoms (; HILARIOUS TTM !

I had a tough time explaining the story to them :P Our group acted quite well Yay !
We got HIGHEST MARKS ! :D Love group, ♥ CEP soon, translation lessons are
always fun (: Dismissed soon, walked to Clementi with Jonathan/Kaixuan/Javier/
HengSheng/Lucheng/Janessa/Tianyi ! ♥ Fun people very very much ~

Took MRT with Jonathan/Lucheng/Gordon/Lionel/Janessa/Tianyi ! ♥ Came home soon.
Having a splitting headache ): Awwww. Tomorrow's school + Dance ♥ Yay Dance !
Hopefully Laoshi would be better tomorrow ~ And I can't believe what Bing Hui
told me today ! IT HAD BETTER NOT BE HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF ! >:(

Oh, and I miss Annabel ):

DANCE: '96 WOULD ALWAYS BE '96 !

I stare at you all day long, I think of you all day long, I love you every moment.

Down - Jay Sean ft. Lil Wayne ! ♥ Me/Yuzhen/Bernice were singing it today during
lessons because of Joey. HAHAHAH poor Joey. I think the song's damn nice ~

Happy 13th Birthday, Marcus ! ♥
joey's cousin, i remember joey always going hyper when related to you.

Today was satisfying (: English was alright because we did a composition, Me/Yuqi
exchanged to read :D Hers was AWESOME ! After recess had Literature, which we did
some project ? O.o D&T group ♥ Chinese was fun because we had to write a story
of one of the 3 Kingdoms (; Love it ttmzxczx, with Annabel/Shixuan/Adeline ! ♥

Lunch, and D&T >:( Netballers went off so I did lone work ): Oh well I designed :P
Math was boring because we had a test -.- I'm going to flunk it badly ~ Dismissed
soon, changed & went for Dance ♥ Had warm up, and practiced Grade 9 ♥ I think
the moves are tough but THEY LOOK AWESOME :D

Had break time, then we did Mid-Autumn ! Practiced the move thing with Chanhong :D
Yep Chanhong you're getting it (; Anyway, decided on our costumes too, ♥
I'M GOING TO LOVE IT ! Dismissed soon, Kenzi/Jasper stayed back so they walked
with us yay ~ We had this "Poking fight" in groups :P

Me/Natalie/Chanhong/Xuejing = 1group ♥ Yuqi/Sihwee/Jiamin/Shilei = 1group.
ATTACK ! Hahah lol ! Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Natalie/Chanhong/Gindelin/
Yuqi/Jiamin/Shilei/Sihwee/Kenzi/Jasper ! ♥ Was talking about LOLLIPOPS with dear
Jasper :D Inside joke, TOO inside joke ~

Took MRT and came home soon. Tired but had fun (: Still very weak, but only with
Dancers do I forget the weakness in me :D Love them ! Tomorrow's school only.
Awwww ): Can't wait for Wednesday ! Dance ♥ '96 is awesome awesome awesome !

FOLLOW OUR HEARTS TO DANCE !

I seem so distant from you now. Why won't you just let me approach you nearer.

Baby - Justin Bieber ! ♥ Me/Yuzhen/Bernice/Joey said that we're going to put this
in a SAD video HAHAHAHAHAH ! And I like watching Alfreda scream so :D

Happy 18th Birthday, Sabrina ! ♥
thanks for sharing so many secrets, so many times we spent together in 14years.

Happy 16th Birthday, Sining ! ♥
heheheh, thanks for being a nice nice nice senior for these 1 year over.

Today was busy ): Had tuition in the morning which was dreaded as usual ttmzxczx ~
Bus to Bukit Merah and met Family there :D Had breakfast with everyone, celebrating
both Sabrina & Grandma's Birthday ♥ Awwwwwwwwww ! Anyway we all had nice chats
& Stupid Gabriel was being as GL as always ! Hmph >:(

Dad fetched us to Bugis and we shopped awhile before I rushed over to Lavender :P
Met Xuejing/Yokekay, went to P.A ! ♥ We were eating strawberries before ! (;
Zhongyi taught us the PROPER warm up & 过三关 :D His "哪个学校的......" *Hints*.
Laoshi came soon and we started to do the dance (:

Yokekay can't take part ): It's something like a fish & Me/Xuejing would ALSO be
doing the cloth :D AYG CLOTH, ♥ Finished the dance and we were all super high !
Also did measurements for costumes (: Practiced a lot, then was dismissed late ~
Took MRT with Xuejing/Yokekay & Came home soon :D

Worn out. Have to rush my homework yet -.- Oh well ! Tomorrow's school + Dance ♥
Ms Tan's ! :D And we'll be gathering MORE people for our performance Yaaaaay !
Shall go talk to Kenzi now (;

DANCING REQUIRES THE SPIRIT !

Are you still angry with me ? Why won't you just tell me, I'm not an idiot y'know.

Run Devil Run - Girls Generation ! ♥ It's their dance version cum performance !
Taeyeon looks awesomely nice in this attire, she always look nice anyway.

Today was slack (: Slept until near afternoon which took half my day away ! Yay :D
Watched 就想赖着你 while eating Mcdonalds' Delivery ♥ Kind of used to it already ~
Spammed listened songs, and doing very very random stuffs on Facebook heheheh (:
I guess I'm real bored, and I don't want to do homework >:(

Anyway, Kaiqing OMG ! O.O Next time must introduce okay ? :D Damn awesome.
I bet Gindelin's jealous of him ): And Me/Annabel are officially "In a relationship" ! ♥
No somebody can't smash me with a bball, I'll use my 流星 to protect me (;
Lol. And 206'10 feels freaking unhappy now Awwwww -.-

They are ALWAYS biased against us. Can't see our efforts BLEAH go to hell ! >:(
206'10 is 206'10, like it or not TOO BAD. We're 206'10 ! We try to improve, but
do ANYONE care ? They are just plain unfair. 206'10, we're awesome, ♥

So it seems that today is rather screwed too ): Oh well ! Tomorrow's tuition +
lunch with family + P.A ♥ BEST PA PARTNER ! :D And Sabrina Teo's Birthday ! (:
Shall go slack now, Class Discussion on stuffs on Facebook O.o

DANCE IS NOT A WANT, BUT A NEED !

I've taken the first step, would you respond to it ? Or would you not ?

一个像夏天，一个像秋天 - 范瑋琪 ! ♥ It's a song about how friendship is always around
but love may not always be. Dedicated to all my friends ! (: I love y'all !

Happy 17th Birthday, Shirlyn ! ♥
i'll remember you as the most adorable senior ever. sweet and sweet again.

Today was bad ): Chemistry was boring :P And PE did PT stuffs which sucked ttm >:(
After recess had History & Chinese which slept -.- Lunch, then English which we had
to change places for that O.o Anyway, Math was boring too. Slept through yay ! ♥
With Yuzhen :D And dismissed soon.

Changed & went for Dance ♥ MsKee talked to us, then all Boys went to sky garden to
practice while girls stayed behind hall to practice (; We 刁 Sec1s' Moves,
then each batch tried :D The boys came soon and we practiced Aeroplane ♥ Had our
拆骨 & 下腰 first though. I think that was chaotic -.-

Tianyi asked me to pair with him HAHAHAH :D Sec2s went to somewhere and tried :P
He spinned me 7rounds today, ♥ Nice one Tianyi ! (: 2nd best partner so far ! ~
But Sec1s got injured ): Aww ! Had precaution briefings, then we all showed
what we practiced :D Sec2 Girls didn't get to do so Yaaaaaaaaaaaay !

Laoshi called us in, and spoke to us. Then he dismissed Sec1s and then Sec2s.
KoonHui etc talked to us and were dismissed soon (: Changed and slacked awhile ~
Walked to Clementi with Xuejing/Huiping/Yuqi/Jiamin/Gindelin/Janessa/Weixin/Huiyi/
Sec1 boys/Jasper/Lucheng/Tianyi/DarrenLee ! ♥ Had lots of fun :D

COLOR&FLAVOR ♥ Inside joke ! Chatted with Huiping and came home soon. Today was
screwed but after dance was nice (; Tomorrow's lunch with family :P But it's
purely rotting anyway ): Hopefully the weekend would be good !

Shall go slack now :D

DANCE: PASSION, DANCERS: SPIRIT !

Looking at the past, thinking of our sweet moments. It's all worthwhile.

Dun Huang - NanHuaDance ! ♥ It's the one Evelyn's batch did during MAF'2006 !
It's the one they always mention. I find them real real real awesome ~

Today was bad ): PC was nice with Tianyi :D Integrated Science -.- And PE was
tedious, we ran :P Felt like vomiting when eating >:( Real Real Real Bad !
Geography was slack ! We slacked (; Assembly was fun because we had a skit ? ♥
Kenzi & Bing Ming won MOVIE TICKETS ! O.O

Lunch, then Math -.- Slacked through, too tired ~ ACC had food stuffs, so didn't
feel so bored heheheheh :D Dismissed soon, changed into PE & went for Dance ♥
Stayed @ Sec1 Gym awhile and chatted with Youzhuan (: Went up and we helped
MsTan with the Grade8 ! ♥ OMG I MISS GRADE8 SO SO MUCH ! ):

Bought food with Girls (; Then brought Sec1s down for debriefing. MY WEEK ! :P
Yuting/Kelly/Etc also talked to us, and we pumped with Sec1s. It was ... -.-
Dismissed, walked to Clementi with Chanhong/Natalie/Yuqi/Weixin/Janessa/Recia/
Sec1 Boys/Lucheng/Kenzi/Tianyi ! ♥ Thank you Tianyi/Kenzi for holding my bag :D

Took MRT with Tianyi & His mom, came home soon. Today was screwed but I don't
want to care anymore -.- Let it screw till the end then ! Tomorrow's school +
Dance ♥ Hopefully everything would go smoothly for dance ): Please Please !

Shall decide whether to do my homework now or not :P

WE LOVE DANCE FOR DANCE !

You refuse to tell me yet you tell others. I can't believe you. Breaking down.

月桂女神 - S.H.E ! ♥ It's a song about Apollo & Daphne, which is nice yet sad.
Poor Daphne turned into a tree, but yet Apollo still loved her deeply forever (: